I, Tomoya Aki, am not a bootlicker

Chapter 458 Fear of Loneliness (3/5)

What a pity, I didn’t expect this would be the farewell when we met for the first time after graduation.

Gao Mu was not a person who was going on a long journey, he was just a person who returned early to the land that raised him.

If it weren't for some fucked up thing, maybe he could have stayed in Tokyo happily.

But it’s hard to say. After all, to be honest, the two-year medical training is not very happy, especially in a university hospital with so many rules.

So Takagi decided that after going to Kyoto University Affiliated School, he should just stay put and be honest.

If I continue to meddle in other people's business, I will probably have to return to my own hospital to be a trainee. Otherwise, I will finish my traineeship and then go abroad for further studies. I can still choose his neurosurgery department.

"It's good to go back. You haven't been back for so many years. There must be a lot of people who miss you, right?"

Except for the first time when Takagi was tricked into going back, he has never had the opportunity to return to his hometown.

But it is not ruled out that after so many years in Tokyo, many people must miss this guy.

You know, this guy isn't annoying, and it must be easy to be with Takagi.

Takagi did not comment on what Aki Tomoya said, but just chuckled twice.

He looked at their uniforms for a long time, wondering what he was thinking about.

Maybe it was his code of conduct as a doctor, or maybe it was his conscience as a human being, but he knew that he would have to return to Tokyo frequently to complete his witness plan.

"I think you guys should not go back. I think it's good to be here."

Gao Mu expressed his truest thoughts from the bottom of his heart.

Private hospitals are really good, pretty good, pretty good...

In fact, in many ways, staying in a private hospital should be much easier than working in a university hospital.

Takagi's suggestion made both Aki Tomoya and Majima stunned for a moment.

In response to his suggestion, Majima first said in a somewhat helpless tone: "I'm afraid I can't stay in a private hospital."

It's a pity, not to mention whether he has the intention to stay in the private hospital or whether he has any ambitions.

But because of his father's presence, he will eventually return to the university hospital.

Even if it is not affiliated with the University of Tokyo, it will be a place very close to his father. After all, his father is a professor, so he will develop in that direction in the future.

No matter what, at least in maintaining the tradition of his medical family, he must be a professor.

It’s as if Takagi will inherit the family hospital one day.

Some things have actually been decided long ago.

At least here on Majima, no special accidents will happen.

"That's right, I almost forgot about your house, Majima..."

Gao Mu understood this.

Everyone knows each other's situation inside and out. They know very well what the situation is at Majima's family and what their situation is.

They will stay at Kanto General Hospital in Taito District for a while, not too long, not too short.

"I probably have to go back to the University Hospital later."

No matter what, which one is his final destination, a private hospital or a university hospital, Tomoya Aki still has to go back once to the Tokyo University affiliated hospital.

At least Professor Yano hasn't forgotten him.

To go further, even if you want to work in a private hospital as your final destination, it is best to try to get the lowest level of lecturer, or even associate professor or professor, in a university hospital.

That would be nice.

Fortunately, during the most difficult first two years, Tomoya Aki did not have to spend time in the depressing university hospital.

As it stands now, the Tokyo University Affiliated School has driven one of his best friends back to Kyoto.

Then in Kyoto, there is a giant white tower that also stands in Kansai, affiliated with Kyoto University. I don’t know if Takagi can hold on.

But after this experience, Takagi should have learned a lot.

"Hey, it seems like none of us can get around this hurdle!"

Takagi scoffed.

In the end, it seems that no matter which one of them, they are the ones who will take a walk in the White Tower.

But think about it, private hospitals can still be regarded as a place for retirement.

But if necessary and if you don’t have any extra thoughts, it’s actually a good idea to stay in a private hospital!

Gao Mu knew that he must have said some nonsense this time.

Whether it is Tomoya Aki or Majima, after several years of accumulation in private hospitals, they will eventually return to the university hospital.

But unfortunately, it seems that I can no longer walk side by side with these two good friends.

He was about to return to Kyoto, and thinking of this, Takagi couldn't help feeling a little annoyed.

If it weren't for this incident, he would have honestly completed his medical training at the Tokyo University affiliated hospital and then gone to the neurosurgery department. Then all he would have had to do was wait for the two of them to come back.

Now that he has returned to Kyoto after being away for nearly seven years, he wonders how many people still remember him.

Perhaps he didn't know whether he could meet familiar people again in the future.

All my good friends from high school have gone their separate ways now.

He actually hoped that as Tomoya Aki said, many people would miss him.

But how many people still remember him?

Needless to say, the people at home will definitely not forget him. As for how much they miss him, Takagi doesn't miss his sister at all.

There doesn't seem to be anything much to say to my father, but I can seemingly talk to my mother, but I definitely can't act like a child anymore.

"This is like suddenly transferring schools right before graduation. It's really too subtle!"

Gao Mu couldn't help but complain.

If I return to Kyoto at this time, it would be fine if I stayed at home, but the next thing that would be dangerous is to go to the Kyoto University affiliated school.

I went to Kyoto University as a trainee doctor, wow...

It's so subtle that it can't be explained.

He would definitely not meet anyone of the same class as him at the Peking University Affiliated School. It was a completely unfamiliar environment for him.

The good thing is that we are no longer children.

However, seriously speaking, his identity is still a bit subtle.

After graduating from the University of Tokyo, I did a one and a half year internship at the Tokyo University affiliated clinical hospital, more than half a year of medical training, then worked at the university hospital, and then went to the Kyoto University affiliated hospital.

Well, it sounds like a pretty impressive resume.

I just don’t know whether the people I’ll be around for a long time will be friendly.

For Gao Mu, the biggest fear is not the so-called unknown or unfamiliarity, but on the contrary, these are not a problem.

His biggest fear is actually loneliness, and he probably has to start all over again in his interpersonal relationships.

At the Kyoto University Affiliated School, there was a high probability that he would not run into anyone he knew before.

Chapter 459 It’s Time for Me to Go (4/5)

It has been almost seven years since Takagi came to Tokyo from Kyoto. Time is a scary thing.

Not to mention, as time went by, his contact with the people he knew in the past was gradually decreasing, and now it was almost non-existent.

So, how many people still remember him?

Takagi wasn't sure.

Maybe because of his father, some people still remember him.

But after nearly seven years, many people should have forgotten him.

However, he did not have a classmate in the Kyoto University affiliated school, and few of his former friends were going to the medical school like him.

Thinking of this, Gao Mu sighed repeatedly in his heart.

"I don't feel like a person who is about to return home, but rather a stranger going to a strange place..."

Takagi's voice sounded a little depressed.

Running back now not only doesn't give me much sense of accomplishment, but it feels like I'm going to a strange place.

"Takagi-kun, I suddenly feel like you're like a little kid who's afraid of going out, hehe..."

Majima teased from the side.

He didn't expect Takagi to have such a mentality.

Not only Majima, but also Aki Tomoya was surprised.

Because Takagi came to Tokyo alone at the beginning, and at that time Tokyo was a completely unfamiliar place for Takagi.

At that time, Takagi didn't act as hesitant as he does now.

He is also a tough guy who can say boldly that he would never return to Kyoto even if he dies.

As a result, now that it was his turn to return to Kyoto, he actually showed a slightly timid expression, which was quite different from what he was like at that time.

"At that time, Takagi, you weren't as scared as you are now. Did those people affiliated with the University of Tokyo scare you to death?"

Although he used the same teasing tone, there was some worry in Akitomo's eyes.

Returning to Kyoto this time was not a good thing for Takagi at all. Even though she was kicked out of the Tokyo University affiliated school, she could still go to the Kyoto University affiliated school, but Takagi was not happy at all.

Compared to Kyoto, he still wants to stay in Tokyo. At the beginning, he had ideals and hoped to make a name for himself in this place.

But now, he had to go back.

But too little has been done.

The only thing that made him feel that his trip to Tokyo was not in vain has not been accomplished yet.

Because the outcome of this lawsuit is still uncertain and has not yet been concluded.

Now Takagi can only pray that there will be no unexpected events in the lawsuit and that he will win.

He couldn't think about anything else for the time being.

"I don't know. Maybe I'm really scared. This is the first time I've been so nervous. Maybe... maybe it's because I really want to go back?"

Gao Mu shook his head, unable to explain why he was like this.

He thought about it and decided that he was not completely unsuccessful, and he was about to accomplish something he wanted to do.

At least when he was affiliated with the University of Tokyo, he did not act like a mute or pretend to be blind.

After seeing something like that, he would immediately stop it and do something that would make his conscience feel good, even if doing so would cost him something.

This included making my original decision to come to Tokyo go awry and making me unable to stay in Tokyo anymore.

But this matter certainly cannot be said to be wrong.

And he didn't feel any regrets, did he?

Why am I so scared now, other than the fear of loneliness?

It’s really strange. When did I become so nervous and hesitant?

Thinking of this in his heart, Gao Mu smiled self-deprecatingly and shook his head involuntarily.

He looked at Tomoya Aki and Majima, as if trying to find the answer from them.

But unfortunately, neither of them had the answers he desired.

"Maybe you really need to take a break for a while."

Aki Tomoya pressed Takagi's shoulders and spoke in a gentle tone as much as possible.

At this moment, he didn't know how to comfort Takagi, or to be more precise, he didn't know why Takagi was like this.

Takagi's dilemma also made Akitomo very worried.

It was different from what happened on the phone. He clearly spoke in a nonchalant tone at that time.