Zongman, can you be immortal with me for the rest of your life?

After all, it's normal for family members to have personality changes. If you're afraid, why not leave it to me? I won't let you get hurt..."

He stopped talking halfway through, and Mu had to promise that this troublemaker wouldn't show up when he and Minami were having dinner together later.

But in fact, she didn't know that the troublemaker in her eyes was also trying hard to hide the fact that Mu had already noticed the abnormality and would not run around.

……

On Xiangzi's side, she climbed over the wall with Xiaobai into Disneyland early in the morning. After searching for a while, she discovered something.

Damn it! The amusement park is open! Xiangzi had no choice but to check among the tourists.

Because pets are not allowed in the amusement park, Xiaobai was hidden in the crowded keyboard bag, with only his nose exposed to breathe and sniff the situation outside.

Ten minutes later, she began to regret her decision to stay in the amusement park.

Because she saw an old acquaintance.

Takamatsu lights.

The gray-haired girl, accompanied by her parents, followed behind timidly, and it was as if some kind of visual locking cheat was activated, accurately locking onto her among the crowded crowd of people entering the hospital.

She was even about to move uncontrollably, she was just about to take off with a sprint and turn around to escape from here.

But she forced herself to control herself. Could it be that her thoughts were false?

It was only two days ago that I decided to stop avoiding my own problems and to face the children who were hurt by my harsh words.

In the end, when I really go, will I be like a deserter?

"Xiao Deng! This child...is that her friend?"

The lamp started moving the moment it saw Xiangzi, and amid the somewhat distressed calls of his parents, it squeezed through the crowded crowd and rushed directly towards Xiangzi.

In the end, Xiangzi's determination overcame the idea of escape. She stood there straight, waiting for the light to rush in front of her.

"Xiao Xiang!"

The lilac brown eyes were misty and trembling constantly.

The overly excited body movements made Gao Songdeng a little breathless, and sweat directly flowed down his head in this hot weather.

Looking at this old friend who claimed that she was the eldest daughter and had had enough of playing house with the band, and mercilessly disbanded the band and ran away, he was right in front of him.

Deng didn't know what to say for a moment.

The words got stuck in Xiangzi's throat and were blocked by the familiar resistance. It was like this when he was in front of Xiaomu, and it was also like this when Kasai met Su Shi. He felt like a deserter from somewhere, wanting to pretend that nothing had happened, and wanting to get those emotional words out of his mind.

Don't want to face responsibility, don't want to face the consequences.

Even Xiangzi, an immortal, felt like he was about to break out in a cold sweat.

But when I think about the past and how much I have been through, I realize that I shouldn’t be like this and I shouldn’t continue to escape.

Although she didn't say it, the thing that touched her the most during this period was actually standing next to the folklorist with Kerry, watching an indifferent middle-aged man crying bitterly to his parents who had already become zombies. The feeling that it was too late made her turn her head away at that moment.

This time, she chose to tear the force pressing on her throat and speak out her thoughts.

“Deng, I’m sorry about what happened before.

I shouldn't have said those mean things. It was my cowardice that hurt you."

After the faint sounds of mosquitoes and flies were squeezed out, they gradually became louder, startling even Xiaobai in the bag.

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Chapter 303: Guomenase.

After saying that apology, Xiangzi lowered his head slightly.

She was prepared for a torrent of complaints.

But she knew that she deserved it.

I hurt this friend who I had just met by chance, I broke into someone else's world, made a mess of everything, and then fled the scene.

He even hid himself cowardly.

But at the same time, she also felt a sense of relief. It turned out that the shackles that were more terrifying than being on the battlefield under the hail of bullets were just something like this. Once she let go of her self-esteem, which she shouldn't have had in front of these people.

Everything is let go.

Deng was stunned for a moment after hearing what Xiangzi said.

The lamp is essentially the gentlest person of the old CRYCHIC.

Because she even found it difficult to understand the feeling of hatred, just like if Xiangzi asked Deng: "What did you think when I told you that day that I was just playing the game of being a big lady and I was tired of it, and now I want to abandon you and play on my own?"

The lamp would only reply: "I am worried about you."

"It's okay, Xiangzi, it's okay."

Deng frantically searched his pockets, as if trying to find a tissue to wipe his tears.

Because she seemed to hear a sob in Xiangzi's short words.

However, Xiangzi, who originally didn't feel anything, felt really twisted in his heart after hearing Deng's concern.

You hurt others like this, but they still want to comfort you. What were you doing before?

Suppressing the raging emotions, Xiangzi took a deep breath.

It wasn't just Deng, she knew she had to apologize to everyone else as well, first adding their contact information back, then apologizing, and then giving a suitable reason before leaving.

The threats posed by this world to ordinary people can definitely be conveyed to them as long as we communicate well.

Even if it was Li Xi, he had to tell her that he was sorry for her.

Fortunately, I didn't make a big mistake by alienating them, and it's still not too late for me to make amends.

She thought so.

Regardless of the fact that many tourists around were looking at them, the newcomer in the group was actually in his bag.

She apologized to Deng again.

"I'm really sorry, it's all my fault.

My family and I...something went wrong, and I couldn't continue with the band. I could only use that excuse to avoid it, saying it was all my fault. I thought that was enough. Deng, I don't ask you to forgive me, but I wish you happiness."

Because they were in public, Xiangzi could no longer tell Deng about her experiences.

The only way I could do was to find a reason and apologize.

The lamp tilted its head strangely.

Honestly, she didn't understand.

However, she felt Xiangzi's fragile heart, which had been stripped away from his iron armor.

She shook her head.

"I... I never blamed Xiaoxiang. It must be because I didn't sing well... that's why everyone couldn't continue..."

"No, you sing very well!"

Xiangzi forcefully interrupted Deng's logic of looking for problems in himself no matter what.

Then he became afraid that he would hurt Deng again because of his bad attitude, so he softened.

“Deng, you sing very well, your singing is you, and it is also the cry of our hearts.

I will always consider you my best friend, but I can no longer go back, and I have compelling reasons why I can’t form a band with you guys anymore.”

Halfway through her speech, she noticed Gao Songdeng's expression change from cloudy to sunny. She was afraid that Deng would invite her back to the band, so she had to speak first and interrupt.

But he was afraid of Gao Songdeng and felt that he had no choice but to come to help him solve the problem of not being able to return to the band, so he quickly added a sentence.

"Don't worry about me. I can't go back. It's my own choice. I'm very happy."

As he said this, Xiangzi recalled a lot of things. He thought about how he was shocked by the performance of his predecessors at the music festival and decided to form a band, how he was taken home by the lights, and how touching it was when everyone played Kasuga Shadow together for the first time. Then all of this faded away little by little.

She didn't lie, she was very happy, even though she was cursed, even though she was forced to practice many skills and face many things she didn't want to face, she still thought so.

Those faded paintings were covered by new ones. It was the solo on the public piano in the seaside park, watching the figure leaning on the railing; it was when he was hit by an axe in Hinamizawa, but still felt the heart-wrenching pain; it was the four people charging towards the fear on the high mountain in the boundless sea of fog; it was the joy of seeing white spots of light as the mine exploded after suffocating to the point of fainting and waking up again many times.

It's the funny Sato Kazuma, it's Kiritani Kazuto, who has a weird personality but whose fighting ability makes her feel pressured, it's the figure standing in front of everyone who tells tasteless jokes like her ideal father, points out a way out for her.

This strange "family" with different personalities was the warm place she found at home after her original family broke down, her father became an alcoholic, and her grandfather kicked her father out of the house.

It was the strength that pulled her out of the quagmire of life when she was busy juggling work, school, band, and her alcoholic father. It was the warm hope that descended upon ordinary life.

She has been in the Undead Corps for longer than she has been in CRYCHIC.

"Really? That's good. I...I'll wait for you, Xiaoxiang."

Xiangzi, whose eyes were already wet without him realizing it, did not hide his vulnerability and smiled with tears in his eyes.

"Don't wait for me, Deng. If you still love music, you will definitely find someone to accompany you for life. I wish you happiness."

Having said this, there is no need to continue with any further trivial matters.

After saying goodbye to Deng, Xiangzi ordered a drink and sat down at a small stall.

When the drink was halfway through, the sweetness on the tip of the tongue gradually replaced the lingering rich emotion.

It was like a puppet finally moving again, or a figure finally being wound up.

Xiangzi even had the illusion that he had finally woken up from the haze that had lasted for two teams.

After waking up, she felt a little relieved and a little sad.

"I'm sorry. I brought you out here to find food, but you wasted your time on my personal matters."

Xiangzi apologized to Bao Li.

Nohara Shiro: It's okay, we all have feelings that we can't let go of no matter what.

Xiangzi was stunned for a moment before he realized that Xiaobai would not feel comfortable staying in the bag, and he was seriously wasting everyone's time searching for the monster.

"Oh, sorry, I'll take you out right now!"

Outside Disney, Xiangzi finally avoided the crowd and released Xiaobai.

"Ouch!"

Xiaobai shook his lamb-like white fur to show that he was still full of energy.

"Well, there shouldn't be any monsters here. Let's go over there and look for them."

On Kerry's side, Kazuma elbowed Kerry out of curiosity.

"Tell me, what is Xiaobai trying to do to comfort Fengchuan?"

"who knows."

Kerry spread his hands.

"By the way, it's my turn to take care of Xiaobai tomorrow. How about the two of us go together?"

"Haha! I'm not going."

Kerry refused without mercy.

"Hey! Come on, I'll go with you the day after tomorrow when it's your turn! And aren't we going to see that show tomorrow? I'm just going to wander around Akihabara and Ikebukuro tomorrow, are you sure you don't want to come? I want to see the legendary Enmus store where an entire building sells R18 items, and I'm going to look at every floor!"

To be honest, I've never made it past the third floor when I've challenged it alone before. This time, I have to make it to the seventh floor."

Upon hearing this, Kerry, who was adding people to the list, sat up immediately.

"I'll go with you reluctantly."

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Chapter 304: Human! You will regret it!

After searching for a whole day, Xiangzi still couldn't find any trace of the parasitic beast.

"I'm afraid our suspicions are correct. If the news had continued at that rate, yesterday's news would have definitely stirred up trouble."

This was the first sentence Xiangzi said when he came back.

"That would be troublesome."

Kazuma frowned.