I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"I can't say I'm very good... but I've been learning it since I was young, so there shouldn't be much difference between me and you..." I thought about it and answered.

"If that's the case... I have nothing to worry about." He handed over a folder, "Here are the admission documents... Just report tomorrow."

"Oh...thank you..." I reached out to take it.

"No need to thank me. After all, I am your teacher. It's nothing for me to do these..." He said as he walked out the door.

"See you tomorrow." He waved at me.

"See you tomorrow..." I said goodbye to her, then turned back to look at Ye Jin, "How was it? Did I perform well?"

"...I can't comment on that..." She seemed a bit troubled, "But let's not talk about what I just said."

She pointed at me.

"Didn't I tell you to change your clothes? Why are you still wearing pajamas?"

Of course, I don't want to change...

. . . . . . . . . . . . .

At this moment, there was another knock on the door.

"Did the teacher forget to bring something?"

"Who knows..." Ye Jin answered and ran to open the door.

But it looked like it wasn't the teacher, but someone else... because Ye Jin seemed surprised and said, "Brother? What are you doing here?"

...Ye Jin's brother? Why haven't I heard him mention it before?

"Because there is a power outage at home, I need to use the computer to do something, so I came to your house to borrow your computer..." As he said this, he had already entered the house.

Ah... She doesn't look that good-looking, and her hair looks like she never takes care of it... And yet she keeps wanting to go to Ye Jin's room? I really don't believe it's just for the computer.

In order to protect the interests of my friends, it's my turn to step in...

"Stop your steps, you rude bastard!"

I stood up from the sofa and yelled at him.

He looked at me with a confused expression... Yes, he didn't seem to know me, and it seemed a bit sudden for him to appear at my sister's house.

"Hello...Hello..."

His first reaction was to say hello... Shouldn't he normally ask "Who are you"? How am I supposed to introduce myself in this case?

"Hmph... You vulgar people don't deserve my return gift." Who told you not to play by the rules?

"He actually dared to enter the boudoir of a pure girl." Actually, I'm not really sure what "boudoir" means...but there's probably nothing wrong with saying it this way, right?

"That's my sister's room, right? What's wrong with me going in... Besides, she often goes into my room." He retorted but seemed unable to stop thinking about it.

"Can I come in and use the computer?"

She asked Ye Jin.

"Of course not..."

"Hmm? Why?"

"This is the room of a young girl..."

Seeing how excited they are, I feel like joining in too...Okay, let's do this...

"Hehehe... Stupid human, do you think I can't see through your dirty heart? You are so naive."

Oh... this line is super cool... but the brother didn't seem to have any special reaction, and the way he looked at me was as if... he was looking at a child, which made me very unhappy.

So, when he ignored my warning and continued to move towards Ye Jin's room, I imitated what I saw on TV and chopped his neck directly with my knife.

Then he fell to the ground.

"You...what have you done?!" Ye Jin quickly ran over to check.

But facing her question, he didn't care...

I looked at my hands and fell into deep thought.

I do possess some kind of power.

This is the final harvest

I am a member of a sacred organization called "Troyana". I possess a powerful power, which people call "magic". Its mystery makes people feel afraid, and we try not to interact with normal people, and silently guard the peace and stability of this world.

So, I was alone in this area, monitoring the flow of spiritual energy and working hard for the area under my jurisdiction. I thought I wouldn't come into contact with anyone...

Until that day, I met him.

"I am a knight who walks in the darkness, unnoticed."

He introduced himself to me in this way, and from that moment on I realized...in this world, my organization and I are not the only ones who possess that kind of power.

Chapter 46: The Knight from Darkness

"You...you're a knight?"

I seemed a little bit unbelievable.

"Hmm..." He nodded and put away the giant sword that had just blocked my attack. "I'm not a bad person. I just felt that something bad had appeared in this area, so I appeared here."

"I see..." I said, feeling a little embarrassed. "I'm really sorry for attacking you without knowing the truth."

"Ah... No, it's okay." He smiled very gentlemanly, then looked into the distance, "The wind blew something bad here..."

"Ah...yeah."

When I heard this, I couldn't help but frown.

"Oh no... the convenience store next door is selling chips for half price..."

......

Why did the play end here?

I suddenly woke up and looked at the teacher at the podium... and the clock that was about to point to the end of get out of class.

I'm still in class...

Chapter 5 This is the final harvest

Perhaps everything that happens in this world is the best arrangement... Although it was not a good first meeting, I still got to know my knight... After all, it would be better to call him the useless knight... a guy named Yi Sheji.

If I were to describe my first impression of him, it would be that he was incompetent and a good-for-nothing... The fact that he was knocked down by my sword alone was enough to prove how weak he was. Coupled with Ye Jin's introduction to him, I felt that I had a pretty good understanding of him.

So... when I met him again at school, I felt like we were already very familiar with each other, so I wanted to become friends with him quickly... But it was a bit inappropriate for me to bring up this matter on my own initiative... So I chose to express my thoughts in another way.

"Sign a contract to protect me forever and swear to serve me!"

Both then and now I feel that it was an extremely domineering line... I'm really awesome.

Although he didn't leave as he promised me, because of this, my relationship with him became closer...so I think it should be okay to reveal it in class.

But...he seemed to be angry.

He expressed his dissatisfaction directly in class, and... he looked kind of cool, but he actually treated what I said as a joke... that was really too much.

But at that moment I was a little shaken... In the eyes of others, what I said about magic... were they really just treated as a joke?

.............

Should I have mentioned this before?

I didn't really understand what "maturity" meant...even now I still don't really understand it.

However...I did understand one thing, the so-called "maturity" is relative. Every time you go through something, you will become more mature than the self who has not experienced it before.

In other words, the more things you encounter and the more things you come into contact with, the more mature you will become compared to your previous self.

So...what about me?

Well... maybe I've matured a lot? I still don't quite understand the meaning of "maturity," but I don't hate it that much anymore.

Speaking of which...after coming here, I did encounter many things and met many people.

The first one is Ye Jin... Although she is younger than me, she quickly became friends with me. She is humorous and cheerful, and sometimes she likes to play pranks... In short, I like her very much. She taught me to be positive and optimistic.

Then there was Rinsenkawa. I joined her tea ceremony club because I was interested in it... But besides drinking tea, we often had various entertainment competitions, whether it was electronic games or traditional games, but I almost never won... This was incredible to me before, because I almost never failed before.

But thanks to her, I was able to face failure head-on...in the game.

Then came Ye Hui... Actually, we didn't have much contact. At the cultural exhibition, because I was visiting a club, I was alone and she came to talk to me by chance. Otherwise, I would have been bored to death.

Even though she didn't teach me anything, I still have to be careful. She's a very powerful enemy...

Finally... it should be him... Although he once called himself a knight and then vehemently denied it, I still call him the "useless knight".

Judging from his appearance, he certainly doesn't look like a knight... but judging a person by their appearance is a mistake. Although he looks a bit decadent, he is actually very strong inside. This alone makes him worthy of the title.

It is said that a person's behavior can inadvertently affect others, and he always has that kind of infectious power.

It wasn't because he was energetic, on the contrary, he usually looked decadent and didn't seem to have any special skills. But when he got serious, he seemed like a different person.

He can show his emotions in front of others.

You can cooperate with people you have offended in the past under the commission of your predecessors.

You can invest your time and energy in other people's affairs, but don't do your own things if you can.

Of course, he will make mistakes, do inappropriate things, and disappoint others.

But after a brief moment of helplessness, he would always find a way to make up for it...just like that time.

"The things I gave up were things I cared about very much!"

After interacting with him, I gradually realized that I seemed to have realized that some of the things I said when we first met were inappropriate, and I also gradually realized my own shortcomings...

I feel like I've matured a little...is it because of him?

Most importantly... he taught me something called "letting go."

It’s okay, because he is the kind of person who likes to give up.

.................

“It’s almost there…”

When I was in a daze, my mother suddenly reminded me quietly in my ear.

"Um...oh..." I responded, and my mood, which had finally calmed down, felt a little nervous again.

"How's it going? Have you figured out what to say?"

My mother asked me next.

"..." I thought about it, "Maybe..."

Since I haven't fulfilled my promise, I have to go home to report my situation to my father, and then... try to persuade him to let me continue studying there... after all... there are people I care about there.

"Are you not sure?" The mother's tone was still a little worried.

"Grasp..." I savored the word carefully. "It's hard to say whether I have it or not...but..."

Just be like him.

"Just say whatever you want to say."

. . . . . . . . . . .

"Are you back?" Dad greeted simply.

"Um..."

At this moment, he was sitting on the sofa in the living room, and then he pointed to the sofa opposite me and said, "Sit down."

As always, Dad got serious when it came to serious matters, so I did as he said.

"So..." he began, "Do you remember the agreement we made?"

"Well... take care of yourself, find your best friends and people who can... protect you..."

I always feel a little shy to repeat myself.