"Of course it's not. How could it be? I was very good when I was a child. The main thing is that I don't know what to say."

Gao Feng said with embarrassment.

"Of course I'll pick the one that impressed me the most."

Han Lu said disapprovingly.

"Then...well, I haven't had a mother since I was a child. I only have a father. My mother died because she gave birth to me."

Gao Feng looked at the expectant look in Han Lu's eyes, hesitated for a moment, and then decided to tell the real past events that belonged to Gao Feng, and began to talk lightly, "Usually when encountering this kind of situation, there are two situations. One is

It was my father who thought I was a sinner and caused my mother's death. He has been indifferent to me ever since.

The first is that I feel that I am the continuation of my mother who loves me in every possible way. I am very lucky. The second is that my father feels that I am the last gift left to him by my mother. He cherishes it very much and loves me very much from then on. Therefore,

I also developed some bad habits and bad habits, and I have been quite domineering since I was a child."

"When I was young, I had a neighbor who had a daughter who was a little younger than me. I didn't know why, so I bullied her all day long. Every time her mother bought her some fun toys, I would give them to her.

She grabbed it and broke it, making her cry. She cried every time and told her mother that she wanted her mother to help her beat me, but her mother never did.

She passed me, and every time she just smiled at me and turned around to comfort her. But every time she told her mother, I bullied her even more. After a long time, I understood that at that time, I was jealous that she had a beautiful girl.

Mom, but I don’t have one, so every time I bully her, it’s just to attract her mother’s attention. I also want her mother to hug me like she hugs her.”

While talking about this incident, Gao Feng suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

This is something deeply hidden in Gao Feng's memory, and it is also one of the things that impressed him the most, because until the end of his life, he was still thinking about it and thinking about asking that little girl.

Say, I'm sorry.

He felt that compared with Gao Feng at that time, he might be lucky again.

Although his childhood was poor, he had a mother like he longed for. His mother was beautiful, smart, kind, gentle, and loving... He had the best mother in the world to accompany him when he grew up.

It's just... At that time, he always looked forward to a strong father, especially whenever he was bullied by other children and watched other children being held up high by their fathers... This world, really

There is no absolute fairness, and God will not allow all perfection to appear in one person.

Gao Feng thought silently in his heart and sighed softly.

"It turns out that's how it is...it turns out that's how it is..."

Han Lu's eyes couldn't help but moisten as she listened to Gao Feng's narration. At this moment, the doubts that had remained in her heart for many years were finally completely resolved. The hatred and resentment that she had felt for many years suddenly felt very funny.

After a long time, she woke up from the trance and the indescribable ups and downs in her heart. She looked at Gao Feng, who was also silent and seemed to be thinking about something, and said, "What next?"

"Then, just like this, the little girl slowly grew up after being bullied by me again and again. Slowly, maybe because of what the little girl's mother said to her, the little girl no longer resisted, and every time she got something delicious

All the interesting things were brought to me to play with, and I was embarrassed to continue bullying her. The little girl became my follower. One day, the little girl raised her head and asked the little boy, when I grow up, I will

Will it be good to marry you?

, then I said to her disdainfully, you look so ugly, you always have a runny nose, and... in short, I said a lot of bad things about her, and the little girl left sadly. I didn't care at the time, anyway, she didn't

She often left after crying, but I didn't expect that that time would be the last time I saw her. Later, when I went to look for her, her family had all moved away, and I never saw that little girl again."

Gao Feng came back from his thoughts and continued.

"What happened next?"

Han Lu looked at Gao Feng and continued to ask with a hint of expectation in her eyes.

"Later, what could I do? Later, for a long time, I lived with guilt. I cried every day. I thought it was me who broke the little girl's heart, so she moved away. Later, my father told me

, the little girl’s family moved because of their family affairs, she told me

It doesn't matter that I'm ugly, but I still feel guilty. I have always hoped to see that little girl again and say sorry to her. The older I get and the more I know, the more I want to say, unfortunately, in the vast sea of ​​people, maybe, in this life

, it’s impossible to meet her again.”

Gao Feng smiled.

"Gao Feng, you will definitely see her again."

Han Lu lowered her head and said softly.

She always felt that she was the one who was hurt the most, but she never thought that the person who hurt her was the one who really suffered the most.

She knew that Gao Feng chose to talk about this matter, which showed that this matter was really important in his heart. Otherwise, he would not have remembered it so clearly for so long.

"I hope so, haha."

Gao Feng smiled, spread his hands, turned to look at Han Lu and said, "Okay, Han Lu, it's getting late and we have a retest tomorrow. Let's all go back and rest early. Where do you live? Do you want me to take you back?

?”

"Well, no need, I live nearby, just take a taxi. Your coat..."

Han Lu nodded, pointed at the coat on her body, and looked at Gao Feng.

"You can put it back on and bring it to me another day."

Gao Feng smiled and waved.

"Well, then...goodbye."

Han Lu stopped a taxi and walked to the side of the taxi, looking at Gao Feng with some reluctance.

"goodbye!"

Gao Feng waved his hand and prepared to turn around and leave.

"etc."

"What's wrong?"

Gao Feng turned his head and looked at Han Lu doubtfully.

"Gao Feng, if you really see that little girl again one day, will you marry her?"

Han Lu suddenly asked.

"ah?"

Gao Feng couldn't help but be stunned, not understanding what Han Lu meant by asking this question.

"Didn't she ask to marry you in the first place? If you see her again, will you agree?"

Han Lu asked again.

"Haha, that's just what a child said when I was young. How can I really take it seriously? After so many years, no one knows what it has become. Maybe she has forgotten such a thing a long time ago and has become

You have a family and a wife, and besides, whether or not you will meet her again, and when you will meet her, are all questions. There is no point in saying this. If you can meet her, it would be good to say sorry."

Gao Feng smiled.

(To be continued)

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