Zongman, the journey begins from the wrong place

The only problem is that a Servant with such skills actually descended as Berseker, a class that has nothing to do with magic!

How can she, as a Caster, face this?

I really want to dissect it open to see what kind of structure it has that allows it to possess such a treasure.

However, Medea had long since accepted that Noah was a monster among monsters, and she quickly came to her senses and prepared to discuss the next tactical issues with him.

But Noah suddenly gave her a look, signaling him to leave.

Ok?

What do you mean?

Throw me away after you're done with me?

What a scumbag! ! !

Medea, who was a little angry, was stunned when she saw Sakura Matou behind Noah, and then turned and left with mixed feelings.

This kid, even though he always makes people mad and is a fighting maniac, is actually so gentle to a little girl.

Thinking of this, all the happiness that Medea had previously gained from Sakura Kimatou disappeared, and only a little jealousy and envy floated in her heart.

After a long time, Medea shook her head, threw away all those thoughts, and continued to set up the barrier of Liudong Temple.

In the following Holy Grail War, Medea had no intention of leaving Ryuudou Temple and was prepared to stay here until the end of time.

As for the battle outside, of course it was all left to Noah. He only needed to look after the house and provide magic power.

Medea was still very confident about this.

Hey, why does it feel a bit like a full-time housewife waiting for her husband to come home?

Medea's expression became a little strange as she recalled the soap opera she watched this morning.

After Medea left, Noah looked at Sakura Matou, who had a calm expression but a void in her eyes that she herself didn't even notice, and walked forward to slowly pick her up.

"Sakura, thank you for your hard work."

100 Matou Sakura: I don’t want to call you daddy!

Mount Enzo is not very high in altitude, but as one of the famous scenic spots in Fuyuki City, its wide view is one of its major advantages.

Standing in front of the mountain gate, you can easily scan the entire city shrouded in sunset and dusk, and even the sea and sky line in the distance that has turned into a dark ink color can be vaguely seen.

Therefore, when dusk falls and the temperature difference between day and night is reversed, the cold wind in front of the mountain gate is particularly strong, carrying a slightly damp, salty smell.

The wind roared through the mountains, stirring up the sound of majestic pine waves, as if the waves were crashing against the shore right next to your ears.

But in Matou Sakura's world, the sounds of the wind have disappeared, and the only thing left in her ears is the very familiar sound of her heartbeat.

And that soft whisper—

"Sakura, thank you for your hard work."

It was such a light sentence, but it filled the huge void in Matou Sakura's heart again.

The warmth that enveloped her body seemed to melt some of the coldness and hardness in her body, filling her heart again and even gradually overflowing.

It was like drinking a large cup of boiling hot bitter gourd tea. The heat, sourness, bitterness, melancholy, grievance and other complex emotions that even Matou Sakura herself couldn't distinguish surged, and her chest swelled as if it was about to explode.

I can't cry, I can't be ignorant, I can't be capricious. Meeting my big brother is already the happiest and luckiest thing in the world. I can't ask for so much more... Although I have always asked this of myself, Sakura Matou's vision couldn't help but blur in an instant.

"Why, why do you want to leave?! Did I do something wrong? Can't you just stay with Sakura forever?"

Holding Noah's collar tightly, Sakura Matou raised her tear-filled face and looked at Noah like an abandoned cub.

"No matter what, Sakura will do it! As long as big brother can stay..."

Holding Sakura Matou, who was as light as a kitten, Noah said nothing, but just stared at her quietly with gentle and clear eyes.

Those deep blue eyes that completely reflected her face exuded a magical power, making Matou Sakura feel as if her whole body was soaked in warm spring water, and the overwhelming emotions surging in her heart miraculously subsided.

Noah wiped the tears from Sakura Matou's face with the corner of his clothes and looked at the city in front of him again.

In this world, the coastal city in front of you is not small, but not big either. It has old residential areas and newly built commercial areas, and it looks a bit mediocre.

But for Noah, this was enough for him to experience all the wonders of this new world.

But this is far from enough. Noah wants to visit more worlds, challenge more powerful people, and learn more unknowns.

After Noah's gaze left, Sakura Matou's originally calm heart began to waver.

Although she didn't continue to cry loudly, she couldn't help sobbing, knowing that Noah's voice was ringing in her ears.

"Ying, what's the most painful thing you can remember?"

For Sakura Matou, this was a question she could recall without having to think about it.

Even after a year, it was still a nightmare she didn't want to recall.

During this year, Noah never mentioned anything about the Tohsaka family because he was afraid of making her sad.

Sakura Matou could naturally understand this concern, but she also didn't understand why Noah brought it up at this time.

But she keenly felt that this was an opportunity for her and Noah to get closer in heart.

It's the first time, and possibly the last time.

"Yes, it was the day they chose my sister and I was sent to the Matou family..."

Sakura Matou is unwilling to call them father and mother anymore due to her subtle resentment towards Toshiomi and Aoi.

This resentment even extends to Toosaka Rin, even though Matou Sakura knows that this is completely unreasonable.

When Sakura Matou noticed this, Noah's voice came, breaking her daze.

"So, you resent your parents for abandoning you, and you're worried about being abandoned again and left alone, right?"

Everyone has a dark corner in their heart, and many times even they themselves may not know it.

And the closer the person is, the less willing one is to let the other person know.

For Sakura Matou, Noah is no longer a close relationship, but the only connection between her and this cold and vast world.

Therefore, after Noah pointed out the dark side of her heart, Sakura Matou suddenly felt a kind of throbbing and fear in her heart that she had never felt even when they were taking a bath together, and she couldn't help but hold the clothes in her hands even tighter.

Will my older brother think I’m a bad kid?

Will my older brother hate me?

Is this why Big Brother wants to leave me?

"Yes, the older we get, the more we tend to remember something that happened to us as children, and we'll never forget it until we die. If someone easily forgets their childhood after growing up and only remembers some happy moments, it means they must have lived a happy life, without regrets or pain."

This time, Noah did not comfort Sakura Matou, nor did he make any response. Instead, he looked into the distance as if lost in memories.

"So from a certain perspective, no matter how long a person lives, their long life may be determined at birth. Sakura, this may be the same for me. It is something I will never forget until I die."

It was clearly dusk, but Noah seemed to have returned to that early morning.

He left the past and countless corpses behind him and just walked towards the vast world outside the mountain village.

My mood at that time was as clear as the itchiness of the foxtail grass on the roadside rubbing against my body, and the coldness of the dew soaking my body.

"It was probably at that time that I decided what I wanted to do with my life, where I wanted to go, and what kind of person I wanted to become. Sakura, I think the feeling is the same as yours now."

Noah's slightly ethereal expression had never appeared in Sakura Matou's memory in the past year.

She wondered if Noah was recalling the scenes that had appeared in his dreams.

Those bloody battles were like a nightmare to Sakura Matou.

When Sakura Matou thought of the cruelty that Noah experienced in his childhood, she was filled with hatred and disgust for this world and had an urge to destroy it immediately.

But the emotion in that memory is completely different from Matou Sakura.

There is anger and sadness, of course, but more of a strong sense of unwillingness.

why?

Why is this world so unfair?

Why are countless innocent and kind people harmed?

Why are the world and fate always so cruel?

If gods really exist in the world, then are the sufferings of the people created by them?

The feeling of frustration and unwillingness is like being trapped in a box where one cannot stretch one's limbs or stand up or lie down, and one wishes to break and destroy everything.

So, fight.

So, go beyond.

So, break free.

We must reach the highest point to see if there is a being called a human or a god, who is playing with the people like people play with ants, and then tramples them under his feet.

Sakura Matou knew that this emotion had become a part of Noah's soul.

It was driven by this that Noah arrived in this world to save himself.

If I force Noah to stop running and try to keep him, Noah will no longer be himself.

"So, big brother wants to save others, just like he saved me?"

Noah silently looked at Sakura Matou's little head and smiled.

"I don't have any desire to save or shoulder the burden of everyone in the world. That ideal is too great and too heavy. I'm just a selfish person... I just want to trample all those high and mighty people under my feet!"

At this moment, Sakura Matou finally understood Noah.

But she would rather turn back time to the past, back to the time when she knew nothing about Noah.

It was precisely because she knew Noah's true nature that she couldn't selfishly keep him by her side.

However, in addition to the sadness caused by the impending separation, another emotion arose in Sakura Matou's heart.

Should we say it is possession, protection, love, or all of the above?

In short, it was a surging desire that swallowed up all the weakness in Matou Sakura's heart and became hundreds of times more vigorous.

——Since Noah can't stay, why can't I catch up with him?

If that bad woman Asagami Fujino can have such courage, I, Matou Sakura, will never lose to her even a little bit!

Ok?

Feeling the change in Sakura Matou's emotions, Noah couldn't help but blink, a look of confusion appearing on his face.

I haven't even had the chance to give you any advice, and you're already walking out?

Although this saved him from having to worry any more, he felt a little uncomfortable because he hadn't said the words he had prepared for a long time.

"It's hard, I don't want to accept it, I want to cry... but it's okay!"

But before Noah could continue thinking, Sakura Matou straightened up, held his face, and stared at him with her big eyes that had not yet wiped away the tears.

"Big Brother, go do what you want to do! Sakura will definitely support you!"

Noah couldn't help but sigh and feel ashamed when a five or six-year-old child said such words to him.

This also made Noah make a major decision after hesitating for a long time, and he looked at Sakura Matou solemnly.

"Ying, this is my first time doing this too. If you mind, just pretend I never said anything."

This unprecedented solemn expression made Sakura Matou stunned for a moment, then her eyes widened and her little face turned red.

Slow, wait!

Big brother!

What do you want to say to me!

No matter what, wait until I’m fifteen or sixteen before telling you!

It is illegal now!!