The splendor of rebirth after abandonment

() Qin Zhiyan's words brought Su Lanzhi back to reality. Seeing Qin Zhiyan's concerned look, Su Lanzhi smiled faintly, not wanting the other party to see what she was thinking, "King Wu Cheng,

I'm fine." Shaking his head, the memory of his past life

Su Lanzhi never intended to share her pain and pain with anyone. Who would believe such a ghostly and magical thing? Even if they believed it, people would probably regard her as a monster? Therefore, she could only keep this secret

It's rotten in my heart.

"Are you really okay? Why do I think you look so bad?" Looking at Su Lanzhi carefully, Qin Zhiyan felt that Su Lanzhi was a little strange at that moment, as if she had fallen into some kind of nightmare. That expression,

It made Qin Zhiyan feel completely invisible.

What had happened to her, and why did she look so sad and desperate?

"I'm fine, King Wu Cheng is worrying too much." Hiding her thoughts, Su Lanzhi at this moment was her flawless self again, with an unchanging smile on her face, looking at Qin Zhiyan calmly,

They put some distance between each other, put on a perfect mask, and completely blocked the hearts of themselves and Qin Zhiyan.

"You..." He wanted to say something, but before he could, a cold voice appeared behind him. This voice was extremely abrupt, oppressive, and made people very uncomfortable, "Zhiyan, Miss Su,

Are you two on the same side?

What are you doing?" Qin Yan saw that Su Lanzhi's face was not good, and Qin Zhiyan looked concerned, and the anger in his heart rose. He had a feeling that his things were being spied on, so

The feeling of having sex made him very unhappy!

Because of the dissatisfaction in his heart, Qin Yan unceremoniously stood between Qin Zhiyan and Su Lanzhi, blocking Qin Zhiyan's sight. His eyes looking at Qin Zhiyan were also cold,

"Zhiyan, I haven't seen you for a long time. I just didn't know that you and Su Xiao

When did you become familiar with me?" Qin Yan is not a fool, and of course he has noticed Qin Zhiyan's special feelings for Su Lanzhi. The Bingqing Jade Cream half a year ago, and the familiarity now

, these are phenomena that Qin Yan cannot ignore.

"Miss Su is just a little uncomfortable, I just came over to take a look." Seeing that Qin Yan seemed to be wary of him, Qin Zhiyan had a calm look on his face and did not show any excuses.

In addition, Su Lanzhi's face at this moment was also impeccable.

"Since Miss Su is not feeling well, then go back and rest, so as not to worry everyone!" Deep down in his heart, he was very reluctant to have any contact between Qin Zhiyan and Su Lanzhi, so even though Qin Yan was reluctant to let Su Lanzhi leave, Qin Yan still had to urge him

Go.

"Well, King Wucheng, King Yan, I'll take my leave first!" Su Lanzhi really wanted to be quiet at this moment. Thinking of the missed child just now, Su Lanzhi faced Qin Yan and was very worried that she would

I couldn't control it for a moment and lost control. Therefore, leaving was the best choice.

"Miss Su, walk slowly. Take good care of your young lady!" He ordered Yunzhu beside Su Lanzhi as if he were a master. Qin Yan didn't care at all about the unconvinced look in Yunzhu's eyes. Everything was taken as a matter of course.

This made Yunzhu very unhappy, but she couldn't say anything back, "I know, miss, I will help you!"

It has been more than half a year. Yunzhu has learned martial arts, and his body has recovered quickly. Now he can serve Su Lanzhi closely. Because of the assassination half a year ago, the relationship between the two seems to be much deeper than before. However,

Yunzhu, like Su Lanzhi, didn't like Qin Yan in her heart. She always felt that Qin Yan's appearance in the assassination was too coincidental, and now that the other party took her as his maid so naturally, Yunzhu felt that

Feeling comfortable?

"King Wu Cheng, please tell daddy. I'm going back to the house first, so he doesn't have to worry!" Without letting Su Qinglan know about her physical condition, Su Lanzhi nodded to Qin Zhiyan and left.

Zhiyan also agreed, originally planning to tell Su Qinglan

, as a result, Qin Yan also followed, "Zhiyan, long time no see, how about we have a drink together later?" Half a year has passed, and with the incident at the Yuanwu Hou Mansion half a year ago, the power of the fifth prince has been reduced a lot, Qin

Nowadays, Yan can be said to be prosperous.

He wholeheartedly wanted to win over the Prince of Qin, but the Prince of Qin was an upright person and had always turned a blind eye to his advances. Now, he could only start with Qin Zhiyan. He took the initiative to put down his identity and speak to Qin Zhiyan in an equal tone.

When Yan spoke, the names in his words were also very kind. I thought Qin Zhiyan would be more or less moved, but he didn't.

I once thought that Qin Zhiyan refused directly, "I'm sorry, Lord Yan, I have been feeling a little unwell these past few days. The imperial doctor said that I should not drink alcohol! I'm so sorry!" Just now Qin Yan inadvertently revealed his possession of Su Lanzhi.

, Qin Zhiyan's heart was ringing loudly. Naturally, he would not get close to Qin Yan easily at this moment.

"Zhiyan, brothers, do you and I need to be so estranged? It's so rare to see each other that we can't even have a drink?" Qin Yan was a little unhappy at Qin Zhiyan's rejection. He had been going smoothly in the past six months, and he had gained more and more trust from Emperor Wen.

Now his voice in the court has gradually surpassed that of the second prince. Qin Yan thought that everyone should start to stand in line and win over him, but why was Qin Zhiyan indifferent?

"Lord Yan, I really can't drink. I'll treat you to another day. I'll treat you to another day!" In fact, everyone knows that this is a polite comment. This matter will be postponed for another day. Who knows when the day will be postponed?

Qin Yan knew that Qin Zhiyan seemed easy-going and that the actual decisions would hardly change. He also knew that today's win-over would not work, so he twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled, but this smile, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't matter.

He didn't mean it, "If that's the case, then let's change the situation!" Anyway, Prince Qin's Palace has not taken sides yet, so he is not in a hurry.

"Well, if it's okay, I'll go over first!" He wanted to convey Su Lanzhi's words to Su Qinglan so as not to worry Su Qinglan. What Qin Zhiyan didn't expect was that Qin Yan actually proposed to go there together, "Zhiyan, are you going to

Go see Prime Minister Su. Maybe I haven’t seen Prime Minister Su for a long time. Let’s go over and say hello!” 2

Without saying anything, he pulled Qin Zhiyan and walked over. Qin Zhiyan never liked strangers approaching him, even if they were men. He looked at Qin Yan's hand, frowned, and inadvertently shook it away.

Qin Yan didn't care when he saw his hand, but the ice on his face seemed to have deepened.

…

When the two came to Su Qinglan, Qin Yan was the first to say hello, "Xiang Su, you're fine, you're here. I forgot to say congratulations!"

"Haha, Lord Yan, thank you very much!" What I invited today are relatives and friends. In fact, Su Qinglan did not ask Qin Yan out. She just happened to meet Qin Yan when she went out that day. When it came to this matter, Su Qinglan had no choice but to invite him.

I can only say this in passing, I really didn't expect Qin Yan to actually come.

"Su Xiang's child is very polite. Su Xiang is so lucky and makes people so envious!" Qin Yan is very good at giving polite compliments, otherwise he would not have attracted so many people to serve him.

"Prince Yan is still young, and he will be more blessed than me when the time comes!" Speaking of which, Qin Yan can be considered an anomaly. He has been weak for a long time, but there is no concubine in the house. His whole person is a bit cold, so everyone always treats him.

Some guesses.

"I hope so!" Qin Yan smiled. Qin Yan rarely smiled, but this smile was extremely beautiful. It was like the ice and snow melting, making people feel like there was a beam of light passing in front of them, which was indescribable joy.

"Yes, Prince Yan, the proud son of heaven, will definitely get what he wants!"

"Really? Then let's borrow the good words from Prime Minister Su." When Qin Yan said this, a rare and extremely bright light flashed across his eyes, which made people feel that Qin Yan seemed to have thought of something, and Su Qinglan looked at it.

I thought I seemed to have said something wrong

What's the matter? Qin Zhiyan on the side saw Qin Yan like this and was worried about what Qin Yan would say, so he changed the subject directly, "By the way, Mr. Su, Miss Su asked me to tell you just now that she will go back first.

The house is closed, so don’t worry!”

"Why did she go back?" He seemed to have seen Su Lanzhi and Qin Zhiyan together just now. What was going on?

"I guess she wasn't used to such excitement, so she left without saying anything." Knowing that Su Lanzhi didn't want Su Qinglan to worry, Qin Zhiyan didn't say anything, just pretending not to know.

"Really?" Su Qinglan always felt that things didn't seem to be like this. Su Qinglan was a little confused, but then someone came to look for him, and he left.

…

This time, the third party was very lively and successful. Although there were some annoying people, such as Su Qingxiu, Su Qinglan handled it very well. She knew that Su Qingxiu had something to ask of him. When the third party was over, Su Qinglan invited everyone to eat.

After dinner, everyone was sent away directly. Su Qingxiu found opportunities to talk to Su Qinglan several times, but since there were outsiders around Su Qinglan, it was difficult to speak, so in the end, she had to leave in a depressed manner.

From then on, everyone knew that Su Qinglan was happy with Linzi. When the emperor found out, he also blamed Su Qinglan for keeping it a secret, and finally rewarded him with a pair of dragon, phoenix and unicorn as a congratulation. Of course, this is something to say later.

After seeing off the guests, Su Qinglan ordered people to clean up the living room, and then went to visit Murong Yan. As soon as she returned, she saw Murong Yan holding Su Mingyang and feeding her nai. Such a scene made Su Qinglan's eyes feel a little hot.

As if some excitement was about to overflow, I stood blankly at the door for a long time, not daring to go in for fear of disturbing such a beautiful scene.

This is his wife and his son. He will definitely protect them from now on and never let them be harmed again!

Murong Yan was feeding her child nai when she felt a strong gaze. She turned around and saw Su Qinglan and smiled, "Master, why are you standing at the door? You'd better come in, so as not to bring the wind in!" Now!

It's already late autumn, winter is about to enter, and it's starting to get cold.

"Oh, okay!" After hearing Murong Yan's words, Su Qinglan came in and carefully closed the door. Looking at the loving look of a mother and her son, her heart suddenly felt warm, "You have worked hard today, but you can't live without it."

Today, you can have a good confinement period, but you have to take good care of yourself so as not to cause any disease."

"Actually, I'm not working hard today. It's the master who's working hard. It's Yangyang's blessing that he worked hard for these three baths!"

"Haha, my mother told me just now that this child should be given a nickname. We forgot about it before."

"Yes, I've been feeling groggy these past few days. What do you think, sir?"

"Just call me Brother Yang, so as not to get used to it."

"It all depends on the master." There was no objection to the name, so Murong Yan agreed. Looking at the child in her arms, Murong Yan felt that there was nothing more satisfying than this, "Master, you are tired too? Why don't you go and rest?"

, come see us again in the evening!”

"Okay, I won't disturb your rest. By the way, where is Lan'er? Why isn't she here?" Murong Yan was about to have confinement and would lie down all day, unable to do anything, so Su Lanzhi volunteered to accompany Murong.

Yan, to prevent Murong Yan from getting bored, Su Qinglan was a little worried when she didn't see Su Lanzhi at the moment.

"When Lan'er came back, she told me that she was tired and wanted to take a rest. What's wrong?" Looking at Su Qinglan strangely, Murong Yan felt that there was something else in Su Qinglan's words.

"It's okay. I just saw that she wasn't here. I just wanted to ask. Since she is tired and wants to rest, let her have a good rest. This child has been exhausted these past few days!" Indeed, since Murong Yan is close to her due date,

, Su Lanzhi

She was with her every day, for fear that Murong Yan was about to give birth and no one would be around her. In the past few days, Murong Yan was in confinement, and the child was crying at night and couldn't sleep well. Su Lanzhi was also with her. When she was tired, she was also there.

Understood.

"This child sometimes takes things too seriously, and is a little paranoid in his bones. To be honest, Master, sometimes I am really worried about Lan'er!" His daughter is not sensible at all like a child of this age, Murong said.

Yan sometimes really worried that Su Lanzhi would bear too much and would be unable to hold it back.

"This child also has too few playmates in Surrey, so her temperament may be a little lonely. Now that she is getting older, we will let Ya'er and the others walk around more in the future, and we will also invite some female wives to teach her female red poetry and calligraphy.

Maybe she has too many things to do and her mind has gradually settled." Su Lanzhi will be fourteen soon. In one year, she will be old enough to get married, and Su Qinglan will also start to make preparations.

"Hey, I really don't know who this child looks like. Why does she look like she's determined to die and never look back? I'm always worried that she will suffer in the future!" Isn't she the one who suffers from this? Su Lanzhi

It seemed to be more serious than her. Murong Yan didn't want Su Lanzhi to make the same mistake again.

"Yan'er, don't worry, Lan'er won't do it. She has her own sense of proportion!"

"Well, this kid is as sensible as he is sensible, but he just can't pull himself back. I hope he can suppress his temperament, otherwise he will also suffer in the future!"

"Okay, I know you are worried about Lan'er. You can talk to her more in Surrey and enlighten her. She is still young now. When she gets older, she may gradually turn around. This child

Well, there are always people who are paranoid, and we were the same, weren’t we?” If it weren’t for their paranoia, how could they have missed these many years?

After all, we are young, and many things really have to go through the baptism of years and time before people can truly mature.

"Yes!" Nodding, Murong Yan also hoped that Su Lanzhi could take fewer detours, so as not to waste many years like her.

"Okay, don't think about it too much. Lan'er is also a very independent child. We just need to be there to guide you on weekdays. It's important for you to take good care of your health now. You can't be negligent during this confinement period.

Otherwise, you will feel uncomfortable in the future."

"Well, I understand, I'm going to have a rest too!" The two of them have now settled their differences. Although they have not yet returned to the sweetness of the past, they are gradually becoming like an old couple. Their lives are peaceful, but they are becoming more and more mature.

I feel happy.

Maybe happiness is really that simple? The rainbow that has gone through thousands of sails is always the most beautiful, just like the magnificent life. In the end, it will return to the original peace. This may be the highest definition of happiness.

…

At night, on your elegant bed, the sleeping woman frowned and seemed very uneasy. It seemed that something bad had happened in her dream. The woman's face was a little pale, and there was a little sweat on her face. Finally,

She seemed to be awakened by a nightmare, the world was full of blood, the cold and biting pain under her body, the despair of separation of flesh and blood, and the heart full of holes!

It had been a long, long time since she had had this nightmare. Su Lanzhi woke up in the middle of the night with residual sweat on her head, which showed how terrifying this dream was.

"Miss, what's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?" Qiu Shuang, who was outside, heard the commotion inside, lit a lamp and came in to take a look. Seeing Su Lanzhi's face covered with sweat and her face was pale, she was immediately frightened.

"Did the wound recur? Miss, please let me

Take a look!" After saying that, she worriedly wanted to take a look at the wound on Su Lanzhi's back, but Su Lanzhi stopped her, "Qiu Shuang, don't worry, I'm fine, bring me a towel to wipe my body!" It's midnight!

I was sweating a lot. I thought it was easy to catch a cold, so I had to wipe it clean.

"Okay, miss, wait!" Fortunately, there was hot water ready at any time, in case Su Lanzhi was thirsty and had nothing to drink in the middle of the night. Qiu Shuang quickly prepared hot water for Su Lanzhi to wipe one side, and found that Su Lanzhi's

Her back was wet. She was a little worried and changed Su Lanzhi into a new set of underwear. She wiped everything clean and poured Su Lanzhi a cup of hot tea.

Seeing Su Lanzhi gradually regaining her composure, she asked with some worry, "Did Miss have a nightmare?" The last time Su Lanzhi had a nightmare seemed to be a long time ago. Qiu Shuang remembered that during that time, Su Lanzhi had a nightmare.

Lan Zhi has changed a lot, but she always has nightmares at night. But she has been fine for a long time, why did she suddenly have nightmares again today?

Could it be that something unhappy happened to Miss today?

"I'm fine, Qiu Shuang, go to sleep!"

"Miss, do you want a slave to accompany you?" The nightmare that the lady had must have been very scary, otherwise it would not have scared the lady like this.

"No, please light the lamp and bring me a book to read. I can't fall asleep now. I'll read a book before going to sleep!"

"Okay!" Qiu Shuang is a smart woman. Knowing that it is futile to persuade Su Lanzhi at this time, she obediently lit the lamp for Su Lanzhi and gave Su Lanzhi a travel journal. Su Lanzhi put on a thick coat

She was wearing thick clothes and leaned against the bedside to read. However, Qiu Shuang did not go out. She just silently took a piece of handkerchief to embroider and accompanied Su Lanzhi silently.

The candlelight flickered in the room, and the faint sound of burning made Su Lanzhi's thoughts seem to drift far away from the book.

It’s been a long time since I had this nightmare, and I always thought I could let it go, but it seemed that she never let it go.

Is it because her obsession is too deep? That’s why she doesn’t even have reincarnation?

Staring at the fluctuations of candlelight with dull eyes, Su Lanzhi sat for a while. Considering that Qiu Shuang would be tired if she stayed with her all the time, she lay down and fell asleep. However, this time she lay down and did not fall asleep for a long time.

I just stared blankly at the bedside for a long time before finally

She finally fell asleep. What she didn't know was that when she finally fell asleep, the tender gaze above her head finally disappeared. Qin Zhiyan carefully put the tiles back into place, and then sat down.

On the roof, looking at Xuan Yue in the sky, I didn't know what I was thinking.

Su Lanzhi, you are really a mystery. The closer I get to you, the more I feel that you are an unsolvable mystery. What should I do with you?

After sitting on the roof for a long time, as if to determine whether Su Lanzhi would have nightmares, Qin Zhiyan finally left reluctantly, leaving a vague worry in his heart. For a long time, he felt that Su Lanzhi

Zhi is far away from him.

+++++++++++I am the dividing line between the night that will eventually pass and the day that will still come.

On the second day, the weather was not bad. Even though it was late autumn, there was still warm sunshine. Su Lanzhi didn't know what she had in mind. Early on the second day, she asked Su Qinglan to go to Yunlai Temple to stay.

ri, to pray for Murong Yan and her children, Su Qinglan originally refused to agree, but seeing Su Lanzhi insisting, she had no choice but to agree.

"Lan'er, do you have to go?"

"Dad, I had a bad dream yesterday, and I feel uneasy today. I want to go to Yunlai Temple and stay for a few days, eat fast and chant Buddha's name, hoping to restore my peace of mind." How long has it been since I thought of that?

The child? How long has it been since she thought of this nightmare? Is it because she has always confessed her debt to the child? So she has never let go of her heart?

If that's the case, then she should go and give an explanation!

"But now that your mother is in confinement, and I am also busy with official duties, we don't have time to go with you. I don't worry if you go alone!" Su Qinglan still vividly remembers the last assassination incident.

Don’t worry, Su Lanzhi is alone?

"Don't worry, Daddy. Yunzhu is with you. Daddy can just ask a few more guards to follow. Lan'er will be fine!" Su Lanzhi was determined to go. She really wanted to live in the temple. Listen.

The ancient bell and Buddhist scriptures calmed my heart, soothed my restless soul, and finally gave an explanation to the undestined child.

Perhaps she owed the child after all? After all, the child was always innocent. She was not a good mother, and she could not be a good mother. However, all she could do now was to compensate.

"Do you have to go? Lan'er?" She asked Su Lanzhi again. Su Qinglan looked at Su Lanzhi as if she wanted to know why Su Lanzhi suddenly had this idea.

After all, this request was so unexpected.

"Dad, I have already thought about it. Daddy will let Lan'er go. Lan'er really wants to go to Yunlai Temple and stay for a few days to feel the compassion of the Buddha!" ​​The bell is rung every day in the temple and chanting Buddha's name, maybe there.

, her suddenly rioting heart will eventually calm down.

"But your mother is still in confinement, won't you stay with her?"

"Mom, I have Aunt Zhang, Aunt Zhang and the others here. I think I will be well taken care of. Dad, I will go there for a few days and I will be back soon." But suddenly I wanted to go to the temple to relax and let myself no longer stop.

So irritable, Su Lanzhi made up her mind and would not change it easily.

"Hey, well, since you insist, I will send more people to protect you, but you have to tell your mother yourself!"

"Yeah!" Seeing that Su Qinglan let her go so understandingly, Su Lanzhi was very happy, so she went to find Murong Ya and told Murong Yan her plan. She originally thought that Murong Yan would be opposed to it like Su Qinglan, but she never thought,

Murong Yan just remained silent for a while, looking at her with a look that seemed to see through her, "Do you want Lan'er to relax?"

"My daughter wants to eat fast, chant Buddha's name, pray for her mother and younger brother, and take some time to relax." This was true, but Su Lanzhi's ultimate goal was not revealed.

"Did your father agree?"

"Dad has agreed. He asked me to ask Mom!"

"Since you want to go, then go. Just come back early and don't go for too long. Also, pay attention to safety!" There must be a reason for what this daughter does. Although Murong Yan really wanted to know Su Lanzhi

The reason for suddenly wanting to go to Yunlai Temple, but Su Lanzhi didn't tell her, so it was hard for her to ask.

She can satisfy Su Lanzhi's few demands, and Su Lanzhi's rare request. Can she still have the heart to refuse?

"Mom, don't worry, I'll stay there for five days. I'll be back soon!" Five days should be enough for her to repay her life. I hope that from now on, she won't have to carry that guilt and always dream about it at midnight.

Come back, think of that child.

"Well, when will you leave?"

"I want to leave today!" Su Lanzhi wanted to do the decision quickly to avoid procrastination. This was not her temperament.

"Is it that fast? Have everything been packed away?"

"You don't need to bring anything, just change and wash every few days. Anyway, we have to eat from the temple. At most, we just need to bring more people to avoid trouble on the road!"

"Okay, now that you've decided, be safe along the way and go home early. And remember, send a safe letter home every day!"

"Don't worry, Mom, I will pray for my mother and brother. Mom should also take good care of her health. I hope that when I come back, my mother will be in a better mood and my brother will be more lively!"

"Okay, go get ready. Since you are going to go today, let's leave early to avoid being late and making the road unsafe!"

"Okay, mother, I'm leaving!"

…

Finally getting permission from Murong Yan and Su Qinglan, Su Lanzhi got into a low-key carriage and went out inconspicuously amid everyone's confusion.

The journey was peaceful and nothing happened. After walking for a long time, we finally arrived at Yunlai Temple. Because someone had come to notify the people in the temple early in the morning, the abbot of Yunlai Temple had already prepared some documents for Su Lanzhi.

A quiet wing was prepared, and as soon as Su Lanzhi and the others arrived, someone took them there.

"I really didn't expect that there are so many chrysanthemums in the yard behind Yunlai Temple, and they are all yellow chrysanthemums. They are so beautiful!" Su Lanzhi hasn't gone out for a long time. Today, Su Lanzhi's

Although the decision was a bit strange, after this short year, everyone has become accustomed to trusting Su Lanzhi. They knew that Su Lanzhi had a reason for everything he did, so he didn't ask any more questions and just took care of Su Lanzhi's daily life.

.

"This chrysanthemum is indeed beautiful, but it will be winter soon, and everything will wither." The autumn wind rustled, and there was always a feeling of desolation. Su Lanzhi looked at the chrysanthemum and felt the cold wind around it.

, I don’t know why, but I feel that my heart is particularly cold today.

"If Miss is cold, please go into the room first, and the servants will go and pour hot tea for Miss!" Su Lanzhi's body temperature was on the cold side, which despite the past six months of intensive care has not changed. Qiu Shuang and the others were a little worried, so they supported her.

Su Lanzhi entered the house, and immediately felt much warmer as soon as she entered the room. Qiu Shuang and Yuetao quickly boiled water and made tea. Su Lanzhi drank a cup and felt much warmer.

"Miss, take a rest, let's tidy up and bow."

"Well, that's fine. You guys pack up and I'll go see the host!" After packing up, he went out. This was not the peak season for incense. It was also meal time, so there weren't many people in the hall outside. Su Lanzhi

She knelt in front of the Buddha and recited the "Ksitigarbha Sutra" before finally standing up. However, she might have knelt for a long time. When Su Lanzhi stood up, her eyes were a little dark. Fortunately, she didn't fall down and she held on to her with all her strength.

He took the table beside him.

"Amitabha, does the female donor have something on her mind?" The abbot had long seen Su Lanzhi kneeling here for a long time, and even recited the salvation chapter of the Ksitigarbha Sutra. He was a little confused. As the host, he naturally wanted to

Helpful.

"Host!" He saluted the abbot, and the abbot hurriedly replied, "The female donor does not need to bow too much. The temple does not have so many rules."

"Abbott, I wonder if your temple can enshrine a bright lantern?" After all, she owed the child. Perhaps, she should give the child a home and not let him become a lonely ghost.

"Of course it's possible, but I don't know who the female donor wants to offer the ever-burning lantern to?"

"This, can the abbot allow me to keep it a secret? I just need the abbot to leave a small place for me. I hope the abbot will grant it!"

"The female donor has her own thoughts and plans. Monks shouldn't have interfered in the first place. In the morning, the poor monk lit a bright lamp for the female donor!"

"Thank you for hosting!"

"Amitabha, a monk is compassionate and fulfills the vows of the female benefactor, which is what a poor monk should do. The female benefactor is not in a good mood. Do you want to go back and rest? Shall we continue to pray tomorrow?"

"It's good to say goodbye, Abbot!" She has finished reciting the "Ksitigarbha Sutra" and it's time for her to go back. The rest will be done tomorrow!

"Female donor, go slowly!" The abbot waited until Su Lanzhi left, then finally looked at the door. Looking at the man in crescent white, the abbot smiled, "How many days are you sure the donor will stay in this temple?

"

"Well, my mother has been feeling unwell recently, and I want to pray for her!"

"The donor has made up his mind in a few days. Please come with the poor monk!"

"There is an old abbot!" Under the sun, the man's facial features were delicate, graceful, profound and charming, and his eyes were like the dark night sky, glowing with a warm luster. However, after all, it was the cold light of the moonlight. Even though it was warm, it had a tinge of color.

Just cool.

…

Su Lanzhi recited the Diamond Sutra again before going to bed that day. Accompanied by the unique ancient bells and chanting sounds of the temple, Su Lanzhi slept soundly. When she got up early the next day, she was called by the abbot and looked at the already

With the ever-burning lamp ready, Su Lanzhi smiled and said, "Thank you, Abbot, thank you for your trouble!"

"The female donor is so polite. In order for the female donor to fulfill her wish, the poor monk will naturally do her best. If the higher ups still need it, just ask the female donor. If the poor monk can help, he will naturally help?" Su Lanzhi said.

The abbot also knew his identity, so he was very polite.

"It's already very good. I can just do the rest myself."

"Does the female donor still want to recite the Ksitigarbha Sutra?"

"Um!"

"Then the poor monk won't bother you!"

"Abbot, walk slowly!" After sending the abbot off, Su Lanzhi knelt directly in front of the ever-lighting lamp and recited the "Ksitigarbha Sutra". She recited it very attentively, occasionally frowning slightly every day, as if she was a little sad, so

The beautiful Su Lanzhi is something rarely seen in Surrey. The clear sounds of "Ksitigarbha Sutra" came into the eardrums of the handsome man at the door. A trace of doubt flashed in the man's eyes. Looking at Su Lanzhi, he seemed to feel

Get to know each other for the first time.

What is she having on her mind? Why can't he feel it at all?

He couldn't help but come forward several times, but Qin Zhiyan finally held back and quietly guarded Su Lanzhi outside, looking at the incomprehensible look on Su Lanzhi's face in the dark.

.When Su Lanzhi got up and left, he finally left with her.

…

"Miss, why are you bothering?" Yuetao looked at Su Lanzhi's knees that were a little green, thinking that Su Lanzhi had been kneeling there for two hours, and she was really worried.

"I'm fine, Yuetao."

"Miss, what are you doing? You have to take care of your body!"

"Haha, okay Yuetao, I'm hungry. I just ate a little vegetarian meal this morning. Now I'm hungry too. Go and bring me some food!" She knew that Yuetao was also worried about her, but Su Lanzhi didn't want to always

It's to avoid this matter.

Keeping away proves that she is always uneasy. Instead of always imprisoning herself in that cage, it is better to face it bravely. At least, she does not have to have this thing always existing in a corner of her heart, which will always bother her.

She did.

These things have been resolved in the past few days, and she has completely broken up with the child she was not destined to have. She hopes that the child can be reincarnated into a good family and forget about her irresponsible mother?

She may not have believed much in gods and Buddhas before, but now that she has been reborn in person, how can Su Lanzhi not believe in this fantasy world?

"Miss, this servant will bring it to you right now!" Yuetao didn't have any plans at all. Seeing that Su Lanzhi was hungry, she hurriedly went to prepare the meal. When Su Lanzhi saw it, she just closed her eyes and rested.

.

The temple is indeed a good place. Every day, listening to the ringing of the ancient bell, smelling the calming fragrance of sandalwood, and listening to the chanting of Buddhist scriptures not far away, my whole person feels much more peaceful.

Dreaming.

…

The vegetarian dishes at Yunlai Temple are actually good. Although there is not much oil and water, it is easy to get hungry. However, Su Lanzhi's appetite is not big. She was full after just one bowl. As soon as she put it down and prepared to go for a walk to eat, she heard something bad.

There was the sound of a piano in the distance.

"The sound of the piano is really nice. I wonder who is playing it?" Yuetao was attracted when she heard the sound of the piano. The melodious and melodious sound of the piano seemed to be penetrating and had a special kind of sound.

magic.

"Are there any foreign pilgrims staying at Yunlai Temple?" Su Lanzhi felt a little strange when she heard the sound of the piano coming from the wing not far away. It seemed like they were the only ones here when she came yesterday, so why were there so many suddenly?

Have you married someone?

"It seems so. It seems that a pilgrim came to stay overnight yesterday. My servant saw someone moving things here yesterday, but I didn't see clearly who it was."

"Really?" Su Lanzhi has never been very curious about external affairs, and she never thought that things were related to herself. She walked for a while, read a book for a while, felt tired, and fell asleep.

Su Lanzhi seemed to always feel a warmth surrounding her in her sleep, which made Su Lanzhi sleep peacefully. It wasn't until it got dark that she finally woke up. When she woke up, she saw Yuetao's worried look. Su Lanzhi

Zhi suddenly became confused, "Yue Tao, what's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?" As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Yue Tao staring straight at herself. Su Lan Zhi still felt strange.

"Miss, you finally woke up, I'm so worried!"

"Did I sleep for a long time?"

"Yes, miss, you've been sleeping all afternoon, and it's already dark today!"

"Really?" There seemed to be people playing the piano not far away. This was the first time Su Lanzhi saw someone who liked playing the piano so much. She was a little puzzled, "I have been sleeping for so long, and the sound of the piano has never disappeared?"

"Yes, miss, the sound of the piano is really nice, I just don't know who is playing it."

"Have you been playing all the time?" She seemed to hear the sound of the piano vaguely in her sleep. Su Lanzhi thought that she was a light sleeper and could not fall asleep if there was any disturbance. But she fell asleep with the sound of the piano.

, I actually slept so soundly!

Su Lanzhi felt a little surprised, but when Su Lanzhi listened carefully again, the sound of the piano disappeared.

"Miss, are you hungry? Are you going to serve food if you are hungry?" It was getting late, and Yuetao was worried that Su Lanzhi would starve after sleeping for so long.

"I've slept for a long time and I'm not hungry for the time being. Bring me your Vajra Gold and I'll read it again!" It's been almost a year, and I don't know if it's too late now, but Su Lanzhi still wants to do something for that undestined child.

, I tried my best.

After all, she, as a mother, was too cruel and deprived the other person of his right to come to this world. She should make up for it.

"Miss, let's eat first. Aren't you hungry?" Yuetao saw that Su Lanzhi had been reciting "Vajra Gold" in her arms for the past few days, and she was really afraid that Su Lanzhi was possessed.