There is no cure for love

"That bitch Lan Qin has been encouraging your mother-in-law. She wants Shen Yi to sue you after Shen Yi wakes up. No matter how nice your parents-in-law are to you, Shen Yi is their biological child after all. Meng Meng, I think your mother-in-law must Will listen to Shen Yi." Lu Yun said worriedly, "What will you do then? I just asked Fu Qingyuan in the car, if you intentionally hurt someone, you will be sentenced!"

Seeing Lu Yun worried about me, I felt more and more that I shouldn't do such stupid things. I hugged Lu Yun and said, "It's okay, I still have some evidence of him in my hand. He doesn't want to divorce me." ? If he sues me, I won’t divorce him. If I go to jail, I’ll go to jail and let everyone spend it together. Anyway, I have nothing to do in jail. If I can drag him down, I’ll drag him down. I don’t care.”

It has come to this point. There is no fig leaf left between Shen Yi and I. In this case, everyone should be honest with each other. I even dare to kill people, so what should I be afraid of?

"Don't be stupid! Why go to jail when you are doing well? Isn't he going to marry a goblin? Isn't he anxious to enter the Lan family and knock on the door? Then I must divorce you. Don't worry, a bitch like Shen Yi, in his heart He knows the abacus better than anyone else, and he will not be unaware of the pros and cons involved."

I nodded weakly. To be honest, I am not afraid of going to jail. I just feel that I am too stupid. Even if I kill Shen Yi with one knife, I will still be advantageous to him!

I remembered that my mother was called by my mother-in-law in the afternoon, and I asked Lu Yun to settle her down, so I asked, "Lu Yun, where is my mother?"

Speaking of my mother, a look of disdain immediately appeared on Lu Yun's face. She looked at me unhappily and said, "Meng Zhirou, tell me, are you your mother's biological child? I'll tell her everything." It's very clear, but why doesn't she understand? She went to your mother-in-law to apologize, saying that the matter between the children should be resolved properly. You don't know. When I saw your mother nodding and bowing, I just thought Slap her! Is it okay for a mother to not care about her own daughter, but to help outsiders bully you? Your mother-in-law ignored her, and she was not done yet. Later, Maureen and I insisted on pulling her away, and she said When she was hungry, I took her to buy something to eat, and then found a hotel for her to stay in. You are such a good mother, I am convinced."

I know best what my mother looks like. Lu Yun has never met her before, so it is normal for her to be surprised.

"I originally wanted to bring her to stay at my house tonight, but I felt that not only would it not work, but it would actually irritate you, so I sent her to a hotel." Lu Yun said angrily.

I put my arms around Lu Yun's neck, rested my head on her shoulder, and said, "Thank you, my dear."

"Okay, okay, go to sleep quickly. You have to go to the hospital tomorrow to meet that bitch Shen Yi. You need to keep your spirits up. There's going to be a big battle tomorrow. You have to keep your spirits up, right?" After saying that, Lu Yun pulled him. I went to the bathroom to take a shower and said not to pack things away, she would do it later.

After taking a shower and going to bed, I couldn't fall asleep, and neither could Lu Yun. I looked at the ceiling, wondering why the day passed so slowly.

After tossing and turning, Lu Yun and I didn't even fall asleep. We both got up, turned on a desk lamp, and leaned on the bed to chat. The warm orange light couldn't dispel the discomfort in my heart.

Lu Yun took my hand and asked me cautiously, "Tell me, what happened to your miscarriage? Why don't I know at all?" Lu Yun's tone was so gentle, I thought she was She was afraid of hitting my sad point, so she led me gently. Ms. Lu, a female man, also has a gentle and pleasant side, right?

That happened five years ago. Time flies so fast. When I think about it now, it seems like it happened yesterday. The faint desk light illuminated the worried expression on Lu Yun’s face. I can’t help but think about that past event. Stay sad and cry.

"That was less than a year after Shen Yi and I got married. Didn't we still live in the basement of a community in the South District at that time? The two of us went out to work during the day and came back at night to squeeze into a ten-square-meter basement. The toilet and kitchen were all It was shared with others, how poor are you?" I thought of the dark days underground and the humidity and heat in the room, and smiled sarcastically, saying, "At that time, Shen Yi and I lived a very difficult life. At that time, we couldn't afford to eat, how could we still have money to raise children? We ate instant noodles, boiled cabbage in plain water, and pickled mustard rice every day. Shen Yi and I were reluctant to spend money to sell meat. At night, the two of us squeezed into the narrow bed. Shen Yi He hugged me and said that if he persisted, things would gradually get better. He was very poor, but he happened to be pregnant at that time."

"Of course we can't afford children. Shen Yi and I both felt that we were still young and the situation at that time was not suitable for having children at all. Think about it, we couldn't even afford to raise ourselves, let alone raise a child. Shen Yi After he found out, he struggled for a long time and finally asked me to kill the child. In fact, I would have done it even if he didn’t tell me. Lu Yun said, "I looked at Lu Yun’s face sadly. She looked at me sympathetically and said His eyes comforted me, and I said, "You know what? At that time, our combined salary was only more than 3,000. We had just graduated, with no experience or background. We were not graduates from prestigious universities. There were no companies looking for us. Shen I also run business outside every day, and I can’t bear to buy a pair of decent shoes. I continue to wear my white shirt until it turns yellow. As for me, I get looked down upon when serving tea and water in the office. I have to send part of my monthly money to Damn it, send part of it to my mother, and we have to rent a house for the rest, so where can we get the money?"

"So you just aborted the child?" Lu Yun complained, "You are stupid, don't you know how to ask me to borrow money if you don't have money? Even if I am not around at that time and you ask for money, I will still give it to you without hesitation. Ah! Why do you do something so harmful to your body?"

That year, Lu Yun was sad and frustrated because of Bai Yang's marriage. She left Beicheng for a while and disappeared for five months. When she came back, Shen Yi and I's life had gradually improved, and we were not as embarrassed as before, but she clearly She still helped me a lot in secret. In order to take care of my self-esteem, she and Maureen would not give me money directly, but they did other things, such as giving me cosmetics when I went to the mall, and taking home the clothes I just bought and unpacking them. The tag told me that she didn't like it anymore. It was a pity to lose the new clothes, but it was just right to give them to me, or she would ask me out every three days for various reasons of celebration to improve the food. She and Maureen had done enough.

"I know you will definitely help me, but dear, as the saying goes, you can help me in an emergency but not in poverty. You can help me for a while, but you can't help me forever. Shen Yi originally gave me enough money, even if an abortion is more expensive than a medical abortion It was a lot, and he didn't even frown, but I felt sorry for him. It happened that he couldn't get away on the day of the abortion, so I wanted to ask Mo Lin to accompany me to the hospital and secretly perform medical abortion behind Shen Yi's back. That would save hundreds of dollars. Yuan, but Mo Lin refused to agree, saying that I was doing it myself. What would happen if something happened? Medical abortion is not easy to clean, and the abortion will not be completed before the embryo has been aborted, and the uterus will have to be cured. I was scared after thinking about it, so I agreed. . Let me tell you, the money was given to me by Maureen. She said she was not willing to let me suffer this hardship." Thinking of this, I couldn't help but burst into tears. They rolled around in my eyes for a few times and then burst out.

Lu Yun helped me gently wipe away my tears and comforted me by saying, "It's all over, it's all over."

I cried for a while and then said, "The night I went back after the abortion, Shen Yi didn't come back very late. I was so scared to stay alone in the basement. My body hadn't recovered yet, and the people living in the basement were all in a mess. The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, so I put on my clothes and endured the pain in my body and went out to look for Shen Yi. At first he couldn't get through on the phone, but then I got through and I found out that he was in a fountain outside a community. Haha, you know It's the same community where our previous house was. At that time, his goal was to buy a house first and live there peacefully without having to share the same toilet or kitchen with others, and without having to worry about anyone peeping."

"When I rushed over, Shen Yi was going crazy in the fountain. The security guard on the night shift at that time was an uncle in his fifties. He was quite kind and didn't call the police. He told me to take him home quickly. He drank too much, so don’t disturb the residents. It was still spring at that time, just like now, it was quite cold at night, and he was still in the water. I couldn’t bear it. I dragged him in the water for a long time before I pulled him out, but he just followed He was like crazy, running along the street, not listening to me at all. It rained that night, and he and I ran and chased each other in the rain. We were all soaked. I finally got him home, but he collapsed. He was fast asleep on the bed, and when I was changing his clothes, my vision went dark and I fainted."

In fact, I later found out that when Shen Yi was doing business that day, a customer insulted him and he was so irritated that he went out alone and got drunk.

In fact, Shen Yi seems to be a sunny and generous person, but he has a strong self-esteem and is very concerned about face. He always felt that his rural household registration was inferior to others, so after graduation, he stayed in Beicheng, vowing to make a career in the world.

Lu Yun quietly listened to me recalling the events of that year. She felt sorry for me, but also felt helpless.

"When I woke up the next day, I was in the health center. Shen Yi said that I caught a cold and had a fever in the rain, and it would be fine if I took some medicine. We had no money at the time and didn't even think about going to a big hospital, so we didn't notice the problem. The seriousness of this matter is what it is." That's what happened. Because the accident five years ago caused me to be infertile, I think Shen Yi only found out about it later, but as for why he kept it from me like this For many years, I thought that the only thing I could do was ask him himself.

"This grandson! After all, you are still doing it for him! He is quite evil! You are so considerate of him, and yet he is still looking for a mistress. He is capable of doing such evil things! You must be so shameless!" Lu Yun complained for me. When Shen Yi and I got married, Lu Yun disapproved of it. She felt that Shen Yi had nothing at the time and could not give me a stable home even if he was poor. She was not worshiping money, she was just pure. For my own sake, after all, Shen Yi and I were not suitable for marriage at that time. When she came back from abroad, in order not to worry Lu Yun, I didn't tell her that I had a miscarriage. Apart from Shen Yi, , only Maureen knows.

After chatting until midnight, Lu Yun and I finally couldn't hold on any longer and fell asleep holding each other's hands.