Joker's Band Game Story

Souyo, who was amused by Amemiya Basanlingjiu LingqijiuV's words, hit Amemiya with her little fist. She was extremely shy.

I don't know why, but Amemiya's words "good girl" made her shy to death, and she seemed to not want to hear Amemiya say such words at all.

While laughing and playing around, Yu Gong crawled into the quilt and acted as a "sandbag" for Shuang Shi to hit. While hitting her, he said all kinds of words praising Shuang Shi, but those words were so itchy in Shuang Shi's ears that her face turned even redder.

Her angry look proved that she was not at all used to hearing such compliments, and she punched Amemiya with her little fists. The power of her fists was weak, just like her mouth. After punching for a while, she was tired and couldn't help but gasp for breath.

"Alright, alright, no more trouble."

Feeling that the frequency of Shuangshi's hammer had decreased, Yugong poked his little head out from under the quilt and looked at Shuangshi with a playful expression.

However, when looking at Shuangshi, his expression gradually became less frivolous and instead a little surprised.

"what happened?"

"Nothing, I just think it's beautiful."

She was indeed very beautiful. Shuangshi, who had just finished taking a shower, still had a light mist on her body. She was fooling around with Amemiya and her hair was stuck to her cheeks.

The messy hairstyle actually highlights her softness and a sense of brokenness, which makes her look even more poignant.

She was breathing slightly and her lips were red, with the blush on her face still not gone. Being looked at like this by Amemiya, she felt embarrassed and looked down subconsciously. Her shy look made her look even more tender and delicious. When she came out of the quilt, she really surprised Amemiya at first glance.

This also made him say a true word from his heart. This sentence may not sound special, but the sincere emotion touched Shuangshi more than the previous compliments.

This sentence made Shuangshi unable to hold back. She became shy and said, "Lian, you are really... annoying when you say such things."

For a moment, she didn't know how to respond to Amemiya, so she just fell down and fell into his arms.

This boy is really annoying. He always says things that make her embarrassed.

But she felt sweet in her heart and was extremely happy.

The two of them were so close that they could smell each other's shower gel. They both took a shower in the same bathroom, so they used the same shower gel and shampoo.

Smelling a similar scent makes it easier for people to have wild thoughts. When you think that the other person has just bathed in the same tub as you and used the same shower gel, it gives you an indirect delusion of bathing together.

Just thinking about this simply, Shuangshi's legs couldn't help but rub against each other.

So itchy.

"Lian~"

This time, Lian's voice was not the same as usual, but it was quite melodious. She looked at Yu Gong with mist in her eyes.

"what happened?"

"I like you."

Shuangshi turned around slightly, put his arms around Amamiya, and leaned very close to him.

He could feel the healthy body of Amamiya. He didn't seem to exercise often and didn't have the muscles of a gym-goer. But he wasn't pot-bellied either. Instead, he felt very good to touch, not too hard or too soft, giving Shuangshi a very comfortable feeling.

"I really like you very much."

Shuangshi looked at Amemiya. At this moment, she was already looking at Amemiya infatuatedly. She had completely forgotten that she had her mother at home. Now, she was completely hanging on Amemiya, and they were looking at each other very closely.

"I……"

"Shh... don't talk."

Shuangshi put his hand on Amemiya's lips, stopping him from saying anything else.

"I know you might reject me, or say something ambiguous out of consideration for me. So I don't want to listen to you, I just want to tell you my thoughts. If you say something, you may never be able to do this again..."

Shuangshi knew clearly that it was because Amemiya had no such thoughts that he could play with him in bed so calmly, that he would take care of him when he was most vulnerable, and that he would help him without asking for anything in return.

That's why she didn't want to hear Amemiya's answer, because she knew that once some words were said, the relationship would never go back to the way it was before.

But if she didn't say some things, she would feel a little suffocated, so she wanted to say it, but she didn't want to listen. She just wanted to transfer the pressure from herself to Amemiya.

"This may be my selfishness... I must tell you this and let it become a burden to you. But I don't want to hear your answer. I don't want you to give me an answer that will disappoint me. In fact, I just want... to keep this feeling, this happy feeling of being with you, to be able to talk to you at home about things that I dare not talk about at school, to say things that I cannot say on weekdays, and to enjoy the care that I don't get on weekdays..."

Shuangshi rested her head on Amemiya's chest. She knew that she was very selfish now, but... people are selfish by nature, and she also wanted to be a selfish person for once.

Outside, she has always been a good girl, a big sister who can take care of others, but this is very tiring, really tiring, and she also wants to relax. When she is with Amamiya, she can relax and feel happy.

Amemiya is different, she can confirm this, Amemiya is special, he is someone who can make her completely relax, he is different from other people.

Her heartbeat did speed up when she was around Amemiya, and she did think about Amemiya when she was alone, and even when she was alone in her room, she would, would...

I would also call out Amamiya's name while rubbing it gently...

"I always feel that we are the same kind of people, and I always know that you have been taking care of me. I also want to take care of you, so... when you are by my side, you can let down your guard a little, relax with me, and make me feel that I can help you, then I will feel very satisfied. I really miss this kind of time, so I hope you can come to my house more often, okay?"

Shuangshi raised her head and looked at Yugong again, with a tear in the corner of her eye: "I don't ask for a lifetime, but I really hope you can stay by my side, okay?"

"……it is good."

Amemiya also hugged Shoshi, and the two of them hugged each other.

At this moment, he also felt a little sorry for Shuangshi. How humble must the other party be to say such words?

Even if I want to be a little selfish for once, I would just say it lightly, just hoping that the other person can spend more time with me.

How many dark nights were so lonely, resting alone in this empty room. Didn't she long for a warm embrace?

Amemiya loved her. At this time, Amemiya did not treat Shuangshi as a child, but as a woman, a lonely woman who longed for warmth.

So this hug was different from all the previous ones. Amemiya's body reacted before his brain. He hugged Shuangshi, and the two of them stuck together tightly.

"I like you……"

Shuangshi spoke softly again, and this time, after she finished saying this, she kissed Amemiya again.

The two hugged each other and kissed each other passionately, looking so romantic.

Chapter 43 Empty your brain and give up thinking

“Cough, cough, cough…” “Are you feeling better?”

Yu Gong took a tissue and wiped the corner of Shuang Shi's mouth. He looked at Shuang Shi with heartache. It seemed that the other party did this for the first time. He just spit into the trash can for a long time.

He wiped the white at the corner of her mouth and threw the tissue into the trash can. He also handed her warm water to rinse her mouth and take a good rest.

"Better, cough cough."

Shuangshi seemed to have not yet come to her senses. She realized belatedly how impulsive her behavior was. It was her first time and it made her feel a strong urge to vomit. She did not expect it to end like that. The thick and sticky feeling made her unable to hold back and vomit directly into the trash can beside the bed, spitting out all the indescribable stuff into the trash can.

After rinsing her mouth several times, she slowly drank the remaining warm water and then leaned into Yu Gong's arms. At this moment, she was as weak as Lin Daiyu, making people feel pity for her.

“It doesn’t have to be like this.”

"I just wanted to try it once... The book said it would be very comfortable. And... I want you to rely on me a little more."

Shuangshi was acting coquettishly in Amemiya's arms. She didn't expect that it would turn out like that.

Although I don’t know what book Shuangshi is reading, Yugong can guarantee that this book is definitely not serious. A serious book will definitely teach details.

Amemiya can guarantee that Shuangshi has never practiced at all. Every time he touched Shuangshi's little teeth, he felt a little bit of pain, but it was this unfamiliar feeling of the first time that stimulated Amemiya even more.

Lin Meng's aura seemed to be so strong that it made him love Shuangshi even more. The other party was really willing to do this kind of thing.

"So what do you think, Lian? Tell me the truth."

Shuangshi touched Amemiya's face with both hands, as if to prove her thoughts. She wanted to hear Amemiya express his true thoughts instead of him deceiving her.

"It's quite unfamiliar."

Amemiya gave a practical answer. After hearing this answer, Shuangshi's eyes dimmed a little. Although she wanted to hear the truth, she felt a little unhappy after hearing it.

"But I like it."

However, Amemiya didn't finish her words. Her words, which were first depressing and then encouraging, brightened up Shuangshi's dim eyes. She turned her head and looked at Amemiya: "Really?"

"Really, I can feel your feelings. But don't do this again next time."

Amemiya rubbed Shuangshi's face with the back of his hand. Now that he was by his side, his emotions were even easier to guess. This look of him taking off all his defenses was indeed somewhat unexpected to Amemiya, but it was also reasonable.

It is because of love and care that she will give everything.

She will give everything for the people she loves, and will feel sincerely happy when she gets positive feedback from them. Just like when she faces crychic, she likes him so much and is willing to give everything for him. She needs to care for others to make herself feel at ease. She is also a girl who lacks love. She desires love and hopes to give love.

She loves the other person, so she wants to help and satisfy the other person as much as possible. That is why when she notices that Amemiya's body is a little excited, she chooses to soothe it to make Amemiya relax. By doing so, she can be happy and joyful. This is why Amemiya feels that she is humble. Her love is giving.

She herself hadn't noticed that, at some point, Amemiya's position in her heart had quietly replaced Crychic. She really no longer had such a strong attachment to Crychic. After all...

When you get the same warmth, you will no longer be so greedy for the past. People only miss things when they lose them, but when they are wrapped in happiness, they just want to enjoy this wonderful time.

"Then Lian, can you fulfill one of my small wishes?"

"You said."

"That's it... I read in a book..."

Although she is eager to give, she does not just give blindly. She also wants to get a little feedback from the other party. She knows that Amemiya also has the same giving personality. When facing Amemiya, she also has to consider and even struggle with how to balance this relationship.

She can't let herself give too much and make the other person uncomfortable, nor can she accept the other person taking care of her all the time and not satisfying her sense of security. She lacks a sense of security, so she can only make herself become a role that others can need to make herself feel at ease.

She was always lonely, but she thought to herself, "If someone needs me, maybe the loneliness will disappear." So she started cooking, washing clothes, taking care of her mother, and joined the wind instrument club at the invitation of her classmates, and learned the double bass, which she didn't know how to play.

But these behaviors can only temporarily relieve loneliness. She still lacks love. She has no sense of belonging and no anchor that can make her feel at ease. After having a sense of belonging, even if she is still alone, her heart is not empty, just like the month when crychic was formed.

Crychic disbanded, and she returned to her lonely state. She had to disguise herself again to satisfy others and become someone else's "mother". So she had a slight sense of being a widow at a young age, because the crychic she loved had died, and she had been a widow for him.

In her heart, mygo can't do the same as crychic. She can't let go of her ex. In her eyes, mygo is more like her own child who needs her care and love. At the beginning, crychic had Xiangzi, so she didn't need to give too much and she was more enjoying herself. But mygo's group of problem children need her care and understanding. She has children, but is still a widow.

Until... that night, Amemiya appeared beside her and gave her a feeling - she could relieve loneliness without any effort.

When Amemiya was around, the feeling of loneliness would dissipate, because she and he had truly opened their hearts to each other. She let down all her defenses and allowed Amemiya to enter her most private area, and Amemiya also alleviated all her doubts in this area. During those few days, she was taken care of by Amemiya like a child. This was a feeling she had never experienced before, and it was also a feeling different from before.

She likes Amemiya, she can feel that Amemiya is different from others.

In her heart, other people are just 'children', and Amamiya... is the real 'husband'.

She can get enough sense of stability through mygo, she needs to care for others and hope to be needed. Just like taking care of Aine, taking care of her liveliness and restlessness, protecting her fragile heart that wants to escape, she can satisfy her sense of being needed.

She can relieve her loneliness by Amemiya's side, and she can feel safe by his side, which makes her indulge herself, makes her want to act coquettishly, and makes her want to vent all the suppressed emotions in her heart, so she willfully confesses to Amemiya but does not let him give any answer.

She didn't want to hear Amemiya's answer, she just wanted to maintain the status quo. She didn't even dare to hope for further progress. She just wanted stability and didn't want to change. After all, change would cause too much harm to her, whether it was her family or the band.

She longed for the stability of the current situation, so she would not ask for it unilaterally. She chose to give and relieve the pressure on Amamiya. But after all, she was still greedy subconsciously. This was human nature and it was normal. She just wanted Amamiya to fulfill a small wish of hers... to help her comfort herself.

Listening to Shuangshi's words, Yu Gong couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

I don't know when, but my debt seems to have increased again...

There are more girls who cannot be let down.

That night, he gave up thinking because it made him feel relaxed.

He just fulfilled Shuangshi's small wish, allowing her to lean on his arms with a happy face and fall asleep.

It turns out it can spray so high.

I couldn't help but sigh in my heart. At this moment, Amemiya was like a heartless fool. He watched the water fly high and splash onto the bed. If the bed wasn't big enough, he would not be able to continue sleeping.

As for feelings and stuff... I'll leave it to tomorrow's me. Today I just want to escape.

After all, I really can't make any promises before the end of that agreement.

I owe another debt...

The next day, the two of them did not get up early, which was rare, mainly because today was Saturday.

Since they didn’t have to go to school, there was no need to get up early. When they both woke up, it was already past ten o’clock.

The two of them didn't play very late yesterday. It was just because they slept too comfortably that they couldn't help but sleep a little longer.

After waking up, Shuangshi went to look for his mother. When he found out that her mother was not at home, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

If her mother was still at home, she would indeed feel a little embarrassed. After all, Amemiya was there too, and she didn't think it would be a problem for either of them to be at home. But she would feel a little embarrassed if both of them were at home at the same time.

I didn't expect that yesterday's low-probability event would actually happen...

"Let's eat something good today. What would you like to eat, Lian?"

"I have no inclinations, are you going to cook?"

"Soudayo~"

Shuangshi narrowed her eyes and smiled. She was already used to cooking for herself, so in order to prepare for cooking, she changed into a more refreshing set of clothes.

Cooking in pajamas can easily make her smell bad, so she chose to change her clothes and put on an apron. But...