Joker's Band Game Story

There are a thousand Hamlets among a thousand readers, and different people will have different feelings when reading this short passage of lyrics.

But Li Xi felt that... this poem seemed to be talking about himself, as if it was written about himself.

That's right, in her eyes, these few words touched her more than the lyrics of Kasuga Shadow. In fact, Li Xi didn't have much feeling for Kasuga Shadow. She felt more that the lights on the stage could sing Kasuga Shadow. She simply regarded the lights as herself in the sun, so she wanted to form a band with the lights. She wanted to keep looking at the lights like this, and keep looking like this.

So she didn't feel anything when she saw the lyrics of Kasuga Shadow, and she didn't feel anything until crychic's first live, and she even continued to put pressure on everyone including Deng.

But to Li Xi, these words were so like himself.

She never thought of hurting anyone. She also knew her temper and personality, which were like a hedgehog that could prick people, but this was just her self-protection and emotional defense, not the idea of ​​hurting others. Sometimes she even felt guilty for her poor expression skills but didn't know how to apologize.

My inferiority complex outweighs all those who love me. I have a strong sense of inferiority and I do feel pressured when I see many things. She cuts off everything, killing all intentions, whether good or bad. She just wants to be alone and doesn't want anyone to talk about herself or her sister, so that she won't be compared with the genius.

I am sad and miserable about the current situation. I hope everyone can notice me. I am 'Riki', not 'Maki's sister'. But the reality only makes my inferiority complex stronger. The inferiority complex and pressure are always hurting myself. If I fail, everyone will just feel sad and think 'What a pity, can't Maki's sister do it'... 'You' killed 'me'...

Why am I working so hard? Who am I working so hard for? My pride makes me unwilling to admit defeat. I want to catch up with my sister, Xiangzi, and catch up with the flawless geniuses like them. Everyone thinks I am also a genius, a genius like my sister, so I have to work harder and spend more energy to catch up with them. Only in this way will they think of me as "Lixi" and no longer a "genius sister/teammate/other".

Only when I hide in the night can I take a breath, relax, and not be criticized by others or killed by the feeling of inferiority.

So, was I a human or a ghost at that time?

"Inferiority complex..."

Lixi was still looking at the piece of paper, she was staring at it in a trance.

"Is this written by Amamiya?"

"Well, he wrote it, and he wants to hear your composition."

After knowing that these words were indeed written by Amamiya Ren, Li Xi took a few deep breaths.

She didn't expect that Amemiya would actually write these words as lyrics.

Does he...understand me?

"Hai Ling, what kind of person is Amemiya?"

Until now, Li Xi still hasn't figured out what kind of person Amamiya Ren is.

She knew that Amemiya was a genius. During practice, she could feel that Amemiya's mastery of the instrument was beyond the reach of a normal teenager.

She also knew that Amamiya Ren always came to the rescue in every live, relying on this ability to help others.

As for writing lyrics and composing music...she had also heard that Amemiya was very good.

So, he is also a genius, right?

"You have to go and see for yourself."

Hai Ling did not answer Li Xi's question. She just turned around and prepared to leave after seeing that Li Xi's mood had improved a little.

"But at least one thing I can confirm is that he can be just like you sometimes."

It is the same?

Li Xi couldn't help but find it a little funny. He took the paper in both hands, folded it gently and put it in his pocket.

Composing music...can I really do it?

She closed her eyes again and took a short rest here, but her mood was much better than before.

"Good morning~Ainer<>Mingyouwuming⒐③Liu&Jiuxuan."

"Good morning."

As Chihaya Aine walked into the classroom, she heard a classmate next to her greeting her.

She responded with a smile, but her reaction made her classmates feel strange.

“Aine…did something unhappy happen to you?”

"Hmm? No, it's a good thing."

Aine responded with a smile, but her reaction didn't seem like a good thing to everyone.

After all...if it was the Aiyin of the past, she wouldn't be so quiet. She should have taken the initiative to greet everyone as soon as she entered the classroom, instead of waiting for everyone to greet her and then just smiling indifferently before responding to the greeting.

Aine's response was purely the result of something Amamiya Ren said to her before she left yesterday. She was reluctant to admit it, but it was undeniable that Amamiya was probably right.

So the joy of forming a band with Deng was suddenly diluted a lot. She was not that happy and just couldn't help but stare blankly.

Sitting down, Aine greeted Deng as usual: "Good morning, Deng."

Deng was looking at the band-aid in her pencil case at this time. After hearing Aine’s greeting, she suddenly raised her head, like a frightened little animal, and then realized that it was Aine who greeted her. She relaxed again, lowered her head and whispered: “Good morning… Aine.”

Aine didn't discuss the band with Deng. If it were in the past, she would definitely have a good chat with Deng to show off and let the whole class know that she and Deng had formed a band.

But she was a little hesitant to brag about the band's future, after all, she had experienced something similar once.

She boasted to people around her that she was able to study abroad in London, and received many envious looks from her classmates at the time. However, she did not last long in London and had to run back home with her tail between her legs. Now she doesn't even dare to see her former friends.

The incident in London had already taught her a lesson. Now the band might fail, which also made her less eager to show off the fact that she was in the Deng Group band.

Not to mention having formed a band, she didn't even dare to show off the fact that she and Deng were playing in a band.

After all, she was the only one who didn't respond to Deng's promise to form a lifelong band yesterday.

So what does the lamp think?

Aine quietly looked up at Deng, and saw Deng sitting with his head down, wiping the pebbles.

As expected, the lamp is so cute...

Aiyin couldn't help but think about it, but she couldn't help herself and secretly stretched out her hand to pull Deng's collar.

“Aine?”

"Light...will you abandon me?"

Aiyin still asked this question very embarrassedly. She wanted to know her position in Deng's heart.

But Aine seemed to have ignored Deng's temper and asked Deng this question so directly, which made Deng turn around and grab Aine's hand and say loudly: "How could it be! How could I abandon Aine!"

The sudden loud noise made everyone in the class look towards Aine and Deng. Especially after hearing Deng’s answer, they immediately began to speculate what happened between Deng and Aine.

"Ah! That's not what I meant, don't get so excited!"

Having shot herself in the foot, Aiyin now had to pay the price for irritating the lamp. She had to find a way to comfort this frightened little penguin.

In the gardening department in the Moon Forest, Shuangshi was watching Mu watering the cucumbers with a happy look on his face.

Mu's expression was serious; she really enjoyed watering the cucumbers.

"Mu, I have formed a new band~"

Shuangshi suddenly said this to Mu, and the sudden words made Mu turn his head and look at her immediately: "Congratulations."

She didn't expect that Shuangshi would actually form a new band. So has she already walked out of the shadow of crychic?

Facing this friend, Mu also congratulated Shuangshi from the bottom of his heart.

"Yeah, we reunited as a band with Deng and Li Xi."

Mu withdrew a congratulation.

She lowered her head again and continued to water the cucumbers.

Has nothing changed in the end? Has she still not let go of crychic?

Disappointed Mu no longer listened to Shuangshi's words. She continued to perfunctorily respond to him while silently watering the cucumbers.

Soon the cucumbers were almost watered. She picked up the kettle and prepared to leave, but Shuangshi's next sentence made her stunned.

"I also found Xiangzi's whereabouts. She turned out to be in Yuqiu."

Mu didn't reply, but just continued to stare blankly.

"I will invite you as well. Please wait a moment."

Shuangshi’s words are very thought-provoking. Why would the inviter ask to wait a moment instead of inviting him/her immediately?

Mu couldn't help but wonder, is it because he wanted to call Xiangzi back first? Or is there some problem in the band that needs to be dealt with before inviting him again? Or...

Is she unhappy because I haven't let her go find Xiangzi?

Mu didn't say anything, she was just in a daze. Shuangshi didn't respond to her either, but looked at the sky in a good mood.

At this time, other students came over and said, "Gui An. Shuang Shi, you are here to play with Xiao Mu again."

"Ah, it's Haru-senpai, hello."

Hearing someone approaching behind him, Shuangshi immediately turned around and greeted the other person.

Okumura Haru is a third-year student at Tsukinomori and the head of the Gardening Club.

Although he is called the director, there are actually not many students in the Horticulture Department. Most of the students prefer to appreciate flowers and plants, and only Mu and Haru are interested in cucumbers as a food.

Next to the cucumber rack, there are some other vegetables, carrots, tomatoes, and some vegetables that have just sprouted and it is still unclear what they are.

"Hasn't the orchestra started its activities at this time? Don't be so engrossed in chatting with Xiao Mu that you end up being late."

Okumura Haru chatted with Nagasaki Soyo with a smile, but her words hinted at seeing him off.

Shuangshi didn't say too much to this senior. She just smiled and nodded: "Yes, the club activities are about to start. Then Xiaomu and Chun, I will take my leave now."

After Shuangshi woke up, Okumura Haru continued to look at Mu: "Did Shuangshi bother you again?"

"It was my fault."

But Mu suddenly said this sentence which was irrelevant to the question. Her answer made Okumura Haru smile helplessly and shake her head. She was also very helpless about Mu's frugalness with words.

Not only is she very frugal with words, but her speech is also very jumpy. Her answers are more like conversations with skips, so their answers are always very strange.

It took Okumura Haru a while to figure out what Mu meant, 'Shuangshi came to disturb me because I made a mistake before, so you don't need to worry so much, senior.'

"You really are like a little log sometimes."

Haruya could only comment on Wakaba Mutsu in this way.

(PS: I looked for a lot of songs with lyrics for Li Xi, and found that they are all suitable for Deng Xi CP or for releasing other feelings, but they are not suitable for this place, so I had to choose Kusanagi's Ghost in the end. Anyway, it's just the lyrics, not the whole song, so I'll just translate it into Japanese for her to read.)

(PS2: Although there are some details in the third episode, I didn’t expect that Teacher Da Miao is actually a freshman in high school. The official Da Miao live broadcast episode released yesterday made it clear that she is a freshman in high school. Why do they eat so well here? A freshman is a mature Da Miao and a pretty widow (?). Look at the kid next door...)

Chapter 30 Look what I found? It's Pochi-chan!

If Amamiya Ren said that he would not go to LiNG today, then he would not go. He wanted to go to Fanxing to watch the fun today.

What was going on? Of course it was Hongxia's place. He didn't think Le Nai would be able to wait there obediently. She would definitely run away to some other place.

So I wanted to see what Hongxia would do. If it didn't work, I would just take my guitar and help.

But on the way there, he received a line.

'Xiao Lian, where are you going today?'

It was sent by Li Yaoling. It seems that she doesn’t know what to do today.

Coming to Japan to study is probably the first time for her to feel the Japanese environment. Getting out of school at three or four o'clock really makes people feel bored. She has just arrived in Japan and has not yet integrated into the circle, so she really needs to adapt herself.

If that's the case, then livehouse is indeed a direction worth considering. Everyone in this world likes music, so there is definitely nothing wrong with livehouse.

So he sent the address to Li Yaoling and said that he could invite Li Yaoling to watch the live show today.

When they saw the stars, Amamiya Rengo unexpectedly saw Kita, who was circling there like an ant on hot pot.

She also noticed Amamiya Ren's arrival and rushed towards her directly.

Her eyes were full of anxiety and excitement at seeing him, and she grabbed Amamiya Lian's clothes and said, "Help me, Brother Lian!"

Amamiya Ren was not surprised, but rubbed her head and observed her surroundings.

Saeko was currently sitting next to the stereo system, looking drowsy. It was obvious that she had not gotten enough sleep and she didn't know what she had done at night.

Xingge was typing something in front of the computer, probably scheduling his shifts again.

I don't know where Liang and Hongxia went.

"what happens?"

Although she guessed the actual situation, Amamiya Ren still asked Kita about the details.

When Kita raised his head again, tears were already welling up in his eyes.