There’s a Dragon Girl in the Desolate Sea

The first chapter of the ninety-ninth piece: (three)

This... Jiang Yingxiu's expression was a little unnatural for an instant. It is true that she is a handsome man, otherwise she would not have liked him back then. Although his character is also very good, people are all visual animals. , It’s more exciting to be handsome. At first, when Jiang Yingxiu's parents saw that Fu Dang was too good, they were still reluctant to do this marriage because they thought that a good-looking man was not honest, but Jiang Yingxiu didn't think so.

Far away, she thought about this, but in fact wanted to say that her man is first-class in appearance, conduct, or ability, but the word "strong" has never been associated with him.

He was born in the countryside, and it was the time of turmoil, let alone the countryside. Even Jiang Yingxiu, who grew up in the capital, had a long period of panic. Most of the people looked yellow and thin, because the food was not nutritious. , It would be nice to have enough food, who would dare to think of anything else?

When Fu Dang was very young, he helped the family earn work points by doing farm work. Later, when he grew up, he read books and resumed the college entrance examination. He was born with a clever mind, just because of the material for reading, and he went to university like a broken bamboo. It was their year. The provincial college entrance examination champion, it is very difficult for the family.

When Jiang Yingxiu saw him for the first time, he was in his freshman year, but Fu Dang was already a junior. Although he had been in university for three years in the capital, Fu Dang was still very thin and could not see anyone on his body. He was wearing a shirt. He was completely empty, Jiang Yingxiu racked his brains to supplement him.

Because he was tall, he looked thinner. When he started his own business, Fu Dang was so busy. Sometimes he didn’t have his three meals on time. Although he matured because of his age, he was still thinner. Jiang Yingxiu had a big belly. , To be honest, she really doesn't trust him to hold him firmly, and it's fine if she falls, and the child in her belly can't fall!

Fu Dang also noticed his wife's expression, and he faintly said, "Am I not strong at all in your heart?"

Jiang Yingxiu smiled at him.

Fu Dang couldn't bear to be angry with her. He lowered his head and rubbed her forehead and carried her into the bedroom. Because there were only two rooms, one was used as a bedroom and the other as a baby room. The living room opened up a large part of the space and opened up the balcony. In this case, even if Jiang Yingxiu is bored, she can still enjoy the sun and read books. She studied in normal school before, but she married Fu Dang as soon as she graduated. She was pregnant again soon afterwards, and she lost control of her emotions. Can go to work again.

Jiang Yingxiu likes this bedroom. Apart from the decorations on the walls and the living room, this new home is quite empty, especially the bedroom. Fu Dang said to her: "Tomorrow we will go to the mall to see if there is anything to buy. I If you don’t understand this, you can buy it and I will carry the bag for you, okay?"

Jiang Yingxiu was overjoyed in her heart, and she was still humble: "How can it be done? If someone sees that Mr. Fu, who has a lot of wisdom, is going to the mall with a big belly and helping with the bag, it's so shameless, people want to say. You raked your ears."

Fu Dang took the initiative to stretch his head over: "Well, I just rake my ears, not like them."

The men in other people's homes are horribly said to be raking their ears. Like Jiang Yingxiu's father, although he always listens to his wife at home, he still wants face outside. Not only her father, but also her father-in-law. When she got married, Fu Dang took her to her hometown and lived there for a month. Her father-in-law is a simple-looking rural man, and all the big and small things inside and outside the family are the masters of the mother-in-law. The mother-in-law is still an educated youth who goes to the countryside, but that's it. Outside, the head of the family is also the father-in-law. If someone says that the father-in-law is raking his ears, maybe the father-in-law is still not angry, and the mother-in-law will be angry.

Men are ashamed of raking their ears, but her men are not.

The smile on Jiang Yingxiu’s face couldn’t be stopped. Fu Dang also laughed with her and kissed her on the cheek. It’s such a simple thing to make his wife happy, just take her out and live with her. With a sweet word, she was so happy, he could have noticed earlier that he did not do a good job that made her lose her.

"Oh...Don't kiss anymore." Jiang Yingxiu covered her face, embarrassed, "My face gets oily too easily."

Since she was pregnant, she is not that clean beauty school girl, her hair and face are very oily, but it is inconvenient to wash her hair when her belly is big, and she has to trouble her mother-in-law every time. Jiang Yingxiu is very embarrassed. , Wash every other day, but it seems too wasteful to the frugal mother-in-law. Both shampoo and water cost money. Jiang Yingxiu needs to use a hair dryer after washing her hair. Days ago…

"It's okay, you work so hard with a child, how can I despise you?" Fu Dang gently stroked his wife's face, "It just so happens that I will give you a try to wash your hair?"

"You?" Jiang Yingxiu couldn't believe it, "Can you do it?"

How can a man say no? Fu Dang said, "Try it and you'll know."

Compared with her mother-in-law, Jiang Yingxiu is obviously more willing to let her man help. First of all, she is embarrassed to ask her mother-in-law, such as where it is itchy and want to rub a few more times, or if the shampoo gets into the eyes, it hurts me if you use too much force. ...And so on, but she still carefully considers the child in her belly: "But I can only lie down and wash, are you, you really OK?"

Fu Dang felt that it was better to say more than to do more. Directly in front of Jiang Yingxiu, he took out the secret weapon he had prepared—a soft and comfortable folding chair.

Jiang Yingxiu looked stunned.

Fu Dang put her up. The bathroom was very clean. He not only prepared a recliner, but also several basins. Pregnant women should pay attention to hygiene. The basins for washing hair, feet, butt, clothes, underwear, etc. must be separated. Small and small piled up an entire pot stand, and he still knew the test water temperature!

It looked like she looked decent, Jiang Yingxiu lay down, Fu Dang gently held her head, and asked her, "How is the water temperature?"

Jiang Yingxiu felt it for a while: "Yeah."

She feels that she is the happiest woman in the world!

Fu Dang chuckled and gently massaged her scalp with his fingers. He shampooed his hair was completely different from her mother-in-law. Her mother-in-law scratched her nails. Sometimes Jiang Yingxiu felt pain, but the man just massaged and rubbed gently with his fingertips. It was relieved and comfortable, which made her a little drowsy...

After washing her hair, he first wrapped it in a dry towel, then wiped her ears, neck, nape and other areas with a wet towel, and then put a clean bath towel on her shoulders, and personally used a hair dryer to blow on her. This treatment was too high-level, Jiang Yingxiu was in a trance.

After using the conditioner, Jiang Yingxiu's black and beautiful hair was just like a black satin after the hair was blown. It was amazingly beautiful. Fu Dang couldn't hide his greed and put his fingers through her hair and sniffed gently: "It smells good."

Fu's mother had always wanted Jiang Yingxiu to cut her waist-length hair. She said that long hair would take away the child’s nutrition and was inconvenient. Jiang Yingxiu was particularly reluctant. She cherished her hair very much. It was dark and black. Liang, she almost cried. Fortunately, she was stopped by Fu Dang, but after that, her mother-in-law felt a little uncomfortable. She shampooed her hair less frequently, and Jiang Yingxiu did not dare to say.

Fu Dang combed her daughter-in-law's hair straight and made a braid to hang over her chest, which was more convenient. Then he opened the closet, checked it, and said to Jiang Yingxiu, "Xiuxiu, I'm afraid you don't like the things I buy. So except for the change of clothes, nothing else moved. Let’s go shopping tomorrow, right?"

Jiang Yingxiu couldn't agree. She just came out of the bathroom, and when she looked up, she saw the underwear hanging on the balcony of the bedroom, and her face blushed: "Why are you hanging out your underwear again!"

"How can I wear the new underwear without washing?" Fu Dang took it for granted, "I wash it for you myself, and my pants are hanging out. If you want to be ashamed, you will also be ashamed, and you will also be despondent."

Jiang Yingxiu gave him a light punch: "How can men and women be the same."

"What's the difference?" Fu Dang put his arm around her shoulder, "I'll beat anyone who dares to say."

There are men's underwear hanging in the house, which can also make people feel jealous.

Jiang Yingxiu couldn't help laughing: "Are you still beating someone?"

Fu Dang:...

He seems to be really looked down upon by his wife.

The washed underwear is already dry, and the house is well managed. Obviously Fu Dang did not propose it impulsively, but after careful preparation. Jiang Yingxiu couldn’t help asking: "Fu Dang, why do you suddenly want to Moved out? Didn’t you say that it’s more convenient to live with mom?"

Fu Dang's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he tried to make himself smile naturally, so as not to tell Jiang Yingxiu to realize that nothing was right: "I was wrong before, Xiuxiu, I'm sorry."

Jiang Yingxiu was taken aback: "Huh?"

"You are my wife, the person I will spend my life together, but I didn't notice your emotions in time, and I was busy all day long. I am too incompetent." Fu Dang said seriously. "Not a competent father, nor a competent husband, I'm sorry, Xiuxiu."

Jiang Yingxiu couldn't believe what she heard. Fu Dang apologized to her? Because he didn't pay attention to the emotional changes during her pregnancy? This, this is too-she doesn't know what words to use to describe it, in short, in addition to shocking the world, it is indescribable excitement and want to cry!

Those grievances disappeared quickly and flatly in Fu Dang's sincere words.

Fu Dang was grateful that he had returned to this time when she could still be saved, otherwise if two years later, he didn't know if he could rekindle her hope of living.

He didn't dare to express too much excitement so as not to scare Jiang Yingxiu, he only bowed his head and kissed the corner of her mouth: "I did not do well before, but I will definitely work hard in the future, Xiuxiu, give me a chance, okay?"

Jiang Yingxiu's heart softened and became water: "You are so good, who said you are incompetent? And, why do you suddenly say this..."

"I saw your diary, Xiuxiu."

Fu Dang needed an explanation. As soon as Jiang Yingxiu heard that her diary was read, she immediately thought of some of her complaints and helplessness in it, many of which were for her mother-in-law and sister-in-law, and her face turned pale at the time. Fu Dang, I, I didn't mean it, I—"

"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I'm not considerate of you, it's so hard to get pregnant, and I leave you at home alone, I promise, that will never happen again in the future, okay?"

Jiang Yingxiu really never dreamed that Fu Dang would say this. When she learned that her diary was seen by him, her first reaction was not the anger or anger of the privacy being violated, but the anxiety and panic from the bottom of her heart. Looking at her performance on the surface, she actually has a lot of unsatisfactory complaints in her heart. She can't tell these things to others, so she has to confide in her diary. Obviously, if she hides her diary properly, how can she be discovered? ?

Moreover, Fu Dang was not angry, and even comforted her.

Every word and every word he said was extremely sincere, Jiang Yingxiu couldn't refuse, she nodded blankly, and asked quietly, "Aren't you angry?"

"What is your anger?"

"I'm in the diary...very fierce." And also complained that pregnancy is really painful, especially not knowing how many times to go to the toilet every day, as the months get older, sometimes she can't control her physical reaction Fortunately, this shameful moment was not seen by Fu Dang, but she wrote it all in her diary!

"How can it be said to be fierce?" Fu Dang hugged her, stretched out his hand and gently touched her round belly. The little girl inside seemed to feel something, kicked out a small foot, fiercely, "How pregnant are you? It's hard work. Being a mother is already great. If I am still angry with you, what have I become?"

No one has ever said this to Jiang Yingxiu. Whether it’s a mother or a mother-in-law, everyone’s rhetoric is the same-women are like this. This is the way everyone has to go. Don’t think too much, just get through it, whoever Didn't you come here when you were a mother? How can Jiang Yingxiu be so squeamish?

She longed for her husband's company and comfort, and was said to be squeamish, but isn't this something that a husband should do? If you don't take care of your own wife, is the child the wife alone?

Jiang Yingxiu suddenly felt very wronged. She snuggled in her man's arms and burst into tears happily.

Fu Dang didn't stop her, because he knew how wronged she was. She really should cry, but after crying this time, he would never let her cry because of loneliness and pain.

Sometimes tears are a good way to vent. At least Jiang Yingxiu's mood improved a lot after crying bitterly. The previous sadness and melancholy seemed to have left her through tears. Fu Dang got up, and she subconsciously grabbed him. He was not allowed to go, because he was afraid that it would take a long time for him to come back.

Fu Dang said softly, "Be good, I'll get a hot towel, or your eyes will be swollen tomorrow."

Jiang Yingxiu knew she should let go, but she just couldn't bear it.

Fu Dang had no choice but to take her with him. Jiang Yingxiu seemed to have become his little tail. She would follow him wherever he went. Maybe she felt that everything was not real enough. She was afraid that it was just a beautiful dream, so she had to follow. Be sure to follow!

Where does this anxiety come from?

It was Fu Dang who brought it to her. If he could give her enough sense of security, how could she be so concerned about gains and losses?

In the final analysis, he was not doing well enough.

Applying the heat to the eyes felt very comfortable. Jiang Yingxiu cried fiercely again. It was inevitable that she was a little tired. She fell asleep in Fu Dang's arms. He was still holding his clothes tightly with her hands and refused to loosen her. Fu Dang moved her a little bit. To be awakened, he had to sleep with her for a while, but he didn't need to sleep, just looked at her without blinking.

Jiang Yingxiu is a month old, and she is not sleeping securely. Cramps are a common occurrence. She often cries because of this. She can't sleep well and can't sleep if she doesn't sleep. She still can't tell people. The most common thing her mother-in-law said is "How was I back then?" When Jiang Yingxiu complained to her mother, Jiang's mother often said that she didn't know the blessing when she was in the blessing.

Fu's mother had to go to the fields to do farm work when she was pregnant. Jiang's mother was not so easy to get pregnant. Didn't they all get through it? How come Jiang Yingxiu can't do it?

Therefore, Jiang Yingxiu couldn't say a lot of things. After a long time, even she herself felt that she was hypocritical and artificial.

But what does this have to do with her? What's wrong with longing for husband's care because of pregnancy? She just wants him to be with her every day, what's wrong?

Fu Dang gently caressed his wife’s face. Jiang Yingxiu didn’t like to be seen by him when he took a bath. She also wore long sleeves in front of him. She must cover all the skin on her body. He didn’t even like Fu Dang staring at her. Looking at it, he knew why it was all.

She felt that she had become ugly, for fear of being rejected by him.

Whether it's the markings on her body, the extra freckles on her face, and the increasingly haggard look, she is no longer that compelling joke, she is now a heavy, obese and sloppy pregnant woman, Jiang Yingxiu is even scared When the classmates in college saw herself, she was very different from that time.

She is too unconfident, because pregnancy has caused too much harm to her. She has obviously sacrificed her beauty and youth, but cannot get the love of her family. How can she bear it?

It seems that she became like this for granted.

When Jiang Yingxiu woke up, the man was not by her side. She was holding his shirt with his smell on it, which was refreshing and good smelling.

She remembered that she hadn't taken a bath for three or four days. Her face was red and pale, her body smelled so bad...Did he leave?

Jiang Yingxiu got out of bed with difficulty. Her stomach was too big and she had a single sleeping posture. It was difficult to turn over. Getting out of bed was even more difficult. Putting on slippers, she went to the bathroom first. After she came out, she opened the door and heard it in the kitchen. There was a sound, Jiang Yingxiu breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he did not leave, he was still there.

Fu Dang is cooking.

Jiang Yingxiu walked over curiously: "What are you doing? Can you cook?"

As the head of the family, a man wants to work to support his family. They cannot do things like washing and cooking. The father-in-law is, Jiang Yingxiu's father, too. If the oil bottle at home is poured, you may not know how to help it, but Jiang Yingxiu What is strange is that although it is very hard and great for men to work to support the family, when she lives in the country, her mother-in-law also often goes to work in the fields, and her mother also works. In addition to home work, the unit also has a job. Can work and housework with both hands, don't men need it?

When he came home, he was the uncle. Except for the physical work that women can't do, they hardly interfere. When he first got married, Fu Dang did the same. Fu Dang didn't cook by himself, but he was reluctant to let Jiang Yingxiu do it. The family hired a nanny. However, when her mother-in-law came, she felt that she was a waste of money, and Jiang Yingxiu did not dare to say anything.

Fu Dang paused: "No, but I'm studying."

Was given the first chapter: the soul, almost omnipotent, but the knowledge and practice in my mind are slightly different, just a little practice.

Jiang Yingxiu sat on the chair very happily. Fu Dang had opened up all the living room and kitchen at the beginning. This way, the space will be full, and the house will seem larger. Jiang Yingxiu likes spicy food. He is afraid that the first time he makes it will not taste good, so I didn't dare to make a big dish, so I just made her fried noodles, put eggs, ham, watery greens, and even peppers!

Jiang Yingxiu's saliva was about to drain. Her mother-in-law said that eating chili for pregnant women is not good for their children, so she endured it all the time. To be honest, Jiang Yingxiu has endured to the point where she saw the children on the road eating spicy strips and wanted to grab it... Wait for Fu Dang Arrange the fried noodles on a plate and put them in front of her beautifully. Every noodle is contaminated with sauce, and the oily smell is so attractive. She still eagerly swallowed her saliva and asked carefully: "I really Can you eat it?"

Fu Dang was very sad, and he said softly, "Of course."

"But, Mom said..."

"We don't listen to her." Fu Dang bowed his head and kissed her. "You can eat whatever you want. Let's eat less."

Jiang Yingxiu is not spicy and unhappy. She has not had any hot peppers since she was found pregnant. Her hands were shaking when she picked up the chopsticks... The first bite of fried noodles in her mouth, she cried as soon as she wowed.

Fu Dang was in a rush, wiped her tears and wiped her mouth, coaxing her: "My daughter-in-law, let's not cry, stop crying, stop crying..."

"It's delicious." Jiang Yingxiu cried and ate fried noodles, feeling that she was really the happiest woman in the world.

Why is she so easily satisfied? Fu Dang thought helplessly, poured her another cup of warm water, sat next to her and watched her eat, which made Jiang Yingxiu feel embarrassed: "Why don't you eat it."

She has a different taste from Fu Dang. She likes spicy food, but Fu Dang has a light taste. She usually stays at home. If she is a nanny cooking, she can take care of the two of them. , But she never complained. If it weren't for those records in the diary, Fu Dang didn't even know.

She is so cute, gentle and understanding, she deserves everything.

"I'm not hungry, you eat first, and I will make a bowl of noodles later."

"Then I'll give it to you." Jiang Yingxiu said while eating, "I'll give you a bowl of clear noodle soup~ and fried a poached egg!"

Her happiness is so simple. As long as Fu Dang cares more about her, she can bear no matter how much suffering she can endure. Fu Dang's heart will be broken. He doesn't know what to do to contain the crazy emotions in his heart. For a time, His eyes were extremely forbearing, and immediately called Jiang Yingxiu to be wrong.

"That... not good."