Tokyo: About My Yandere Girlfriend

"No, although everything is just as Arisu-san said, as a man, there are indeed needs in that aspect, but Arisu should know it in his heart, right? Things like this with men you are not dating will only make you more aggressive in the future. I don't want Arisu to be a frivolous person, I don't want Arisu to be someone who doesn't know how to take care of her body, so think carefully about this matter before making a decision, idiot."

Yeah--

Obviously the body has clearly revealed the inner thoughts.

But he still said things that didn't match the facts.

Nanami's behavior is really bad.

Arisu Sato retracted her forward-leaning body.

"In that case, let me give you a massage, Nanami."

The sudden change of topic made Nanami feel a little awkward.

However, it’s good that Arisu-san’s mind has been changed.

Nanami lay on the bed, with the buttons of her shirt undone by Arisu's hands.

"Really? Nanami is such an unaware and proactive man. He wants girls to take action even at this moment."

"...I feel like Arisu's tone is a little strange."

"It was just a misjudgment, that's all. I've always been like this, nothing has ever changed."

"Yeah."

Arisu's fingertips lightly touched his shoulder.

The cold feeling spread all over the body.

Arisu, who was sitting on my back, was only wearing a simple tight swimsuit, and her body would often tremble slightly on my back restlessly, and the temperature generated by the skin pressing against each other was really uncomfortable.

Nanami closed her eyes, and various images related to Arisu-san appeared in her mind uncontrollably.

Last night, the sounds coming out of the room fully confirmed this point.

What Arisu-san said was true. Even though that kind of thing had never happened, she seemed to be full of desire for "that aspect".

Just like myself.

After understanding the truth, you will deliberately imagine the aspects.

——A fantasy that all boys have had.

However, if you do not learn to suppress your thoughts and instead expose all of them, there is a high probability that this choice will be wrong.

It is precisely because of legal restrictions that the negative emotions suppressed in everyone's heart can be suppressed.

Even without legal prerequisites, one who can remain true to himself in the face of such a moment can be called a so-called "man".

As a man, Nanami Fumito is very firm in his inner opinions.

But, only in the next moment.

Arisu's voice sounded softly in my ears.

"I found out, Nanami is now——"

"In fact, I can't bear it anymore."

Chapter 70 I...can't leave Nanami anymore

When hearing what Arisu Sato said, Nanami Fumito's facial features stiffened for a moment.

I naturally know what Arisu-san is referring to.

He was also very clear in his mind that at this moment, the male body's instincts could not be suppressed at all.

But even so, pretend nothing happened.

Now that you have made up your mind, you should not hesitate in this regard.

"What a shame, Arisu may have made a misjudgment."

"Oh—really?"

Arisu Sato's voice was still very cold.

It was as if he had no doubts about his own judgment.

"You may say these words righteously, but your body's reaction is very honest. If Nanami wants me to completely believe you, then stand up now and show your determination."

——Arisu-san's words are full of confidence.

If I stand up now at this point, I won't even have any room for excuses.

Knowing this, Nanami will not give in easily.

"Well... since you're getting a massage, you should concentrate and enjoy it. If you get distracted, it would be a waste of Arisu's efforts."

"I don't mind. Besides, doesn't Nanami want to prove her resolve?"

——Facing the pressing Arisu-san.

Any movement of the body would expose it, and even though it was oppressed to such an extent, it was still impossible to resist.

Is this why Arisu-san wears a tight swimsuit?

"Forget it. I don't want to hide these unnecessary aspects. Even if Arisu guessed me, it was just my body's instinct. It has nothing to do with my heart. If you were a boy, you should be able to understand that this kind of thing cannot be restrained by consciousness."

After hearing Nanami's confession -

There was not much emotion on Arisu's face.

It was as if everything had been anticipated.

"Really? Is it impossible to control this kind of thing?"

Arisu stopped massaging.

He leaned over and put his cheek to his ear.

The hair touching her back caused a strange feeling, but Nanami had no time to care about such things.

"Yes, but only in that one area."

"Eh - it doesn't matter if Nanami doesn't need to be patient."

"That's just what Arisu thinks."

Nanami placed her palm against Arisu's forehead as he leaned forward.

"It's getting late. Let's go to bed. You don't need a massage or anything like that anymore."

"......I see."

The feeling of weight on my back gradually lessened.

Nanami put on the shirt that had been thrown aside, fastened the buttons, and then turned sideways to face the lamp on the bedside table.

I wish I could fall asleep just by closing my eyes.

It seemed as if he was about to fall asleep, but his consciousness remained awake.

Everything that happened with Arisu-san began to replay in my mind.

The heart and instinct check and balance each other.

——It doesn’t matter even if I do this.

Is this really the right thing for Arisu-san?

——Since the other party has agreed, just do it boldly.

The feelings I have for Arisu-san have not been confirmed, but even so, I still had sex with her. Is this really okay?

Complex emotions continue to linger in my heart.

That's enough.

This unbearable moment -

"By the way... Nanami, do you plan on having a girlfriend in the future?"

ear.

Arisu-san's voice brought my thoughts back to reality.

Nanami Fumito turned his body ninety degrees and faced the ceiling.

I seemed to notice from the corner of my eye that Arisu-san seemed to be only inches away from my body.

"I don't have a girlfriend yet. I might have this thought after my cohabitation with Arisu is over, but I can't do that now. If I have a girlfriend, I don't know how to face her. 'You're such a disgusting man who has a girlfriend but still keeps a JK at home'. Most people would probably think this after seeing my current situation."

"Can't we just let this kind of life go on?"

——Arisu-san's words mixed with pleading came to my ears.

Will it continue?

This is an unrealistic approach that is just like something out of a fairy tale. Even if you try to achieve it, it will be quite difficult.

Besides——

Nanami showed a helpless expression on her face.

"It is true that I am happy to be with Arisu, but the reason why I feel this way has nothing to do with dating. It is unfair to you to monopolize Arisu even though you know this."

"It doesn't matter if it's unfair... I don't care if I'm happy. As long as I can be with Nanami... it doesn't matter what happens."

I feel the touch of Arisu-san’s forehead on my back.

The other person's slightly trembling body seemed to indicate that she would cry without hesitation if she was rejected.

Really.

Why did everything turn out like this?

Wanting to be relied upon, but starting to think about separation.

This irresponsible behavior is really stupid.

Nanami hid her helplessness with a smile.

"To be honest, I'm looking forward to living with Arisu, but I don't know what kind of feeling that is. If you make this decision on a whim and find yourself unable to take responsibility afterwards, it would be too unfair to you. So if possible, Arisu, please give me some time to think about it. I've never dated anyone, so I don't know what it feels like to like or love someone. If I feel the thought of 'ah, so this is what liking someone feels like' when I'm with you, I will express my feelings to Arisu without hesitation."