My life can't be a harem game!

Foolish question, even if a person is fully armed, it is not necessarily possible to defeat, let alone kill, unless there are more than one...

He, excluding the time spent running, actually killed his half-lizard self in just one second! ?

"I wanted to chat for a while, but the look in your eyes is so annoying to me."

Stepping on the fallen lizard head, the red-haired man opened his hand and then clenched it, a hint of disgust appearing in his bright red eyes.

It's like seeing that one of the dishes at a roadside snack stand contains garlic, which you don't like. Even though you know that not every dish contains the garlic you don't like, you will still feel unhappy and wonder if the other dishes may have the unpleasant ingredient in them.

Kill and then eat.

This is the most intuitive way for a strong person to demonstrate his strength, but it is not complete.

Cannibalism is not a way to express strength, at least it is definitely not a way to express strength among humans.

The moment I cut off its head just now, that puzzled look in its eyes...

So familiar.

More familiar than ever!

Familiar as if, as if, in the past......

"AOOOOO!!!"

Before they could react, one of their companions had his head separated from his body. However, the surrounding lizards did not show any fear. Instead, they were stimulated by the blood and pounced on the man who put his foot on the broken lizard's head.

boom!

The punch was like a dynamite exploding in the stomach, and the nearest lizard man flew backwards.

click!

With a simple straight grip, the lizardman's hard skull shattered, and white liquid flowed out from between the fingers, with a pungent fishy smell.

But, in doing so, his two fists were separated, and the door in the middle was wide open.

"Ah!" A lizardman rushed in front of him and bit his neck with its drooling mouth.

When the teeth and skin came into contact with each other, a sound similar to the friction of metal was made, and the half-lizardman's sharp teeth could not penetrate his skin.

"My body is like black iron, my heart is like glass."

He didn't even have the interest to look at it. He threw the half-lizardman with a completely crushed skull in his hand aside and stabbed a finger into the forehead of the lizardman who was biting his neck. The skull that was harder than steel was easily pierced by his fingers like a tissue. With a slight twist, the behemoth on the neck fell limply at his feet. Only the foul-smelling saliva on the neck proved that it had attacked with all its strength just now, but sadly it didn't work at all.

Roar--!

puff!

Woo woo woo~~~~

It was a brutal massacre, and even more brutal. More than a dozen monsters that could only be called powerful were torn into pieces in an instant, their bodies separated and spread on the ground like rags, covered in blood and the internal organs of their companions...

It was a battle that could not be described in any words, like an elephant crushing a mouse, or a small insect standing in front of a tank, so powerless and weak, they were clearly outnumbered in size. The Lizardmen had the advantage, but the actual battle was a completely different scene.

"Ugh." An inaudible dry retching sound came from the phantom shadow in the air. It was not only because of the bloody scene before his eyes, but also because he had just been "killed" by this person himself.

I felt uncomfortable and wanted to vomit - I was already accustomed to the scene of defeating the enemy, but this was the first time I saw the enemy being torn into pieces so cruelly.

If he could spit it out now, then Lu Fengxian would definitely spit it out without hesitation, but the problem is that he can't spit it out now. He is completely in an illusory state. He can see it, but he can't touch it. The other party can't see him either...

"How long are you going to watch?" The man, covered in blood, suddenly turned his head. His torch-like eyes seemed to penetrate the barrier of space and pierce directly into the soul in illusion.

Foreword withdrawn, he can see me!

And until now, the only person who can see me is...

My future self!?

"Don't look so surprised."

He turned his head with an extremely frivolous smile on his face. With a face full of bright red blood and scars, he looked like someone who could stop a crying child.

I didn't realize it at all and was still smiling brightly.

"I'm almost forgetting about what happened ten years ago. Tsk tsk tsk, is this me ten years ago? Not to mention that I was a weakling, I also looked like a pretty boy. I was quite...?"

There were too many questions, whether it was why I was in this place ten years later or why I was leaning over the lizard monster, these were all questions, but the most important thing was——

"Please, tell me what will happen in the future!" Lu Fengxian said this. Although it was an extremely important question, he did not deliberately raise his voice.

"Your words don't make sense. The past cannot be explained a little more clearly. The future you asked about includes too many things. Whether you can eat enough, how much money you make, how many women you have sex with, all of these can be considered part of the future. Which one do you want to know?"

"I know. I should know."

"Hey....."

The indifferent smile that could not be called a sneer appeared on his face, which seemed particularly abrupt.

He spoke these words word by word. Although they had no entity, Lu Fengxian stared at his eyes intently, trying to find some emotional fluctuations in them to get a clue.

What makes people regretful is that no matter the past or the future, I am not someone who can easily see through it. I stared at it for a long time but could not see through anything. Those eyes were always clear and transparent, and they did not look like the person who had just done such a cruel thing...

After staring at each other for a long time...

"Then can you tell me why I can't possess you?"

Eventually, his momentum softened. Lu Fengxian knew that as a soul, he did not force his power. In fact, if he lost the ability to control his body ten years later, he would only be a bystander rather than a participant every ten years. If his self ten years later also ignored him, he would probably be no different from air.

"......"

Without answering, he yawned, stretched lazily, and then grabbed the still intact corpse with his hands. He turned around and walked directly back to where he came from. He seemed to be deaf to the questions asked by Lu Fengxian and was only focused on his own affairs.

Looking at his back gradually walking away, Lu Fengxian was stunned. He had never thought that he would have such an attitude towards his past self.

What is going on? What happened to me ten years later? Or...

No matter what, as far as I am concerned, the most direct way to peek into the future is through him, and I have no choice.

Following, following this person who had a very wrong attitude ten years later, Lu Fengxian watched with his own eyes as he dissected the lizard bodies that had been torn into pieces, removed the internal organs, and finally put them on the fire and began to roast them with some unknown spices...

"You actually eat this kind of thing?"

Lu Fengxian said in disbelief. All the futures he had experienced so far had not turned human-like beings into food like he did. Even the swordsman was no exception. The most he could do was to defeat and kill all the invaders in the future, but the real source of food was still the small animals in the forest.

"It seems like you look down on them. Don't be fooled by their ugly appearance. They actually taste quite good. Just add some seasoning and they can be served on the table of a five-star hotel..."

His hair and eyes were as red as flames. He opened his mouth wide, tore off a large piece from the roasted lizard's hind leg and began to chew it. He said incoherently, "Well, the premise is that someone is willing to eat it."

It can be considered as good news. Although his attitude is quite strange, we are not completely uncommunicative after ten years. He will answer questions and occasionally bring up topics. It is a bit annoying that he doesn't answer questions directly, but he will often answer my doubts from other perspectives. For example, when I asked him why he couldn't get into my body, he answered like this.

"The body of a top warrior who has reached the top level in both body and soul is like a wound-up machine. If he agrees, it's fine. If he doesn't agree, no one can influence him in the slightest, not even his past self."

The answer is simple and clear. This guy is a top existence, but he is unwilling to be the master of the body...

why?

This is another question that arises after knowing the answer to one question. In my memory, even the ten years after I gained self-awareness, I never rejected myself. Why would I reject myself ten years later?

Everything is an unsolved mystery, no matter which future it is. I will never get answers to all the questions. I will always be like a headless fly, running around everywhere, knowing my miserable future but not knowing how to change it.

This may be a breakthrough...

Looking at him squatting in front of a tent inside the cave, gnawing and chewing the barbecue in his hand like a beggar, Lu Fengxian had such an idea in his mind.

No longer obsessed with entering the body of ten years later, Lu Fengxian silently floated beside the body of ten years later, watching him.

Without brilliant colors, life is extremely boring. Life in the wild is not as colorful as imagined, and it is even more so in the cave. The dark and gloomy environment is full of hidden dangers.

The venomous snake hiding under the gravel, the flapping sound that kept echoing in the ears should be the cave-dwelling flying creatures, and the tribes of several dozen strange creatures in this cave.

The giant's body is made of stones, and most of the green plants on his body are edible.

It looked like an ordinary box, but it was filled with large claws of arthropods. The meat inside was similar to crab meat and was extremely delicious.

It looks like a horse, but it can float on anything with its hooves. Its mane is made of kelp-like plants, and its tail is similar to fish fins. It has the flavor of both animals and seafood.

All of them were defeated and killed, and finally made into delicious dishes. Ten years later, I was extremely familiar with this place. The place where he had escaped death suddenly felt a bit like his dining table, filled with all kinds of delicacies.

boom!

The huge Sphinx was smashed into pieces and scattered all over the ground, but the human face still retained its ferocious and roaring appearance.

As the winner who defeated it with one punch, he didn't show any joy on his face. Looking at the ferocious expression, his stomach rumbled and he sighed, "This thing can't be eaten."

Sometimes, due to bad luck, he wouldn't be able to find anything edible for several days in a row. Lu Fengxian felt deeply sorry for this.

But this doesn't mean he is pitiful. In fact, the reason why he got into trouble is because he overate. Whether it was the lizard at the beginning or the various life forms later, he ate everything as long as he could eat it, leaving nothing behind...

With a horrible stomach that is extremely inconsistent with his body size, he can eat as often as once every ten minutes, and can eat dozens of prey weighing more than two hundred kilograms in one meal... Whenever he eats a lot, some dark red patterns will always appear on his body, spreading all over his body, flickering, as if the fire of hell is constantly burning, providing their owner with the strange energy that can be generated after devouring lives.

Barbarian God......

This was the code name Lu Fengxian gave it after four days of living together. Just like its appearance, it was a being that could solve everything with brute force. Its body was as strong as a god. The monster that could easily kill dozens of humans seemed as weak as a bug in his eyes and could be smashed to pieces with just one punch.

Extremely strong and extremely rough, this future self is the most subversive existence to the common sense of human society that I know of so far.

Continuing to follow him patiently, Lu Fengxian was actually mentally prepared to return empty-handed. After following him for several days in a row, he didn't even get the answer to a question he wanted to know, and he began to despair.

However, many things in this world are unconfirmed. Sometimes you think you have achieved your goals, but in fact the future is bleak. And sometimes when you feel hopeless, a glimmer of hope will come to you.

The change came without any warning on a calm night.

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ps; It’s another lazy day. I haven’t saved any drafts for a single chapter of Lolita… [crying]

44. Lu Fengxian, give up!

It was another night without any moon, and another night in this incredibly large cave. Today, even after ten years, I still had a good appetite and didn't look like a monster.

Eat, sleep, wake up, pack up the tent, and continue on your journey with an unknown final destination...

"give up."

But, today is a little different.

After finishing the meat in his hand, the Barbarian God did not go back to rest immediately, but looked straight at Lu Fengxian and said these words.

"impossible."

Lu Fengxian refused without a second thought. Then, a thigh bone that had been gnawed clean pierced through his head and sank into the rock wall behind him like tofu, leaving only a small part exposed.

If I were not in spirit form, then even if I wore a heavy helmet that looked like an iron barrel, I would not be able to resist such an attack...

"Sure enough, it can't be done."

The Savage God who was the instigator did not hesitate at all. He sighed to himself as if it was a matter of course and regret, with a fierce murderous intent flashing in his eyes.

Hearing this, Lu Fengxian was stunned for a long time before reacting. He replied stupidly, "You, do you really want to kill me?"

The regret in his words was definitely not false, and the part that was shot out by the gnawed thigh bone was undoubtedly right in the middle of his forehead. If he were here in person, he would definitely be beaten to death with his brains splattered...

"Yes, so as not to do things that make people unhappy." With his five fingers slightly bent, the other thigh bone that had not been chewed was crushed into pieces. The Barbarian God tilted his head and said coldly, "I understand your thoughts. Are you wondering why your future self wants to kill yourself? Shouldn't we work together to help each other and create a glorious future like in third-rate novels?" Although it was not obvious, there was a sense of sneering.

If someone else said this, Lu Fengxian might have retorted to explain that it was not true. However, it would be too stupid to make excuses to the Barbarian God and his future self... Is there anyone in this world who can understand his past self better than his future self?

Even the enemy who knows you best cannot compare to you. After all, even if it is your mortal enemy, you cannot predict his future, nor can you understand what you are thinking in certain situations...

After a long silence and deep thought, Lu Fengxian finally asked back slowly with an uncertain attitude.

"Isn't it...?"

"No, absolutely."

"..."

Barbarian God's answer was just like his previous one, without any hesitation, and even more decisive than Lu Fengxian's.

There was silence again. Although there was not much conversation, Lu Fengxian could feel that the Barbarian God did not deceive him. His answer was the answer in his heart... But why?

Wouldn’t your future self want your past self to correct his mistakes?

Why not help yourself? Others may be reserved, but why would you be reserved from yourself?

unless.....

"The future cannot be changed?" Lu Fengxian said such confusing words.

"You are wrong. There is already a future, idiot..."

Cursing roughly, the Barbarian God stood up from the ground, gently stretched his body, and looked at Lu Fengxian with a playful look on his face. Should I say that he is worthy of his past? With so few clues, he can actually get the answer... No, or should I say...