After doing all the bad things, it turns out they are all true?

There was a feeling of anger stuck in her chest and her throat, and Su Jiuyi couldn't help but vomit.

This time, I finally broke through the barrier of numbness.

My limbs are shaking and I feel cold all over.

My heart began to ache violently.

Su Jiuyi fell to the ground, bursting into tears, her heart broken, her whole body shaking.

No more.

nothing left.

Everything she expected, longed for, and yearned for was impossible to achieve.

They were together just a few days ago.

There was still hope just now.

Fake, it must be fake.

Why couldn't this be a dream.

Who can wake me up?

The hysterical crying is a hatred that cannot be expressed in words.

Su Jiuyi scratched her body frantically, her nails digging deep into her flesh, leaving streaks of blood.

Why doesn't it hurt?

Why doesn’t it hurt!

She tickled deeper and faster, but it still wasn't enough.

That little bit of pain is too light, too light compared to what I feel in my heart.

Fan Lin is dead.

The only man who could give her a sense of security died.

Leaving me alone to live, carrying his life on my shoulders, what does this mean?

You want me to never forget you?

Want me to be forever grateful to you?

You are too much...

Su Jiuyi stood up tremblingly, picked up a stone in a daze and was about to smash it on his head.

"Uuuuuu——"

"Big sister, don't do this!"

Nuonuo was knocked to the ground by the aftershock and broke her calf.

She looked at Su Jiuyi who was going crazy, and ran over without caring about the severe pain in her body, hugged her tightly, and stopped her from committing suicide in time.

"Nuonuo...I know how you feel."

"When mom and dad are not around...it feels this way too."

"But if you die...everything Big Brother has done will be in vain..."

Nuonuo was also crying.

She felt bad too.

But she also knew that she had already lost her older brother and could no longer bear to watch her older sister get into an accident.

……

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In the early morning, I woke up from a nightmare.

Su Jiuyi's whole body was covered in sweat and her face was extremely pale.

"So many years."

"I can never forget the day..."

He raised his shaking arms and picked up the bottle of depression medication on the table.

Pour out two white tablets and swallow them in one gulp.

She sat blankly on the edge of the bed, staring at the electronic clock on the wall.

It's already 2024.

That disaster happened six years ago.

I cried so hard in despair and collapse that I fainted. When I woke up again, I was taken to the hospital by a rescue team.

Even though time flies by.

But all the feelings of that day reappeared in my dreams over and over again in countless nights.

When I just returned to normal society.

She simply couldn't adapt to life without Fan Lin.

In the hospital, he kept hurting himself... and committing suicide.

To the extent that, there are female nurses supervising 24 hours a day.

When her father saw her like that, instead of showing any concern, he kept scolding and lecturing her.

"Look at what you have become now because of a man."

"I've been training you for so many years so that you can take over the company. Are you willing to let yourself fall into depravity? Do you think you're being worthy of me?"

"You used to make me proud, but now you really disappoint me."

"..."

In fact, all these words could have been thought of a long time ago.

Her father has always been tough and never thought about understanding her.

The authorities also forced her not to spread the news of what happened in Yansong City, and finally characterized the incident as a major earthquake.

Fan Lin is a hero.

But she couldn't even publicize her deeds.

I can only secretly erect a monument for him.

No clothes.

Buried inside is the toy egg that carries memories.

Afterwards, he was forced to receive medication and meet with various psychologists.

Those...are of no use at all.

In the end, it was with Nuonuo's company that time diluted some of the pain.

She figured it out: even if she died, she couldn't see the dead.

I should stay alive and help Fan Lin raise Nuonuo.

At least, you have to wait until the little girl gets married and has children before you think about understanding the pain.

In this tormented life, every night is a nightmare.

She also suffers from hallucinations.

Fan Lin came back again and asked himself gently, has the child grown up?

Very guilty.

I blame myself very much.

regretful.

That's just a lie.

Even though she was in a fantasy world, she didn't dare to tell the truth.

To punish myself.

She wore the love lock every day, and at night she had to whip herself severely before she could fall asleep.

However, no matter what you do, you will end up waking up from a nightmare like today.

Originally, she thought that everything was destined.

But suddenly one day, she saw a resume in the company.

A newly graduated college student, also named Fan Lin, not only has the same name and surname, but also looks exactly the same.

It was like a dream, the man who took away her soul was back!

Surprise, disbelief, and almost fainting joy.

However, after calming down and thinking about it carefully, it didn't seem right.

The age difference... is too big.

A twenty-two-year-old man, who six years ago was just a child.

But, this appearance is exactly the same.

How could there be such a coincidence in the world?

We must fight for even a glimmer of hope.

Call the college student into the company and interview him in person.

The final result was very disappointing.

He…didn’t even recognize himself, he was just an ordinary college student.

The pain that had been suppressed was once again stirred up by a false hope.

During that period, she was very gloomy, depressed and manic.

When I got home, besides punishing myself more severely, I also smashed things everywhere.

Almost going crazy.

At the company, the more I saw that identical face, the more painful and angry I felt.

So, from time to time, she would call the college student to her office to give him a lecture.

Only by criticizing him harshly can I feel a little better.

She also knew that this was morbid.

But she couldn't control herself at all.

She couldn't accept that there was a faker in the world who was dating other women with that face.

In order to vent her anger, she even took it out on all the employees who had good relations with the fake Fan Lin.

Yesterday, he must have been unable to bear it anymore and wanted to come to me to resign.

Fortunately, the project has not yet been completed and he cannot leave for the time being.

But...how long can I keep him?

I was tormented and extremely anxious, not knowing how to deal with this "fake".

Su Jiuyi held on like this for the whole night.

I waited until the early morning before going to the company.

As usual, he deliberately passed by Fan Lin.

Her head was buzzing, and she stood there in a daze, as if struck by lightning.

The man was wearing his own watch on his hand!

He is not fake.

He is that Fan Lin!