I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"Um, sorry, I didn't mean to... I was just curious that you hadn't left so late. So what are you doing?"

I approached her desk with some curiosity.

"This... is for recording some things, okay." She took the initiative to show me one of the pages.

"What happened in class today? I feel like there are things the teacher didn't explain clearly... And of course, your performance today."

“Isn’t this a diary?”

"Ah... is that so?" She looked at it doubtfully. "I don't think so. I'm just recording the situation in the class."

"Is that so...I'll show it to the teacher then?"

"Well... maybe, but some students don't seem to like it..."

"Yeah, that makes me feel like I'm being watched."

"Ah...it's not easy to make this class better." She sighed. "Although it requires everyone's joint efforts, no one is very cooperative."

Of course... In fact, everyone is equally selfish, but they hate the way I show it. When they reveal their selfishness, they will use "everyone thinks so and so" to cover up their selfishness.

That's why I don't bother dealing with those people.

But... Lin Yi doesn't know about this. In her opinion, every classmate can get along well with each other, so it's not my turn to make her see the reality.

"If you don't cooperate, then it means you have to work harder, squad leader."

"Of course, I also feel that I am still far from it."

"Then keep working hard... I'm leaving now."

"Ah, see you tomorrow, Shaji-kun."

...Well, in that case, I'll make an exception and complete the assignment. It's not because I have a change of heart...but just to save that monitor a lot of trouble.

Situation and Events

[Your friend 『九朻蝶』 is online]

"Hey, how was your vacation?"

[『九朻蝶』 initiated a conversation]

[Your friend "Ailiya" is online]

"Not very good."

"Besides, the holidays are long over..."

"Um"

"I know, but I don't see many vacation photos in your album, so I wanted to ask."

"I'm not good at traveling... I have a subtle aversion to transportation."

"Isn't that just motion sickness?"

"If you know it, don't expose it!"

"Oh, okay, okay, it's my fault."

"Anyway, I did draw quite a few sketches."

"Oh...you're quite diligent."

"Of course."

"So you should have some free time recently, right?"

"Yeah...indeed."

"Well, Saturday is almost here."

"I know. So what? Wanna play games together?"

"I don't play games."

"Ah, really..."

"Yes, and I've mentioned this matter before."

"Could it be that you've already forgotten?"

"Um?"

"No...it's just about the party."

"Ah, that's right."

"Then let's arrange a place to meet on Saturday. That's the day for the party."

"Yes, it is possible."

"But considering that this is a gathering mainly for authors...isn't it appropriate for me to go?"

"It's okay. Many illustrators from other authors are participating, so there's nothing to worry about."

"Besides, I've also invited someone who has absolutely no intention of doing this. Shouldn't that put your mind at ease?"

"Yeah..."

"Who is that person who doesn't want to do anything?"

"Just a fan of my books, but I haven't told him my true identity yet."

"Wow...it feels so good...but why didn't you tell me?"

"Give him a surprise."

"I always feel like it's just your bad taste."

"Well, if you insist on understanding it that way, I can't help it."

"So, come and join us."

"In that case..."

"It's not impossible to go then."

"oh oh."

"That's great... By the way, did you find the person you mentioned earlier?"

"It's about the umbrella."

"Forehead..."

"Even though I found it."

"But I don't think I'm that person."

"What the hell is this..."

"After all, it's been so long, I can't remember what he looked like in the first place."

"In that case, where is the person who was found?"

"Isn't that guy handsome?"

"Not really... she looks okay, but she's different from what I remembered."

"Not as handsome as you thought?"

"I already said it wasn't true!"

"Hahaha, just kidding~"

"Really..."

"It's always like this..."

"Because your reaction is so funny."

"Anyway... I've decided not to think about that. Now that I think about it, there's nothing I can do even if I find it."

"'Something you can do'? What is that thing?"

"...Your thoughts are dangerous."

『Where is it! (メ｀ロ?)/』

"Speaking of which, isn't it really dangerous for you to have such speculation?"

"Ha ha"

"This is not something to be happy about."

"Okay, okay, let's forget about this for now."

"Let's talk about this party."

"Um."

"Then, let's gather at the place I designate."

"Do we need to wear certain colors? That way it'll be easier to find each other."

"Oh...Okay, I'll contact you when I think about it."

"Well, I'm going to work hard on drawing illustrations too."

"Why...did you take on someone else's novel again?"

"yes."

"Because there are too many things to buy this month."

"What do you want to buy? Games?"

"Yes, it's a game."

“Spend your money on meaningful things.”

"I think it's meaningful in gaming too."

"Well, in that case, forget it."

"Forehead..."

"But I still feel unwilling."

"I just don't want you to draw for others...it would be better if you could just draw for me."

"how..."

"oh."

"Well, then wait until you achieve great results."

"No problem! If nothing goes wrong this time, I'll definitely be the first place winner of the event, and it'll be made into a manga later. I'm sure it will be a big reward."

"Congratulations, then."

"By the way, you type really fast."

"Let's rejoice together"

"See you later, then."

"OK."

"As a writer, it's only natural to type fast."

Chapter 5: Situation and Events

"Are you going to stay home all day today?"

At the dinner table, my mom suddenly asked me this obvious question. After all, this is how I usually spend my Sundays.

But today is different! I have an event tonight...even though I didn't want to go, at least it will change my mom's opinion of me a little.

By the way, my dad is on a business trip.