If I don't capture the girl, I will die

The first time will have some special meaning.

Establishing a service club could be said to be her interest and ideal. You have to know that in ordinary schools in Japan, to establish a club and have an activity room, it would take at least five people to form a club. For this, she spent a lot of effort and words, and even owed a favor to a teacher, Shizuka Hiratsuka, to agree.

Therefore, she still attaches great importance to Ji Qi's commission.

"Yukinoshita-san, my name is Hime Nana. The general meaning of the request is... can you make me more conspicuous? Because I am often ignored by others, which makes me feel very troubled."

There was a long table and two chairs in the classroom. Ji Qi sat at the other end of Yukinoshita Yukino. Even though he was alone, he did not have the same idea as other boys of the same age who wanted to force themselves in front of beautiful girls. He also did not act too calm. He was neither inferior nor confident, but just calmly stated his purpose.

Even the tone was a little cold.

He knew that this was the best way to communicate with Yukinoshita Yukino.

"That's a strange request. Can you tell me about your daily life? For example, in what occasions, how were you ignored? Also, it would be better to be more detailed, such as how your studies are, your interpersonal relationships, and how you talk to others. Once I understand clearly, it will be easier for me to help you."

Yukinoshita Yukino felt very strange about Himeshichi's request.

It was the first time she had heard of such a thing.

Thinking back to the scene when I met Ji Qi just now, it was indeed a bit strange.

Normally, even if she was alone in such an ordinary and empty classroom, she would not be ignored, but she just ignored Ji Qi.

It really fits Yukinoshita Yukino's personality of pursuing seriousness and perfection in everything she does.

Hearing this, Ji Qi had no choice but to tell Yukinoshita Yukino the truth about his situation.

Ji Qi's straightforward attitude actually surprised Yukinoshita Yukino. After all, some of the things she asked involved privacy, and she had no choice but to ask Ji Qi to tell her. And being able to talk about such a tragic experience so calmly was really admirable in a way.

It's normal that classmates can't remember his name. What can I say...

After listening to Ji Qi's experience quietly, Yukinoshita Yukino's originally calm state of mind began to ripple a little. She raised her eyebrows and asked a question that was irrelevant to the current situation: "Have you tried to change yourself?"

Hearing this question, Ji Qi had an idea. He immediately thought of Yukinoshita Yukino's long-term situation, and he smiled with an ambiguous meaning. This counter-attack method seems to be good, right?

So, Ji Qi organized his words carefully in his mind, and considered clearly how saying such words would affect the girl's attitude towards him, and whether it would directly lead to any irreversible consequences.

Then, confirming that there was an 80% chance that he would not fail, he suddenly sighed and said with a wry smile and a self-deprecating tone as if he had accepted his fate.

"Ah, no. It's just that this situation has caused trouble in my life, so I feel helpless and come to ask for help with the idea of ​​giving it a try. In fact, I feel that this is useless. An outstanding girl like you, Yukinoshita, who is born to stand in the spotlight, can't understand me. Because, people like me, ordinary looks, ordinary grades, and my life in the past 16 years can be said to have no characteristics. I am simply a passerby among passers-by, and I am a background board for others wherever I go. Ah, if I take the initiative to communicate with others, they will answer me, but they will definitely think, 'Who is this person? Hime Nana? Who is that?'"

"I can't complain about this situation. I don't have any special features. I'm just an ordinary person. I'm at the opposite end of the spectrum from the outstanding Yukinoshita. There's nothing I can do about it. No matter how hard I try to change and learn from others, some things can't be changed. I'm used to this kind of life where I'm willing to be someone else's supporting role."

These words, combined with what Ji Qi just said, can be seen as heart-wrenching to those who do not know the truth.

The self-deprecating skills are almost at MAX.

Standing outside the classroom door, listening quietly to the development of the situation, Shizuka Hiratsuka's face twitched.

Why does this sound so meaningful?

Is it her imagination?

In the classroom, halfway through, Yukinoshita Yukino's unchanging icy face gradually couldn't help but reveal a certain emotion.

That is an emotion called anger.

It was as angry as a volcano about to erupt.

This is extremely rare for Yukinoshita Yukino, who is always rational and calm.

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Chapter 58 How about living a life of idleness and waiting for death with me?

Looking at Ji Qi's expression, who knew everything but did nothing, as if he had surrendered to fate, this anger was so intense, perhaps, it was the first time that Yukinoshita Yukino was so angry.

The two tender little white hands subconsciously clenched into fists, and even trembled slightly.

Taking a deep breath, Yukinoshita Yukino forced herself to suppress her emotions, organized her words, and regained her calm and objective speech.

She knew that this kind of words were the most convincing. Anger towards others was essentially a reflection of one's own incompetence and inferiority.

"The only person who can determine their own self-worth is themselves. So, you are just avoiding it. This is undoubtedly the worst behavior."

Ji Qi leaned back in the chair, not caring about the dust on it, looked up at the ceiling, and sighed: "Yes, I am just avoiding it. In fact, I hate you. Yukinoshita."

Since we are acting, we have to act the whole thing. When facing a girl like Yukinoshita Yukino who likes to think, it is easy to be exposed if you are not careful.

To be honest, these were all facts that he had experienced, and they were not lies at all. At most, he was just using words to induce her.

Hearing these blunt words, Yukinoshita Yukino's expression and eyes did not change at all.

Still had that subtle cold expression with a hint of anger.

"Do you understand what I mean? I hate you because you are too dazzling, so dazzling that I have to cast my eyes on you. When I sleep in bed until noon on weekends, I see you working hard to pursue your dreams. Your hard work is like a dagger - it will hurt me. This reason is difficult to say, because it is completely naked selfishness and jealousy. I don't want to see you succeed, it's that simple."

"No, the so-called dazzling is just an excuse you gave yourself to escape with a clear conscience. You are hiding something. You must have a certain understanding of me and came to see me, right? Let me guess. First of all, you didn't look surprised to see me here, which means that you already knew I was here before you came."

Yukinoshita Yukino turned her head and looked at Ji Qi. Although her face was still very bad, she was at least able to maintain a calm appearance. Unlike the angry expression just now, she looked like she was ready to hit someone at any time.

"This may be what Mr. Hiratsuka told you. There is nothing to speculate on. But after you knew I was here, you came to me for a commission. The reason is worth pondering."

Ji Qi’s eyelids twitched.

Where did this woman get this information? It's so scary.

With her slender white fingers pressed on her chin, Yukinoshita Yukino thought for a few seconds without caring about the tense atmosphere between the two of them.

"Your request is to 'become more conspicuous'. Another way to put it is - 'I want to change myself'. Combined with your previous hostility towards me, which seemed to be intentional... it seems that you are not so hopeless?"

"You think too much... Yukinoshita. I still want you to stay with me and wait for death."

Ji Qi's mouth twitched and he looked at Yukinoshita Yukino expressionlessly.

"I accept your commission. I will change you."

Yukinoshita Yukino gently placed the book on the desk, stood up, and looked down at Ji Qi across the table.

There was no gnashing of teeth, just a simple affirmative tone, as if announcing an established fact.

So firm and cold that it was frightening.

It seemed like he was talking to Ji Qi, and it seemed like he was also talking to himself.

Yukinoshita Yukino said it again: "Even you, who understands everything but avoids affirming your own weakness and terrible personality, I will completely change it."

Ji Qi scratched his face subconsciously, which was a sign of guilt.

"Well, since I've accepted your request, let's get started today."

Yukinoshita Yukino sat down on the chair and regained her composure.

"I've already said it, and I can't go back on my word. Anyway, as long as you're happy, that's fine. Can we start again tomorrow?"

Ji Qi sighed. The development of things was a little beyond his expectations.

Yukinoshita Yukino's reaction was much more intense than he had imagined.

"That's a statement that really fits your image as a loser. No. People are lazy. As long as I'm here, I won't allow you to be lazy. Be prepared."

Yukinoshita rejected Ji Qi's words without hesitation.

When he said the last sentence, an extremely sharp and cold gaze was cast on Ji Qi's face.

It was as if he would not give up until he changed him into what he wanted.

Ji Qi turned his head away and couldn't help but say: "Xueshita, I feel that if you become a teacher in the future, you will definitely be very qualified."

"Really? I'll take this as a compliment and accept it."

As time went by, Yukinoshita returned to her usual elegance and coolness.

Ji Qi shrugged, "It's a compliment in itself."

"Ah, which dark and corrupt classmate just said he hated me?"

Yukinoshita Yukino stared at Ji Qi with a smile.

"Don't look at me saying this, I actually think very highly of you, this is not a contradiction, right? Otherwise, I would not bother to hate ordinary students."

Ji Qi smiled. It should be said that even if her peers were criticized by her sharp tongue, few people would dislike Yukinoshita Yukino. Of course, her pretty face played a big part in the reason.

If you really understand the heart of Yukino Yukinoshita beneath her Mount Everest-like appearance, you will know that she is just a cute and pitiful girl who is a little difficult to get along with.

Ah, the same comment she made about her sister.

That's it again.

It's this feeling again.

That's probably why she was so angry just now.

Staring at Yukinoshita Yukino who was suddenly in a trance, Ji Qi, not knowing what she was thinking, waited for two minutes before slowly breaking the silence.

"Yukinoshita, what are you going to do to me? Let me tell you in advance, changing your appearance is useless. I've tried it."

"It is extremely stupid to rely on your appearance to attract other people's attention. The first thing you need to change is your negative and evasive attitude towards life."

Yukinoshita Yukino did not hide her contempt at all.

"Hey, do you think personality can be changed in a short period of time, Yukinoshita-san?"

Outside the door, Hiratsuka Shizuka looked a little embarrassed.

She was hurt when Yukinoshita said that! After all, it was her suggestion. It was not her fault. After all, if you want to see quick results for a lack of presence, isn't it best to change your appearance?

But now it seems that although they don't have many friends, they get along well. Hmm. There is no problem for the time being.

It was a wise move to bring Ji Qi here.

With a light chuckle, Shizuka Hiratsuka put her hands in her pockets and stopped eavesdropping. Her handsome and cool figure gradually disappeared in the corridor that was bathed in the afterglow of the setting sun.

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Chapter 59 I only have one thing in mind, that is learning

"I have plenty of time to correct you now. No need to thank me."

Yukinoshita Yukino lifted her hair, her beautiful big eyes full of seriousness.

"Is it my illusion? What a terrible woman I have provoked."

Ji Qi shrank his head and muttered something quietly. Unfortunately, the words were still heard by the perceptive Yukinoshita.

Yukinoshita Yukino seemed very dissatisfied with Ji Qi's attitude, "Stop talking nonsense there. You came here to ask for help yourself, right? Then just listen to me."

"Yes, yes. Ms. Yukinoshita, can you let me hear your transformation plan? First of all, my talent is really average. Let me also say that I am quite satisfied with the character I have cultivated over a long period of time."

Ji Qi waved his hand lazily, and the first thing he said was words that undermined Yukinoshita Yukino's confidence.

"It seems that you are rotten to the core. I think I need to rethink the plan I just made. Well... considering that you are still a student and have not joined any clubs, the first step is to start with studying. You just said that your grades have always been hovering around the passing line, right?"

“Yeah, the results are neither good nor bad.”

"First, tell me what courses you are good at."

"Let me think about it... they're all pretty much the same. There's nothing I'm good at, but there's nothing I don't understand either."

"As ordinary as you are."

Yukinoshita Yukino sighed.

But if you think about it carefully... Ji Qi is like a blank sheet of paper?

His grades were average, his relationships were average, his looks were average, and his clothes were average. Rather than being ordinary, he was like someone who understood everything but just went with the flow, who didn't set goals for himself, nor did he work hard for them. Living a life of idleness and waiting to die, these four words best fit the feeling Ji Qi gave her at the moment.

Now that such a person came to her for help, she could change this person who had her own shadow into what she wanted, which made Yukinoshita Yukino have a subtle illusion that she was playing a development game. Although she had never played it before.

Ah, the premise is that Ji Qi can keep up with her pace and devote time and energy to it. However, with the other party's personality, it's difficult...

"I have about two to three hours of free time after school every day. During this time, I can help you with your homework one by one. Let me think... there is about a month left before the next quiz, so let's set the goal of being in the top 20 in the grade for now. Any questions?"

Yukinoshita Yukino looked directly at Himechi and expressed her plan in a cold voice.

What a perfectionist and egoist.

Being too honest will not be perfunctory to others and will not hide your edge.

This is Yukinoshita Yukino's shortcoming, but also her greatest charm.

Ji Qi thought about his schedule. He would get his manuscript fee soon, so the part-time job at the coffee shop didn't matter. Japanese light novels were different from online novels, and the manuscripts were submitted monthly. With his typing speed, he didn't have to worry about it. There was no reason to refuse. This was a rare opportunity.