Girls und War

But who made them be assigned to the two squadrons at the back?

All I can say is, I was just unlucky.

713. In short, he is a very strange person

The training schedule progressed slowly and steadily. After a few days, the trainees gradually got used to life in the barracks.

As the training schedule became increasingly tight, each team of students gradually took on a military shell.

Xia Shu estimated that in a few days, they would have mastered all the items in the formation, and the work of assigning military ranks to the new recruits could be arranged.

This is a very ritualized procedure that can greatly enhance the military cohesion of the cadets.

After receiving the military rank, they had a strong motivation, even though their initial rank was not even that of a regular soldier, but a complete recruit.

In addition, the two cadet teams supervised by the officers did achieve very good training results after a period of high-pressure training.

At least from the perspective of standing at attention and marching in formation, the students over there are indeed a level better than Xia Shu and her classmates.

However, the non-commissioned officer instructor team is not in a hurry.

There are still three months left for new training, which is a long time.

There was no point in arguing about a short period of time. If they could maintain this high level of training for a long time, Xia Shu wouldn't mind learning a few tricks from them.

It's not shameful to learn knowledge.

But I am afraid that the students over there will not be able to bear the pressure and will suffer a mental breakdown beforehand.

However, speaking of psychological problems, Xiao Jue did receive the formal psychological treatment he should have received.

The person who came to provide her with psychological counseling was a strange male psychologist who wore a suit, gold-rimmed glasses, and had incredibly greasy hair.

When this psychiatrist looked at people, he would always smile, revealing a row of perfectly white, flawless teeth. Three points of dullness, two points of vulgarity, and the remaining five points were completely ridiculous and had nothing to do with professionalism.

Such a psychologist who was not very reliable did not arouse Xiao Jue's disgust.

Xia Shu didn't know what kind of psychological treatment the two of them had in the room. In any case, when Xiao Jue came out, he could clearly feel that her mood was a lot more relaxed.

At this time, the psychologist invited Xiao Jue's temporary guardian to come into the room to talk, so Xia Shu and her counselor walked into the room and sat down.

When the psychiatrist saw the two sitting side by side, he immediately nodded and showed his weird, comedian-like signature smile.

The counselor couldn't help but laugh out loud, while Xia Shu held her chin and began to think about why she felt that this man looked so awkward.

After thinking for a while, Xia Shu finally understood.

It turns out that this man's actions are always a bit effeminate.

The inexplicably raised orchid finger and the legs that were tightened tightly were also there - no wonder Xiao Jue didn't feel too much disgusted with him.

It's hard for a normal person to have a strong aversion to a man who looks like a comedian and is also very effeminate, right?

However, Xia Shu still didn't quite understand whether this person deliberately made his appearance like this or was he born like this.

Seeing that both of them were ready, the psychologist delicately took out a file bag, pen, and paper from his bag, and arranged them one by one in front of himself with a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Seeing that everything was ready, he nodded with satisfaction, pushed the frame of his gold-rimmed glasses with his orchid finger, and then showed the two of them his signature obscene smile again.

"Pfft——" The counselor held back his laughter and seemed unable to utter a word.

Instead of laughing at the psychiatrist's antics, Natsuki asked with a hint of confusion, "These glasses...are you nearsighted?"

The psychiatrist smiled and said, "It seems that this lady has a deep prejudice against people who wear glasses."

"No, I don't have any prejudices," Xia Shu explained quickly, "I'm just very curious."

The psychiatrist nodded, smiled, and continued, "As a psychiatrist, I use glasses to record videos and protect myself from my patients. It's very reasonable and logical. Don't you agree?"

"Puchi——" The counselor laughed so hard that his nose burst out.

Seeing that the other party had lost their fighting spirit, Xia Shu felt that he would be the only one left to face this ridiculous psychiatrist, so he said seriously, "Ah - yes, let's get to the point."

Upon hearing this, the psychologist showed a kind expression and nodded to Xia Shu with a smile.

Then he pressed the record button next to his glasses and said to Xia Shu, "Well, in that case, let's talk about the problem with the patient."

As he spoke, he flipped open the resume in front of him and asked Xia Shu, "So, Miss, do you have some understanding of the patient's past medical history?"

Xia Shu shook his head and said, "I don't know the details, I just know that he hurt people."

The psychiatrist nodded and said, "Her intention wasn't to hurt anyone. In fact, the patient was experiencing a certain degree of psychological stimulation at the time, which led to a stress reaction. So when discussing this patient's problems, we can't avoid talking about her past experiences. Here's her medical record, you can take a look."

Xia Shu took the thin paper medical record book and asked doubtfully, "Do I have the right to read this?"

The psychiatrist immediately smiled and nodded, saying, "You are her temporary guardian, so you naturally have the right to see it."

So Xia Shu lowered his head and began to learn about Xiao Jue's past experiences.

You won’t know until you see it. It turns out that all of Xiao Jue’s actions have a reason.

And the reason was her biological mother.

Xiaojue comes from a single-parent family.

This single-parent family is not in the legal sense, but in the literal sense.

She has no father because her mother bought the other half of her reproductive genes through the gene bank.

The Blue Star society allows such behavior to occur and allows a single father or mother to reproduce offspring through the gene pool.

As long as she completes the parent behavior assessment.

Xiao Jue's mother did complete the job assessment for motherhood, and later gave birth to Xiao Jue after ten months of pregnancy.

They didn't know what the woman's mindset was when she gave birth to Xiao Jue. Xia Shu understood that it might have been out of maternal interest, or simply because she wanted a child.

But unfortunately, when Xiao Jue was eight years old, this mother lost her qualifications.

Perhaps it’s because of the boredom of raising children, or perhaps it’s because they’ve discovered that children aren’t as interesting as they imagined.

In short, she suddenly gave up raising her child.

So Xiao Jue suddenly changed from a girl raised in a traditional family to a girl raised in society.

This is a devastating blow to the personality formation of children.

714. A comedian who doesn’t want to save the world is not a good psychologist

From the moment she was born, Xiao Jue was destined to be an unwanted child.

Not many people like her, and not many people care about her.

Her appearance was so abrupt, so strange, so disorganized, and so illogical.

Even her mother, who gave birth to her and raised her, did not give her much love.

Natsuki didn't know how that lady had passed the motherhood exam.

She might be very smart and good at taking exams, but those things that can be regarded as rules on paper are ultimately unable to restrain the malice deep in a person's heart.

No one knew when the lady started to get tired of Xiao Jue.

Perhaps it starts when the child is born, or perhaps it starts when one realizes that the child is a chain that restricts one's freedom.

In short, she gave up her responsibilities and rights and chose to abandon Xiao Jue directly.

The punishment for abandonment on the Blue Planet is very severe.

Even if the abandonment is justified and worthy of recognition from a human perspective, the minimum sentence is five years of detention.

What's more, the lady had no reason to abandon Xiao Jue.

She was willing to face more than ten years in prison rather than be responsible for Xiao Jue's future. This is enough to show what kind of scumbag she is.

Xiao Jue became the one who suffered the most serious harm in this abandonment.

It was from then on that her personality began to become distorted.

The initial conversation records prove that Xiao Jue was not originally the gloomy and complicated girl she is now.

She is like other children, innocent, lively and cute.

But as she grew older, her worldview began to collapse after she gradually realized that her mother's abandonment was a real and terrible thing.

This process is irreversible. No matter how hard society tries, it cannot save a child who has completely lost his mother and begins to hate her.

She is different from those children who have been raised by society since childhood.

Because you have had it, you know the pain of losing it.

It would have been fine if Xiaojue's nominal mother had abandoned her from the beginning.

But she cruelly pushed her child away halfway through, when the child began to form his or her own will.

This is the most regrettable and painful thing.

It is difficult to say what responsibility society should bear in this matter.

But there is no doubt that the woman who committed the crime of abandonment committed the most serious mistake.

Xia Shu is not a legal professional, so he will not comment on this matter for the time being.

But looking back at Xiaojue's own behavior of hurting others, many things make sense.

What happened at that time was recorded in great detail in Xiaojue's medical record.

The situation was not much different from what Xia Shu knew, and what Mi Yu said was basically true.

Therefore, Xia Shu doesn’t need to look at the details of the case for the time being.

It is worth watching the analysis of the patient's psychology made by the psychologist.

In the eyes of this psychologist, Xiao Jue has a core motive for his actions.

That is her desire to be loved.

This love does not simply refer to the individual love between lovers.

Rather, it is a series of emotions that humans essentially need and desire to be recognized.

It's like Xia Shu and her family - Tuxi and her five sisters, they naturally love each other.

Tuxi poured her heart and care into them, and the five sisters gave her back, which made her feel satisfied.

So Tuxi felt loved.

By the same token, Xia Shu and the other five sisters can also find loving communication and feedback among each other.

But after losing his mother, Xiao Jue lost all the channels for receiving love.

This is something that the social upbringing system cannot make up for for her.

Because the existence of "mother" has already been constructed in Xiao Jue's original worldview.

This existence cannot be replaced by anyone or anything.

So, when Mi Yu came to her, she acted so extreme when she thought she had regained the right to be loved.

Because during that time, Xiao Jue found a substitute for "mother" - "lover".

It was precisely because of this that the stress response she experienced when she found herself betrayed in love again triggered the crime.

The psychiatrist annotated a line of comment here - deficiency stress disorder.

If Xia Shu were to analyze Xiao Jue's mental state alone, perhaps she would not be able to analyze it so thoroughly.

But after reading the psychologist's analysis, she felt like she had suddenly been enlightened and everything became clear to her.

Otherwise, why do we say that professionals are professionals?

Although this psychologist doesn't seem very reliable, it turns out that you can't judge a book by its cover, haha.

After Xia Shu finished reading the medical record, he breathed a sigh of relief and looked up at the effeminate man in a suit and gold-rimmed glasses in front of him.

The sissy bared his white teeth and said to Xia Shu, "This lady is obviously an excellent officer with high quality and cultivation. I don't need to tell you that you will do your best to help this poor patient."

Ignoring the other party's suspected moral kidnapping, Xia Shu smiled and asked, "So what should I do?"

"Ah, this is easy. As long as you and the counselor can pay more attention to her and prevent her from excessive mental stimulation, leave the rest to us." The professional psychologist said with a smile.