I, Tomoya Aki, am not a bootlicker

This is good enough. The relationship between childhood sweethearts has returned to normal. What else do you want?

Even though he said he wanted to marry a rich girl, it was half just a joke. He didn't need to do that right now, and he didn't like Eriri.

After all, how he wants to survive is Tomoya Aki's own business. It all depends on whether he wants to, whether the situation allows, whether there is an opportunity, and whether it is necessary.

But if necessary, or if he really likes a certain young lady, he will fight for it even if it is not necessary.

But now...

Among the girls around him, Akitomo really didn't think much about Eriri.

"Ami-kun, you look like you're deeply involved in this. I think I did something bad?"

"No, you reminded me that I should keep a good distance."

Rather, he should thank Majima.

Eriri was so proactive, but I didn’t pay much attention to it before. I thought it was just my childhood sweetheart making up for past regrets.

But now it seems that the intention is still there.

"I did like that person, but that was when I was a kid. Some other things happened during that time, but I don't have the same feelings as before. How to keep a good distance is also a science."

Maybe reconsider Eriri?

I'm really sorry, I don't have that kind of heart-beating feeling. The idea is deeply rooted and it is difficult for him to change a view that he has held for a long time.

Chapter 257 If you consider her as the opposite sex (2/2)

It’s actually a very simple question if Tomoya Aki were to answer it.

"If the person I like happens to be a young lady, I will definitely pursue her, but if I want to find someone younger than me just to make compromises... I don't think I'm at that stage now..."

Now, through hard work, I get what I want step by step, and live a life that I think is feasible and ideal. This is great.

Studying at the University of Tokyo is not as hard as I imagined, but it is definitely not easy either.

As a medical student, I worked part-time and studied in places like UDI during the summer vacation.

Tired?

It is tiring, but if I were to say that I hate it, that word would not even come to mind.

What he wants more is to make everything he does valuable in the end, to reap the fruits he wants, and to have the opportunity to choose what he wants.

"Although I don't know the details of the relationship between you and your childhood sweetheart, it seems to be quite complicated..."

“It’s not complicated, but it’s not simple either.”

"This ambiguous statement sounds really perfunctory to me who doesn't know the details."

But this can be considered as a heart-to-heart talk with a friend, right?

Mashima actually had no idea what was going on when he took the liberty of talking about these topics with Tomoya Aki. However, after considering him as a friend, he wanted to know more about him.

The reason is very simple, because the next period will probably be very long, it is hard to say how many years it will be, and they will be together for a long time.

In his opinion, people like Tomoya Aki are very likely to stay in the university hospital like him, and may even become the best among them.

Of course, there is no need to go that far. You can simply say that as a friend, you want to know more about this friend.

But now it seems that the other party also has some worries hidden in his heart.

After Majima left, Akitomo was thinking about a question.

Over the past period of time, he and Eriri have liked each other.

And then it didn't take long for the relationship to fall apart.

Then the relationship becomes distorted until it returns to normal in high school.

The normal childhood sweetheart relationship, where the feeling of "liking" is just there, still exists in Eriri, but it is no longer there in Aki Tomoya. Perhaps it has been worn out, or perhaps it is because his way of thinking is different from before, and he thinks about different things.

"What is this? We finally got back to a normal childhood sweetheart relationship. I want to take it one step further, but I don't have the same feelings as before."

Aki Tomoya muttered to himself.

It’s a bit of a headache just thinking about it.

He actually enjoyed this normal childhood sweetheart relationship.

At the same time, I also admit that my first love was definitely Eriri, and I did like her.

But the key is "liked it".

After meeting Eriri in Kyoto today, Akitomo felt that he should look at her in a new light.

From the perspective of childhood sweethearts, should we consider Eriri as a girl?

In fact, I haven’t really thought about it.

He was a little overwhelmed by Eriri's initiative.

But whether the factors that would make him fall in love with the other person again exist at the moment, Akitomo has not seen it either.

"Thinking about it this way, I feel a little sorry for Eriri for not treating him as a member of the opposite sex..."

I treat you as my childhood sweetheart, but you want me to become your lover.

It's so annoying!

The other party treats him as the opposite sex she likes, and he treats the other party as his childhood sweetheart.

It’s not that I really don’t consider it, but it’s really difficult for Aki Tomoya to change right now.

From childhood sweethearts with a twisted relationship to childhood sweethearts with a normal relationship, and finally maybe to lovers.

The previous stage of distortion to normal took a long time and was very painful.

This last possible transformation is actually very easy.

That's probably what he was thinking. Even if he just nodded perfunctorily at this moment, he and Eriri would instantly become lovers.

But it’s a question of how to think.

Should I treat Eriri as my childhood sweetheart or as a member of the opposite sex?

"You have to think it over carefully!"

To be honest, Eriri's appearance in Kyoto and Majima's previous questions gave him a wake-up call.

He should actually think about this issue carefully.

It is true that Eriri is his childhood sweetheart, but she is also a person of the opposite sex, and it is not something that can be brushed off by a simple statement like “I have never actually treated you as a person of the opposite sex.”

If both sides have this idea, then this statement is true.

But if one of the parties thinks “I treat you as the opposite sex”, then it will be a bit troublesome.

From the second year to the third year of high school, after their relationship became normal, Eriri invited him out to play only a few times.

After college, I went there more frequently, but whether I went or not is not the key point here.

The key point is that Eriri is so proactive that it's no longer just a relationship of childhood sweethearts.

Now, Tomoya Aki can completely confirm the other party's reason for looking for him.

"Look at Eriri as you would a girl. She's not your childhood sweetheart. I need to confirm if I like her or not."

To be more responsible, or to be fair, Akitomo felt that this was necessary.

If you look at Eriri from the perspective of a girl, it's not like they are childhood sweethearts.

It is indeed necessary now to treat Eriri as a girl rather than a childhood sweetheart you have known for more than ten years.

Because he now knows very well that Eriri now treats him as more than just a childhood sweetheart.

There was no way that Tomoya Aki could just turn a blind eye to this.

Think about this issue carefully.

After that, you should get along with Eriri from the perspective of getting along with a girl and confirm your own feelings.

Simply put, change your stance.

After all, it is impossible for Aki Tomoya to say now, "I don't like you, just treat me as your childhood sweetheart."

It would be fine if the relationship had been severed before, but now they are childhood sweethearts with a normal relationship, except that Eriri still likes him.

For this reason, Akitomo had to consider carefully how to get along with Eriri in the future.

Whether to accept or reject depends on how you feel after treating Eriri as a member of the opposite sex.

Whether he likes it or not, whether he will like it again, Akitomo is not sure now, because he feels restless in his heart.

He fell on the tatami, took out his cell phone, opened Line and found Eriri, but did not contact her immediately.

I don't know when it started, but after their relationship returned to normal until now, Eriri has been gradually changing his past opinion of her.

When you think of the other party's initiative, you will feel reluctant to refuse.

She's good enough now.

So, facing Eriri's feelings that have not changed, Aki Tomoya thought a lot.

Let’s not talk about whether to refuse or not, let’s just say we are childhood sweethearts.

At this time, make some changes, treat the other person as the opposite sex first, and spend some time together before making any decisions.

This retained feeling of hers needs to be considered seriously.

Be responsible for their childhood sweetheart relationship and be responsible for yourself.

"I just found out today that you are a girl..."

After sending such a message, I don’t know how the other party will feel.

Chapter 258: Unleashing the remaining hormones (1/3)

We returned to Tokyo smoothly from Kyoto, and Takagi kept complaining on the way.

He felt unhappy about his trip back to Kyoto this time. He was mocked by his sister, with whom he had a bad relationship, and was fooled by the head of the family.

Anyway, after returning to Tokyo, Takagi decided to forget everything about Kyoto.

Amaki Tomoya tried to hold back his laughter, thinking that Takagi was a really interesting person.

"You are not allowed to tell anyone about what happened in Kyoto!"

After leaving these words to Tomoya Aki and Majima, Takagi took a taxi back to his apartment in Tokyo.

And Tomoya Aki said goodbye to Majima, and then they went back to their respective homes.

I came back on the evening of the 10th, and when I got home, it was already a little late.

What An Yilun didn't expect was that his parents, who often went on business trips, happened to come back today.

"Ryouya, you're back from Kyoto! I thought you would hang out with your friends there for a few more days."

His father in the living room saw him and said something.

When he was in college, Tomoya Aki's family was in the same situation as in high school.

The company where his parents work likes to send them around, so most of the time, Tomoya Aki is the only one at home.

"How is that possible? It's just a few days off and I still have classes at the university. It's impossible for me to stay there."

Aki Tomoya smiled at his father, and when he was about to go upstairs, his father's question almost made him fall.

"Ren is a college student now, so he should find a girlfriend soon. College is not like high school!"

His father's joke left Aki Tomoya speechless.

Now I'm telling him to find a girlfriend quickly, and in a few years I'll probably be urging him to get married...

Although his father's words were mostly jokes, it also made Akitomo think about this issue.

It's the topic of love again.

"No matter what, if you don't have any experience in love when you enter college, you will be laughed at by others!"

The father reminded me with exaggerated words, with a smile in his eyes.

In fact, he was not urging him. It was just that seeing that Tomoya Aki was still busy after going to university, he hoped that his son could relax.