There is no cure for love

I turned my face to look at Shen Yi. This face that I had seen for ten years made me feel strange for the first time. When we were in love, I never dared to look directly at his face because of my shyness. Take a few secret glances and think everything about him is good-looking. After getting married, I would look at him waking up every morning. Even though his eyes were sleepy, I still thought he was handsome. Probably because beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

Now, everything is gone forever.

"By the way, I've made an appointment with Mo Lin and Lu Yun to come to our house for dinner this week. You can put down the entertainment and be at home this week. It's hard for Lu Yun to have a holiday, and we haven't had a party together for a long time." I pretended to be nonchalant and said. When talking about Lu Yun, I could emphasize my tone, then look at Shen Yi's face with a smile and pay attention to the changes in his facial expression.

Shen Yi was slightly stunned at first, then smiled awkwardly, and said reluctantly, "What do you little sisters want me to do at the party? It's hard for you to chat when I'm here, how about I pay the bill and you go out and have fun?" "

I refused, but still wore the same smile as before, "Goodbye," I stretched out my hand to help him hold up the collar of his shirt, and said lightly, "It's not like you don't know them both, why are you avoiding them?"

"But...I have already made an appointment with someone to discuss cooperation. This..." Shen Yi continued to decline.

"No, you have to agree this time. In the past, you were busy socializing, but this time you can't say anything." I looked at Shen Yi pretending to be questioning, curled my lips and said, "Why don't you want to see them both so much? Is there some misunderstanding? You were never like this before!"

Shen Yi laughed very awkwardly, patted me on the shoulder and said, "What are you thinking about? I found that you really think too much when you are alone at home! Okay, I will listen to you, okay?" I I looked at Shen Yi steadily, trying to see his flaw, but he took advantage of the situation and put his arms around my shoulders, hugged me, rested his head on my shoulders, and whispered in my ear, "Wife, I love you. "

Shen is not a person who is good at expressing himself with words. In other words, he is a bit dull, which is very different from his sunny and handsome appearance. So every time he says something like "I love you", because it is rare, So I am very happy and cherish it very much.

But today, after hearing these words, I felt a burst of unspeakable bitterness and pain in my heart.

"Do you really love me?" I asked, holding his waist.

"If I don't love you, who can I love?" After saying that, Shen Yi kissed my hair.

This night, I had insomnia again. Shen Yi was lying next to me. It was late at night, and he had fallen asleep. He was facing me, breathing softly and shallowly, regularly and softly in the dark night.

I looked at the dark night outside the window and shed tears of sadness.

The night passed like this.

Early the next morning, I got up early to cook for Shen Yi. I used to get up every day to make breakfast for him, but then he felt sorry for me and wanted me to sleep a little longer, so he didn't let me get up to make breakfast for him. He said that there was a very good breakfast shop near the company that had the taste of his hometown. He fell in love with it after eating it once and wanted to go there every day.

Calculating the time, it has been almost half a year since he was away from home for breakfast.

Shen Yi likes the sun-cooked eggs I make best, served with bread, salad and hot milk. He always eats them happily.

After setting the plate, I took off my apron and went upstairs to ask him to eat. He looked at me in surprise and wanted to have a morning kiss, but I pushed him away in disgust.