Girl band, because of the shining heart

"What should I drink when you've taken everything?"

Then a piece of paper fell from the sky. Looking up, Jiuchong Qianxiao saw the same crack.

It says on the paper, Didn’t I leave a cup for you?

The fist is hard.

The crack closed instantly.

After coming out of the storage room, Jiuzhong Qianxiao put the folding fan back into his sleeve and went upstairs.

"Saya?"

"? Ah, you're back. Your sister asked me to come up and sit for a while, saying that you'll be back soon."

Hikawa Sayo was sitting on the sofa drinking tea. When she heard Jiuchong Qianxiao's somewhat puzzled voice, she turned around and said with a chuckle.

To be honest, she is not actually my sister.

Jiuchong Qianxiao opened his mouth but didn't explain anything in the end.

He had already put away the two bags of melon seeds, as well as the bag of talismans.

"But speaking of which, Saya, are you here because of what happened this morning?"

"Well, did you catch up?"

"Ah."

Finally, after putting the bracelet back on Bailu Qiansheng, Jiuchong Qianxiao nodded.

"That would be great."

Hikawa Sayo looked at him and sat down next to her, then said with a gentle smile.

"Um, Sayo, I actually have a question I want to ask you."

"what is the problem?"

"That's why you... don't... well, that's why..."

Jiuzhong Qianxiao also found it difficult to describe, because after experiencing what happened today, he suddenly realized that Bailu Qiansheng's thinking seemed to be normal, and Bingchuan Sayo's behavior of supporting him was actually the minority idea.

Not to mention Hikawa Sayo, the same is true for Imai Lisa and Yamabuki Saya.

This made him a little confused.

"Does it mean that I support you in accepting the love that others show you, and that you respond to her with the same feelings?"

Seeing him like this, Hikawa Sayo could probably guess what he wanted to say.

In other words, he had done with that person what she and Jiuzhong Qianxiao had done.

"Uh... um."

Kunou Chisho nodded. He now didn’t quite understand why Hikawa Sayo did this. And before in the student union office, he also asked Shirogane Rinko to express her thoughts.

"What if I let you reject them, make them sad, and then make you unable to comfort them?"

This question left Jiuchong Qianxiao stunned.

This is actually a question that Hikawa Sayo herself has thought about. If one day, Jiuzhong Qianxiao chooses someone else, and that person also asks her to reject herself, then what will she think at that time? What kind of feelings will it be? What kind of things will she do?

Hikawa Sayo doesn't know, but Imai Lisa knows.

She had been rejected once by Kunou Chisho. At that time, Lisa Imai felt as if the sky had fallen down on her. She could not do anything. Her future was dark and she could not see or touch anything.

But Hikawa Sayo didn't dare to think about it, nor could she think about it.

Then if you put this idea into other people's minds, those girls who will be sad because of being rejected.

Not to mention that she was strictly speaking the latter, she just couldn't help but eat him out because she was too stimulated.

After she had made clear her feelings, she looked back and realized that her feelings for Jiuzhong Qianxiao were far less strong than those for the person who had been with him since before.

I don’t even know what to do when I’m rejected, let alone others.

So Hikawa Sayo directly wrote a code using her first identity as Jiuchong Qianxiao.

Don't reject those who love you, because they really love you, so you can't make them sad, nor let either end of the scale tilt.

"You should have discovered that her ideas are different from mine, right?"

After hugging him, Hikawa Sayo let him lean on her arms. Looking at him leaning on her arms, the corners of her mouth raised slightly.

"Ah."

Leaning in her lover's arms, feeling the tenderness that belonged to her lover, Jiuzhong Qianxiao nodded.

"She will understand, just like Rinko, she will understand you too. Since she loves you so much, she will naturally understand the feelings of those who love you as well. So you don't need to care so much. Just accept everyone's love for you and love them with the same love."

Hikawa Sayo's voice was very soft and serious. She believed that Jiuzhong Qianxiao could understand the meaning of this sentence, and she also believed that the person that Jiuzhong Qianxiao was chasing today could understand this matter.

If there weren't so many people, there would indeed be a possibility of exclusivity, but at the same time, if there weren't so many people, I wouldn't have met Jiuchong Qianxiao who is so gentle now.

Just as said before.

A place that treats everyone with the same gentleness, yet is able to address each person's needs differently.

He always finds out what everyone needs and gives it to them selflessly.

Accompany, be gentle, understand, tolerate, and take care of those around you.

Unconsciously, you will gradually begin to rely on him, habitually rely on him, subconsciously look for his figure, and get a sense of security from him.

Then I became addicted to it and gradually couldn't extricate myself.

Even Hikawa Sayo is the same.

"Saya, I..."

"No, not today."

Gently touching Jiuzhong Qianxiao's lips with her finger, Hikawa Sayo shook her head.

She couldn't do it today, it just happened to be that day.

"Then..."

"How about asking Hinata to come over?"

"Hina has to go to school tomorrow, right? So no."

Because this time the cultural festival is staggered, the cultural festival in Yugaoka has ended for a while, and plus Hina Hikawa has to go to school tomorrow, so it's not possible.

"Not satisfied?"

"……Um."

If you think about it carefully, if it was the first time, according to his personality, he should have taken care of the other person, so he was not satisfied at all.

But she can't do it today, and there are cultural festival activities tomorrow.

"But since Sayo can't do it, forget it."

Jiuzhong Qianxiao shook her head, hugged Hikawa Sayo tightly, leaned her face on her chest and spoke softly.

After dinner, I sent Hikawa Sayo home.

In the flower shop.

"Saya, Hinata, Chisei."

While soaking in the bathroom, Jiuzhong Qianxiao gently recited the names of the three people.

This is already a fact.

In addition, there are Ran Mitake, Lisa Imai, Saya Yamabuki and Rinko Shirogane, whose relationships have already been confirmed.

And then there was Wakamiya Eve, the girl who left a kiss on his cheek.

After recalling what he had done, Jiuchong Qianxiao began to think about whether what he had done in the past was right or not.

145

Chapter 145 Me and Me.

Scenes from the past flashed through my memory.

Have you ever done anything wrong? Or have you ever done anything right?

Is the way you get along with others really right?

Do I really have to listen to my sister and mother and continue treating others in this way?

My mother and sister have always supported me, and my father has never said there is anything wrong with my way.

Everyone around me is accustomed to the way I treat others.

Should I change myself, or should I just stay the way I am now?

In the past, at this time, Jiuchong Qianxiao would often ask his sister or mother.

But Bai Lu Qiansheng's story told him that what he was doing now was not necessarily wrong.

But if it wasn't a mistake, why did she run away and throw away the only gift I had given her?

She said she needed me, Hikawa Sayo also said she needed me, Mitake Ran also said she needed me, Imai Lisa and Yamabuki Saya also said so.

But what do they need from me?

What happened to Bai Lu Qian Sheng today dealt Jiu Chong Qian Xiao a heavy blow.

It made him start to think about whether the way he had been behaving was right or not.

The person who had the greatest influence on him since he was a child was his sister. At that time, his sister taught him a lot of things. At the same time, under the influence of his sister, his behavior was slightly closer to Jiuzhong Lianyin.

Then the second person who had the greatest influence on him was Shirogane Rinko. After all, they were his only two friends in elementary school. Shirogane Rinko's introversion and conservatism made him subconsciously become conservative in his feelings towards himself and everyone around him.

But after a conflict with some of Kunou Reine's feelings, he treated everyone in this way, but viewed their feelings for him in the most conservative way.

They are just your friends unless they do something that crosses the line.

Originally, this line was suppressed very low due to the rational thinking of another good friend in elementary school, Yashio Ruyu.

After junior high school, he met Minato Yukina, who needed his and Lisa Imai's care, Lisa Imai, who sometimes also needed his care, Yamabuki Saya, who also needed his care and help, and the five close childhood friends.

This line was stretched so high that he didn't know where it was, so much so that in his subconscious mind he believed that many things were just simple friendships.

But in fact, it is no longer just a simple friendship.

So is this approach really correct?

Accompany and care for each person in the best way you can, and then provide special care based on each person's behavior, personality, and ideas.

Is this really right?

Should he break away from the influence of his childhood sisters, Reine Kune, Rinko Shirogane, and Ruyu Yashio, and start treating everyone in a way that truly belongs to him?

Or is it that the way you are behaving now is actually what you would actually do?

Can……

After taking a bath, standing in front of the dressing table in the room, Jiuchong Qianxiao looked at the indifferent and cold self in the mirror and fell silent again. If the self who usually likes to show a gentle smile is really the real self, then the self in the mirror with indifferent eyes, the whole person who looks like he doesn't want to be approached by strangers, as if he has no interest in anything, and is as cold as a dead lake without a ripple, is the real self?

After blowing her long hair dry, Jiuzhong Qianxiao lay on the bed, hesitated for a moment, and took out her cell phone.

His finger rested on the contact person Jiuzhong Lianyin's profile picture.

Do you want to go and have a chat with your sister?

Or……

Finally, my sight stopped on the avatar of someone in the contacts list, who had no chat history at all.

Rui Yashio.

If it were her, she would probably analyze her problem from a very rational perspective.

But finally.

Jiuzhong Qianxiao: Good night.

He just sent this sentence.

Put your phone aside, close your eyes and fall asleep.