I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

Ah...I understand.

"Did you...peek at my address book?"

“Ahem, no!

Chapter 23: If I touch the truth a little

Although there is no sufficient reason to confirm that the person Li Moya is looking for is me... However, as long as I know that she needs help, I have a reason to take action.

So, do I hate her?

“Welcome next time.”

"Ah... okay."

Well... I was thinking about something just now, so I responded to the waiter without paying attention... Well...

So, is it hate or...?

"That's only natural..."

Of course it's annoying.

In terms of being stubborn and not getting along well with others, they are quite similar, and also quite annoying.

What I hate about her is actually what I hate about myself.

Well... I hate myself... but I don't want to change. Actually, I want her to change... I prefer correcting others than correcting myself.

I can forgive myself for being rude to others, but I can't stand other people being rude to me...that's why I hate it.

Ah, so you are qualified to correct others?

Yes, isn't she already... calling me?

.......................

When I noticed it, I had already walked for an unknown amount of time...

Without any means of transportation, these journeys seemed particularly long under the scorching sun.

...Where to go? I asked myself.

It seems to have a goal, but also seems not to have one.

"what..."

Well, it's right here...

Compared to the new city, this isn't a very prosperous area... He lives nearby, so if he goes out on Saturday, I'll be able to see him...

Otherwise, I will return empty-handed.

Without any tools to contact me.

Because there's no need... I know.

He could have found me without those things.

If I carry my cell phone with me, it will only increase the possibility of being found by others... Although it will make people around me worry, it will only be for this one day... It shouldn't be a problem.

Then I'll be waiting for you here...

There are many questions that I can’t figure out.

I have a lot to say to you.

"You will definitely find me..."

Because I knew it from then on.

It has nothing to do with whether you are my fan or not.

"Because we're...similar."

It sounds like a coincidence

Where would she be?

The hot sunlight kept shining on my face, and the sweat drops from my forehead kept flowing down my cheeks, into my eyes, blurring the scenery in front of me.

...so tired.

The streets were nearly deserted, and someone like me, walking in the scorching sun, was a rare sight. Not a breath of wind offered any relief. After such a long walk, my strength was beginning to wane, and... my resolve was beginning to waver.

It's better to just go back like this...

This thought suddenly came to me.

Yes, anyway, I don’t know if I can find her... and maybe she has already been found... Besides, she probably behaves like this because she doesn’t want to be disturbed.

So... let's go back. The air conditioner that can bring coolness is what we should get close to.

"No...no way..."

I shook my head vigorously to get rid of these distracting thoughts.

I won't give up until I hear from her.

"Is it worth it?"

I suddenly asked myself.

Yeah...I was thinking about this too.

Walking under the scorching sun, exhausted...who would know about this? If I don't look for her, she won't have any problems.

And if you think about it, she and I weren't that close at all... We didn't really know each other that well. We just had some interactions online and in person.

This is the kind of relationship we have. Is it necessary for me to go find her like this?

I do not know...

...This city is not big, but it would be difficult to find someone casually.

Then again, even if I find her like this... I have no idea how she'll treat me.

Could it be the same cold expression she had that day... Maybe she just wants to be alone, and if I go to her like this, it will ruin her mood.

I've thought about so much, but I don't know why. I just want to find her and ask her what happened...see if I can help in any way.

I rarely help others...but this is the first time I have made such a firm decision to help someone.

So...what's the reason?

Yes, it's just someone we don't have a close relationship with... It's okay to just ignore it...

Well, it's probably because... I troubled her.

I've decided to work with her, so... our promise to become number one must be fulfilled together. This goal might be too high for a new manga artist, so... I need her.

I have a feeling that as long as I am with her, that goal will be achieved and I will be able to create a "miracle".

A miracle is something that happens in our daily lives that people think will never happen.

Yes, miracles are not actually rare things.

"So... don't disappear..."

You were the one who proposed that goal... Are you thinking of leaving me to do it all on my own so soon? Impossible.

I'm not satisfied with your proposal yet... Today's work was delayed because of you, so... wake up for now.

"I will definitely find you."

Chapter 24: It seems like a coincidence

It seemed like more than an hour had passed since I last appeared on the street, but when I appeared on the street again, the hot sunshine had not diminished.

After leaving Ye Jin and walking out of the restaurant, and having walked for a while, I suddenly realized why I vaguely felt that something was missing.

"Parasailants..."

That’s right, I forgot about the parasol that brought life and hope. I guess it is now lying obediently in Ye Jin’s bag.

"Trouble..."

Even if I knew where she was, I wouldn't really want to go there, not to mention that I had no idea where she was right now... and it would seem stupid to turn back and get an umbrella.

Just go ahead with it.

. . . . . . . . . . .

This situation seems familiar.

Who am I, where am I...what am I going to do?

The scorching sun kept shining on my face, forcing me to think about this problem.

I always feel like...it's okay if I don't do these things...Besides, Ye Jin clearly doesn't know what's going on. Wasn't that just a way to get me out of the way? Could it be that I've been tricked...

"...!"

I didn’t expect that I was so lucky...I actually came across a vending machine.

I haven't noticed it before, and I have no desire to use it. But now the situation forces me to pay attention to this guy for the time being...

So, take out the money, put in the coin...

"Bang."

With a familiar sound, a can of drink fell smoothly from the can receiving port.

It seems that this guy didn't lose his ability to work because of the hot weather... I feel really sorry for doubting your performance because of the plots in those animations.

So, bye...

"Clang~"

Suddenly, the sound of successful purchase appeared in my ears again.

Out of habit, I looked at the person next to me... Come to think of it, I'm also curious about which other warrior besides me would go out in such weather.

"what..."

Come to think of it, I actually...know this guy.

"Um?"

The person next to me seemed to notice that I was looking at her because I didn't move, so she looked over at me, and after recognizing me...

"Um...ah, hello..."

Although she was smiling at me, judging from her listless expression...she must be very tired.

What are girls doing outside at this time?

"Well, hello." I said, opening the can of drink and taking a big gulp.

"Huh...what are you doing here?"

"Um..." She was also drinking a drink at this time, and seemed nervous when I asked her, "Ahem... nothing... just looking for someone."

"Oh... I'm looking for someone too..." Wait, I seem to have realized something.

"The person you're looking for...isn't it Kurimoya..."

"Ah... indeed. But how do you know? Are you looking for her too?"

She seemed to get excited when she heard the name, not caring at all that she was holding the opened can of soda in her hand.

Yes, that person is the painter I met before... Hmm, what was his name...

"Well, calm down..."

"Ah... okay." She seemed to realize that her actions just now were a bit too drastic. "So... do you know where she is?"

"...No, I'm just giving it a try." It's not certain whether it will succeed or not. Besides, where can she run to in such hot weather?

"But I'm surprised someone is looking for her with me... I feel like I'm not fighting alone."

She suddenly gave me a happy smile, and the fatigue she had just felt seemed to have dissipated.