After bankruptcy, I was invited by Chihaya Aine to join mygo

“I can only keep writing randomly, knowing that my expectations are in vain, but I still keep seeking redemption…”

"..."

"My inner thoughts overflowed, and when I came to my senses, my cheeks were also shining. Hot tears wet my face. Why are your hands so warm..."

“Please…”

"Please never let go from now on..."

And above the series of words were three big characters.

[Spring Shadow]

"This should be a song. For some reason, after watching this song——"

“I feel like…” Aine’s tone became low, “I’ve been infected. I feel like, ‘Oh my god, this is exactly how I feel’…”

Is this you who is written?

Then your experience is quite remarkable. Because the lyrics convey a sense of being redeemed and able to move forward. If you share this feeling, then you have a problem.

However, this was a known issue, and Mikami Yuu remained unmoved.

However, Yu Mikami looked at such heartfelt lyrics.

He found that the quality of this song was very high and was not inferior to the anime songs he knew. Even among works such as "Yukitoki", "Hello Alone" and "Unreachable Love", "Kasuga Shadow" also had a place.

However, if Kasuga Shadow was a song written by Takamatsu Touma for her previous band, then the lyrics indicate that she must have found redemption in her previous band, otherwise words like "Your hands are so warm" and "Please never let go" wouldn't appear.

So I'm afraid that the disbandment of the band that brought her warmth caused her great hurt, and she hasn't gotten over it yet.

"So, what should we do next?" Aine began to hesitate.

She had originally wanted to adapt to the local customs and start a band herself, but now, she suddenly realized that she didn't know Takamatsu at all. Inviting him to join a band with ill intentions on both sides was simply too much.

She also felt that if this was written by Takamatsu himself, then how painful it would be for Takamatsu if the band disbanded.

"What do you think we should do?" Mikami Yuu didn't respond immediately but asked back, "Or do you decide to stop here?"

“Well——” And Aine really started to think.

……

And the other side.

"Sure enough, I ran away again."

Takamatsu Deng lowered her head and began to walk towards the Astronomy Department. In the left pocket of her school uniform, the small stone +11 became heavy during the process of running out and returning.

This is her interest and also her problem. She has liked collecting various things since she was very young, collecting stones, collecting mealworms, and then she also hopes to collect tears.

These seem to be different from the others.

When she ran out just now, she felt that she had escaped again and was in a low mood, but when she saw the special little stones, she couldn't help but collect them.

After collecting all the information, she returned to her previous thoughts.

really.

She messed up again.

She is just that kind of person. Since she was a child, she has always wanted to share the precious things she collected, but she has brought trouble to the people around her.

People are completely different from each other, and it was during these six months that she was able to truly find herself.

"I want to be human."

This is what I wrote in my diary in the past.

It is also a word that others cannot understand.

It was these words that Xiangzi saw, recognized, and found his own value. He was then pulled into the band and eventually formed the warm band CRYCHIC.

But because of her, CRYCHIC disbanded.

She is the band's sinner.

And now, she's running away again.

As she was thinking this, she had already arrived at the corridor of the Astronomy Department.

"Mikami-kun and Chihaya-san should have gone back already..."

"After all, I ran away from them for no apparent reason—"

Takamatsu Deng murmured, and when his left foot stepped into the Astronomy Department, he suddenly heard a voice and saw a figure.

Mikami-kun, with his black hair and light green eyes, and Chihaya-san, with her long pink hair, were still inside. They both looked at her.

"Oh, you're back."

"These two applications for admission to the Astronomy Club still require the president's signature," said Mikami Yuu. "So, Takamatsu-san, if you want the Astronomy Club to continue, you'd better sign your name."

"No, you didn't leave?" Gao Songdeng stood at the door frame in some surprise.

"An hour and a half." And Aine said, "We've been waiting for you for an hour and a half, but it's because we were too hasty to disturb you."

"We apologize for that," Chihaya Aine said. "But we're really sincere in inviting you to join the band. Excuse me, we saw your song, 'Haruhi Shadow,' right? We think it's a great song."

“…”Gao Dengsong.

Gao Deng was still standing at the door frame. She felt that these two people came to invite her sincerely.

but.

"I used to join a band called CRYCHIC, and the disbandment of CRYCHIC was probably my fault, so if you want to invite me, then maybe I will also disband your band." Gao Songdeng said with his head down.

In other words, she has become a shadow because of her dark history in the past.

"Is that so." Aine glanced towards Mikami Yuu.

Mikami Yu nodded at her.

“…”Aine.

Ok.

She recalled that when she was waiting just now, Mikami-kun asked her what she wanted to do.

She admitted that Mikami-kun was very frank about the utilitarian reasons for forming the band, and that she herself was not that good either, she just wanted to make herself shine.

So, she is not that noble.

So, should I stop when I realize I'm a hypocrite? Or should I keep going, aiming to form this band and stand up for myself?

After all, she didn't want to continue running away like she did before.

So, Chihaya Aine, stand up!

Thinking of this, she squeezed her hands gently.

"If the previous band disbanded because of your own fault, wouldn't it be better if you could try to avoid repeating the same mistakes?" Chihaya Aine said.

"Huh?" Gao Songdeng raised his eyes in surprise.

And Aine continued, “Even if I fail once, if you don’t want to start over again… then I…”

"And you?"

"Well, I mean, life is so long, you should be open-minded!" Aine immediately said with a gentle smile. "Because Takamatsu-san will miraculously meet great band members next time!"

Seeing Takamatsu raise his eyes, Aine quickly changed her tone. "Of course, I'm not saying we'll be the next members, but I think we still really want to form a band with you."

"So... can you and I..." Gao Songdeng clasped his hands tightly and said as if he had made up his mind, "Can you and I form a band for life?"

“A…lifetime?” And Aine caught her choice of words.

"Yes, for a lifetime. Because if it's a lifelong band, then it will never disband again!" Gao Songdeng immediately said excitedly.

"Eh?!"

It was only then that Chihaya Aine realized that Takamatsu's shining eyes and longing expression seemed to be sincere.

The other party really wants to do this.

but.

Anyone can hear how heavy the word "a lifetime" is, and if they agree to it, they are making a promise.

How could this be something a normal band would say?

Therefore, Aine once again turned her gaze towards Mikami-kun.

Because the words she said now were all instigated by Mikami-kun, the situation became uncontrollable.

Hurry up and say something, Mikami-san!

Chapter 005 Aine: Wahhh, stop opening the box for me!

Chihaya Aine formed a band out of vanity.

Yu Mikami himself wanted to form a free band and use it as a springboard to sell his songs.

It can be said.

Both of them have bad intentions and form a team with their own thoughts, so now let’s add Takamatsu.

Takamatsu Deng wants to form a band for life.

Ok.

It can be basically confirmed.

If two or three more members with dark histories or inner thoughts join in, then... this crappy band will be doomed sooner or later.

Because it's full of amazing teammates. It's beyond your average understanding of a band.

just.

"Feel sorry."

However, Takamatsu Deng, who had just taken the initiative to propose to form a lifelong band, noticed the strange expressions of Aine and Mikami Yu.

And she also thought that she had made excessive demands.

So, she had already started to turn around, which meant she was probably going to run away like she did before.