Whose Xingyue looks like you?

He returned to Fuyuki City alone to take care of Shirou Emiya.

Everything is peaceful and good - is it really peaceful and good?

Orange, who was still in Guanbuzi City, couldn't help but have this question. During this period of time, Bai Ming, who was a 24-hour caregiver, was really too gentle, so gentle that it seemed as if he was possessed by someone.

Bai Ming did not make any comment on this.

Ryougi Shiki, who is about to enter her second year of high school, is sent to the hospital after a car accident.

The car accident happened on a rainy night.

Ryougi Shiki, who was in the car accident, did not suffer any physical injuries, and had no bleeding, fractures or other problems. The only misfortune was that she hit her head, and then "killed" Ryougi Shiki.

Then he fell into a coma for two years, and Bai Ming took care of him for two years.

The medical expenses were naturally paid by the Liangyi family. The expensive medical expenses made it unaffordable for many people, but for the largest underworld family in Guanbuzi City, this expense was a drop in the bucket.

The hospital maintained Ryougi Shiki's life despite the high medical costs, and Ryougi Shiki's "unconscious" body was also struggling to survive.

Bai Ming took care of Ryougi Shiki day after day - this was the first and last time he did this in his life.

One day in June 1998, Ryougi Shiki woke up, but her consciousness was still not very clear.

"Ah, you're awake, doctor. Ryougi Shiki is awake."

The calm male voice made her feel familiar yet strange. Ryougi Shiki, who should have felt confused and uneasy, felt inexplicably at ease after hearing the male voice.

Even the inexplicable lines that appeared in his sight were temporarily ignored.

The relatively pungent smell of disinfectant made her frown.

The doctors present were shocked on the spot, their surprised expressions were as if the dead had been resurrected. Bai Ming did not react at all, after all, he could really resurrect the dead.

The doctors immediately conducted a detailed examination on Ryougi Shiki and asked the nurse to notify Ryougi Shiki's family.

Ryougi Shiki's parents were overjoyed and rushed to the hospital quickly.

For Ryougi Shiki, it was a huge shock.

The long coma made her feel disconnected from her past memories. The two-year gap and the loss of memory of the past made it difficult for her to truly feel her own existence.

The girl thought that even if she recalled the past memories of the individual named "Ryougi Shiki", it would be somewhat irrelevant to her, even though her name was indeed Ryougi Shiki.

Thanks to the fact that most of her memories are still retained, the girl can clumsily play the role of her past self, and the missing memories can smoothly help her deal with her parents and some old times.

But she still felt a strange irritation.

What about yourself?

My present self is playing the role of my past self, so does that mean my present self is isolated?

Ryougi Shiki quickly suppressed this nameless anger because she saw the young man watching her quietly from a distance.

Maybe I am not isolated now.

Ryougi Shiki thought that at least the guy who told such a bad story was still looking at her now.

When she just woke up, what she saw was not a doctor in a white coat, but a young man who looked like he could be called a handsome man if he dressed up carefully.

During the days of coma, I felt like I was drowning and sleep-paralyzed every moment, but fortunately, I could always hear a gentle male voice in my ears.

The voice told one bizarre and strange story after another.

She can hear but cannot respond. Sometimes she really wants to say "leave me alone" or complain "the story is too unpleasant".

After a busy period of examination, Ryougi Shiki finally met her parents.

Although Ryougi Shiki didn't want to admit it, she really didn't have any feelings for the parents in front of her. It was just that her past memories told her that the people in front of her were her parents.

The communication between Ryougi Shiki and her parents is very cold. The fundamental reason is that Ryougi Shiki has no sense of being alive at the moment, so no matter how enthusiastic her parents are, there is always a faint sense of alienation.

The feeling her parents gave to Ryougi Shiki was not even as good as Bai Ming, who she had been talking about for two years but who appeared not long ago in her memory.

Unrelated outsiders.

This evaluation emerged from Ryougi Shiki's heart.

Although she knew that the middle-aged man and woman in front of her with worried faces were her parents, she always felt a sense of strangeness.

"I...want to move out after I'm discharged from the hospital."

After much deliberation, Ryougi Shiki made this request.

"why?"

Ryougi Shiki's mother was full of questions.

"Hmm..." Ryougi Shiki fell into deep thought, and finally gave an answer that wasn't really an answer at all: "Because I want to do this."

"Then do it."

Ryougi Shiki's father seemed to understand something and gave his own answer: "But you have to let the friend who has been with you for two whole years know where you live."

Ryougi Shiki nodded, then said goodbye to her parents and returned to her hospital bed. Bai Ming peeled an apple for her. Lying on the bed, Ryougi Shiki was silent for a long time before asking, "I remember... you've lived a long time, and your ideas are different from modern people. You should have a wife and a lover, so why did you take care of me for two years?"

Bai Ming didn't react much to this, but said very calmly: "Because I like you."

"Weird guy."

Ryougi Shiki didn't think much about it. Holding the apple, driven by curiosity, she took the initiative to touch the [line] on the apple, and then the apple split into two. In panic, Ryougi Shiki threw the apple out, and Bai Ming caught the apple without even looking at it.

"That just now..." Ryougi Shiki hesitated for a few seconds, then immediately asked Bai Ming to find a doctor to help her blindfold herself.

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"It looks like your chance has arrived."

Bai Ming stood up: "But, Shi, I have to tell you a sad story. You should have noticed it, right?"

The blindfolded Ryougi Shiki was stunned for a moment, then nodded with mixed feelings.

"Then I'll leave first and give you some time to be alone."

Bai Ming left, then Ryougi Shiki got out of bed, groped her way to the window based on the light, and then suddenly covered her mouth and nose and sobbed.

The missing memories, the completed parts of the personality, and the things in one's original memories all express one thing.

Ryougi Ori, who was part of the individual Ryougi Shiki, died.

The eyes bound by the cloth became dim.

"Um...um, are you there?"

"I always."

Bai Ming's voice echoed in the room: "I've never been far away."

The tone was so gentle that even Morgan would have thought it was a ghost, but Ryougi Shiki had no idea of ​​this situation.

I just thought this man had always been like this.

But why...why do I have this man in my memory, but I can't remember his name no matter what?

"It doesn't matter if you don't feel alive right now."

Bai Ming spoke as Ryougi Shiki returned to the hospital bed and covered her body, which was shrouded in a white hospital gown, with a quilt.

"Even if you can't sense it, one day in the future you will realize that you are Shiki."

"Ah."

Ryougi Shiki has always been taciturn. She listened to Bai Ming's words, closed her eyes, and folded her hands on her chest.

She felt that she was now an empty shell, with an empty heart, like a hole that had not been filled.

But the emptiness in your heart must be filled with something.

Just like Kotomine Kirei began to violate morality and pursue pleasure in order to fill his inner self, just like Bai Ming became a psychopath in order to fill his inner anxiety.

But the way Ryougi Shiki fills the gap is different from these two people.

It is not based on memory, but rather forms a brand new self through all the accumulation from the past to the present.

Even Bai Ming, who could easily create a world, was unable to help Ryougi Shiki and could only add fuel to the fire.

"what's your name?"

A deep voice rang out from Ryougi Shiki's throat: "I really don't want to say this, but... I remember what you and I did, but I've forgotten your name."

"My name is...Bai Ming. From tonight, the dew is white, and the night is the bright Bai Ming of my hometown."

"Well, Bai Jun, I didn't kill anyone."

"I know."

After all, when Ryougi Shiki had the car accident, it was during the time of the serial murder case, and every time Ryougi Ori would appear at the scene of the crime with her body intact. Only after most of the things were over would Ryougi Shiki be released by Ori.

It was precisely because of Ori's behavior that an individual named Ryougi Shiki was identified as a suspect in a serial murder case. "Coincidentally", the serial murder case stopped directly after Ryougi Shiki was in a car accident.

"If you want to destroy your own eyes..."

Bai Ming's voice rang out again: "That's useless, Shiki. Even if some eyes are destroyed, they can still see things they don't want to see: spirits, ghosts, humans, and the death of all things."

"...Five①(Seven)⑧Balliu(Seven)" Lu Yi, you understand my thoughts very well."

"Although the Liangyi family is a demon-fighting family, you have never been exposed to the corresponding training."

"Are you... human?"

"You think I am, so I will always be human in front of you."

Bai Ming sat aside. Ryougi Shiki said nothing and just lay down on the bed with her back to Bai Ming.

"You tell me, I'll listen."

There was a sense of self-abandonment in her tone, but Bai Ming didn't care. It was more like Ryougi Shiki was the one with a bad temper and was a bit rude.

"The eyes you gained after being in a coma for two years are called the Mystic Eyes of Death Perception. They are the result of your long-term exposure to death and your understanding of death. The lines you see are lines of death, and you can see exactly how the other person died.

Not only that, but you can also hit the deadline.”

"What are the Mystic Eyes of Death Perception?"

Bai Ming exuded an aura that made Ryougi Shiki feel at ease, and for this reason, Ryougi Shiki, who didn't want to talk much, was willing to say a few more words.