There is no cure for love

I shook my head, "Mo Lin, I don't know what to do. When I knew that Shen Yi betrayed me, I felt even more painful. I wanted to break up, but after these days, I found that I couldn't give up on him at all. I was very sad. Struggle, do you understand what I mean?" I was a little incoherent, afraid that Maureen wouldn't understand what I meant, so I looked at her anxiously, with expectation shining in my eyes. "Every night he sleeps soundly, and I I couldn't sleep at all. Facing his face, I felt like I was going crazy. His calm look made me crazy. I even wanted to dig out his heart to see what color it was. Am I not good? Why should I do this? betray me........"

"I understand, dear, I understand." Maureen held my hand tightly and looked at me firmly. I saw understanding and love in her eyes.

After Maureen said that, I couldn't help but cry. I felt extremely wronged. How can I describe the pain of being stabbed with a needle on the tip of my heart? It's like someone stabbed a needle deeply into your heart and then pulled it out. Come out, plunge in again, keep repeating this, causing you suffering and pain.

"I hate myself even more. I hate myself for why I can't break up easily. Since I can't bear it, why do I continue to live like this? Maureen, he has betrayed me, he has betrayed me!" I lay on Molin's bed. Crying on my shoulders. When I can't sleep these days, I always think about what I will do in the future? Will Shen Yi abandon me if he is with the goblin? I have imagined breaking up happily, but every time I make up my mind, after , looking at Shen Yi's face, my heart softened again.

I hate my weak character.

"Don't be like this, dear, don't you think I'm the same way? How could you be willing to let go of Shen Yi when you love her so much? Just like I've been in love with Lin Heng for so many years, and I'm not willing to let go no matter how much I've been hurt," Mo Lin pushed. Open me and look me seriously in the eyes, "We're both the same, aren't we?"

If it were Lu Yun who was in charge of this matter, she and Shen Yi would have been in conflict long ago. How could she swallow her anger like me?

"Mo Lin, I'm very upset right now. I feel very uncomfortable when I think about Shen Yi fooling around with goblins. But why can't I make up my mind to let go? I'm in so much pain, but he's at ease."

"Zhirou, let me ask you now, if possible, would you divorce Shen Yi?" Mo Lin said solemnly.

I shook my head without thinking, "No, I don't want a divorce. It's not because I don't want the goblin to succeed, but I don't want to give up on Shen Yi. I love him, Mo Lin, we have been together for almost ten years, ten years , not ten days." How many relationships in this world can lead to marriage, and how many marriages can lead to a long life together? Marriage is not love, you can say that you break up if you break up. Marriage is a family, related to the entire family, not just an individual.

"Then since you have your own ideas, why bother? What you need now is a chance to have a good talk with Shen Yi. To be honest, I think Shen Yi doesn't want to divorce you, otherwise he won't treat you the same as before. Okay, so you didn’t feel anything was wrong with him at all, do you understand what I mean?”

What Mo Lin said is that Shen Yi treats me better than before, not worse than before. If he wanted to divorce, he would do everything possible to alienate me and find all kinds of excuses to quarrel with me. But he didn't.