I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"Why do you do this?"

I asked her back, as if she didn't understand.

Of course it is hypocritical words.

"...I didn't keep my promise, and you're here to blame me...after all..."

The flaws revealed are huge... He doesn't look like the previous president at all, it's like he has become a completely different person. It's hard to have any interest in playing anymore... I'm a little disappointed.

Well, since it's time to harvest, there's no need for me to miss it.

"I have indeed come to rebuke you."

"...Well, so I will..."

"But it's not because you didn't follow the plan, because Rinquanchuan and I had a lot of fun, and she didn't have any bad memories."

Although the previous words were not reliable, this point was true. She must still be smiling as she sat in the car on her way home... It was quite funny.

"Hey? Then why did you come here? If it wasn't because of her..." She was a little embarrassed and inadvertently brought her hands together and rubbed them a little.

"Isn't it all because of you?" I pretended to sigh and reached out to flick her forehead. As a normal reaction, she closed her eyes nervously as if she was afraid.

But I definitely won’t hit her. It would be incredible if I really hit her.

As expected, I was immediately pinned down by the bodyguards who rushed over.

"Stop, it's okay."

As expected, she was helping me out, and the same blush that had appeared on Rinsenkawa's face before appeared on her face.

...The two sisters are pretty much the same.

"Ahh... really." I rubbed my hurt wrists and arms as if pretending to complain.

It's not about gaining sympathy, but it's about genuine feelings.

"It's not your own fault that you suddenly want to do something like that?"

"Hasn't it already been explained? It's because of you..."

"...So...I don't quite understand."

She had obviously reacted to what I said, but because her defenses seemed to me defenseless, she was only struggling symbolically.

...Is this going to be successful... How boring.

"If you want to hang out, you can always find me."

"...What...what are you talking about? I already told you it was for the plan..."

"We don't have any plans for this kind of thing anymore... and today we've already tried all the activities we didn't try last time... so you don't want to have any regrets, right?"

"...Um...but I'm not interested in that kind of thing..."

She said and turned to leave.

"I'll wait until I'm contacted."

Although I got in the car without a response, I already knew the outcome.

I ran forward a few steps and happened to see her looking at me from the car window.

Ah...it looks like the harvest is complete.

I have to say...it's really simple.

where does the wind come from

Wind Origin

Whenever the air moves, we can clearly feel it.

That is the wind, even just a little bit can cause the heart to throb.

I don’t know where to start or where to go.

When you brush past someone's face, do you also touch the person you care about?

"How is that possible... If that's the case, the wind might have swept over those hideous, uncomfortable things."

Although the topic mentioned situations that might make people uncomfortable, Li Yinghui, who was sitting opposite Ming Xinxi, still drank the milk in her hand calmly.

"It's rare that I want to say something literary, Xiaohui, can't you please not interrupt me?" Xinxi ended the topic somewhat helplessly, but from her reaction it seemed that she was already used to her behavior.

"I'm not interrupting you on purpose, but what you're saying doesn't make any sense. I don't know where you got that idea from, but if you ask me, it's just hypocritical."

With disdain in her eyes, Li Yinghui then put her mouth close to the straw.

"You're obviously a girl, why don't you have a little girlish heart..."

"If you call that kind of pretentious behavior 'girlish', then please forgive me for not being a girl."

With the sound of "squeaking", the milk box in Xiaohui's hand gradually shrank, but she didn't seem to care about the eyes of people around her. She was still sucking the milk in ecstasy, as if she wanted to suck out every last drop of milk in the box.

"This isn't the behavior of a young girl. She looks quiet, but she behaves like a tomboy."

"That's just your narrow definition of a so-called quiet girl." She stood up from somewhere in the restaurant and threw the deformed milk carton in her hand into a nearby trash can. "What's wrong with living your own life? Besides, judging people by their appearance is the behavior of incompetent people."

"Hmm...well~ I don't mean anything else."

"I didn't say I had any problem with you."

She sat down unhappily, then looked at Xinxi in front of her and said, "How long are you going to make me wait? You've been eating the meal in front of you for a long time."

"Well...a lady should be graceful..." she responded somewhat embarrassedly.

"Alas... You are obviously not the eldest daughter of a wealthy family, but you have to do these things." It can't be said that she objects. After just complaining for a while, Li Yinghui gradually calmed down, propped up her cheek with her hand and looked towards the cafeteria door.

"...She's so quiet when she's not talking..." Ming Xinxi, who was eating with her head down, saw this and whispered something. But in return, she got a cold shoulder from Li Yinghui.

"Shut up."

"Woo..."

Xinxi in front of him showed a look of grievance like a little animal, and then ate obediently.

Li Yinghui, as usual, stared blankly into the distance.

Some things just don't make sense.

Whenever she entered someone's field of vision in a state of contemplation, a gentle breeze seemed to blow by, gently ruffling her long hair. Her melancholy eyes and slightly furrowed brows revealed that she was thinking about something unpleasant.

People came and went around her, but she remained oblivious, as if nothing around her had any bearing on her. It was as if there was a barrier between them, no one dared approach, yet neither did they feel alienated. It was as if she were a piece of scenery, untouchable but admirable from afar.

"Speaking of which, are you going back home during the summer vacation?"

Ming Xinxi, who had already finished her meal, interrupted Li Yinghui's dazed state, and at the same time completely destroyed the feeling of being unapproachable in the eyes of others.

"Uh-huh..."

She was stunned for a moment and then nodded in confirmation.

"Well, can I come over to your place for a few days?" she said, pulling out her phone and quickly scrolling through the chat history. She placed it in front of Li Yinghui, who was sitting across from her. "Look, my parents are going on a trip this summer, so I suggested we go over to your place for a few days, and they agreed."

After taking a quick look, Yinghui began to question:

"So why did you have to come to my house?"

"Ah...traveling is so boring~ and you and I have a good relationship, so I thought of you."

"Are we on good terms? Where on earth do you get your confidence from? You're just forcing yourself to come here, right?"

Although it was Ming Xinxi who initially approached Li Yinghui, from the perspective of others, the two of them had a very good relationship... Even on their first encounter, it felt like they were just friends. Their personalities also had a subtle compatibility.

"Don't be so heartless. I really want to visit you."

"...Can I refuse?"

"Oh, that means I agree."

"I'm talking to you..." She looked like she didn't want to accept it, but her relaxed expression had actually revealed what she was thinking.

"And I want to see what the boy you like looks like."

Chapter 0: The Origin of Wind

Although the scenery is the same, if you experience it with different moods, the scenery you feel will be different.

Well, maybe it's simply because of time.

Anyway, this should be the last time I come here... And at this time, that guy will not show up... It seems that my slight expectation will turn into regret.

"Are you leaving now?"

A figure suddenly appeared at the new gate behind them. He was certainly familiar.

"Well, it's coming soon after all."

Su Xun looked at the guy at the door, whom he often called "Haozi", and gradually smiled. Although the person he was waiting for was not him, at least he would not have any regrets.

"Is it okay to just run out like this? They should still be in class, right?"

"Senior, don't you have to go to class too... Ha, although I really want to ask you this, but now it's too late." A hint of loneliness flashed in his eyes, and he looked at Su Xun in front of him, "Senior, you have to work hard."

"Of course..."

After all, there are really many people who cannot be let down.

"Come to think of it, I'll be facing those things soon... Just leave the club to me."

"I was already very relieved... and there are some things we all have to go through... It's as natural as being blown by the wind."

Perhaps it was because of the wind that happened to blow by at that moment, but he said this, even though Sun Hao in front of him showed an awkward but polite smile.

"Are you waiting for someone?"

"..."

Before Senior Su had time to respond, Sun Hao had already started talking on his own.

"As for Sheji, he can't come to see you today... After all, he's just a first-year student."

"Ah, that's really a pity." Senior Su said this with a smile.

"Talking like that will make me, a junior, sad..."

"That means you haven't grown at all this year."

"...Well, I was just kidding."

"So, you haven't answered me yet, whether it matters if you come out at this time."

"...Since it's a study session, I wanted to come see you. Seeing that you're in such good condition, I can rest assured."

"Don't worry, it's not something a junior like you should worry about." Su Xun said as he moved closer to him and flicked his forehead lightly. "I learned this from a teacher... She helped me a lot in the past."

"Really..." Rubbing his forehead slightly, Sun Hao smiled, "Then I won't worry about it."

"That's good to know." Sighing silently, he walked to the stairs. "Summer vacation is coming soon. Think carefully about whether there are any problems that need to be solved. Once they are solved, I can focus on my third year."

"...Um."

"Then I'll go. See you later."

Even if you leave contact information, if it really comes to that, it might be difficult to even meet in person.

But this is the normal reality.

"Goodbye." He waved his right hand gently and stared blankly at Su Xun as he slowly walked down the stairs.

Are there any issues that need to be resolved...

"Really...senpai really knows how to give difficult questions."

It would be nice if there weren't any. But that's the reality...problems always arise, and many of them are unsolvable.

“Even if I want to solve it, I don’t know where to find it…”

So, this kind of thing can only be kept in the heart, as an accident that will make you feel uncomfortable when you think about it occasionally.