He touched Jin'er's head and whispered, "I know you are confused because you care too much, but don't you still believe in Master?"
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Bai Minxin was silent for a moment, without making any comment, and sighed: "This is not a question of whether or not to believe in the master."
Jiang He pressed Jin'er's head against his chest and glanced at the white-haired girl. She raised her face slightly and looked at the sky, with no expression that showed joy or anger.
“It’s just a small matter.”
Jiang He was helpless. Among these disciples, Bai Minxin was the one that liked to make trouble the most, and it was often over trivial matters.
When he was exhausted, he couldn't help feeling a little worried.
"Master, if I kissed someone else."
Jiang He's face froze. He had never thought of this possibility.
But just hearing Min Xin say this, he felt very uncomfortable.
His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he spoke in an almost defensive tone:
"As long as Minxin likes it."
He suddenly couldn't continue, looked at the white-haired girl, who was still looking at the sky, and continued:
"It's right in front of you, whether it's voluntary or forced or a coincidence, it doesn't matter, but you will still think about it afterwards."
"enough."
Jiang He accidentally used too much force on the little girl's head. He slowed down his pace and let out a breath.
"So Master, is this a small matter?"
She stopped and turned to look at him.
"Master, do you not care at all?"
The thoughts that had been buried in Jiang He's heart could no longer be hidden, and he had to face this question: Is his relationship with Min Xin really just that of a master and a disciple?
Jiang He looked at the girl's flawless profile, and seemed to see the tiny little kid wearing animal skins running happily beside his legs.
He also seemed to see Xiao Minxin being held in the air by him, shaking her limbs and constantly calling "Master".
If he was really just a college student from Earth who had just traveled through time, his current psychological burden would disappear.
How wonderful! As soon as I came into this world, I had a white-haired girl apprentice. After waking up after being in a coma for four years, the white-haired girl was no longer as immature as before, but had grown into a well-proportioned figure and beautiful appearance.
But the problem is that he is not.
As more and more memories come back, the images of the three little kids become more and more vivid.
He still remembered the day he first picked up Bai Minxin. She held his hand, tilted her little face up, and asked nervously:
"Master? What is a master? Is he a father? Minxin, you have a father too."
And he told her with a smile: "Master, Master, like a teacher and a father, although they are different, they are almost the same."
Jiang He suddenly felt as if he was shrouded in a dense net. It became difficult for him to move and even to breathe.
My stomach feels nauseous and I want to vomit.
He felt that he was too hypocritical and too self-righteous.
On the surface, he always kept a distance between himself and Minxin, calling himself Master, but hiding these dirty thoughts in his heart.
When he saw Minxin's dependence on him, instead of educating him, he often felt secretly delighted.
In the name of the so-called master, they manipulated them by "taking care" of them.
"Minxin, stop talking."
There was a hint of pleading in his voice. Just a few simple words were like a knife, peeling away all the darkness in his heart.
"Is it because Master wants to acquiesce to Min Xin's words that he asked Min Xin not to say anything, or is it because Master doesn't dare to say it out loud?"
Her long silver hair shone faintly in the moonlight, and her narrow eyes looked at him aggressively.
It's like looking down, with a natural sense of pride.
Chapter 171 Cracks and Barriers
Jiang He felt like he was facing the trolley problem.
There is a switch in front of you. If you choose to press it, the tram will disrupt the relationship between master and apprentice and drive towards a chaotic and unclear direction.
If you choose not to press the button, the tram will run on the track properly, but from then on, there will be no possibility of going off the track.
The moonlight shines on the girl's hair, bringing a hint of divinity and majesty.
But her pupils did not ignite with golden flames, they were still clearly black and white, hiding an unusual stubbornness.
The aggressive look did not last long. Her pair of black eyes were filled with tears at some point. She looked at Jiang He's silent expression, seeming to understand his thoughts.
My eyelids almost drooped, squeezing out the tears.
She tried to open her eyes wide and waited stubbornly for an answer.
For a moment, Jiang He almost blurted out: He admitted that he didn't dare to say it.
But Jiang He finally held back. He suddenly felt unprecedented panic, as if he was falling into an abyss.
As I fell, the sound of my heart beat against my eardrums again and again, reaching the abyss and echoing throughout the sky.
The memories of the two lives blended in a contradictory way.
Before his memory came back to him, he was just a newly graduated virgin college student.
Even if the Xuanhuang Pearl had no effect on lust, he would inevitably have other thoughts when facing a beautiful girl who relied on him wholeheartedly.
The memories of the immortal world in this life are more like immersive video recordings.
For him, these memories are particularly distant.
As a result, other thoughts still exist, but the memories of this life cannot be ignored.
Before these videotapes were played, he had no psychological burden in his contact with Bai Minxin.
But now, after his past memories gradually came back to him, he clearly remembered: a lively little kid grew into a graceful young girl.
With the memory of her growing up together for nearly ten years, his feelings towards this girl have changed.
There is more family affection mixed with guilt from this life.
This sudden feeling created an untraceable rift between the two of them.
The ethics and morals of his previous life bound him like chains, making it even more difficult to cross the gap.
Jiang He understood that Bai Minxin was revealing her inner feelings to him.
This girl has always been so decisive, so decisive that she always catches me off guard.
Never drag your feet, whether it is a life-and-death crisis or love-hate relationship.
Even though I may be afraid and uneasy, I never hesitate.
This is exactly what he likes.
Doesn't Minxin have her own complicated thoughts? For her, revealing her true feelings is even more challenging.
But this girl will never be stopped by obstacles.
In the past, when facing the threat of Lin Chi, even I, who was well versed in the original text, was deeply confused about whether I could kill Lin Chi.
But even though Lin Chi had the Xuanhuang Pearl which was like a natural enemy to her, despite her young age, she had a determination that shocked Jiang He.
"Even if Jin'er is here, Minxin wants to know the answer, no matter what the result is. Even if Master doesn't care, Minxin will go back to being a law-abiding disciple."
As she said these words, the expression on her face became fragile, no longer having the slightest bit of the majesty she had previously.
The tears finally flowed out.
Jiang He envied her decisiveness, but since his disciple could express her inner thoughts regardless of the consequences, he, as their master, had a lot to consider.
It's not just the shackles on his own body, but also... Does he really want to control Min Xin's life?
Does Minxin understand what love is?
Her world is very small, so small that it only consists of him and her senior and junior sisters.
She has never had close contact with other people, so it is normal for her to have misunderstandings about her relationship with the master who takes care of her.
It might even be the Stockholm syndrome that's triggered.
This feeling is too morbid.
The two of them have indeed been through a lot, countless life-and-death crises, and mutual dependence in times of trouble.
If Minxin knew that he was not the old Jiang He, it would not be difficult for Jiang He to understand the deterioration of their relationship.
But she knows the problem
He didn't want Minxin to be shrouded in distorted and misunderstood emotions all her life.
He is not only Jiang He now, but also her master.
Jiang He heard his own voice was very calm and teasing. He said:
"Minxin, you are my disciple. If anyone forcefully kisses you, Master will definitely take care of it for you. But if you are willing, Master will also bless you."
After saying this, Jiang He's heart sank, as if he had lost something important.
I opened my mouth subconsciously, but said nothing.
This is probably the best answer.
He cannot be selfish, and he cannot be selfish.
Time seemed to stop at this moment, and I don’t know how long it stayed frozen.
The white-haired girl wiped her tears with her hands, forced a smile on her face, and sobbed:
"Master is so kind. No one will dare to bully Min Xin anymore."
Jiang He didn't know how much effort she put into saying the previous words, and how much effort she put into acting as if nothing had happened.
He smiled, not daring to look at her fragile appearance, and looked at the way back.
As if trying to convince himself, he said softly:
"Susu is still waiting for us at home, let's go back first. But I am your master, and it is natural for me to protect my apprentice."
"Yeah!" Bai Minxin nodded heavily, moving stiffly and almost tripped.
Jiang He felt a pain in his chest when he saw her dazed look, but he could only touch Jin'er's head in vain.
If Jin'er had not kissed him, would what happened today never have happened?
He smiled bitterly. If he didn't make a decision, he would suffer the consequences.
Perhaps it would be better to confess in advance. At least he and Min Xin have not fallen into that inescapable vortex.
"Master."
Jiang He's heart was lifted again, with an inexplicable sense of anticipation, but the white-haired girl's next words made his heart sink again: "Why? Why does the master want to protect his apprentice?"
"Because Minxin is still young."
"Min Xin is hundreds of years old, maybe even older than Master."
The white-haired girl put her hands behind her back, turned her head playfully and winked at him.
It's as if nothing happened.
"Humph, little girl, this is different."
A faint melancholy came over me. This girl has always been very decisive, much more decisive than myself.
Boom-Boom-
The noon bell rang and the sun was high in the sky.
Jiang He hadn't slept for so long in a long time, and he had many dreams.
He dreamed that Min Xin was trapped in twisted emotions all his life, just like the yandere girl in the novels of his previous life.
But when he sees yandere characters in novels, he will enjoy them very much.
But he didn't want to see Min Xin become a yandere. With such a sick feeling, how could she still be considered a normal person?
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