Zongman: People are in the music show, relaxed and happy

"But for you, this question doesn't seem to be like this."

"Just as you said just now, if I forgive you and let you draw a clear line between you and Zejun in the future, are you really willing to continue playing in the band with me?"

Nagasaki Suyo was suddenly startled.

She felt like she had no secrets in front of him.

Gao Songdeng continued to speak.

"For you, the options in this multiple-choice question are 'both' and 'neither'."

"Only in this way can you achieve the greatest balance in your heart."

Nagasaki Suyo looked up at the other person, her voice choked with sobs.

"But Deng-chan..."

"I have no choice now..."

She lowered her head and fell silent.

After a while, she raised her head and looked at the girl in front of her. Her eyes regained their calmness.

"Deng-chan, I really can't let go of Ze-kun."

"But Zejun never had any bad intentions towards me. He is innocent."

"You are the only one in his heart."

"Now, I just hope that this incident will not affect the relationship between you two."

"Sorry……"

Nagasaki Suyo felt grief-stricken at the thought that she would become a human being again.

She raised her hands and hugged the silent girl in front of her, tears falling again.

"Deng-chan, I really don't want this to happen."

"It was not easy for us to get back together."

"But fate always likes to play tricks on people."

"But I don't think I have the right to say this. If I hadn't let my heart run wild, at least I wouldn't have lost you and everyone in the band."

"To be honest, I don't know what to do next."

"I've lost my 'home' once again, Deng-chan..."

Gao Song Deng gently stroked Nagasaki Suyo's back, and the struggle hidden in his eyes gradually disappeared...

She knew that the other party did not try to instigate or destroy the relationship between her and Baichuan Ze.

If it weren't for this, she wouldn't have come here today.

Before coming, she made a decision.

This decision is quite difficult.

When she walked through the door, she hadn't made up her mind.

When she saw Nagasaki Suyo collapsed on the ground, crying bitterly, she still hadn't made up her mind.

It was not until she heard what she just said that she made up her mind.

She patted Nagasaki Suyo's shoulder and spoke softly,

“Whether in CRYCHIC or in the current band, Sushi is the one who always takes care of everyone.”

"After everyone from CRYCHIC got separated, it was only Su Shi who worked hard to find everyone again."

"Maybe you do this more for yourself."

"But people are selfish."

“There is no essential difference between us.”

"Later, Su Shi fell in love with Ze Jun, but you were not completely happy."

"I've seen your struggle and pain, and I know you've been trying to convince yourself."

"Although it seems like a failure, no one can deny that you have tried hard."

"Su Shi is always like this, keeping everything to herself and working hard to maintain the atmosphere and relationships among everyone in the band, being gentle, tolerant, and strong."

“So sometimes, I always forget that Su Shi and I are the same age.”

"It's always easy to overlook that Su Shi also has times when he's sad, when he wants to talk to people, and when he can't hold on any longer."

Gao Songdeng loosened his arms, held her shoulders, and looked straight into her eyes.

"For me, the best thing is to be needed by others."

"I will always remember Xiangzi on the overpass, Zejun under the starry sky, and Sushi in RiNG."

"It's you who made me feel needed."

"So, I don't want to lose you."

"The band can't live without you either."

At this time, Nagasaki Suyo was already in tears, deeply moved.

"But, but..."

Gao Songdeng's eyes softened.

"I know what Su Shi is worried about."

"Since I want to keep you, I have naturally made the corresponding preparations."

"If your relationship with Zejun is real but not named, would you be willing?"

Nagasaki Suyo was shocked.

She didn't expect the other party to give in to this extent.

Although I was very touched, I was also conflicted inside.

After all, everyone has self-esteem.

Agreeing to the other party's suggestion is actually a devaluation of one's own personality.

It has substance but no name, and is actually just another way of saying "cannot stand the light".

But she also felt that she really needed Baichuanze.

Suddenly, the words that Yalena had said before flashed through her mind.

【Let’s get married together...】

And the word that came to her mind at that time,

[Privileged class]

Nagasaki Suyo's thoughts began to flow,

[Maybe... maybe we can get married together in the future? ]

[If that's the case, then temporarily existing without a name is not unacceptable...]

[People are never afraid of the difficulties in front of them, but they are afraid of not seeing hope in the future...]

[But now it seems that the future is not completely hopeless...]

Slowly, her gaze became firm.

She looked at the girl in front of her and nodded.

"Thank you, Deng-chan."

A smile appeared on Gao Songdeng's face.

"Then Su Shi, pack up first, and we'll go find Ze Jun together."

"This is a decision I made on my own. He doesn't know what I think yet."

"I think if we go and explain it to him together, Ze-kun will probably understand our intentions better."

Nagasaki Suyo nodded, then got up and went to take a shower.

After packing up, she walked up to Gao Songdeng with a look of trepidation on her face.

"Deng-chan, is it okay for me to do this?"

She has always been confident enough about her appearance and dressing taste.

But for some reason, she felt particularly uneasy today and began to doubt herself in every aspect.

Gao Songdeng looked at the other person and nodded seriously.

"Sushi is very beautiful, even more beautiful than the cherry blossoms in spring."

Hearing the other party's praise, Nagasaki Suyo felt a little relieved, but the uneasiness in her eyes remained.

"Deng-chan, then now we..."

Gao Songdeng held her hand, with some encouragement in his eyes.

"We're going to find Ze-kun now."

Volume 1: Chapter 162: Su Shi gets his mouth

Bringing Nagasaki Suyo to the door of Shirakawa Ze's house, Takamatsu Deng pressed the doorbell.

Soon, the door opened.

When she saw the boy opening the door, Nagasaki Suyo instantly tensed up.