Genshin Impact Life Simulator, They Want to Kill Me

How could this belief and this feeling that have been pushing me forward be false?

“Hehehe… why are you so excited?” Facing this black sphere that seemed to be able to take his life at any time, Oropus smiled, his eyes still fixed on Ren Zha’s eyes, as if he wanted to see through Ren Zha’s heart through these eyes. “It seems that you have also realized that even though this curse has been engraved in your soul since you were born, as you gain more and more power over the Original Man, you begin to notice the flaws deep in your soul.”

Oropas's voice reached Ren Zha's ears.

"With your current strength, you can easily exorcise this curse, right? What are you waiting for?"

Ren Zha did not reply, and Orobasi did not intend to wait for Ren Zha to answer, and continued to ask: "Or are you afraid? Afraid that if you lose this curse, even this feeling will disappear? At that time, in your eyes, the so-called Lei Dian Zhen is just a familiar stranger." Orobasi pointed out directly, "You don't have the confidence to think that you are truly in love with someone."

"Aurobas!"

"The power of the original man is perfect, but it is also overbearing. It does not allow other powers to taint it. It begins to reject your past and makes you lose your spatial ability. As you continue to master this power, you will evolve towards a higher direction, and the defects in your soul will gradually be made up. Even if you don't want to exorcise this curse, how long can you maintain this curse?" Orobas said in a vicious voice, "So, do you want to bet? If you lose this curse, will you still like Raiden so much? Maybe the curse will automatically become invalid in the next second."

Ren Zha's pupils shrank.

In the outside world, the gods' action to retrieve the Heart of God is still going on.

"Roar--"

Nidhogg let out a loud roar, and after that it seemed as if it had lost its resistance, and the energy of the Heart of God was pulled out of everyone's body.

"Pull it out!"

Fukaros made a sound of surprise, and then became a little confused. Nidhogg was trying his best to take the Heart of God back into his body, why did he suddenly lose his strength? Did Ying win on that side?

"There is a hole in your heart." The restraints on the snake in the inner space were untied, "You subconsciously chose to give up your power, and this moment is your defeat." Orobas' figure disappeared in the inner space, leaving only the last words, "The only one who can defeat the original man is yourself, Ren Zha, because of love you have come to this step, but also because of love it ends."

In the outside world, Ren Zha's body fell downward in the air. As the Heart of God in Nidhogg's body was taken away, the dragon horns on his head and the dragon scale patterns on his body degenerated. He returned to his normal human appearance and fell heavily to the ground in a big letter shape, staring at the sky blankly.

If there is no such curse, will I still love the truth? In the dream world I want to create, does the truth still exist? Maybe I love, maybe I don’t love, I... don’t dare to bet, even if the possibility is very small.

To me, truth is the only light in this world... But now this light, this feeling, has become a false existence. Even though I know that this light is false, I still want to hold on to it deeply... I can accept deception, but I cannot accept the disappearance of this feeling.

Ren Zha stared blankly at the sky where the glow that had also retreated from his inner space was descending, without any reaction.

"Did we win?" Fukaros looked at Ren Zha lying on the ground, and asked in disbelief at first, then said, "To prevent any accidents, let's kill him quickly."

This is how Ren Zha fell to the ground before, and in the blink of an eye he merged with Nidhogg and gained the power of the Original Man. Fucaros was a little scared. What if there was a third stage later?

"Death penalty! Death penalty! Must be death penalty!"

Ying looked at Ren Zha with a complicated expression. On the other side, although Kong didn't know what happened in his inner space before, after hearing Fucaros' words, he rushed towards Ren Zha who was lying on the ground with a cold face and a bladeless sword in his hand.

Ying stretched out her hand to Kong: "Brother! Wait a minute!"

"Ying, don't have unnecessary sympathy for such people."

Kong did not stop as Ying said. Ren Zha turned his head and looked at Kong who was rushing towards him.

Really? I lost. I didn’t expect it to end this way. Is this the beginning of the final reckoning?

The void in front of Ren Zha began to distort. Without the power suppression of the original man, Lei Dianying withdrew from the parallel space at this time, pressed one knee on Ren Zha, and pressed one hand on Ren Zha's chest.

"Sorry, I have to butt in."

Sora stopped.

Lei Yingdian's purple eyes calmly looked at Ren Zha who was pinned down under him, and continued: "He is a Daoqi man, and also my friend, so let me send him off."

Ren Zha, this is probably the last thing I can do for you. Use this knife to put an end to the mistakes you have made.

Lei Movie raised his other hand with a dream in mind.

This knife... It's really ironic, it's an ominous blade that is also full of curses.

Chapter 142 Ren Zha, you should take off the mask and live for yourself

Killing relatives, killing friends... Weapons that originally symbolized peace are always full of twists and turns and blood, just like my failed life.

Well, die with the same weapon.

Ren Zha closed his eyes and waited for Meng Xiang Yi Xin to fall, but he didn't wait. When he opened his eyes, Hu Zhai Gong appeared beside Lei Dianying and stretched out his hand to stop the weapon that Lei Dianying was about to swing down.

"The Fox Palace..."

Lei Dianying was about to ask, but Ying on the other side held Ying's shoulder, shook his head at Ying, and looked at Ren Zha with sympathy.

"Heh... what's with that look in your eyes?" Ren Zha subconsciously avoided the sight of his teacher and Ying, and looked towards Ying, saying in a hoarse voice, "Is it because you have experienced so much in my spiritual space that you begin to pity me? Don't think you have won. If you don't kill me now while I am still weak, wait until I recover..."

"That's enough, Ren Zha." Hu Zhaigong interrupted Ren Zha, "Although I don't know what you just went through, but looking at your eyes, you are now seeking death. Do you regret what you did in the past?"

Ren Zha's gaze finally shifted to Hu Zhaigong: "Are you still going to lecture me at this time? Don't forget why you died. Do you think what I have done can be forgiven now?"

"I can't forgive you on behalf of others." Hu Zhaigong opened his mouth and said to Ren Zha, "But I will forgive you for what you did to me. You are my disciple. In my heart, you will always be the helpful little Ren Zha. So I hope you can stay alive and wait for the end of the war. Live to accept everyone's judgment and repent for what you have done. When that time comes, even if you die and reach the other side, you can still become the same person you were before, because your sins have been judged by everyone when you were alive."

"You..." Ren Zha stared at Hu Zhaigong's eyes and that gentle face, then shifted his gaze away and looked at the blood moon in the false sky.

Teacher, you are still as gentle as ever. Even if I am like this, can you forgive me? Unfortunately...

"Everything is fake, teacher, everything is fake, meeting you, and true feelings, everything is..."

"It's not fake!" Ying interrupted Ren Zha's words, "In my inner space, I experienced everything you experienced, including the first time I met Zhen and being with Zhen and the others. At that time, you were happy from the bottom of your heart. I don't think these feelings are fake! You just don't dare to face it all and have been avoiding it!"

Ren Zha retorted, "You've never liked anyone, what do you know?"

"Well, I don't understand." Ying's voice slowed down and asked, "Okay, I'll go along with you, but isn't a person's life made up of various memories? Even if the fact that you like Zhen is fake, aren't these precious memories of you and Zhen and everyone else real things? Why are you so unconfident and think that this relationship is fake? When you were swallowed by Nidhogg's consciousness, weren't you supported by these precious memories and feelings?"

Ying said in a tone of regret: "Show me the same firm will you had back then!"

Ren Zha was silent, then raised his eyebrows: "You want me to recover? Don't forget, we are enemies!"

"Yes, we are enemies. You killed so many people. I wanted to kill you before, but now I hope you can get the justice you deserve after the war, instead of dying with such regret. I said from the beginning that I would take off the mask on your face, but now you still have the mask on your face." Ying Zhi asked, "Ren Zha, why do you live?"

Why live?

Ren Zha recalled his life. From the moment he was born, he was a tool created by Oropas, a tool used to fall in love with Zhen. No matter when they were together with Zhen in the past, or when he wanted to create a dream world after Zhen passed away, he had always been running for Zhen.

"Ren Zha, you are not someone's tool. Although you are a human created by Orobas, you are you. You have your own thoughts and ideas." As if knowing what Ren Zha was thinking, Ying said directly, "You are not living for others, you should live for yourself."

Ying pointed at Husaigong: "Your teacher is here." Then Ying pointed at Ying, "Your friend is here too."

Ying pointed to her heart again: "Real memories are also here. These are your real experiences. This is reality. False existence cannot fill the emptiness in your heart. Only reality and these precious memories with your companions make up the real you. You should live for your real self."

Are you living for your true self?

Even if I developed feelings for Shin because of the curse, the feelings and friendship I had with my teacher, Shin and Ying were not fake. Will all the experiences I had will really be lost because of the curse?

One of Ren Zha's hands was held, and Hu Zhaigong said softly: "Ying is right, Ren Zha, come back, you have always been my proud disciple."

Lei Dianying put down his dream and said nothing. He just stared at Ren Zha, as if waiting for Ren Zha to turn back.

Teacher, Shadow...

Fukaros, who was shouting to prevent the accidental killing of Ren Zha, saw this scene and said from behind: "Although I also want to judge him now, but after thinking carefully, it is more in line with the procedure to judge a person in a formal place."

Anyway, the most difficult enemy has been defeated, and now all we have to do is...

Fukaros raised his head, looked at the blood moon in the sky, and then glanced at the fallen Nidhogg who was standing up again.

"Ah? Ah? Ah?" Fucaros cried out in surprise, "Ren Zha has been knocked down, and his Heart of God has been pulled out, so how can he still stand up!"

Ren Zha opened his mouth and was about to say something to Hu Zhaigong.

"Roar--!"

Nidhogg, who had regained his movement, interrupted Ren Zha with a roar.

If it wasn't Nidhogg controlled by Ren Zha, then there was only one other person present who could have done it.

Everyone stared at Orobas, and Queen Ying clapped her hands belatedly, "I almost forgot, there is still one enemy that has not been dealt with!"

Previously, in Ren Zha’s inner space, Orobasi used Ren Zha’s void to defeat Ren Zha. It was obvious that he was not helping Ying. Orobasi had his own calculations.

Morax Rock Spear attacked Nidhogg directly and asked, "What did you do?"

"Thank you for pulling the Heart of God out of Nidhogg's body and giving me this opportunity." Orobas dodged the attack and laughed wildly, "Now, it's my turn!"

Chapter 143: Coral Palace: I am the will of Lord Orobas!

"Ren Zha, think about it carefully!"

With the enemy in front, Ying didn't bother to lecture Ren Zha. He left these words and rushed towards Orobas, while Huzaigong and Ying stayed where they were to accompany Ren Zha.

"Ren Zha, I am also responsible for your current state." Hu Zhaigong said softly, "I should have died, but now I am standing in front of you. Maybe it is not accidental, but it is really caused by me, because as your true dependent and teacher, I did not do a good enough job."

Kitsunayami paused for a moment before continuing, "I failed to fulfill my duties as a retainer and let Shin leave Inazuma alone. I'm sorry."

"She is really..." Ren Zha opened his mouth in a low and hoarse voice, "She is my only light. After losing her, the world in my eyes has changed drastically and turned into a dark hell."

The blood moon in the false sky is still shining high.

"This world has no hope. I traveled around Teyvat and saw people dying in disasters. That's why I thought of creating a world where everyone can be happy. I'm afraid that even this idea was influenced by Orobas."

"Ren Zha, this is what you think. You have been a kind-hearted child since you were young, so you wanted to create such a world. However, your kindness was taken advantage of by others."

Ying also opened his mouth at this time: "There is nothing wrong with the dream, you are just walking on the wrong path."

"The wrong path, then what is the right path? Is the world in the dream really false?"

In this world, what is true and what is false?

"Although reality is cruel, this is what we have to face." Lei Dianying said, "Sister, although Zhen she is not here anymore, in reality, you still have a friend like me."

“Haha.” Ren Zha looked at Ying’s serious eyes and said, “Ying, you really aren’t very good at speaking… Um——!”

Ren Zha, who was about to speak, suddenly showed a look of pain on his face.

"What's the matter, Ren Zha?"

Orobas on the other side dodged the attack and looked towards Ren Zha: "Okay, Ren Zha, do your last thing as a tool and hand over the control of Nidhogg to me."

Although the Heart of God was separated from Nidhogg's body and Ren Zha withdrew from the state of the original man, this time Nidhogg was summoned by Ren Zha and is still a part of Ren Zha's body.

"Orobus is trying to seize control of Nidhogg and completely remove Nidhogg from my body! Only in this way can he completely control Nidhogg!"

Ren Zha briefly explained the situation to Hu Zhaigong and Lei Dianying, and then shouted loudly: "Orobus! Don't think you can get Nidhogg so easily!"

Ren Zha's weak body tried his best to snatch control of Nidhogg from Orobas.

"snort--!"

Oropus snorted coldly, and a small head suddenly popped up from the ground under Ren Zha. It was the Coral Palace that had disappeared for a long time.

"Lord Orobas, I'm here to help you!"

Lei Dianying raised his dream and rushed towards the little head that emerged from the Coral Palace on the ground. The Coral Palace shrank back into the ground, and then Ren Zha's back seemed to be covered with a new coat, and half of his body was dyed the color of the Coral Palace.

The Coral Palace possessed Ren Zha, just like when Inazuma possessed the Heart Sea on Kaigi Island, and could control the Heart Sea at will.

Ren Zha roared: "Coral Palace!"

"Ren Zha, you seem to have forgotten that I am not your subordinate, but a living being created by Lord Orobas, representing Lord Orobas' will."

The Coral Palace that possessed Ren Zha made a mocking sound.

"Ren Zha, you are so pitiful. When you thought you could manipulate everyone behind the scenes, did you ever think that you were also the one being manipulated? Lord Orobas has already reminded you that you have been living in a false world from the beginning."

"film……"

The Coral Palace spread on Ren Zha's body, and his face began to be surrounded by white. Finally, his eyes turned and looked at Shadow. Lei Dianying knew what Ren Zha wanted to say, and raised his dream heart again, wanting to cut off Ren Zha's limbs.

Ren Zha cannot be killed. If Ren Zha dies, Nidhogg will be completely freed. This is exactly in line with Oropas's idea, to control Ren Zha's actions first.

The dream was cut into the ground, and the Coral Palace controlled Ren Zha's body to drill into the ground, and then emerged next to Orobas.

Coral Palace opened his mouth respectfully: "Lord Orobas."

"Stop talking nonsense and quickly take Nidhogg out of Ren Zha's body."

"Okay Lord Orobas, I exist just for this moment!"

Then Coral Palace controlled Ren Zha to put his hands together in front of him.

"untie--!"

Roar--!

Orobas smiled wildly as he felt that he had complete control over Nidhogg, and he jumped up on top of Nidhogg with a wild smile on his face.