I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"..."

Looking at her serious eyes, I nodded: "Thank you."

"That's right. If you frown, mushrooms will grow on your head."

Growing mushrooms on the head...does it mean that you can't be gloomy? Well, it's a cute way of saying it.

"See you next time." Xiaoye waved to me and got on the car. I waved back.

Is there nothing that will not change? It seems to be true. Although today's society shows indifference to people's hearts most of the time, maybe things will change in the future, right?

"I'm back." It was a symbolic greeting, knowing that no one would be in the living room.

"Hey, welcome back."

Ah... What's going on? Why is she here with me...

"Want to change the channel, bro?" She, my cousin who lived not far from me, was called Ye Jin. She was lazily sitting on the sofa, watching a boring soap opera.

"Let's not talk about whether to change the channel or not, why don't you even turn on the lights?" I said as I turned on the lights in the living room.

"Ah~ah~ the atmosphere is completely gone."

She seemed quite dissatisfied.

"What atmosphere?" I sat down on the sofa next to her.

Looking at this cousin with loose brown hair, a delicate face, and bright brown eyes with a hint of evil, I couldn't help but sigh. Although she was already fifteen years old, she still didn't seem to realize the difference between men and women, because she seemed to have just taken a shower and was wearing my shirt.

"So? How come you have time to come here? Have you eaten?"

"I haven't eaten yet. As for the reason, I'll tell you after I finish eating."

"What do you want to eat?" I asked.

"Just now, when I finished taking a shower and opened the refrigerator to look for a drink, I found some unopened microwave food in there. I'll just eat that."

"Hey, now that you've thought of it, why don't you just heat it up yourself?"

"No, how can I eat other people's food without telling them? That's stealing, don't you understand?" She stared at the TV and said something that left me speechless.

"Well, never mind..." I got up and went to the kitchen.

"Tick...tick..." After adjusting the time, I stood quietly in front of the microwave and watched the timer count down.

"Hey, brother, don't stand too close, there will be radiation." Ye Jin reminded me.

"You can't see it anyway, and it's hard to say whether there is radiation or not." I retorted, although I felt that the reason was far-fetched.

"Oh, what is this? Idealism? Or my brother's terrible theory?"

Why is it a bad theory....

"Hey, eat quickly," I put the plate on the table in front of her, "You still haven't answered why I came here."

"Ah, well..." Ye Jin swallowed a mouthful of food and answered me, "Because my parents are going on a business trip, I'd like to ask your parents to look after me for a few days."

Hello...I don’t think you mentioned me just now?

"So after school, after playing with my classmates, I came straight to your house."

"Hey, you still have classmates."

As soon as I finished speaking, something soft hit me in the face. It was a pillow.

"Don't use your standards to measure others, okay?" She seemed quite angry.

I didn't say anything, picked up the remote control and changed to another program.

However, I didn't find any program I liked, so I kept changing channels.

"Brother, if I'm not mistaken, you are thinking about boring things again, right?" Ye Jin's words seemed a little abrupt.

"If you're talking about the second-year thinking I had in junior high school, I've completely said goodbye to it."

"You are talking about fantasy. If you keep it in mind, you will really be suffering from the second syndrome. However, I am not referring to your boring fantasy, but other things." Ye Jin's face showed an expression that did not belong to her age. How should I put it, it was similar to the expression of my elders.

"Brother, your mind is always full of all kinds of thoughts. Whether they are caused by something emotional or just random thoughts when you are bored, these thoughts always control your mood. In the final analysis, you just believe what you believe. Isn't it boring?"

Well, it seems to be true. Although I have given up the fantasy, it is still immature to believe what I want to believe based on my own will.

"So, Ye Jin, are you really older than me? That's something only an adult would say."

"Brother, you should take back what you just said. It's disgusting."

...It's really not cute.

There are actually many different kinds of fantasy. The right path is to abandon boring fantasies and turn them into creativity.

But, having said that, even though I am immature, I still believe and am willing to believe.

One day, even if I can't make a dazzling debut or become a hero, I should be able to make a glorious exit.

I'd better give up the plan because accidents happen so often.

Chapter 13: Give up the plan because accidents happen so often

It was a long-awaited Saturday. I was about to take a nap until noon, but I suddenly felt something furry patting my face.

It should be Sephiroth... But wasn't this traitor here because my cousin came to my house yesterday and insisted on sleeping with her? How did he end up in my room...

Although my mind was thinking, my body remained motionless. Ah... let me sleep...

"Get up, brother."

My sister Ye Jin's voice appeared in my ears.

"...Um...don't..." I turned over and continued to sleep. Then I felt the quilt being pulled.

Humph... Naive, do you think that a little trick like pulling the quilt away can prevent me from sleeping?

Then, I felt a huge force hitting my spine even though I was motionless.

"Oh cough aa ...

...........

"..."

I rubbed my back, which was sore from being stepped on, while looking at the alarm clock which read [7:43]...

"What grudge do I have against you? It's not even eight o'clock yet. Can you please let me get some sleep?"

Looking at Ye Jin who was already dressed neatly, I couldn't help but complain angrily.

"This lifestyle is very unhealthy, and wouldn't it make you a complete loser?"

"Just treat me like a loser and let me go back to sleep, okay?"

"No." Ye Jin refused with a look of impatience.

...Oh, forget it, I'll just get up a little earlier so I can play games for a while longer.

"By the way," I asked Ye Jin while brushing my teeth, "Why are you dressed so neatly? Are you getting ready to go out?"

"Yeah, not just me, you have to come with me too, brother."

"I reject."

It turns out that you woke me up so early just to ask me to go out with you! Nothing good will happen for sure. Besides, this must be very energy-consuming. We have to go out for a camp next week, so we must store energy in advance. How can we waste it?

"Why?"

"No reason, I just don't want to go."

"Hmm..." Ye Jin seemed a little unhappy. Humph, whatever. Who asked you to disturb my sleep?

"Go play with your friends. I have a lot of things to do at home." I continued to explain the reasons for staying at home.

"Aren't you afraid that your lovely sister will be in danger?"

"What does it matter? She's not my biological sister... Ugh! Cough cough cough!"

Ye Jin stepped hard on my foot, and I screamed in pain. Then I choked on the mouthwash that I didn't have time to spit out... It was really a cause for celebration.

"What's going on with all the noise upstairs?" Dad asked me while we were having breakfast.

"Nothing," I cleared my throat subconsciously, "just a little accident."

"I want Brother Sheji to take me out to play today, is that okay?" Ye Jin suddenly asked his parents beside him.

"Why not?" Mom agreed immediately, then turned to me and said, "Right, Sheji."

She actually ignored my opinion. If I refuse now, my parents will definitely ask me the reason. The key is that I really don’t have any reason... Well, forget it. If it’s just to take her out to play, I might as well accept it.

So after we were ready, we set off. Our destination was an amusement park that had just opened a month ago and was not far from my home, so it was just acceptable.

"He's just a kid..." I muttered unhappily. Fortunately, Ye Jin beside me didn't hear it.

Then he opened the door, and a familiar figure appeared in front of him.

"Ah, Sheji," Xiaoye in front of me was about to knock on the door, but when he saw me, he withdrew his hand, "What a coincidence, are you going out?"

"Ah..." I was about to answer when Ye Jin next to me answered first: "Yes, Brother Sheji wants to go out with me." Then he asked Xiaoye, "Who are you? Are you Brother Sheji's girlfriend?"

Well, this kind of conversation is so cliché. Xiaoye will definitely explain with a blushing face next.

"That's right," Xiaoye replied with a smile, "Are you Sheji's sister? I didn't see you the last time I came."

Hmm...hmm? Hmm!? Ah?

"Hey, what are you doing?"

While Ye Jin was stunned by the shock, I pulled Xiao Ye aside and asked him.

"Last time, Sheji, didn't you say you didn't want your family to know you were writing novels? So you admitted it like this."

Well, it seems like that's the case... But why do you have to say she's your girlfriend? Can't you say she's a classmate?

"So, what are you doing here today?" I asked Xiaoye, who was dressed casually.

"Actually, it's nothing. I just came to see the progress of your novel. Since you and your sister are still busy, I'll leave first."

She was about to turn and leave, but I quickly stopped her:

"Don't worry, you already said you're my girlfriend. Wouldn't it be unnatural to just come and leave?"

"Yeah," Xiaoye nodded thoughtfully, then asked me, "But isn't it considered lazy to accompany you on a walk like this?"

"Of course not. And it's not like you're just wandering around randomly. You're just accompanying me to find inspiration."

"Hey!" Ye Jin's dissatisfied voice came from the side, "Brother, stop talking endlessly there, come with me to the amusement park!"

"Okay," I turned around and answered her, then said to Xiaoye, "Let's go."

"Hey?! Is she going with us too?" Ye Jin asked me.

"Of course, what do you think?" This time it was my turn to show an impatient expression, "Are you going or not? If you don't want to go, I'll go with Xiaoye."

"Hmm..." Ye Jin was a little unhappy, but still grabbed my sleeve, "Okay, let's go now."

....................

The moment I saw the amusement park, I gave up the idea of ​​going in and wanted to go home directly.

This area is too big!

In today's world of scarce land resources, we're still using precious land to build facilities for idlers to play. Not only is it a waste of natural resources, it's simply an ugly waste. How can I join these idlers in wasting time and precious resources in such a facility?

"Why are you standing there? Go buy a ticket." Ye Jin still ordered me rudely.

"Okay..." Although I felt reluctant, I still walked towards the ticket hall which was full of people.

"Master!" Liu Yan's voice miraculously came from behind me. I continued walking silently, pretending not to hear.

"Sheji, I'm calling you." Along with these words, a hand was placed on my shoulder.

Ah... I turned my head reluctantly.

It was indeed Liu Yan, but what was going on with the girl following behind him?

She had curly brown hair, was slightly shorter than Liu Yan, and had a childlike expression on her face, yet she was dressed very fashionably. It looked like she had carefully dressed up.

"Liu Yan, is this your... girlfriend?"