The First Daughter of Rebirth

Chapter 149: In-depth Talk with Situ Lingzhi

"Hahaha." Situ Lingzhi suddenly laughed out loud, and looked at Zhao Keran with eyes full of admiration, "However, even I have to admit that you are really different from ordinary women. If you are ordinary

Women will be ecstatic when they know that they can possibly sit in that seat that all women in the world want to sit on. But you are very calm. Xu'er is really discerning and has taken a liking to you.

's pearl."

After hearing what Situ Lingzhi said, Zhao Keran knew that he might have successfully passed the test. However, even so, Zhao Keran was still very calm, with no look of surprise on his face.

Looking at Zhao Keran's appearance, Situ Lingzhi's eyes were full of nostalgia. After he sighed, he seemed to be talking to himself and said, "You and her are really similar, especially your personalities. She is also like this."

It looks like that. I know that she is just like you. She doesn't care about anything. What she wants most is a sincere heart. But, I still haven't done it."

Zhao Keran may not have known who Situ Lingzhi was talking about before, but now she knew it. She smiled faintly and shook her head, "Your Majesty, you are wrong. My daughter and she may have some similarities in personality!

However, the two of us are still different. Xu once said that I am much stronger than her."

After hearing what Zhao Keran said, Situ Lingzhi was shocked, "Do you know who I am talking about?"

"My concubine knows." Zhao Keran smiled and replied, "Xu has already told my concubine before that you are talking about his mother-in-law, the late Concubine Xiao. However, Your Majesty, there is something about your concubine.

I still have to say that the court lady is different from Xiao Guifei. Xiao Guifei can enter the palace and share her husband with so many women for love, but I have no way to do this. I am the one who demands a complete

As for the person I love, if that person cannot give me a complete love, it only means that he is not the person for me. Then no matter what, I will not be with that person."

"You mean that you will never allow your husband to have another woman, right?"

After hearing what Zhao Keran said, Situ Lingzhi felt very unhappy. Today she called Zhao Keran over, not only because she wanted to take a good look at what kind of magical power this woman had, but she could actually confuse her most proud son like this.

. However, there is another point that is the most important, that is, he wants to persuade Zhao Keran and ask Zhao Keran to persuade Xu'er that he can take in a few more concubines. Although he promised Xu'er that he would not force him to take in concubines.

Concubine. But if Zhao Keran took the initiative to speak, then things would be different.

However, what he didn't expect was that Zhao Keran actually said such words before he opened his mouth.

Zhao Keran saw Situ Lingzhi's displeasure and felt a little nervous, but he still insisted on his belief, "Yes, Xu already knew before he wanted to marry me. It was only after he agreed that I agreed

With him."

"Do you know who you are marrying?" Situ Lingzhi said very unhappy, "If you want to marry a prince, then you know that you must adapt to his three wives and four concubines.

This kind of life.”

Seeing Situ Lingzhi's displeasure, Zhao Keran did not give in at all, "Your Majesty, have you forgotten? Today in the main hall, Xu has already made a promise to me, to be together for the rest of our lives. He has been with so many people

A promise was made in front of a person, and if he really breaks the promise, Your Majesty, aren't you afraid that he will be ridiculed by everyone in the world?"

Zhao Keran knew that what she said was disrespectful. However, she had to say it out. She loved Xu in her heart, so she didn't want anyone to come between them. Xu had always been behind it.

Silently doing everything for her, then today, she must also fight for the happiness between them.

"Pa—" Situ Lingzhi slammed his hand on the table, "You mean to threaten me, right?"

Looking at Situ Lingzhi's angry look, it is impossible to say that he is not afraid at all, but Zhao Keran still insists on his belief, "The emperor's words are serious, I don't dare, I just express my thoughts."

Just come out. And, Your Majesty, you probably don’t know! Not only do I hope to be a couple for the rest of my life, but even Xu is like this. Even if I don’t say it, Xu will never have another woman."

"What?"

After hearing what Zhao Keran said, Situ Lingzhi was very surprised. He had always thought that this condition was proposed by Zhao Keran, and Xu'er only agreed to this condition because he liked Zhao Keran. But now Zhao Keran said that Xu'er also felt the same in his heart.

How could it be possible to hope like this? 13acv.

Seeing Situ Lingzhi's obvious disbelief, Zhao Keran smiled slightly, looked firmly into Situ Lingzhi's eyes, and said word by word, "Yes, because of his mother-in-law, he also hopes to have a complete life."

of love. Xu once said that he did not blame anyone for the death of his mother-in-law, because there were many reasons for this result. Moreover, he always believed that the death of Concubine Xiao was actually related to herself.

It has a very big relationship. He believes that Concubine Xiao should not enter the palace because her character is not suitable for living in the palace. In fact, Concubine Xiao should not fall in love with you at all. Maybe the love between you two started from the beginning.

Wrong!"

Zhao Keran knew that what she said might be very disrespectful, but she had to say all these things today, otherwise, she would not be able to protect her happiness. Only by letting the emperor know this, he would not keep thinking about it.

He had to insert someone between himself and Xu. Moreover, only if he knew all Xu's thoughts, would it be possible for them to break the barrier between father and son in the future.

Every word and sentence of Zhao Keran was like a hammer hitting Situ Lingzhi's heart. He sat slumped on the dragon chair, looking very depressed, "Xu'er, does he really think so?

?Does he think the love between Xiaoxiao and I is a mistake? I really love her, she is the only woman I have ever loved in my life, how could this be a mistake? "

Li Fuquan on the side felt very anxious after seeing Situ Lingzhi's appearance. He wanted to stop Zhao Keran from continuing, but he knew that he was not qualified to speak. Moreover, maybe Princess Wen would tell everything.

Better! All along, he has been watching the relationship between the emperor and Prince Xu with concern. It would be great if Princess Wen could really open up the emperor's heart today. Thinking of this,

Li Fuquan held back and stood aside and listened silently.

Zhao Keran could see that Situ Lingzhi was in a really bad mood now. He had even changed his self-identity. It was especially obvious that he really loved Concubine Xiao very much in his heart. Such a love was the only one they had.

My son said it was a mistake, and it was indeed a big blow.

Seeing the emperor like this, Zhao Keran felt very unbearable, but since she had already started, she must finish it, not only for herself, but also for Xu. Si Lingsheng thought to herself.

"Your Majesty, Xu once said that Concubine Xiao is a very gentle woman. She needs someone's wholehearted love, but you can't give it to her." Zhao Keran paused, sighed, and continued, "You

I have said that Concubine Xiao and I are very similar, because we both don’t care about anything. But, Your Majesty, you are wrong. No matter how indifferent a woman is, she will become selfish when she encounters love. You have always

You think that no matter how many women you have, as long as the one you love most is Concubine Xiao, that is enough. But have you ever thought about whether this is enough for you or Concubine Xiao?

Woolen cloth?"

Zhao Keran's words hit Situ Lingzhi hard. He murmured to himself in a low voice, as if he was talking to Zhao Keran, "Really? Is it really like this? It turns out that the deep love I always thought was for

Is it really not enough for Xiaoxiao? I really love her, really love her."

"Your Majesty, do you know why every year on the anniversary of Concubine Xiao's death, Xu is unwilling to worship with you?" Zhao Keran suddenly changed the subject, "Every year, you are the first to worship. Wait.

After you left, Xu was willing to pay homage, do you know why?"

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Situ Lingzhi suddenly raised his head and looked at Zhao Keran, "You know, how did you know? Did he take you there?"

No one knew about this matter at all. And this matter was also painful in Situ Lingzhi's heart. Every time, Xu'er was unwilling to go to worship Xiaoxiao with him.

Situ Lingzhi laughed self-deprecatingly, "Haha, he hates me. He thinks it was me who killed Xiaoxiao, so he doesn't want to worship Xiaoxiao with me."

Situ Lingzhi knew this reason and had always believed in it. However, unexpectedly, after hearing his words, Zhao Keran shook his head.

"Your Majesty, Xu doesn't hate you," Zhao Keran said. "He once told me that he has never hated you. Didn't I just say that? Xu never thought that Concubine Xiao's death was a serious crime.

your fault."

"Why is that? Since he doesn't like me, why is he unwilling to worship Xiaoxiao with me? Also, his attitude towards me over the years, doesn't it all mean that he hates me?

?"

"Your Majesty, you guessed wrong." Zhao Keran smiled softly, "Xu has never hated you. This is what he said to me personally."

"Then why?" After hearing Zhao Keran's affirmative words, Situ Lingzhi was very surprised. He had always thought that his son hated him, but unexpectedly, someone told him today that it turned out to be just his son.

Just a guess.

After taking a look at Situ Lingzhi, Zhao Keran still felt that it was best to tell him directly, because only by letting the emperor know Xu's feelings would he not keep thinking about asking Xu to marry more concubines.

Zhao Keran took a deep breath and continued, "Your Majesty, you have always thought that your affectionate expressions for Concubine Xiao, in fact, in Xu's view, are just some false feelings. I know that you have always been

Insisting on yourself to clean the room dedicated to Concubine Xiao, in the eyes of others, it does seem that you have deep love for Concubine Xiao, but in Xu's view, it is hypocrisy. He has always believed that if you really like someone

As a human being, I will never be with anyone else again."

"What?" Apparently Zhao Keran's words had a huge impact on Situ Lingzhi. "It turns out that he has always thought this way. He thinks that I am hypocritical for his mother and concubine."

Situ Lingzhi was in a very confused mood. In this life, the woman he loved most was Xiao Xiaoxiao, but the woman he felt most sorry for was also Xiao Xiaoxiao. He always thought that Xiao Xiaoxiao's early death was his own fault, so he always

He wanted to compensate everything to the only child she left for him. However, he never thought that in his son's heart, his love with his mother was just a mistake.

. He even believed that his love for his mother was nothing more than hypocrisy, and no blow could be greater than this. Is this the punishment God gave him? Because he failed Xiaoxiao

.

Seeing Situ Lingzhi like this, Zhao Keran couldn't bear it. However, for the future between her and Xu, and for the father-son relationship between the emperor and Xu, she had to say all this. In fact, these

She had wanted to tell the emperor for a long time, but she never had the chance. Now that she had this opportunity, it would be better to tell everything. If she didn't open up this knot, then the emperor and Xuzhi would

The relationship between father and son can never be repaired.

"Your Majesty." Zhao Keran raised his head and stared directly at Situ Lingzhi without retreating at all, "Concubine Xiao and I are nothing like each other. I will never compromise. We will be together for the rest of our lives. This is my insistence.

It is also Xu's insistence. Your Majesty, you don't know what I have experienced, so you can't understand my feelings. However, I believe that even if you don't understand my feelings, it doesn't matter, but you will always

I understand Concubine Xiao’s mood.”

"How does Xiaoxiao feel?" Situ Lingzhi's eyes were filled with tears, but he just tried not to shed them. "What kind of mood does Xiaoxiao feel? Like Xu'er, she also thinks that our love is

Is it a mistake? Or does she also think that my feelings for her are false? "

Zhao Keran shook his head and said very firmly, "Your Majesty, maybe Xu can't know your mood, but I believe that Concubine Xiao still believes in your love, and she has no regrets at all for this kind of love. Otherwise,

She would not have entered the palace at first. But, Your Majesty, let me ask, which woman doesn’t want her husband to be the only woman she has? If she really loves, she should love deeply. Two people who love each other deeply,

There is no way for a third person to come between them."

Zhao Keran paused and looked at Situ Lingzhi, "Your Majesty, you may think that I am greedy! However, I believe that all women in the world will be greedy, it just depends on whether they express it verbally. I am an honest person.

, so I will definitely say what I want. Because, I know that if I don’t say anything, it will only cause regret. I believe that Concubine Xiao also longs for this kind of single-mindedness in her heart.

It’s about love, but she never said it out loud. Your Majesty, you can think carefully about whether Concubine Xiao is really happy after she enters the palace. When she sees the women in your harem, she feels

I don’t mind at all.”

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Situ Lingzhi fell into deep thought. He remembered that when they first met, Xiaoxiao's smile was so sweet and real, but after entering the palace, he rarely saw Xiaoxiao's smile.

. Even if he really smiled, it was a bitter smile. Did he really do something wrong? I failed Xiaoxiao for the throne. Is it really worth it? Now I have really gained the throne, but I have lost my life.

His favorite. But in such lonely days, he was not happy at all. Loneliness was like a worm, constantly biting his heart.

Seeing that Situ Lingzhi was deep in thought, Zhao Keran did not speak again, but stood there quietly, waiting for Situ Lingzhi to speak. She knew that what the emperor needed now was not any advice, but to think about it carefully.

After a while, Situ Lingzhi let out a long sigh and said, "I am tired, and I believe you are tired too. You go back and rest! I have to think carefully."

After Zhao Keranfu calmed down, she left without saying anything. However, just as she walked to the door, a deep voice suddenly came from behind her.

"I will never interfere in the affairs between you and Xu'er in the future. From now on, you can just take care of your affairs! As long as you can give birth to an heir for Xu'er, I will never mention my concubine again.

As for the future, I hope you can use your own ability to prove to me that my decision today is not wrong. Also, if you have time in the future, come to the palace more often and let me know more.

Let’s take a look at you. Also, just forget about what happened tonight! Just pretend you’ve never been here.”

"Also, Xu'er will get rid of you in the future. I hope you can make him happy. Don't be like me and Xiaoxiao, who can only bring harm to him."

After Zhao Keran, who had already reached the door, heard the words coming from behind, a smile appeared on his lips, but his footsteps did not stop at all, and he left quickly.

Looking at Zhao Keran's leaving figure, Situ Lingzhi said nothing, but waved his hand to ask Li Fuquan to leave first.

Looking at Situ Lingzhi's appearance, Li Fuquan was very worried, but he also knew that today's events had a great impact on the emperor, so he had to give the emperor some time to digest. So he had nothing to do.

He said and left silently.

Soon, Situ Lingzhi was the only one left in the side hall. He picked up the portrait on the table and looked at the smiling person on it. The tears he had been holding back finally couldn't help but flow.

Come down.

"Xiaoxiao, she is very similar to you, but not like you. If Xuer can find such a girl, he will be happy in the future, right? You will always bless him, right? If you had her in the first place

I am strong, and I have Xu'er's persistence. Will there be another ending between us? Xiaoxiao, tell me, did I do something wrong? You see, I am now a high-ranking emperor,

But I still feel lonely because I don’t have you by my side.”

Speaking of this, Situ Lingzhi felt a strong sadness surrounding him, this sadness was so strong that it seemed to swallow him up.

"Xiaoxiao, maybe if you hadn't met me back then, you would have been happier! Now you must be surrounded by children and grandchildren instead of staying in that cold place. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I have to

I didn't call you into the palace selfishly. Maybe you wouldn't have died so young. At first, for the happiness between us, I fought for the throne, but in the end, I also fought for the throne.

The happiness between them was sacrificed.”

"It turns out that I have already unknowingly lost our original promise. So, Xiaoxiao, now I will not interfere in the affairs between Xu'er and the others. I believe that Xu'er and his

Ability, even without a strong backer, he can reach this highest position. Because he is our child, I believe she has this ability. Moreover, I can see that this Zhao Keran is not an ordinary woman. So,

We’ll just wait and see.”

Situ Lingzhi's hand gently stroked the cheek of the woman in the portrait, "Xiao Xiao, when Xu'er can take over this country, I will go find you, okay? You must wait for me, I promise, it won't be too long.

It will take a long time. So, you must not walk too fast, I can catch up with you then. Then, I will confess to you again, okay? Then, will you forgive me? You are so kind, you will definitely forgive me

Mine, right?"

Tears fell on the portrait drop by drop, and fell on the face of the person in the painting. It looked like the woman in the portrait was also crying. The wind kept blowing into the side hall through the window,

But I couldn't dry those tears no matter what.

In the side hall, there was no sound anymore, only the sound of the wind was left, just like the cry of a woman, which was constantly swirling, and the atmosphere in the hall brought waves of deep sadness.

Li Fuquan, who was standing outside the hall, heard that there was no sound at all in the hall, but he could only sigh. It seems that today is another sleepless night!

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