The android girl will not dream of the fairy knight sister

　"I have come to destroy Britain."

　That's what he said during our first formal meeting.

　Even though you are no longer the same person you used to be, you are still gentle.

　An utopia that is no longer reachable.

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　She failed to become a kind and gentle fairy.

　"Are you sad?"

　The girl's voice brought Morgan back to reality. Looking at the girl so close to him, Morgan shook his head.

　"No, it's just some past events."

　"Is that so? I don't know why, but whenever I see you, I always feel like showing some inexplicable concern. I'm a little confused about what's going on with me... but your sad eyes are genuine, you know?"

　"Do you think I'm a kind and gentle fairy?"

　"Yes, you have done a great job for this hopeless country."

　-

　Fairies don't care about gain or loss; they do things purely for pleasure, not for the sake of success or reward.

　It's just for the emotion that is generated in the process and that satisfies them.

　People are very good at grasping the duality of good and evil, hiding their true self. No matter how dark it is, they will never show it in public.

　Fairies are different. They blindly imitate without any creation of their own, which will only cause a part of it to be infinitely magnified.

　Good fairies are extremely kind, and evil fairies are extremely evil.

　There is no hiding of oneself like humans.

　Later, things began to change.

　Some fairies began to use rhetoric to disguise themselves.

　I deceived myself at first, and then after I realized it later, I found that I could no longer live without it.

　The fairy needs a purpose to maintain itself. If it loses its purpose, the fairy will collapse.

　The love I was given, the love I knew, was not true love.

　That is kindness.

　Love is destiny, joy, and death.

　It is the unavoidable curse of sin.

　but me--

　Trapped in this curse.

　Love is the most twisted curse and the most greedy blessing.

　I was clearly wrong and messed up everything.

　Love will cover up reason, the wise will become foolish, and the good will become evil.

　That night, that heavy rain——

　I cried.

　That was the first time I cried since I was born.

　Cries of despair, cries of regret.

　I did something wrong.

　The moment Aarondette disappeared, unstoppable regret began to surge in his heart.

　Pain is the best proof of being alive.

　The child was silent. There was joy on his face in the last second, but it disappeared in the next second.

　Unforgivable.

　Even if the Mirror Clan forgives me, I cannot forgive myself.

　They don't resent me, I resent myself.

　That was the first and only time—

　It makes me truly feel the pain of being alive.

　Then--

　Beautiful things lose their beauty.

　There is nothing so-called eternal in this world.

　No matter how beautiful it is, it is only a momentary flash.

　Bound by love, confused by love——

　The day I was pulled out of the lake, I saw beautiful things and longed to become such a shining being.

　Longing is the farthest distance from understanding.

　I can't accept this fact.

　The momentary beauty had already turned into disgusting ugliness.

　Even so, I still pretended nothing happened.

　Purpose, purpose.

　The purpose of my life, the purpose that keeps me alive.

　Then, somehow, I was back where Albion lay sleeping.

　Apart from that beauty, the only substitute purpose is the emotion that was born when I was with Percival.

　My brother, my child, my "love"——

　An existence that is worthy of my trust.

　But he, too, had vanished.

　I have nothing.

　Then, I witnessed the greatest miracle of all.

　A few bubbles and flames passed through the lake and floated to the surface.

　My heart was beating violently, and every part of my body was cheering and jumping for joy.

　I even gave up my so-called elegance and jumped into the lake without caring about my image, stretching out my hand towards the flickering light.

　Incredibly fragile, incredibly small, yet so powerful.

　When the crimson dragon's eyes slowly opened and looked at me with a hint of confusion——

　I am happy from the bottom of my heart.

　I am no longer alone, I also have people called family and fellow human beings.

　At that moment, I understood my love.

　It's not the love between lovers, but the love for relatives.

　I harvested my own treasure.

　I have never felt so gentle before, with my sister in my arms clinging to me.

　My sister is very weak, so weak that she is even weaker than humans.

　But it is very powerful, extremely powerful.

　Albion's Lungs as Dragon Girl

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　My sister's original body.

　But it doesn’t matter, I am the strongest and will protect my sister.

　Then--

　The next person who came into view was his sister covered in blood.

　My brain almost crashed. I can’t imagine now how desperate I was at that time.

　But fortunately, everything returned to normal in the end, but the price was that part of the heart entered the existence of other dragons.

　Although I'm not a pure-blooded Albion, it doesn't matter. As long as I can continue to live...

　That’s what I thought.

　Then, the breath of humanity appeared on my sister's body.

　The mixture of fairies and humans means something that goes without saying.

　Can grow and use magic.

　impossible.

　But the facts cannot be refuted.

　Then, my sister died.

　It's not like last time, when there was still life.

　But he died without a doubt.

　The heart was pierced and then turned into a mess, and the same was true for the surrounding chest.

　Even His Majesty's magic was powerless to reverse the damage.

　I myself have done nothing.

　He kept saying that he wanted to protect his sister and that he was the strongest.

　Then, nothing can be done.

　He could only watch his sister die in his arms, could only watch himself lose his purpose, and then collapse.

　Maybe it was God's blessing, or maybe it was something else.

　The weak electric current woke me up at that moment when I was about to collapse.

　The strong heartbeat sounded again, and then faster and faster.

　Golden electric current began to emerge from the chest continuously, and the cavity that had previously been completely filled with minced meat had now become a layer of blood scab.

　Part of the dragon's laith tore through the dead surface skin and crawled out like a cocoon.

　Miracles come at a price. It is impossible for them to be so kind to me and my sister every time.

　and so--

　I staked everything on myself and made a vow:

　It is enough that the only one who cries because of pain is yourself.

　Even I can feel the pain from the inside out.

　I can't imagine what kind of grievance could make my sister suffer like that.

　So much so that even across two worlds I could feel the heart-wrenching pain.

　That was the last time we met, and after that, there was random food delivery such as breakfast, lunch, dinner, afternoon tea, etc.

　There is no fixed time, and there is no fixed place in this room.

　However, the intention can be felt.

　Although I am the elder sister, I am always cared for by my younger sister.

　This is really outrageous...

　Finally, there was the verdict of the day.

　Although it was only a brief moment, I could still truly feel it again and touch it with my own hands.