Daily life in Zongman

But now that the students don't listen to her and bully her, she can do the same.

"If I find out, I'll tell Fujiwara-kun!"

The girls around her fell silent instantly. This act of telling tales was childish, immature and ridiculous.

But, it works super well.

They all knew where Teacher Zi Teng had gone, and they didn't want to leave with her.

Marikawa Shizuka looked at the quiet crowd and found that this trick seemed to be very effective. She decided that if someone disobeyed her in the future, she would say: "If you do this again, I will tell Fujiwara-kun!"

The material collection work in the teaching building is proceeding normally.

After confirming that they didn't need help, Kasumigaoka Utaha and the girl with twin ponytails also started collecting supplies.

Under the bright sunshine, the private Fujimi Academy became lively again. The survivors each performed their duties and began to clean up and maintain the base.

Rio Futaba returned to the laboratory and began to further study the zombies one day later.

Outside the school, Fujiwara Haru watched Busujima Saeko, who was killing zombies continuously, gradually moving away from the team with an increasingly excited look on her face.

I started to wonder if I shouldn't have said, "Don't think too much, just focus on clearing out the zombies together."

Forget it, there's no point in thinking too much. Fujiwara Haru began to arrange the rest of the exploration team members. On the other side of the street where there were zombies, groups of three began to cooperate and kill the zombies.

Then they caught up with Busujima Saeko who was killing further and further away. The two of them gradually became separated from the exploration team by a street. After making sure that they could pay attention to and take care of the other side, they did not force the two sides to reunite.

As more and more zombies were killed in the distance, the expression on Busujima Saeko's face became more and more out of control.

Not only through animation, but also in front of you, you can clearly understand it.

This slender and heroic senior sister, who has the temperament of a Yamato Nadeshiko in daily interactions, is actually a woman who feels excited and even sexually aroused by violence, blood and killing, which is full of contrasts.

So there is only one problem at this stage.

How should this be handled?

Chapter 272 Interlude: Talk Therapy - Busujima Saeko.

A long time passed while I was thinking about how to solve the problem of Busujima Saeko. Busujima Saeko, who had already killed her way through the street, slowly walked back. Her steps were small, her breathing was heavy, her face was flushed, and her eyes were moist.

She was now feeling relaxed and her body was feeling lazy.

This feeling of not having to worry about your companions, not having to consider the feelings of the person being beaten, not having to consider anything, being able to wield the sword in your hand freely, venting your anger, and killing at will...

It is really……

It's wonderful!

The feedback of the knife tip touching the skull, the brush against the fallen corpse, the splatter of blood hitting the wall, everything was so wonderful!

This unbridled sense of pleasure made her happy and she gradually became addicted to it.

Only when she was exhausted did she gradually regain her senses from fatigue and then slowly walked back.

Watching Saeko Busujima strolling back, exhausted, not far away, I caught a whiff of the delicate scent of lilacs, which grew slightly stronger as she approached. The fragrance wasn't pungent, but as she approached, the delicate aroma mingled with the rising heat, permeating the high school girl's pheromones and bringing a subtle, delicious flavor.

Fujiwara Haru didn't notice that in this doomsday environment, he became more "indulgent" after being hypnotized. After last night's and just now Kasumigaoka Utaha's seductive behavior, his body secreted more hormones, which made his desire gradually surge.

It is still under control now.

He observed Busujima Saeko who had returned to the front of him, pointed at his chest, and reminded her: "Bukujima-senpai, you're exposed."

Busujima Saeko glanced down quickly. She'd just raced from the street to the end of the alley, and the sheer volume of exercise had left her sweating profusely. The accumulated water had soaked through her school uniform, exposing her curves and skin.

She quickly came to her senses, hugged her chest to cover herself, and looked up to find Fujiwara Haru handing her a pack of tissues.

"Thank you."

Busujima Saeko thanked him softly, covered her chest with one hand, and took the tissue.

"This house next door is very safe, let's go in and deal with it."

As he said this, he took off his coat and said, "If you can't find any suitable clothes in the house, you can use mine temporarily."

Busujima Saeko quietly agreed, took the coat, thanked him, and went into the house next door. She had some sadistic tendencies, but she also had a girlish heart. Even though she didn't admit that she had it, she subconsciously covered it up after exposing herself, feeling ashamed.

Fujiwara Harunori began to pay attention to the exploration team on the other side. After confirming that Hidetsugu, Yoshitake and others were fine and each of them had killed 2 to 3 zombies, he went over and arranged for them to return to the base. This time's exploration ended here.

Just get familiar with the area for the first time, then go back and rest, let the exploration team calm down and get some rest before officially exploring in the afternoon. This will be safer and the team will gain more growth.

These were not in Futaba's plan, but were details optimized by Fujiwara Haru. His experience in commanding large-scale battles in the game gradually made him develop the habit of improving the abilities of his subordinates.

After all, commanding a group of Huskies and commanding a group of Border Collies are completely different experiences, and the combat results are also completely different.

After returning to the house and waiting for Busujima Saeko to come out, I noticed that she did not change her clothes. She just wiped off the sweat on her face and put on her coat. Her JK school uniform was still a little wet underneath.

"Fujiwara-kun, should we continue exploring or return now?"

"Put these things aside for now. There is something more important that needs to be dealt with."

Fujiwara Haru walked into the house and motioned for him to follow.

Busujima Saeko was a little confused, but still followed behind and walked into the house together.

The owner of this house was not at home when the zombie crisis broke out, so the house was kept very clean and tidy.

After entering the house through the sliding door in the backyard, Fujiwara Haru noticed that the owner of the house was probably a woman. The interior decoration of the house was cute and there were some women's clothes scattered around.

Why didn't Busujima Saeko change into these clothes?

Maybe it’s because the clothes are too small to fit?

Thinking of this, he rummaged through the refrigerator and luckily found two cans of Coke. He handed one to Busujima Saeko and opened the other and took a sip.

Then he sat cross-legged at the table, with Busujima Saeko sitting opposite him.

When she is not involved in killing, she is an absolute Japanese beauty, calm, gentle, caring and approving of men, without any unnecessary words, and her behavior is full of the temperament of a Yamato Nadeshiko.

Without beating around the bush, he looked at her and said directly, "Bushima-senpai, you enjoy killing zombies and have a violent streak, right?"

It was obvious that the calm and gentle expression on Busujima Saeko's face froze, and then her eyebrows drooped and she fell silent, which was also an indirect answer to the question.

"Can you talk to me?"

She looked over, her expression somewhat downcast, her lips pursed, and she said nothing. Busujima Saeko trusted Fujiwara Haru very much and had some feelings for him, but the conversation suddenly touched upon her own deep-seated secrets, leaving her unsure how to respond.

Seeing this situation, Fujiwara Haru thought for a moment and guessed that it was because their relationship was not yet close friends. She was reluctant to tell too much about herself, preferring to hide everything and avoid discussing the matter.

"understood."

Guessing she didn't want to discuss it in detail, and figuring that since I couldn't cure the problem, I'd just try to address the symptoms, I said, "I don't mind Dokushima-san's violent tendencies. I'm well aware that everyone has multiple sides. But since Dokushima-san is so concerned about this, I won't spread the word or ask any further questions."

"I have other things to attend to this afternoon, so you'll have Busujima-senpai lead the exploration team. Please try not to take action while you're leading. One reason is that we need to give everyone an opportunity to practice, and another is that if Busujima-senpai becomes obsessed with killing, she'll become detached from the team and lose control, which could be dangerous for both you and your teammates."

"From now on, when I'm leading the team, you can vent as much as you want, but please be mindful when you're leading the team, okay?"

Busujima Saeko stared at it, and after a moment's silence, she nodded and said, "Yes."

Seeing that Senior Busujima was still a little depressed and her eyes were evasive, as if she was hiding some uneasiness, she thought for a while and remembered something that happened a long time ago.

He was ten years old at the time. Late one night, he wet the bed. Filled with anxiety and shame, he learned that Shen Dong had also wet the bed in college. In that moment, he relaxed considerably. The thought, "So this isn't a big deal," and "Shen Dong does it too," eased his anxiety and shyness.

Knowing each other's secrets will only make people feel uneasy, but if each person has each other's secrets and the secrets are similar, it will make people feel relaxed.

"Since I know one of Busujima-senpai's secrets, I'll tell you one of mine too."

Fujiwara Haru decided to comfort the senior student in front of him a little: "Actually, I also have hidden bad desires. I have a strong desire to dominate and like to control others."

Without waiting for her reply, he continued to explain: "In my daily life, I like to help others. I don't like seeing others sad or witnessing tragedies. Every time I help others and receive their gratitude, I feel very happy. It may be a bit boastful to say this, but judging by what I have done, I should be considered a kind and good person."

"I have good academic performance, am well-liked by teachers, and respected by classmates. I am also good at handicrafts and have good physical fitness. I can be considered an excellent student."

"But even this person, who is considered good and kind by outsiders, actually has a strong desire for control. And, slowly, it develops into a strong desire for domination, which leads to many bad thoughts."

"At first, this desire for control was just about controlling my own life. I wanted to live a better and better life and ensure that no bad accidents would happen in my life."

"I don't know when it started, but my desires grew. They were no longer limited to controlling my own life. I began to desire to dominate others. I gradually began to enjoy dominating others. The obedient and submissive behavior of the dominated made me feel happy and relaxed, and I gradually wanted to engage in more dominating behavior."

"This is full of unhealthy thoughts. I know very well that this is wrong. Acting recklessly will only make me arrogant and violent, so I have been restraining this desire."

"Until I met a sister who loved being dominated, and she was into me."

"It's very comfortable to release repressed desires. It also makes me feel clear-headed and able to look at things more objectively. No matter what the desire is, as long as it doesn't hurt others, there's nothing wrong with expressing it appropriately."

"Bujima-senpai, what I just said was a bit disorganized, but I actually just wanted to tell you."

"People are complex and multifaceted. In the eyes of the public, I am a kind person and a good student, but in fact, I also have another side to my personality. I have a strong desire to dominate, which has given rise to many unhealthy thoughts."

"This is my secret. I'm exchanging it for the secret of your violent tendencies. We keep it to ourselves."

While Fujiwara Haru was speaking, Busujima Saeko's eyes, which had been lowered, gradually lifted up. She listened quietly until the end, then looked at the boy in front of her in a daze.

"..."

Busujima Saeko was silent for a while, and said in a complicated tone: "Fujiwara-kun, there is no need to be like this..."

"Normally, I like to speak directly and try to resolve problems as soon as I discover them. Now that I know Busujima-san has concerns in this regard, I want to do my best to help you relax and be more objective about yourself, so as to avoid any unexpected situations later."

Busujima Saeko looked at the boy in front of her and let out a long sigh: "Huh~~"

"I'm sorry to have worried Fujiwara-kun. As a subordinate, it's really inappropriate for me to ask my leader to enlighten me. Fujiwara-kun, you don't have to worry too much about my feelings. Just give me your orders, and I will tell you everything you want to know. This is my loyalty and obligation as a subordinate since I chose you as my leader."

"That's too bad. I like to dominate, but I don't like bullying others."

Busujima Saeko put on a relaxed smile and said, "Fujiwara-kun, you said we were exchanging secrets, but your secret is so detailed, and my secret is just a little violent. This is a bit unfair."

"Would you like to hear my secret?"

"Please say."

Fujiwara Haru knows the plot in the anime, but the reality may be different. She has to listen to her senior to know the details.

Busujima Saeko drew the wooden sword from her waist, looked at it, recalled the past, and her expression gradually became depressed and sad.

"Four years ago, when I was in junior high school, I was walking home at night when a man attacked me."

"My first reaction was not fear, not terror, but excitement."

"I knew very well that I was carrying a wooden sword at that time, and I would definitely win in a fight with an overwhelming advantage."

"After realising this, I pretended to be scared and lured the man into further action."

"Then, without hesitation, he struck back, breaking his shoulder blade and thigh bone."

"It's very enjoyable, really very enjoyable, just like when I killed the zombies just now, I am filled with joy, the feeling... is really wonderful! ~"

Busujima Saeko's eyes widened slightly, a mixture of joy and fear on her face. Her lips curled up in a smile, but her eyes widened in fear. She was excited by the memories, yet also afraid to expose her true self to others.

"Just like Fujiwara-kun said, I've had a violent tendency for a long time. When I have a clear enemy and can use violence wantonly, I truly feel pleasure!"

"I am like this... I am like this... can I really be recognized..."

For a long time, Busujima Saeko had been raised in the traditional Yamato Nadeshiko style, taught to be gentle, soft-spoken, well-educated, and considerate of men. This all contradicted her desire to vent her violent side, a side rife with bloodshed that was completely contrary to the traditional Yamato Nadeshiko. This led her to believe she would not be recognized, and subconsciously convinced herself that her hypocrisy would prevent her from finding true love.

"It doesn't matter."

Fujiwara Haru stated firmly: "As I said earlier, people are complex and multifaceted. Most people have hidden sides. That's not their true nature, but just part of their personality."

"The gentle Nadeshiko is you, the soft girl is you, the violent one is you, and the heroic one is also you. They are all aspects of you, but they are not the whole you. Don't feel suppressed or ashamed about hiding your hidden side; it's normal."

"Do you know, Busujima-senpai, I was watching you the entire time as you slaughtered all the zombies on that street."

"I only have one idea for that image."

"Gentle at home, awe-inspiring towards the enemy, beautiful and heroic, truly beautiful."

Busujima Saeko was sitting, looking at the boy in front of her.

Gentle, kind, courageous, intelligent, serious, confident, powerful, and full of leadership qualities. He said he had a hidden bad side, which was that he liked to dominate others. Coincidentally, as a Yamato Nadeshiko, she didn't mind being dominated at all.

She is willing to support recognized men, she is willing to listen to the words of recognized men, and she is willing to be dominated by recognized men.

Love at first sight? Not really.

Busujima Saeko just felt that she had been hiding and heard a knock on the door.

Someone knocked a few times at the door. She cautiously walked over to it and observed the person outside through the crack. It was a gentle young man. She knew him and didn't dislike him.

The two communicated through the door, chatting with each other and talking about the living environment.

He opened his heart and showed him his living environment, and she also opened her heart and showed him her poor living environment.

He looked around and said the place where she lived was beautiful.

The girl who has been hiding in the deepest part of her heart is very happy, very happy.