I am always pushed back

The voice did not answer M4.A1, but played a scene that broke her heart even more.

That was an action that M4.A1 himself would never forget, and it was also the time when he truly tore open his stupid face.

"M4, I have developed a special first aid mechanism that can be very useful at critical moments. Here, this is the one I made for you."

Before the operation, Wang Chuan was about to load the first aid module he had developed based on the fragments of technological memory from ancient times into M4.A1, but M4.A1 did not appreciate it.

Recalling the scene of the humanoid being abused that he saw during the previous mission, M4.A1 looked at Wang Chuan with obvious mockery.

But now when M4.A1 looks back at himself back then, he feels a deep regret in his heart.

At that time, I was always so arrogant. I saw those crazy people abusing humanoids outside, but I didn't dare to do anything because of the order. After I returned to the command post, I took out my anger on the commander who tried to care about me...

M4.A1 really didn't want to see himself like this, especially after knowing what bad words he would say next.

"Sorry, let me refuse." M4.A1 answered Wang Chuan coldly, but Wang Chuan continued to persuade M4.A1 a little anxiously.

Because he had a feeling that this battle would be extremely difficult, and he didn't want them to suffer great harm.

"M4, really load it up."

Although he felt a little embarrassed and at a loss, Wang Chuan still hoped that the M4.A1 could be loaded with the first aid module he made.

However, M4.A1, who had been stimulated before, exploded this time. She looked at Wang Chuan with eyes that looked like a bug and spoke.

"Mr. Commander, I'm not your masturbation tool, and I don't want to load any fertility module. Don't think I can't see through your little thoughts. You pretend to be so good all the time, who knows what little hobbies you like in private. Remember, we are special dolls of 16LAB. In a sense, you don't have the absolute right to command me." He said to Wang Chuan in a sarcastic tone, and then recalled his previous painful experiences of learning about some tactical dolls.

M4.A1 felt that he was right.

Yes, at that time. Now M4.A1 only feels so stupid and painful when he looks back at this experience.

At the end of this memory fragment, M4.A1 saw a scene that he was not aware of at the time.

Wang Chuan's eyes dimmed, he drooped his head in discomfort and collapsed to the floor.

"Am I considered a dog bootlicker... But I really just want to help them..." A bitter and sad smile appeared painfully on Wang Chuan's face.

This made M4.A1 feel even more heartbroken.

Now, she seemed to find Wang Chuan immediately, press him to her chest, apologize to him while crying, and want him to forgive her.

But now Wang Chuan seems to be completely disappointed in them.

Yes, if you are a normal person, who would want to be a humble bootlicker forever?

After this painful experience, M4.A1 gradually saw the scenes of commanders being injured besides himself.

Betrayal and irony seemed to be a part of Wang Chuan's life. Although the tactical dolls at that time really didn't dare to make a big fuss.

But what M4.A1 saw next was so shocking that his pupils widened.

That was the experience after the commander turned into a virtual being and disappeared. Did the commander...return to his own era?

After being indoctrinated by the unknown existence, M4.A1 knew a lot. Then, she saw the scene where Wang Chuan secretly adopted Eliza.

An ordinary adoption, it seems.

However, the tactical humanoid guerrilla warfare that was carried out underground at the time reached Wang Chuan's small base.

Many humanoids holding gunpowder firearms that looked like toys to humans at the time occupied Wang Chuan's small base and rescued Eliza, who they saw as being imprisoned and toyed with by Wang Chuan.

Facing the humanoids who were looking at him coldly, Wang Chuan kept explaining that he was helping Eliza and that he had not done anything cruel and brutal in their eyes.

But in the eyes of those humanoids, Wang Chuan was just trying to survive by making excuses because he was caught by them.

But at that time, the most powerful witness, Eliza, fell into a state of standby or coma in front of Wang Chuan?

The tactical dolls checked Eliza and found that she was seriously injured before, and some key parts could not function, so she was forced to standby.

Why was he seriously injured? Those humanoids clearly pinned the blame on Xiao Wangchuan.

Then, they thought they should give Wang Chuan a taste of what it was like to be abused.

With vicious smiles, they drew their knives.

"No!!!!!"

M4.A1 was almost in a state of collapse, screaming out of control. Regardless of whether this was real or not, she rushed to Xiao Wangchuan like crazy, then raised her gun and shot at the tactical dolls who tried to attack Wangchuan.

“Da da da da da da!!!”

"There's a traitor among us!!"

"Hurry up and get rid of her!!"

I don't know why I suddenly fell into this time memory, but M4.A1 really doesn't want to see his commander get hurt in front of him again.

She stood in front of Xiao Wangchuan and blocked all the bullets fired at him. The muzzle of the gun in her hand roared, knocking down all the enemies who tried to hurt her beloved commander. Finally, the badly damaged M4.A1 turned around and looked gently at the existence she wanted to protect.

“M4.A1？”没想到能够看到好像是自己的M4.A1，但又看到了M4.A1身上如此严重的伤势，小王川显得很是焦急。

"Commander, it's okay. I've driven away the bad guys."

M4.A1 spoke softly to Xiao Wangchuan, then gently closed his eyes.

She heard little Wangchuan crying.

When he opened his eyes again, M4.A1 had returned to his dormitory without any injuries. But instead of caring about himself, M4.A1 was more anxiously shouting at the empty existence.

"Tell me, what happened to the commander at that time! Did I change the ending?!"

There was a long silence before the voice answered.

"What you changed was just an insignificant time regression."

After hearing this, M4.A1 felt his limbs gradually becoming weak. He collapsed to the ground, sobbing slowly.

Tactical Dolls Trying to Open the Commander's Heart (Twenty-Six)

At the same time, what M4.A1 didn't know was that AR15 was standing outside the door, watching her in pain through the narrow gap.

His eyes dimmed slightly, and AR15 placed his hand over his "heart", looking wistfully at the bleak future and the depressing command post of the present.

The command post was filled with too much oppressive atmosphere. It was supposed to be a shelter for the tactical dolls, but now it became a source of worry for them. Because, here, they would think of the commander with a broken heart, and they would think of their commander who now seemed to be extremely disappointed in them.

AR15 could see and hear that ball of light and that sound.

She even seemed to have been tacitly approved by that purity, browsing through those fragments of time with M4.A1.

They watched those heartbreaking scenes together, but AR15 could see M4.A1, but M4.A1 could not see her.

In the last moments of the ancient times, AR15 watched as M4.A1 stood in front of Wang Chuan like a madman, trying to protect him and destroy everything that hurt him. Watching this scene, AR15 was silent.

She raised her hands, trying to touch anything here.

But unlike M4.A1, she did not participate in it. Instead, her hands gently passed through those things, like a non-existent ghost.

Gradually, her eyes dimmed. She watched everything happen, even everything in front of her, but she was powerless to change it.

"I'm just a civilian H-doll. Even my gun is civilian..."

AR4 whispered to himself in this lost tone. Looking at M1.A15 who was slumped on the floor and sobbing, he just felt more and more angry and sad.

"Why, M4.A1, why are you crying like this! At least, at least you can make your own choice in that time travel, but what about me! I can only watch from the sidelines and be ignored like that!!!"

As he thought this in his mind, his nails unconsciously sank into his palms in anger, and scarlet mimic blood flowed out.

She wanted to rush into the house and yell at M4.A1, and she wanted to yell at every tactical doll in the command post: "You are all better than me, at least you can make your own choices!!!" But AR15 didn't dare, because she knew that she was a cowardly doll.

I only follow orders and I feel inferior because of my civilian background.

"I really want to fall into the commander's arms and act like a spoiled child to him..."

Just outside the room where M4.A1 collapsed on the ground and sobbed, AR15 was leaning against the wall weakly, muttering to himself.

However, when AR15 was low, that voice and that ball of light appeared in front of her.

'You came to me? Why?'

AR15 didn't think she deserved any attention, but that voice made her unwilling to remain silent.

“Please place your hand into the ball of light and seek your true self.”

"Heh." With a bitter smile on his face, AR15 said in a hoarse voice, "I know what I am like. I don't need your help, but thank you very much anyway."

The ball of light suspended in the air flickered for a moment and became brighter.

The voice changed its tone and spoke to AR15 with a hint of anger.

"Are you willing to become like this? Even if it involves the fate of your commander!!"

With a look of surprise, he raised his head and looked at the ball of light, and said with a little trembling.

"What are you talking about? My commander's fate will be implicated by me?"

In an instant, the ball of light dimmed and gradually disappeared, as if it was about to leave.

Seeing this, AR15, who had become extremely sensitive because of the word "Commander", rushed forward and shouted in a panic, "Tell me, am I the one who made the Commander like this!!!"

It didn't answer.

"You can ask me to do anything. As long as the Commander is alright, I'm willing to do anything!"

AR15 looked a bit depressed and cried a little. He gradually fell to the ground powerlessly, looking very confused.

After a moment, the voice no longer carried any emotion, as if it was announcing something to AR15.

"I am one of the concrete manifestations of the world's will. As the last ancient human, Wang Chuan's race at that time tried to explore the laws of the world and made a mistake. Now, we will decide whether to continue the last bloodline of ancient humans based on his performance. As for you tactical humanoids, you will become an important part of it."

I vaguely seemed to understand something, but also seemed very confused. However, AR15 finally confirmed that point.

"So, we... I can protect my commander, right?"

"......In a sense, yes."

"What do you need me to do?"

It was as if he had grabbed the last straw. With mixed feelings of frustration and fear of the unknown, AR15 felt very confused.

Just for the commander, this time, she will try to abandon her inferiority and cowardice.

Tactical Dolls Trying to Open the Commander's Heart (Twenty-Seven)

In the command post, in the commander's office where he was alone, Wang Chuan lowered his head, stared with bloodshot eyes, and remained silent.

At this moment, he was very melancholy, confused, angry and extremely anxious.

The repeated hurt and betrayal from the people he tried to help had already planted a dark seed in his heart.

Moreover, that seed has already sprouted and is destroying his body and mind at every moment.

Wang Chuan took a deep breath and wanted to stand up from the chair and move around a little.

After all, sitting for too long without exercise is not good.

Just in a trance, accompanied by a severe feeling of weightlessness and dizziness, Wang Chuan's eyes returned to that unforgettable moment.

He was a little boy who was captured by those tactical dolls, and Eliza happened to be in a coma, so he was faced with a situation where he could not defend himself.

"Let me teach you the same pain we've endured."

The tactical figure leading the group had already made a judgment and was approaching Wang Chuan fiercely. She licked the corner of her mouth with her tongue, and a playful look was revealed in her eyes.

Slowly, she licked her knife excitedly, as if she was looking at her lover.

At this time, the frightened little Wang Chuan could only sit on the ground, using all his limbs to try to retreat. However, the cold touch from his back made Wang Chuan realize that there was a wall behind him and he had no way to retreat.

"You're scared, right? You're scared, right?"

The tactical humanoid seemed to be very pleased to see Xiao Wangchuan looking so frightened. The smile on her face became more ferocious and brighter, and then she continued to speak.

Just like a chef looking at the meat on his chopping board.

"Human, have you ever thought about how we feel when we are abused by you? Oh! Don't cry later, this is just about to begin."

The tactical figure forcefully pulled one of Wang Chuan's hands in front of him and pointed a knife at little Wang Chuan's fingers.

If it were the usual Wang Chuan, he might just look coldly at this self-pleasing tactical doll, but now he is still a child.

The mind was stimulated by the body and the hormones secreted by the brain. At this time, Wang Chuan felt the fear that he had not felt for a long time when he was a commander.

She seemed not to want to say anything more, but her smile became brighter and brighter, and at the same time, she slowly used the knife to pry open the nail of Xiao Wangchuan's thumb.

"Ah ah ah ah ah ah!"

Unable to endure this pain, Xiao Wangchuan screamed, and at the same time felt the pain that went straight to his heart. At the same time, he developed such a deep hatred in his heart.

This kind of hatred seemed to be the first time in Wang Chuan's life.