Reborn American Giants

Once feelings are indulged, they are like a flood that breaks a dam, surging down with indomitable momentum.

There was a banging sound outside, and Buniseño woke up. The sky outside the window was still dark. However, a new day had begun, and the sleepy press spokesman was forcibly dragged into this cruel world.

In the real world.

Ah! How unwilling he is to be captured by this cold real world.

Lying on the soft duck down pillow, the tip of his nose was filled with the warm smell of lavender laundry detergent. Buniseño moved his body slightly and could feel all the bones in his body groaning.

Recalling what happened last night, even though all the bones in my body hurt as if they were falling apart, I still shouted desperately, "More, more..."

He was like a young girl who was experiencing happiness for the first time, unwilling to let the happy time pass by so quickly.

This is Balka's apartment. The exterior walls are covered with green vines, with lush leaves as big as an adult's palm, giving the whole building a lively feel.

There is a niche built into the wall, and a trash can is placed next to it. There is a mini Christmas tree next to the gray curtains on the front window. There are all kinds of lights and decorations. There is also a toy shelf neatly placed next to it.

The shelves are filled with all kinds of cute little cloth bears. According to Balka, these are all made when he flies on a plane.

He collected them when he was young. Every time he went to a new place, he would buy a similar teddy bear from the merchandise store at the airport as a hobby. At the moment, these teddy bears were scattered all over the floor, and one of them was still hanging on the

Beside the edge of the bed, there were some tissue balls scattered on the ground. These things all told about the passion last night.

This made Buniseño feel even more that Barca is a thoughtful man and perhaps a good "lover".

God, please forgive me for this impure thought! Silently he made a cross in his heart. Although it went against his own beliefs, Buniseño felt that he could not deny the deepest feelings in his heart just because of his beliefs.

Real emotions and desires.

Last night he opened his heart and, as the Bible says, he was reborn.

Get to know Balka, get to know myself, get to know the whole world that I felt was strange before, and explore its mysteries and wonders.

He once had a brief indulgence in a Catholic school. At that time, he had no scruples in the church school and slightly released his curiosity and desire to explore...

However, this is just a small step on the road to self-knowledge. It is just a kind of self-indulgence and exploration without the slightest purpose and with a little curiosity. There is no direction and no teaching in it.

So simple...

And soon, his completely unconscious carnal enjoyment was restricted by the strong pressure of the real world.

When the incident broke out, in order to maintain the reputation of the church school, the Catholic Church quickly stepped in to suppress the incident and issued a "silence order" to the person involved. Buniseño escaped. From then on, he will himself

This deviant desire was deeply buried until he met Balka.

For more than twenty years, due to his identity and position, he has been disguising himself, pretending to regard those men as ordinary colleagues and companions, pretending that he and Mehra live a happy married life, pretending that he

I don't know my true sexual orientation.

This is a completely necessary sacrifice. Bunicenio always comforted himself this way.

But now, at this moment, he made the boldest decision in his life, to be completely honest with himself, open his heart, and live completely just for himself.

Finally, this time he stepped to the bottom, and he no longer felt like he was falling into an abyss like before. Now he had fallen to the bottom, and he didn't care that the water of the abyss was about to submerge him.

But one thing Buniseño can be sure of is that perhaps his choice now is much better than those of his colleagues in the party who are heading for the dead end because of corruption.

He really hoped that his wife Mehra could see him in this state, even if she might feel disgusted and disgusted. It was like he had completely overturned the couple's life and relationship for more than twenty years.

It fell to the ground and was covered with a excrement basin.

Or maybe she doesn't care at all! Buniseño can't be sure, but now he can only be sure of one thing, that is, the happiness he got last night was more than the happiness he got in his whole life combined, so much that he felt

I am already satisfied and have no regrets in this life.

But human beings are all greedy, and Buniseño still hopes that this passion can last a little longer, come a little more, and be a little more...

The man lying on the same bed with him was obviously a "veteran" in this. Buniseño found himself falling in love with Balca, who showed off to him the toy cloths he had collected with an inexplicable childishness.

Oops, this made him involuntarily think of the boy from the missionary school who had the same childishness. That was his first time.

Then this man with velvet skin would tirelessly lick all over his body like a puppy in heat, really licking everywhere and not sparing any part, making Buniseño doubt the relationship between them.

How should he be positioned? With his old body, can he satisfy this passionate young man? However, Buniseño will not deny that he is willing to try something new with this man.

Now that he is thinking about this, it proves that Buniseño is still a little confused. He doesn't know whether a young man like Barca, who is like a lustful wild dog, can coexist with his identity and responsibilities in the real world.

If his colleagues in the party found him lying naked with a man in a dirty bedroom filled with toys and tissues, they would immediately accuse him harshly and say that he had failed him.

In addition to the responsibilities and obligations of the party, as well as the trust placed in him by leader and old friend Robert Dabson.

He didn't know if he had the courage to persist in this situation, but if he ran away like this now, he would obviously be letting himself down.

"Fuck it."

Shaking his head, Bunicenio drove all these messy thoughts out of his mind. Now that he had made a decision to be honest about his emotions and desires, he would never deceive himself or pretend anymore.

He is a normal person. So what if everyone accuses him of being a "madman".

"This world is run by madmen."

He chuckled, and Barka beside him was about to wake up. This man with a strong body turned over on the bed and muttered a few words.

His skin was tanned to a beautiful brownish red, and everything from his beautiful moustache to his tender buttocks with sexy curves was so charming. This made Buniseño feel that his whole body was getting hot again, and at the same time, he felt very attracted to him.

He was surprised by his energy. He had never felt so happy before.

Pulling open the silk quilt covering Barca's body, Buniseño leaned forward, his lips following the protruding vertebrae of the smooth neck of the man in front of him, down, down...