There is no cure for love

"We are not doing this for your own good! As a divorced woman, what else do you want to find?" My mother pointed at my nose and scolded me, saying, "Don't think I don't know, you are interested in that day. The man who sent you to Shen Yi's house! I'm not telling you, do you think he really came with you? A man in his thirties is still so clueless! Do you think you can catch such a man? "

My mother was talking about Chen Jinting. He was just giving me a ride, but she could think so dirty. I really convinced her! I couldn't get angry, so I said angrily to her, "Yes, I really just have a crush on him." !”

I really hate my personality. It's too gentle and soft. Even in a quarrel, I'm so lackluster. I deserve to be punished.

"You don't have enough food and salt! You will have to endure hardships!"

"Mom, please leave her alone. Isn't she just acting like this because we owe her money? I made it clear today, Meng Zhirou, I don't have money to pay you back, so you can do whatever you want!" Lin huddled behind him, not daring to look at me.

I pulled Mo Lin to my side and said to Meng Zhiwei with a sneer, "It's just one hundred thousand yuan, Meng Zhiwei, I don't need this money, because I, Meng Zhirou, can afford it. One hundred thousand yuan has bought off our family relationship." , from now on, don’t call me sister! Your whole family is obsessed with money! Maureen, grab your things and let’s go!”

"Just leave, and don't come back after you leave!" Meng Zhiwei yelled at me. My mother wanted to step forward and pull me, but Meng Zhiwei stopped her, "Mom, don't pull her, let her go!"

Mo Lin was angry that Meng Zhiwei and my mother were bullying me like this. He looked at Meng Zhiwei angrily and cursed, "Meng Zhiwei, your conscience has been eaten by a dog, right? Where did you get the money to study at that time? When Zhirou was in college, she did Two or three people who work part-time to earn money are so exhausted that they are skinny and skinny. Your family refuses to give her money, and they even ask her for money. She is married to Shen Yi. If you have any trouble, just go to Shen Yi. Whenever your family needs money, you will reach out. Ask Shen Yiyao, have you ever thought about your sister? Do you think Shen Yi divorced your sister just because of her mistress? Oh, do you know what Shen Yi said? She can no longer stand Meng Zhirou’s vampire-like mother-in-law. !You are so shameless!”

"What the hell!" Meng Zhiwei stared at Mo Lin with coaxing eyes and raised his hand to hit Mo Lin. I yelled at Meng Zhiwei and grabbed Mo Lin behind me. Meng Zhiwei slapped me in the wrong position and hit my shoulder. , he is a man, and he is very strong. Even if he hits me on the shoulder, it will hurt. If he hits Maureen on the face, how can I still pay it off?

"You are simply not a man!" Mo Lin scolded angrily, "If I had a useless brother like you, I would be embarrassed to go out! A man who is a free man is a disgrace!"

"What a sin. The family is not at peace. Meng Zhirou, I raised you in vain. Now that you have someone to support you, you are going to be in trouble." My mother cried while slapping her knees.

She was my mother. No matter what she did, I couldn't quarrel with her. I had to drag Mo Lin away. But Meng Zhiwei, I said, from now on, I will not have him as my brother.

I was so angry that I almost vomited blood. I really regretted it. I ate until I had nothing to do before I thought about coming back! Am I crazy? What else should I miss about such a family? A family that recognizes money but not people, What is there to regret? In their eyes, money always comes first!

When I stepped out of that house, I didn't look back. Maureen kept holding my hand, pulling it tightly. The warmth from the palm of my hand made me feel less desperate. Tears were flowing all the way, and I wiped them away immediately. After falling down again, Maureen found a place to sit and let me calm down. The wind in Nanzhen was quite strong at night and blew my hair into a mess. I didn't want to take care of it at all.

There was only one dim streetlight in the darkness, allowing me to vaguely look at Maureen's face. She sighed, came forward and hugged me, patted my back gently and said, "Cry, cry, don't hold it in" Come on, just cry and it will be fine."

With Mo Lin's encouragement, I cried loudly regardless of image. This was the first time I cried so hard after my divorce from Shen Yi. I thought Shen Yi had hurt me deeply enough, but now it seems that it can hurt me with a knife. Me, what makes me miserable is my family. My mother who gave birth to and raised me, and my brothers. For decades of my life, my family relationship has been like this. What else can I expect?

I hugged Maureen tightly, and now she was the only comfort I had.

After crying for almost half an hour, I finally stopped. The grievances in my heart were overwhelming. What's the difference between my current appearance and the beggars wandering on the roadside? No, compared with them, I am even sadder. I have a home and can't go back. But Fortunately, I still have friends to rely on.

Maureen took me to find a hotel to stay in. The hotels in the town were very simple. We only needed a room for thirty yuan a night. The quilt smelled of dampness and the sheets were washed white. Mo Lin Lin took out two pieces of clothing from his bag, put them on the pillow, and said helplessly, "Let's make do with it. I'm going to see my mother tomorrow. Let's go back immediately. We really can't stay in this place."

I nodded. I was exhausted both physically and mentally. I found some clothes and planned to take a shower. But when I went out, I saw a man wearing only underpants coming out of the bathroom and staring at me. He didn't feel embarrassed at all. I was so scared that I quickly went back. It was so bad. Maureen asked me what was wrong. I shook my head and said speechlessly, "Forget it, don't take a shower today."

Mo Lin walked out and took a look. The bathroom had simple facilities but it was indeed difficult to take a bath. "Forget it, bear with it. I will go back tomorrow. I can't find good accommodation here."

"Um."

Then Maureen and I lay fully clothed on the bed, tossing and turning in the dark and unable to fall asleep, and so did Maureen. She was worried about meeting her mother tomorrow, and I felt bad for the wonderful family I had encountered.

Unable to sleep in the middle of the night, I chatted with Maureen and asked her what time she would get up to see her mother tomorrow. On the edge of South Town, there was a small mental hospital. The people there were mentally disturbed people, most of whom were not from the town. Most of those who entered the hospital were vagrants and beggars from outside, who were sent there under special care by the government. There were also some who were mentally ill and whose families had no money to send them to hospitals in the county, so they stayed in Nanzhen Hospital.

I accompanied Mo Lin there once many years ago. It was a small building located on the edge of Nanzhen, with a river behind it. Let’s call it Nanhe. Because of fear of patients escaping, Nanzhen Hospital’s There are three iron gates, and there are also locked iron gates in the corridors on each floor. But the door outside is rusty and old.

"Go early and come back early. We can go back to Beicheng in the afternoon." Mo Lin said lightly. I couldn't see her expression, but I just felt that her tone was full of sadness. I still remember accompanying her to go see it. When she was her mother, young Maureen had tears in her eyes and an indifferent expression on her face.

"Do you want me to go with you? It's okay if I'm here anyway." I thought to myself, go with her. She will be by my side every time I feel sad. When she needs someone, I also want to be by her side.

around.

But Maureen was stubborn and she didn't want me to accompany her. She patted my shoulder lightly and pretended to be relaxed and said, "No, you have to pass by your house in the past. Wait for me here tomorrow. I'll

Go and be back soon. If you are really free, go out for a walk."

Since she doesn't want to, I can't force her. She has a strong temper. If I insist on doing it, it won't be good. "Okay, I'll wait for you at the hotel. I'm too lazy to go out."

"Well, go to sleep." Maureen felt a little sleepy.

I held the skinny Mo Lin, and the bones in her body hurt me. I suddenly felt very uncomfortable and felt sorry for this stubborn little woman.

Early the next morning, when I was sleeping hazily, Jasmine got up, packed her things, and whispered in my ear, "I'm going out and I'll be back soon. You can continue to sleep."

I nodded and went back to sleep. When I woke up, it was already past ten o'clock. I was a little hungry, so I went downstairs to buy food. I was afraid that it would be unsafe, so I took my bag with me and left my clothes behind.

In the hotel, when I was going downstairs, the landlady at the counter stopped me and told me to check out before twelve o'clock. If you exceed the time, you will be charged. I looked at the landlady who was so fat that she could hardly see her eyes. I was helpless. I didn't know that Molin

When I came back, my things were placed upstairs again, so I had to pay an additional thirty yuan and walked out of the hotel in silence.

I don’t want to say more about people in remote areas. After all, I also came from this place. But I feel sad.

Today is market day, and the streets are very lively. In the past, Maureen and I walked home hand in hand after school. When passing by, we would often spend 50 cents to eat a fried potato. At that time, my mother did not know how to

Give me pocket money, and Mo Lin would treat me every time I ate, because her father was very good at making money and doted on her, so he would give her a lot of pocket money every time. At that time, Mo Lin was very fat, but she never yelled.

lose weight.

By the way, I remembered that at that time, Mo Lin's heart was full of Lin Heng, the sunny and handsome Lin Heng.

Bored, I went to our high school alma mater and walked around. It felt very strange and many things had changed. The former mud playground was now a plastic track, and the one-story teaching building was gone and turned into a four-story building.

The flagpole has also been replaced. It used to be iron and is now made of stainless steel. Over the years, it has changed. The words that Molin and I wrote on the corner have long since disappeared.

On the way back to the hotel, I received a strange call from the street. The caller ID was a landline from Beicheng. I picked up the call without hesitation. The other party asked me in a very formal tone, "Is this Miss Meng Zhirou?"

"Yes, I am Meng Zhirou, who are you?"

"Oh, hello, I'm from xx magazine. You submitted your resume to our magazine online before. Do you still remember it?"

"Remember, remember." I replied quickly, thinking to myself, is this a joke?

"Please come for an interview on Wednesday morning. We have a two-way choice. Do you think it is suitable?" the other party said politely, "It is inconvenient to talk about many things on the phone at night. How about meeting in person to discuss it in detail?"

"Okay, then I'll come on Wednesday!" I said happily.

After hanging up the phone, I was very happy. Is this God's compensation for me? I just suffered a blow, now give me a candy?

However, I can't be too happy, it's just an interview, and you have to pass the interview if you succeed!

I walked quickly towards the hotel. Big ticket, big ticket, please don’t mix it with recommended ticket, they are not the same family.