Chapter 93 Mom always loves her son

“Gu Ziyu!” Gu Ci shouted, holding his face with both hands, “Who am I?”

Gu Ziyu's eyes were very red, but there were no tears. He was emotionally confused and crazy. Gu Ci held him in his arms and winked at Lu Zhiyuan. Lu Zhiyuan was confused and didn't know what was going on, but something was wrong with Gu Ziyu.

Gu Ci's eyes kept urging, and Lu Zhiyuan could only leave, feeling more and more surprised in his heart.

It turns out that he is a little lunatic. He insists on pretending to be a little sweet bean and has been acting for so many days. But why? Because he went crazy with one sentence, but he is still alive.

Gu Ci held Zi Yu's face with tears in her eyes. Lu Zhiyuan died, Lu Ze died, and she died too. How many words had Gu Ziyu heard about him killing the whole family?

When she was still alive, Gu Chuyun kept saying in Gu Ziyu's ears, "You killed your father, so your mother is crazy. You are the nemesis of the whole family. If Gu Ci hadn't been pregnant with you, I wouldn't have planned to do it." Die Lu Zhiyuan."

These words were like a curse, echoing in Gu Ziyu's ears over and over again, like a curse in Gu Ziyu's sleep.

"Ziyu, your parents are still alive." Gu Ci kissed Gu Ziyu's eyes, "Close your eyes and hug your mother. Your mother will protect you and no one will hurt you again."

Gu Ziyu closed his eyes, his face turned pale, "It's because of my stubbornness. I killed him and killed my mother. It's all my fault. It would have been better without me."

 Gu Ci's heart felt like a knife, and she covered his ears in vain, "Zi Yu is the baby of her parents, not their nemesis. No matter how many times she does it over, her mother will never regret giving birth to Zi Yu."

"You don't love me." Gu Ziyu bit his finger paranoidly, drawing blood. "You only love dad."

"No!" Gu Ci felt sad and shed tears, "Mom also loves Zi Yu, give her a chance, cough cough cough..."

Gu Ciben was ill, with excessive mood swings and coughing constantly. Gu Ziyu listened to her coughs again and again, as if he had returned to the last life, when they relied on each other and tortured each other.

He expressionlessly took off his shirt, revealing his scarred back, "Mom, please hit me. If you hit me, you won't feel uncomfortable."

 Gu Ci covered her head, feeling so distressed that it was difficult to breathe. The psychological suffocation made her unable to breathe, and her face turned pale. Gu Ziyu's fingers were still bleeding, and Gu Ci tried desperately to adjust her breathing.

After a while, she regained her breath and pulled the quilt to cover Gu Ziyu. Gu Ziyu looked at her blankly, "Mom, won't you hit me?"

Gu Ci wiped away her tears, calmly took out a tube of Valium from the drawer, and pierced it into Ziyu's skin. Gu Ziyu slowly closed his eyes.

 She always has it in her drawer because she always has nightmares and needs this drug and has almost become dependent on it. She hugged the dazed Zi Yu, but Gu Ziyu was still muttering to himself, "I didn't kill him, I didn't..."

   "Good boy Yu, just take a nap and you'll be fine."

Gu Ziyu fell asleep in her arms. Gu Ci put on clothes for him and coaxed him gently, hoping that Gu Ziyu could sleep peacefully, but things went counterproductive. Gu Ziyu had a nightmare, and he didn't know what he was dreaming about. What.

"Mom, it hurts...don't hit Ziyu, mom...it hurts so much."

 Gu Ci's heart was riddled with holes, and she could only hug him silently, "It doesn't hurt, Ziyu. Be good. Mommy will hold you and don't cry."

"It hurts...Mom...Mom, where are you going? Don't leave Ziyu behind. Mom...why don't you want me?"

"Mom... don't leave Ziyu behind. Come and fight Ziyu."

"Mommy mommy…"

Gu Ci's tears fell heavily on Gu Ziyu's face. She wiped them desperately, but the more she wiped, the more she wiped. Gu Ziyu also cried out that it hurt, but then he became numb. He took off his clothes and knelt in front of her. No matter how much pain he felt, he never cried out in pain.

Gu Ziyu slowly fell asleep while having a nightmare. Gu Ci also calmed down, took the medical kit, disinfected his fingers, and put a band-aid on his fingers. Gu Ci called the counselor to ask for leave. She was sick and had to miss military training. , made a hospital order.

 Gu Ziyu slept until late at night and then woke up. His mood had calmed down a lot, but he still looked a little gloomy. He said obediently, "Mom, I'm sorry, I scared you."

 “Baby, are you hungry?”

Gu Ziyu nodded, and his stomach rumbled in response. Gu Ci was still a little groggy. Her mood had been ups and downs in the afternoon, and her high fever had not gone away. Li Jiang ordered a few takeaways, and Gu Ci tried hard to warm up. Gu Ziyu Helping her lie down, he went to heat the food.

 Mother and son ate in silence, Gu Ziyu remained silent, Gu Ci offered him his favorite food, and he did not refuse. This was the most silent meal for Gu Ci and Gu Ziyu after their rebirth.

 After dinner, Gu Ziyu asked Gu Ci, "Did I scare dad?"

"He has a big heart and will not be scared by you." Gu Ci comforted Gu Ziyu, "Ziyu, you only need to know one thing. Mommy loves you. You can confirm it over and over again."

Gu Ziyu looked at her with light in his eyes.

Gu Ci said, "No matter how many times it happens over again, my mother will always give birth to Ziyu. It was the first time my mother fell in love, and it was also the first time she lost the person she loved. She couldn't bear the blow, and she never recovered. This was all her fault and had nothing to do with Ziyu. . Dad also died to protect us. It was Dad’s choice, and it had nothing to do with Ziyu. He protected you because he loved you. Mom was also a first-time mother. She didn’t do a good job and hurt Ziyu. Can you give mom another chance?"

 Under the moonlight, the girl’s eyes are clean and kind.

 Gu Ziyu nodded, "Okay!"

 Gu Ci chuckled and rubbed his head, "How did your mother do after you returned to her?"

 Gu Ziyu nodded, "Okay!"

 Gu Ci asked again, "Are you happy?"

 Gu Ziyu nodded again, "Happy."

Gu Ci said, "We are mother and son, and our fate has not yet ended, so God gave us a chance. If we had to do it again, my mother is still learning how to be Ziyu's mother better, and Ziyu is also very happy. We will let go of what happened in the previous life. Let it pass. When you feel really uncomfortable, just talk to your mother and don't hold it in your heart alone, okay?"

"Okay!" Gu Ziyu was very obedient, the moonlight reflected on his face, "Do you really love Ziyu?"

"Of course!" Gu Ci smiled, "You can keep confirming it throughout your life."

"Who do you love most between me and dad?" Gu Ziyu asked a little paranoidly.

Gu Ci thought for a long time, and she told Gu Ziyu, "My father and I are in love between a man and a woman, and I and Ziyu are a mother and son. I can't lose my father, and I can't lose my son. Loving you and protecting you is my mother's instinct. In the last life, Mom hurts you because... only by hurting you constantly, and only by being crazy, can you save your life. After your father died, Gu Chuyun wanted to torture me, so she could only start with you. Only if I did what she wanted, could I protect you. ”

 (End of this chapter)

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