Renegade Immortal

It's only been about half a month since the end of Xian Ni, and he keeps saying that he has an afterword, but he can't remember the feeling. Seeing the Chinese New Year, I sorted out my thoughts today and wrote a miscellaneous talk first.

Xian Ni wrote about each month, fast, the sun is shining, and when I look back, I feel a lot of emotion.

I still remember the first month of Xian Ni, I remember that there are only collections, more than 10,000, and subscriptions are even more popular, but Ergen did not give up, but drank beer, red eyes, and told himself that even if he was a bust, His grandma's going to write the whole story.

I give it up, write!

At that time, Ergen was a newcomer, confused about the future, confused about life, always staring at the sky in a daze, with many thoughts and ideals, but in the end, he saw more and more beards, and there was only one left. have no choice.

I don't want to give up, I want to persevere, that's what I told myself that June two and a half years ago.

The theme of Xian Ni is inverse. For me, it is also a kind of inverse in struggle. Step by step, I will pursue it. There are many hardships, confusion, and many, many.

I still remember abuse, I still remember scolding, I still remember vicious voices, I still remember a lot... But at the same time, I still remember your comfort, your heart-warming words...

Several times, I looked at the familiar names in the book review area, looked at the multiple alliance leaders, and watched the monthly passes that increased again and again. I shed tears of joy, really, this is true. Thank you, thank you all, thank you every reader of Xianni, and thank you Zongmeng and Xianni, the deputy moderators of the past two years!

It can be said that as Xian Ni continued to write, I was also growing, a kind of ideological growth, Wang Lin's Tao, as if I was writing my Tao.

Birth and death, cause and effect, reincarnation, true self.

These artistic conceptions are not in Auntie's, they are slowly pursued by Wang Lin and I as the article progresses.

A person's life is less than a hundred years, and only thoughts can swim continuously. Thoughts are a sign of people. I always understand this.

For two and a half years, I was very reluctant to give up. In the few days after the end, there were also uncomfortable places in my body, as if a string suddenly loosened after being stretched for more than two years, and the whole person suddenly loosened.

Still coughing, chest tightness.

In a person's life, there will be many more than two years, but I know that the two years that belong to me, I am very satisfied, I am very happy, because I have abandoned your company.

Xian Ni this book,

I have grown a lot, from the earliest jerky to the last skilled, almost every month, I have a clear understanding, but I know that there are still flaws, such as I am not sensitive to numbers, always come forward...,

Many Daoists know this...

I often write three stories before, and then write four stories later, I am also very depressed, it is my memory that deceives me...

There are still many shortcomings of this kind, but these, I have written down them one by one, and I will try to avoid them in the new book.

Even the broken sentences in Xian Ni often make everyone feel awkward to read, but this is probably impossible to change...

Also, I remember the lack of words, such as a sneer, a twinkle in the eyes, a cold snort, a step forward, and so on.

A book with more than 6 million words makes it difficult for the ear to be perfect. Don't mind it.

However, I also have advantages and many, many advantages, huh, huh.

At the very least, I think the character creation is not bad, not to mention every supporting role, but most of the supporting roles are still good, such as Situ, Qingshui, Hongdie, Zhou Yi, Shisan, Datou and so on.

This is where I am very happy.

There are too many advantages, so I won't say it one by one and praise myself, you know

In general, the disadvantages and advantages coexist. Immortals are far from perfect, but they are the limit of my current stage. In the new book, I will try other methods to make my own growth and climb again. (The word climb seems to be used a lot.)

In this book, Xian Ni, there are a lot of words in it, and there are a lot of them that have not been filled in until the end. Even at the end, I dug some more. I thought about this, but in the end I chose the same.

I always think that a novel always needs to have some regrets. If it is not about the characters, it is about the plot. In fact, there are some silent answers, which can be found in the text and in thinking.

For example, if one of the Tianni beads was missing, in fact, the answer was finally given. The missing one was Tianyunzi.

For example, the so-called white beads, there must be black beads, these two kinds of beads, in the last chapter, on the chessboard, also gave an answer.

For example, the earliest incense was poisonous. In the mourning family, I also gave an explanation, but I didn't say it directly.

There are many more, such as the East Linzong, in the article, there are answers. However, there are indeed some words. I have no conclusion. I want to leave these stories to Wang Lin, who accompanied Li Qianmei on the Xiangang Continent to unravel.

Or some hidden mysteries in the cave realm, I also plan to leave it to Wang Lin who accompanies Mu Bingmei to find it.

In the same way, I also left two questions for you fellow Daoists. The first one is Wang Lin.

Wang Lin was around Li Muwan, Li Qianmei, and Mu Bingmei, and they all existed, but who was the real him in the end, I think most of the fellow Daoists would agree that it was Li Muwan.

But think about it, maybe, this is not a correct answer.

Or, it's really Li Muwan, or, it's not...

Of course, if not, then Wang Lin's dedication to struggle in this life seems absurd, but there are some things, we are not Wang Lin, we do not know the truth.

At least I couldn't tell the difference. I thought rationally that it was Wang Lin who followed Li Muwan away, but when I thought of Li Qianmei's story and Mu Bingmei's story, I suddenly became confused as to which one was the only one. It's him.

This confusion, I want to bring to you fellow Taoists. If you were Wang Lin, which of these three women would you choose to stay with?

This answer is different for everyone.

What I want is, fellow Taoists who like Li Qianmei, you should think that he who stays by Li Qianmei's side is the real Wang Lin. In the same way, fellow Daoists who like Mu Bingmei, I hope you will firmly believe that the real Wang Lin stayed in the cave world where he was born and raised.

I also hope that fellow Daoists who like Li Muwan can believe without hesitation that Wang Lin is the one who left.

There is no answer, I don't have...

Perhaps, only Wang Lin, only he himself knew, this answer without an answer.

This is Ergen's first work that is truly finished, and also the first Xianxia. I always feel that Xianxia novels have no ending. I don't like to write about Wang Lin becoming the first person in the universe.

What I want to write is a man of flesh and blood, a man who goes all the way against the sky for the sake of his heart.

There is no end to immortality, so I wrote that there are still the fourth step, the fifth step, the sixth step, maybe, there are more, it is a long road.

This represents the pursuit and perseverance of human beings, and represents an ideal of climbing and looking into the distance, such as the pace of progress, eternal life will not stop, it will go on forever.

Immortal Nirvana is only a part of Wang Lin's life, the earliest part. After that, he will have more life, but this part of life is not reflected in the book, but in our imagination.

I like to think, and I hope that you will dream about it occasionally, when you are bored, after a touch, and it will be very happy.

The starry sky is very big, looking up at the night sky at night, I know that Wang Lin is just a story, but the inverse of him is what I lack. Therefore, I will write such a character to tell myself, remind myself, and make myself dream.

I am online, everyone is there.

Such as the flail at the end... that question and answer.

"understand?"

"Understood."

However, Wang Lin understood, the guardian understood, but I still didn't understand.

Life is like a dream.

This is the first miscellaneous talk, there will be two more, and maybe there are postscripts of other characters. I can't guarantee it, but as long as I have a feeling, I will write it down.

Such as Situ, such as Qingshui, Hongdie, Zhou Yi, Shisan, Zhou Ru, etc...

Although I have less time online, I am still with you fellow Taoists.