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Of course, Luo Qixi believed in Gawain. She always believed in him. After knowing that Gawain had begun to get out of the shadow of his parents' death, Luo Qixi also let go of the big stone in her heart, gently took Gawain's hand, and gently comforted him.

Gawain also childishly played with Luo Qixi's slender fingers, like white silkworms, stroking the shiny nails with the round crescent shape. After a while, he whispered:

"So, Luo Qixi, why did you say that just now? Can you tell me all the reasons?"

Luo Qixi, who thought this was fine, subconsciously denied it:

"I just wanted to comfort you, huh? Using a woman's body to calm down bad emotions is a common thing among adventurers."

Gawain frowned, his eyes still bloodshot. Just showing that expression would probably scare a child to tears, right? Even his handsome appearance couldn't counteract his menacing aura.

Luo Qixi was no longer intimidated. She looked at Gawain with an innocent expression, who looked dissatisfied. She seemed to have a slightly rebellious mentality. It was better to say that it was because Gawain dared to treat her badly that she couldn't help but pretend to fight against him even harder?

But Gawain simply leaned forward, grasped Lokisi's hand, and pressed her upper body down onto the bed. Then, he pressed one leg against the edge, his body, seemingly even stronger after the battle, over Lokisi. Lokisi tried to resist, but in a split second, Gawain grasped her small hands and pinned them to her head. He braced his other hand against the wall, his cold gaze condescending.

Luo Qixi looked him in the eye without fear, but her attitude, which she felt was wrong, quickly softened. She couldn't hold on for more than ten seconds before turning her head away and confessing with grievance:

"Idiot...you are the only one who cannot be violent towards me..."

"Look at the color of my hair! It's almost completely white! This is a sign that the Migrud people are about to die of old age. I have overdrawn my magic power too many times, so that my vitality has been depleted to the point that I probably won't live long! So, I want to seize the last of my life to leave descendants for you. I admit that my purpose is not pure! I also feel very sorry for the unborn child! I also feel that I will definitely let you down because of this! But I have completely fallen in love with you, how can I restrain this feeling? How can I resist being selfish and satisfying my own emotions? I made an agreement with you at the age of fifteen because I love you. I didn't want to lie to you to accompany me to enjoy the last time, so I gave up the opportunity to be with you. But my hair has become whiter! I really can't bear it and endure it! I used to think that you were so painful and anxious because of worry and self-blame. I thought that a strong person like you would not be afraid of death and could accept it. Lost, but I was wrong, so I want to give birth to a child for you. It's normal that I can't stop thinking about it once it arises, right? It doesn't matter if we don't fall in love during this period, it doesn't matter if I die after the child is born, it doesn't matter even if the child loses his mother soon after birth, I only love you, only like you, even if it hurts myself or our child, I don't care. I only know that our mixed-blood child can live for thousands or even tens of thousands of years at worst. I can't accompany you, and I'm even so humble that I can only be regarded as a tiny spark in the early stages of your long life. But children are different. Our child can accompany you for a very long time. Even if there is no way to help you, or even to hold you back, I can't help but selfishly and arrogantly think that this love can keep you away from loneliness, and I hope that you will still remember what I look like ten thousand years later, and remember that you once liked me and loved me."

"Those people of Vitrum who don't care about you, don't care about you, don't love you, can still leave such an unforgettable mark on you. Therefore, I will also leave a mark of my Luo Qixi on your life and soul. Even if it is a wound, I don't want it to heal. Because you are mine, even if a hundred thousand years pass, I will not allow you to forget this."

Gawain let go of Luo Qixi's hand, but she immediately grabbed his hand in return and refused to let him leave. Gawain could only helplessly explain:

"But I've already asked Pope Milis, and the change in hair color caused by magic power overdraft doesn't affect your health, right?"

"Eh???!!!"

Chapter 94: Deserve to be tied up

Chapter 94 Empathy

The silence lasted for a long time.

Gao Wen couldn't help but stretched out his hand to poke Luo Qixi's cheek, which was not covered. It swelled up when he poked it, and then disappeared when he let go. After playing with it several times in a row, Luo Qixi got angry:

"Why didn't you tell me earlier!!!"

"Stupid Gawain!!!"

"You know how I've been trying to squeeze out the remaining mana so many times!!!"

As she cursed, she began to cry sadly:

"damn thing!!!"

"I thought I was going to die! I had nightmares every night!!!"

Gawain no longer supported himself on top of Lokisi, but lay down beside her and held Lokisi in his arms. Lokisi instinctively pulled her hands and feet up, smeared her tears and snot on Gawain's body, sobbing.

He coaxed:

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I neglected to consider your feelings."

At this point, because Luo Qixi had attacked him before, he could no longer say that the thing he had decided to hide from her and scare her when he first thought of this.

Luo Qixi sniffed and sniffed hard. Although she smelled nothing, she was still angry and punched the evil black-haired alien with her little fist:

"Lies!!! I smell it!!!"

Gao Wen helplessly wiped her nose:

"You're not a puppy."

"Humph, of course I'm not, choke, you are the puppy, choke, bad dog!"

"Would you mind taking a moment before talking? Otherwise, we'll be separated again."

"How dare you! I won't burp... burp... burp, it's over, it's over, burp, I burp, Gawain, burp, think of a way quickly, burp..."

Gao Wen obediently pinched Luo Qixi's nose, pressed down her jaw and covered her mouth, and said with a kind heart:

"Just hold your breath for a while, and remember to speak when you can't hold it any longer."

Luo Qixi's eyes were confused and desperate: "?"

However, when Gawain realized that Lokisi had recovered, he immediately let go of her hand. Before she could even give him a signal, Lokisi, who had stopped sobbing, was surprised and praised him:

"I thought someone was going to take this opportunity to smother me to death?"

Gao Wen sighed in grievance:

"Oh, so that's what you think of me. You're right, a butcher like me who has harmed countless people deserves this."

Luo Qixi: “?”

Oh no, this guy has evolved again.

She was beginning to understand Sylphy's actions over the years. Couldn't Gawain have used his learning abilities for the right reasons? How could he have learned bad habits so quickly? Wow, bad dogs really should be kept on a leash for life.

Luo Qixi looked up at Gawain's innocent face and was furious. However, considering what happened today, she couldn't help but worry:

"Gawain, are you really okay? Are you really not escaping reality? Are you really not paralyzing yourself?"

After all, she is very good at this kind of thing.

After thinking for a moment, Gawain gave his answer:

"I can't say no. I just feel that mistakes can be rectified, and I've already vented my anger, so my emotions are still under control."

Speaking of this, Luo Qixi suddenly had a good idea. She sat up, took Gawain's hand, and ordered:

"You used that magic to share your current situation with me. Although I trust you deeply, I'm also equally worried about you. So I really can't make a rational judgment. Please speak with facts."

Gawain had no objection, as he had nothing to hide from Lokisi, so he held Lokisi's hand and used the physical contact to activate the [Anti-Heart Wall].

A second later, Lokixi struggled uncontrollably to break free from Gawain's hand, fell backwards to the ground, struggled to get up, and vomited wildly to the side.

She felt a hatred so intense that it could almost kill her enemy with emotion alone, a boundless regret that spread from the depths of her brain like a thorn in her flesh, making her skin itch and crack, and a huge sadness that was enough to cut her heart into pieces.

This is what Gao Wen calls emotional control.

Luo Qixi almost vomited up all her stomach juices. If Gawain hadn't immediately supported her, she would have collapsed or even fainted. She had already developed a psychological trauma from sharing emotions with Gawain. The last time she felt this way, it was so bad that it could give her nightmares for a hundred days straight.

Of course, that didn't happen this time. After all, in the blink of an eye, Lokixi felt that her brain had begun to actively clear out the feeling just now.

She was just about to rinse her mouth and apologize when Gawain pulled her up and looked at her again. The familiar feeling of connection came again. Luo Qixi subconsciously wanted to shake off Gawain's hand, but the emotions she felt this time did not overlap or resemble the previous ones.

It is a rich passion and nostalgia.

It is boundless. Maybe if it turns into a world-destroying rainstorm, it will last for a full 100,000 years, right?

Lokixi instinctively shared her emotions, and in return she received a huge wave of love. Gawain lowered his head, and Lokixi went up to him regardless. They kissed passionately, their lips and teeth intertwined.

After an unknown amount of time, Luo Qixi finally came back to her senses, panting and blushing. She angrily bumped her head against Gawain:

"Idiot...I didn't rinse my mouth..."

Gao Wen was stunned for a second before answering:

"Well? Thank you, teacher, for not minding my dirtiness."

"Please don't call me teacher at a time like this, it's embarrassing! Besides, it's me who's dirty, it's you!"

"Luo Qixi is very clean and beautiful."

"Wow... I'm happy that you praised me! But I just want to take a bath right now..."

"Wouldn't it be better if I just rinsed my mouth?"

"Please don't ask any further questions."

Gawain understood. He picked up Roxy, who could no longer move her legs, and carried her, who was too embarrassed to face people, into the bathroom in the room. He used his little recovered magic power to create a bathtub of hot water, and then politely helped her to stand steadily.

"I'll get you a change of clothes and I'll take care of the sanitation. You can have a good rest."

Luo Qixi blushed and nodded:

"I'll take a bath and you can take a nap."

Gawain had no objection. After he washed the transparent mucus off his hands, he was kicked out of the bathroom by Lokisi.

After cleaning up the vomit, he opened the window to ventilate, then went out to the room where Lokixi had put her luggage and got her a set of underwear and winter pajamas.

After thinking about it, he decided to move all of Roxy's and his luggage over. When he was moving the luggage for the last time, Elinalize happened to come up. She covered her mouth with a meaningful smile, and her eyes were also strange:

"Little Gawain, is this... the end?"

Gao Wen certainly knew what his dear adoptive mother was thinking. He spread his hands helplessly:

"I'm still a child."

Elina Lijie patted his shoulder comfortingly:

"That's understandable."

"You've misunderstood from the beginning."

Chapter 95 Seven Great Powers

Chapter 95 Recovery

After chatting with Lijie's mother for a while, Gao Wen returned to his room and fell asleep with his clothes on. Of course, he didn't dream this time.

When he woke up, he found that Luo Qixi, wearing a white cotton nightgown, was nestled in his arms and sleeping soundly. Not wanting to disturb her sweet dream, Gawain just maintained his original posture and closed his eyes to think silently.

He was investigating whether there was any information related to resurrection in the database, and the answer was of course: yes.

For the Vitrum Empire, resurrection is not a strange thing, but resurrecting the Vitrum people is an extremely difficult thing. After all, the Vitrum people are almost impossible to clone.

Gawain browsed through all the relevant information and concluded that the best way was still to seek from the mysterious side. If there was no suitable method in the human world, he planned to leave the human world early and return to the Milky Way to seek several solutions in the records.

He will make amends for his mistakes, there is no doubt about that.

Noticing some subtle changes in his arms, Gawain asked softly:

"are you awake?"

No response, just a slight shudder.

After a short silence, the little white hamster burrowed into Gawain's arms and said in a muffled voice:

"Humph, you shouldn't ask."

"Then I'll withdraw."

"Then I didn't wake up either."

"No dinner?"

Luo Qixi surrendered in shame. She opened her eyes, rubbed them, yawned, and muttered softly:

"You still have to eat."

Gao Wen helped her tidy up the few strands of hair that were messed up from sleeping:

“The juniper root stew at this hotel is delicious.”

Luo Qixi grabbed Gawain's shoulders and put her head, which always subconsciously shrank into someone's arms, back on the pillow. She looked at him from the same perspective as him and questioned him:

"When did you come to check into a room?"

Gao Wen didn't understand, but just told the truth:

"When I received your first letter two years ago, didn't I walk along the same route you took? That's when I realized what you said about traveling being fun. So later, when I was bored, I would wander around and review famous shops in various places. This is one of the ones I've been to, yes, twice."

Luo Qixi was shy.

For her own good, Gao Wen kindly added:

"I didn't like you then."

Luo Qixi's face turned even redder, including her ears and neck. She widened her eyes and angrily reached out to pinch Gawain's thigh. Of course, it wasn't that she wanted to pinch there, but simply because of her height.

"How dare you say I'm being sentimental!"

Gao Wen cried out for injustice:

"Where can I have it?"

Luo Qixi didn't know what to say again. She was like an illiterate person who had not received the manual in advance after a major system update. She could no longer understand Gawain's true thoughts. The difficulty of grasping them instantly rose from the toddler level to the hell level.