My seven female apprentices each have their own ideas

But previous facts told her that she couldn't do it, and in the cold reality, she could only be a coward.

But she didn't want her junior sister to know that she was still a coward. She also didn't want to disappoint her junior sister.

"no!"

Bai Minxin thought that his behavior just now had irritated his senior sister, and he suddenly shouted out, scaring Jiang Yuanxia so much that her body trembled.

She quickly stepped forward and shook Jiang Yuanxia's hand, looking pitifully at the black-haired girl:

"Sister, Minxin wants to play with you~ How can we sit in the car? Minxin just thought that you would catch up, so she left first."

She knew that her senior sister was a little shy, but she didn't think that was a problem at all.

I remember when the three of them went shopping, she pulled Jin'er and ran around in the crowd, and the senior sister always followed them closely with a worried look on her face.

I was afraid that they would get lost. Of course, for them, getting lost would be a good thing. The problem was that the master would definitely find them and punish them.

Bai Minxin just wanted to find a little bit of the feeling she had before.

But... maybe she has grown up, or maybe senior sister is much stronger now than before, and she will never get lost again.

The senior sister no longer called her softly from behind like before.

The memories of her childhood suddenly became blurred at this moment, as if telling her that what is gone is gone.

She felt inexplicably sad. She had been avoiding growing up, as if this would allow certain things to be preserved forever, as if this would allow her to avoid her responsibilities. But in the end, it was just an illusion, and she had to grow up inevitably.

Jiang Yuanxia closed her eyes gently, looking dazed.

Bai Minxin became even more anxious, her eyes fell into past memories:

"Sister, Jin'er would be scared without you. Do you remember one time when we went to cut spiritual rice? The spiritual rice was taller than us, and we could never find our way inside. While we were cutting, Jin'er suddenly stood still. Even when the wind blew the rice leaves and she was covered in wounds, she didn't move. I knew we had lost you. Actually, I was also very scared at that time. I felt like I was about to drown in the sea of ​​rice, and Jin'er's wounds were also very serious. But not long after, Sister came out from the rice stalks, wiping her sweat."

As she spoke, tears began to well up in her eyes. It was difficult for her to explain her feelings at that moment, especially the moment she saw her senior sister.

Spiritual rice is not like ordinary rice. The leaves are as sharp as knives. To harvest, you only need to cut off the rice ears. This means that even if the rice ears are cut, the spiritual rice will still stand tall in the same place. The endless sea of ​​rice looks like a forest of knives or a sea of ​​gold.

Even an adult male would look like a plant of magical rice with a different color in this sea of ​​rice.

What's more, the three little girls are just a drop in the ocean of rice.

When she was holding the dying Jin'er, standing at a loss in the sea of ​​rice, and her senior sister wrapped in blood pushed aside the golden sea and looked at them with a smile, Bai Minxin, who hadn't cried for a long time, almost broke down in tears.

Fortunately, since then, the steward couldn't bear Jin'er's injuries, so even if the master didn't want any reward, he didn't let Jin'er stay there any longer. Although the master vented his anger on them later, it was better than Jin'er being tortured like this all the time.

Every time they harvested the spiritual rice, the senior sisters always worked very hard, because this way they would get more rewards, and the master would reluctantly reward them with some food.

Bai Minxin still finds it difficult to understand. His physical condition is obviously much better than his senior sister's, and he works very hard to cut the grass. However, his senior sister, who is as thin as a skeleton, always cuts faster than him, as if she is tireless.

She worked so hard but ate very little, so the food was often left for her and Jin'er.

There were many things she didn't understand, such as her senior sister who was afraid of strangers and unfamiliar environments, but was calmer than her in this extra-hard environment.

Even if someone took advantage of their young age and tried to take away their gains, their ferocious appearance was even more ferocious than that of the master. The senior sister dared to stand up and intimidate them with the presence of the master.

She once thought that her senior sister was omnipotent, even though she often knelt at the feet of the master and begged, used all kinds of humble words to humiliate herself, barked like a dog, and shook her butt to please him.

She knew that her senior sister did this for them.

One night, the senior sister thought she was asleep, and she kept silent, holding a dagger that came from nowhere, and suddenly gently touched her and Jin'er's face.

She didn't know what her senior sister wanted to do at that time. It was only later that she found out that her senior sister wanted to commit suicide, but when she saw herself and Jin'er, she couldn't bear to leave them and leave the world alone.

When Bai Minxin finished speaking, his voice became so choked that he could hardly continue.

The black-haired girl was silent, her eyes full of struggle and pity. She subconsciously reached out her hand and wiped the tears from Bai Minxin's face.

Jiang He was also silent, as those memories that he had deliberately ignored crazily crept into his mind like crazy.

All of their painful pasts were caused by themselves.

How can I deserve their forgiveness?

Even if you try your best, it is just making up for it. The reason why the past is the past is that it stays deeply and eternally at the other end of the timeline, unforgettable.

But now he thought he knew what emotions to use to offset Yuan Xia's fear and various mental illnesses.

Jiang He placed Minxin and Jiner's hands in the black-haired girl's hands. He looked into her watery eyes and said solemnly:

"Yuanxia, ​​Master has some problems with his practice, so I can't go out with you later."

The black-haired girl opened her eyes and avoided his gaze uncomfortably, her tone somewhat panicked:

"Master, you...you're not going? How can this be possible?"

She was not looking forward to spending the holiday with Jiang He, and she even felt a little reluctant in her heart.

But if the master didn't accompany them, it would be even more difficult for her to face the unfamiliar environment.

And what if something goes wrong.

My own state is unstable, and the current Shanghe County is in turmoil.

The white-haired girl wiped away her tears vigorously and stared at him like a little lion.

Bad master, he just took advantage of the fact that I couldn’t get angry to tease me.

Now that the master and disciple can celebrate the festival together, he doesn't want to come anymore.

It's so hard to be together.

Even if Senior Sister was a bit thick-skinned, he could still see that she was a little fragile. At this time, Master actually wanted to escape.

When it comes to her senior sister, Bai Minxin feels a bit of resentment towards Jiang He for the first time in a long time.

Jiang He had a hard time saying that Yuan Xia, no matter now or in the past, had always obeyed him since he broke her bones.

During the Aoki Castle period, he secretly advised Minxin not to rebel against him as he had done before.

This also led Bai Minxin to misunderstand their relationship, thinking that Yuan Xia had forgiven him long ago.

In fact, the relationship between him and Yuan Xia is very complicated. To put it simply, it is more of a pathological submission than any other feelings.

She was afraid of herself, but had to rely on herself.

Does Yuan Xia, deep down in her heart, really want to celebrate the festival together and have a happy reunion with the master and apprentice by making dumplings?

However, how could Jiang He blame her for not liking him and being afraid of him?

"You must go, Master! Don't make me angry again, or I will never like you again, even though I don't like you now."

Master must be teasing her!

We have made so many preparations to celebrate the New Year together.

How could the Master leave when the time comes?

Without the Master, would it still be the New Year celebration for the four masters and apprentices?

The resentment in the white-haired girl's heart did not linger for long before it dissipated with her own explanation.

She pretended to be disdainful and narrowed her long eyes, giving Jiang He a cold look:

"I'm not angry with you. I'll forgive you on this day! After all, this is the first time we've celebrated the New Year together in so many years. I've heard from my senior sisters that they had a lot of fun during the New Year. Minxin used to envy them, but I didn't expect that one day..."

"What I said is true."

Jiang He interrupted Bai Minxin impatiently. Just now, when Yuan Xia heard Minxin's words, she fell into the memories of four years ago.

It was as if he had not spent four bloody years in the Shen Gan Church.

He must take advantage of Yuan Xia's current confused state and use her love for her junior sister to offset the various illnesses and fears in her heart.

Just like before. Is Yuan Xia really not tired or afraid? It's just the responsibility of being a senior sister that supports her.

Maybe this process is a bit painful.

But all things are difficult at the beginning, and taking the first step will make things much better.

He reached out his hand to touch Yuan Xia's black hair to show encouragement. He then silently withdrew his hand halfway and spoke sternly:

"Yuan Xia, the situation in Shanghe County is chaotic right now, you must take good care of Junior Sister. If she gets sick again and something happens to her, you will be held responsible!"

The remaining redness on Jiang Yuanxia's face faded and turned pale.

She explained in a panic: "Master, Yuan Xia is really not good enough, Yuan Xia, I'm afraid."

发病

These two words made her blood run cold. Was she really sick?

But, none of this matters.

She was very afraid that she would get sick and cause her junior sister to have an accident, and this accident might very well be caused by herself.

Because she will attack her junior sister.

Besides, she really couldn't take that step.

Jiang He knew that he couldn't be soft-hearted, so his tone gradually cooled down: "What? Yuan Xia doesn't listen to Master?"

"Yuan Xia, as you command."

Tears welled up in her eyes and her knees went weak, but Bai Minxin quickly helped her up.

Bai Minxin's small chest kept heaving with anger. Her narrow eyes were no longer almost round, and she gave Jiang He a cold look.

He gritted his teeth and said, "Senior Sister! Don't worry about him, we can go by ourselves, he is not a big deal!"

The black-haired girl subconsciously stopped Bai Minxin and said softly, "Minxin, don't make Master angry."

"He is not the master, he is Jiang He!"

Master, I would never speak to them in that tone!

Bai Minxin felt not only disappointment but also panic.

But she knew that she could not show weakness no matter what, especially when her senior sister was being bullied.

Seeing that Bai Minxin seemed to be about to speak again, Jiang Yuanxia quickly grabbed her and Jin'er's hands and said, "Let's go. Senior Sister will spend the holiday with you. Well, we can spend the holiday together after just meeting again."

"Hmm." Bai Minxin glanced at Jiang He and swallowed what he was about to say.

In a trance, Jiang He seemed to have returned to the first few days.

It's almost a universal reaction.

Yuan Xia should have integrated into the atmosphere he deliberately created, and Jiang He was not worried that Yuan Xia would lose control halfway.

He said that he would not accompany them, but how could he really let the unstable Yuan Xia take them out?

But it’s really painful to feel misunderstood.

Especially Min Xin's disappointed glance just now made him want to hug Min Xin in his arms and slowly explain everything to her.

But in this way, Min Xin would definitely be exposed. If Yuan Xia knew his intention, this effect would not have happened.

".Master."

Just when Jiang He was feeling sad, the little girl suddenly broke free from Yuan Xia's hand, ran to his side and hugged his thighs.

She looked at him reluctantly with her big round eyes, and there seemed to be mist in her dark pupils.

The warm and soft little body relieved a lot of the discomfort in his heart.

This little girl has never been good at expressing her feelings.

But at this time, Jiang He also knew that she had been looking forward to going out and playing together.

"Jin'er!" Jiang Yuanxia's face changed. Bai Minxin grabbed her hand and shook her head gently. She pursed her lips slightly and looked at Jiang He coldly.

"Let's go."

Jin'er's voice was soft and trembling at the end, as if she was about to cry.

But this opportunity is almost impossible to come by again. Yuan Xia had just reunited with his junior sister and also just reunited with himself, and his heart was at its most conflicted.

If she waits until she gradually adapts, the image of the junior sister who needed protection in the past will be replaced by the image of the junior sister now.

They are no longer pitiful and weak little girls, one is a real dragon with a strong physical body, and the other is a Zhoutian spirit body with vast spiritual power.

And to her, I am no longer the superior and irresistible person I used to be.

If you miss this opportunity, it will never come back.

The New Year Festival may be gone this year, but it will be there next year.

Jiang He believed that with Bai Minxin's intelligence, she would be able to understand it if he explained it to her afterwards, and there would be no misunderstanding.