Reborn Xueba Life

can't overcome

When Su He looked up from studying again, she found that Chen Jiao had been leaving early and coming home late for a long time, whether she had classes or not.

Su He narrowed his eyes. The last time Chen Jiao was like this was when she was with Liu Hu. Could it be that the two of them have reconciled again?

She felt that she didn't care about Chen Jiao too much and knew nothing about Chen Jiao's recent situation. She failed as a friend.

"Chen Jiao, what have you been doing recently? You went out so early." Su He stayed in the dormitory in the morning and waited for Chen Jiao to get up. When Chen Jiao was about to go out again, Su He quickly stopped her.

"I'm looking for the meaning of my life," Chen Jiao said and couldn't help but laugh. Only recently did she feel like there was light in her life again.

"You found it." Su He looked at Chen Jiao's shining eyes and was sincerely happy for Chen Jiao.

"Actually, I really liked painting when I was a child, and my studies even declined because of it. Then my family stopped letting me learn it. Now I'm starting again, but I don't plan to change my major. I plan to keep painting as my hobby. Don't worry.

, I am already so old this time, I will coordinate well this time.”

Chen Jiao smiled so much that her gums were exposed. Su He looked very funny, "It's good now that I found it."

Life is really hard. If there is nothing that interests you, it is easy to become depressed. Chen Jiao is in very good condition now.

"No, I feel like there are a lot of things to do every day. I haven't touched painting for a long time. The last time I drew was when I was in elementary school. I have almost forgotten it now. The foundation is very weak, so I am making up for it now.

"My shortcomings," Chen Jiao said with a smile, "I won't tell you, I'll go out first."

"Okay, go and do your work." Su He waved his hand.

Seeing Chen Jiao's retreating figure, Su He was truly happy for her. She could find the direction of her life. It would be a very happy thing to work hard for this goal, just like she is now.

Without thinking any more, Su He would have a busy day today, and there was no time to waste on such meaningless things.

Compared with the previous semester, this semester has added many courses, which are more closely related to the medical field and more related. The most important thing is the addition of anatomy.

Su He thought she had a weak heart. She didn't feel anything when she saw the carcasses of those small animals. She never had food taboos and didn't feel guilty at all. But when she came into contact with this subject, she felt completely different.

.

In addition to systematic knowledge learning, there are also anatomy classes. Those who actually face them are still different from those small animals.

She had read the textbook a long time ago, knew the general process, and knew what she would face, but there were still differences between what was in the book and what she saw in real life.

What was lying there was once a living person, but now he was lying there, and then...it was inevitable that he would have a strange feeling, which was psychologically unacceptable. Su He even developed a mental disorder.

This was the first time that Su He felt like retreating, but after this thought, she felt that it was inappropriate. It was too unambitious to retreat just because of a small obstacle.

But when it comes to overcoming it, Su He still finds it difficult. Whenever this happens, Su He envies Chen Jiao. It's obviously the first time she faces Chen Jiao, and it's hard to accept it at first, but she soon becomes very good again.

Got used to it.

Why can't she? She is still struggling now and is still mentally building herself up. Just like this, her class performance is still very poor.

The tutor had already had several conversations with her, but it was still of no use. Even the tutor was very strange. Others, even those who were very timid, could adapt to it, but Su He, a courageous top student, could not adapt.

Although Su He looked calm on the surface every time, her frightened eyes and trembling calves showed that she was not adapting at all and was just trying to suppress herself.

In addition to the fear that the instructor could see, Su He also started to have nightmares at night. They were all the same scenes during the day. The things in the dreams were not only moving but also talking, which scared her so much that she couldn't sleep well these days.

There is no such class today, but Su He has to take it with the students in other classes who are going to take this class, so that he can see more for himself, and maybe one day he will be able to adapt to it.

During the recent period, as long as she had nothing to do and no classes, she would take the class with her classmates that day, causing everyone to discuss her.

She is said to be a pervert for actually liking such a class so much. Although other people have adapted to it, they still don't like it to some extent. As long as she has nothing to do, she will go to the anatomy class with her and rush to the front every time. But she also

There is no way.

Those who said these words must not have seen that Su He's calves were shaking every time he stood in the front, otherwise it would not have spread like this. Su He was really wronged.

Because she kept having nightmares and couldn't sleep well, Su He's body felt a little hollowed out. If she really couldn't adapt to it, she might have to rest for a while, otherwise pushing herself too hard would be counterproductive.

"Su He, I'll give you a week's leave. You can go out and relax. It's not an option to keep forcing yourself to adapt. Maybe you can just rest for a while." Looking at the dark circles under Su He's eyes, Professor Chen could only

Such persuasion.

To be honest, I really didn't expect that Su He would not be able to overcome it until now, but now that the situation is like this, it is really urgent. The more urgent it is, the more difficult it will be to overcome it.

A medical student who cannot face these things calmly cannot become an excellent doctor, and cannot even go to the operating table. But he knows Su He's dream, and these are very important to Su He.

Su He didn't expect that the instructor was one step ahead of her. She thought she should relax for a while, but she had been hesitating. Now the instructor's words made her make up her mind.

"Okay" Su He nodded. The pressure on himself during this period was really great, so he took this week to rest.

"City B is quite big, with many scenic spots. Many people want to come and visit. You can go and see it if you have nothing to do. The Great Wall looks really spectacular and makes people admire the wisdom of the ancients." Professor Chen said to Su He

I was heartbroken and worried that Su He, a bookworm who was always immersed in books, would spend all his time in the dormitory reading.

"Yeah." She said during the Chinese New Year that she would visit City B, and now that she has the time in front of her, God wants her to have a good time.

"Then arrange your time reasonably and come to me if you need anything," Professor Chen warned, looking at the thoughtful Su He.

"Okay" watching Professor Chen leave, Su He thought about where to go next. There are so many things to go to in City B.

Forbidden City, Summer Palace, Lama Temple, Old Summer Palace, Tiananmen Square, Temple of Heaven, Prince Gong’s Mansion, Ming Tombs, Badaling Great Wall, Baiyun Temple, Imperial College, Confucius Temple, White Pagoda Temple, Five Pagoda Temple...

These are the ones that Su Henian is famous for, and there are many that Su He doesn't know yet. There are so many places to play. Su He has been to only a few of them. In fact, he can't do much in a week.

So Su He planned to go see the most famous ones first, and then play the other ones on Saturdays and Sundays when they are free. She couldn't know that next time Teacher Qi and Aunt Hu came over to play, she wouldn't know at all.

Hearing that Su He was going out to play, Chen Jiao didn't go out early and came back late. "I'll accompany you. What's the point of playing alone? It would be better if there are more people."

Not only Chen Jiao, but also Yu Lin also sent her a message saying that he would take her to play with him, saying that he was very familiar with these places and would definitely make Su He have a great time.

Su He couldn't laugh or cry. She didn't know where this news came from. She just wanted to relax. It didn't take such a big fight. Su He was a little flattered.

But even so, Su He still refused them one by one. She had been approved by her tutor for leave, and they all still had classes to attend. It was definitely not good to take so many days off, so they should study hard.

"No, you know me too. Even if I ask for leave, my grades will not fall behind. Don't worry, I want to go with you. I'm not Yu Lin. I'm a sophomore and I'm busy with classes."

Chen Jiao was not happy. She felt that it must be Yu Lin's fault. Su He couldn't refuse and agreed to everyone, so she tricked Yu Lin.

Although Yu Lin had a good relationship with her before, she also thought about trying to pull strings for him, but it was not successful. Even if it was successful, she would still be in front of Yu Lin.

"Chen Jiao, we are still students after all. There is no reason to ask for leave to go out and play. I can't help it. I have been too tense and stressed recently, so my instructor gave me leave to relax." Su He still didn't let go.

In this way, study is the most important thing, and you can't ask for leave just because you go out to play.

"Actually, I don't need to ask for leave." Chen Jiao rolled her eyes. "There aren't many classes this week, just four classes. I just go to class when I need to. Anyway, we are playing in City B and we are not leaving the city, so

Very convenient”

"It's okay, it will definitely be more interesting if two people play together." Su He felt good when she said this. She was alone when Chen Jiao was in class, so that it would not delay Chen Jiao's study, and the two of them could play together, "Don't you

Are you also from city B? Logically speaking, shouldn’t you have been there?”

Su He was very curious about this. As a local, he must have been to these places countless times, and it was different from her.

"I'm going to accompany you. And although I'm a local, I don't go there much. I've been studying and I haven't played a lot," Chen Jiao said.

"Oh" Su He said he understood. Chinese people attach great importance to study. Before the college entrance examination, they had very tight control over their playing time.

As for Yu Lin, Su He refused directly. As Chen Jiao said, sophomore year is still different from freshman year. There are more and heavier study courses. Going out for so long will delay your studies.

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