If I don't capture the girl, I will die

It’s not that I don’t want to, but that I can’t.

Ji Qi spoke seriously, lines that only a scumbag would say.

For example, Mashiro, except for the last step, they did everything they should and shouldn't do. How can he abandon Mashiro who has no common sense?

Although he knew that it was unfair to girls to divide love into several parts, and that his view on love was totally different from that of ordinary people, he could not do anything about it.

He doesn't want to let go.

He wants to grab every outstanding girl in his hands - at least try - the reason why he has worked so hard all along is largely to realize his ambition!

Otherwise he really wouldn't be willing!

Now, Ji Qi has made it clear.

He no longer used ambiguous language to fool people, or simply pretended that he didn't understand anything. Instead, he made everything clear and gave the choice to Kasumigaoka Utaha.

This is also a kind of gambling.

The bet was whether Kasumigaoka Utaha could accept it - but it was impossible for her to accept it directly in a short period of time. To be more precise, it was a bet on her proud character that would not give up easily, and on the feelings between them.

Of course, he knew that his behavior was excessive and even unjustifiable, so he did not force Shiyu.

It would be normal even if she just dumped him and left.

Everything was left to Kasumigaoka Utaha.

Should I accept this sick and abnormal relationship, accept his distorted view of love, and continue to be with him with the intention of risking everything, or should I simply sneer, be sarcastic, and walk away?

The answer is up to her to decide.

It’s interesting to say that just now it was Kasumigaoka Utaha who was feeling nervous, and then in the blink of an eye, their positions were reversed.

Ji Qi sighed, lowered his eyes, and silently waited for the girl's reply.

Chapter 435 Poetry is gone

(I’m stuck. What should I do? I want to die. But even if I can only write a hundred words an hour, I will update!)

"..."

When hearing this answer, Kasumigaoka Utaha was completely stunned.

Should it be said that her brain was paralyzed, or that she instinctively felt that it was impossible for him to say all this and thus denied it all? After a long while, she finally recovered from the state of being unable to think.

Then, the bright expression disappeared, and the emotion disappeared too.

Even the fiery passion I had for him gradually disappeared.

With just a few words, the girl fell from heaven to the dark valley where no light could be seen.

What does he mean?

Are you eating from your bowl and looking at what's in the pot? I want them all?

Does this guy really want to be the leading man in the harem in the real world?

She was obviously eager to get all the answers from him, but when he finally stopped avoiding direct answers, she hoped that he would just keep it secret as before.

It doesn't matter if it's cheating, it doesn't matter if it's a lie.

Because in this way, she could find reasons to comfort herself - Ji Qi loved her, she was special.

Some things are completely different when said or not said.

If a lie is not exposed in the end, it becomes the truth.

But why didn't he just keep going? Why did he say such heartbreaking words?

She could accept that Ji Qi had an ambiguous relationship with the girl, but she couldn't accept that he said he liked someone else. Because doesn't this mean that she is no different from other girls? Isn't the relationship between them unique?

Can love really be divided into several parts?

Kasumigaoka Utaha bit her lips tightly and took a step back subconsciously, as if she had gotten to know him all over again. After she stepped out of the umbrella's shelter, her body was instantly soaked by the pouring water drops. The rain slowly flowed down her neck into her clothes, bringing waves of uncomfortable coldness. However, she herself did not notice this at all, and just stared at him in a daze.

Seeing this, Ji Qi sighed, put all the umbrellas on her head, and stood there casually.

After noticing this detail, Kasumigaoka Utaha suddenly felt a heaviness in her heart, which made it difficult for her to breathe.

Ah, even now, he is still so gentle.

I really don't want to be separated from him.

If I miss him, I may never meet another man I like so much and who is so outstanding in my life.

Kasumigaoka Utaha has a clear understanding of her own personality. She is aloof, strong, and sharp-tongued. Most people may not be able to accept her. Not to mention a young, handsome, and successful man like her.

Having seen the most beautiful scenery in the world, what do you think of the sewers?

Kasumigaoka Utaha raised her eyes, staring closely at the boy in front of her who was soaked by the rain, and said word by word:

"What did you mean just now, scumbag? I didn't understand."

She gave Ji Qi a chance.

She used to be very decisive, but faced with this fork in the road, she was surprisingly hesitant and did not dare to take any step.

If he regretted it in the heat of the moment, she would choose to pretend that she hadn't heard anything and go back to her previous life. Although it was silly and stupid, and there was a suspicion of self-deception, it was fine this way.

Love is so unreasonable. It makes people sink, obsessed, and obsessed. And Kasumigaoka Utaha is a person who loves fantasy, so she fell into this quagmire and wove a dream for herself, unable to extricate herself and fell into it.

"..."

Ji Qi was silent. With Shiyu's emotional intelligence, she would definitely understand, but he still did not choose to accompany Kasumigaoka Shiyu to continue to make up for the lie.

Once the arrow is shot, there is no turning back. How can you continue to deceive people now that they have spoken?

Even if you are a scumbag, you should still have basic conscience.

This is a stage that must be experienced, no matter how painful it is, you have to get through it.

"..."

Sometimes silence is also an answer.

Understanding something, Kasumigaoka Utaha shuddered, and the forced smile just now disappeared completely. She fell silent, her eyes drooped, and her shoulders trembled slightly uncontrollably.

She felt so upset that she wanted to cry, but her final dignity and reserve, as well as her usual strong and proud demeanor, prevented her from going hysterical and rushing towards a man who played with her feelings and body and mind.

He really is a shameless bastard!

She had given Ji Qi a way out, but she didn't expect that he would remain indifferent!

Since Ji Qi insisted on doing so, there were only two choices left for her.

Simply give up on this philanthropic and philandering boy, or pretend to be ignorant and accept his ambitions, which is also to choose the path you want most and move towards your ideal country fearlessly as before.

If you think about it, the latter's choice is not much different from their previous situation.

It’s just that one confessed his attitude and the other didn’t.

However, this attitude is also very important.

With her head in a mess, Kasumigaoka Utaha glanced at Ji Qi who was still holding an umbrella for her, and curled her lips:

"To be able to say such words to a girl, congratulations, you have completely entered the hall of scum and instantly received the highest honor, scumbag."

She tried hard to say this in the same contemptuous and venomous tone as before, but for some reason, these words only sounded like heartache and sadness.

"I know this without you saying it." Ji Qi said helplessly. Even though Kasumigaoka Utaha had diverted the most important decision, he had no reason to force her.

"I'm a little tired today. Let's just leave it at that for now. I'm going back." Kasumigaoka Utaha said softly, her face hidden by her long, fine hair, making it impossible to tell what her expression was. Her erratic voice was almost drowned out by the storm.

When the choice was in her own hands, she finally escaped.

I don't want to maintain such an unclear relationship, but I also don't want to leave him.

Unable to think properly, she felt that she needed to calm down and examine the situation carefully.

"Let me take you there. After all, this is in Chiba, which is far from your home. Besides, it's dark now, and it's raining so hard."

Ji Qi looked up at the sky and said considerately.

That tenderness, which was no less than that, made Kasumigaoka Utaha's lips tremble. Her heart was filled with emotion, regret, helplessness and confusion. All kinds of strange feelings mixed together and turned into a deeper pain.

She couldn't help but get angry at the instigator: "I think you are the real dangerous person, right? You just said that and then you pestered the girl. This is the first time I have seen such a shameless bastard like you!"

"..."

However, as soon as she finished speaking, Kasumigaoka Utaha regretted it.

Chapter 436: Surprise or not, unexpected or not!

(Keep working hard and update daily!)

Seeing the helpless expression on the face of the man or boy in front of her, she didn't know whether to say he was a man or a boy, and his miserable appearance as he was completely drenched by the downpour and his clothes were stained with mud, although he was still mercilessly mocking Ji Qi in the previous second, the next second, Kasumigaoka Utaha felt worried for him.

In fact, if you calm down and think about it, with Ji Qi's emotional intelligence, he usually wouldn't say such a thing. Just like before, he could pretend to know nothing and wander around among the girls without any psychological or moral burden. However, he said it out loud, and in the most acute way, he took all the negative comments on himself. So why did he do this?

Maybe he knew that this vague state wouldn't work, so he decided to try his best to respond to every relationship.

She could see that Ji Qi didn't want to abandon other girls casually, and he felt very guilty and heavy about it, even as much pain as her.

From another perspective, if he is really the kind of man who can ruthlessly abandon others to be with her, it would make people worry, right?

After all, being able to easily abandon a girl with whom they have a similar relationship means that if she falls in love with someone else, they will be treated the same way.

Although she knew that this was a nice excuse for herself to make Ji Qi look less of a scumbag, the truth was indeed similar.

Thinking of this, Kasumigaoka Utaha sighed bitterly, and her resentment towards him subconsciously disappeared a lot. It is said that the one who gets emotional first in a relationship is the loser, and now she really understands this sentence deeply.

The rain was still falling. A gust of wind blew past, making the bamboo forest rustle. As the sky gradually darkened, even the air became colder.

Kasumigaoka Utaha once again stepped out from under the umbrella held by Ji Qi, then she took two steps forward and picked up the umbrella that she had just casually thrown beside the bamboo fence. She didn't care about the mud on it, and held it directly above her head, then said to him somewhat stiffly:

"You hold your own umbrella."

After what happened just now, it was really difficult to ask her to treat Ji Qi gently.

"But whether you call me a pest or shameless, I still want to personally send you home before I feel at ease."

Ji Qi nodded silently. Seeing that Kasumigaoka Shiyu had lost her former glory, he felt sad. He spoke in a rather tough manner, leaving no room for Shiyu to refuse.

This is why he keeps avoiding and procrastinating.

He just expressed his opinion, and he didn't even take the first step, but the girl reacted so strongly. It can be said that she was completely resistant. What will happen next?

There are still several girls left.

But the silver lining in this unfortunate situation is that it seems that Kasumigaoka Utaha still has room to maneuver here - at least it hasn't developed to the worst point.

Although relationships with them are like walking on a tightrope, and one mistake means a complete loss, he will not give up on his own initiative as long as they do not give up on their own initiative, no matter what difficulties lie ahead.

At this point, he already had the awareness and ability to break the rules. He could bear the blame and sins for the girls behind him. Even more extreme, with his current wealth, he could completely suppress the girls' families from the social aspect - such as the Yukinoshita family, and then intervene in their most critical moment, and everything would be natural.

It’s just a pity that he is not the villain in the novel, and he would not do this if he were to consider things from a girl’s perspective.

"whatever."

Kasumigaoka Utaha walked in front on her own. Although her attitude was still very bad, she also tacitly approved of Ji Qi's behavior.

Silent all the way.

The lonely figure of the senior schoolmate in front looks extremely heartbreaking.

In the lonely atmosphere, Kasumigaoka Utaha just pursed her lips. She hesitated for a moment, and finally broke the silence with a calm tone that made it hard to guess what her mood was.

"Do the other girls know about this?"

What she meant was that Ji Qi actually wanted to have girls all over his body in real life.

"They don't know." Ji Qi sighed lightly. Apart from Sagiri, he and Shiyu were the ones who had known each other the longest and had the deepest feelings. She was like this, let alone the others. It would be absolutely suicidal to say anything without a suitable opportunity!

He can guarantee that even Mashiro, who usually acts calm and indifferent except in comics, will definitely resist and get angry with him. It is better to say that Mashiro is actually a girl with strong possessiveness, which can be seen from many details.

"..."

Hearing this, Kasumigaoka Utaha, who was originally in a very low mood, brightened her eyes a little. This means that when Ji Qi and Mashiro said it, they might not be able to accept leaving him. Then wouldn't she be the only one left by his side in the end?

And by then, her loyalty will surely allow Ji Qi to truly understand this sincere love without any other mixture.