Siheyuan, don't mess with me

"I told you not to expose my secrets!" Jiang Yuehua angrily hit Jiang Yuechen. The four girls laughed, but Gu Yunshu secretly made up his mind. It turned out that they were all like this. After all this time, I was the only one who was just a vase. No, I had to go home and practice too!

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Chen Zhiguo has been very upset recently. Rejecting Wang Shumei also reminded him that the same situation will happen to Jiang Yuehua and others. What should he choose at that time? Reject both, or choose someone?

At night, in Chen Zhiguo's living room, Chen Xueru, as usual, rested her head on Chen Zhiguo's arm, lying in Chen Zhiguo's arms in a very comfortable posture!

Chen Zhiguo's other hand embraced her waist and gently stroked her skin. "Sister Xueru, marry me!" Chen Zhiguo suddenly said,

"Ah! Zhiguo!" It was happiness and shock! Chen Xueru was shocked, she sat up suddenly!

To be honest, she had thought about this question, but every time she thought about it, she rejected it silently. Who was she? Not only was she old, but she was also a divorced second-married woman. How could it be possible?

"Zhiguo, I, I can't, I really, I want to, but I really can't!" Chen Xueru said incoherently and excitedly, tears already slipping down quietly, leaning down and hugging Chen Zhiguo tightly,

"Why not? I'm unmarried and you're unmarried! What's wrong with that?" Chen Zhiguo said lightly, stroking Chen Xueru's back.

Chen Xueru's tears fell like rain, soaking Chen Zhiguo's chest, but she still shook her head firmly, "You can ask me to do anything. If you want it, I will give it to you now. I can do anything you want, but I can't agree to this. I don't deserve it! Really! I don't deserve it!"

"Who said you don't deserve it? Why bother about worldly opinions? As long as we feel happy, that's enough! Don't you love me? Don't want to be with me?" Chen Zhiguo didn't care. In his eyes, age gap, third marriage, second marriage, what's wrong with these? They are all fine. There's no need to care about other people's opinions! And as long as Chen Zhiguo decides, his family won't object. Chen Zhiguo has the confidence!

"I love you, you are my only one! But I can't marry you, absolutely not. I can't get over this. If you insist on doing this, I will leave you tomorrow and never come back!" Chen Xueru's face flashed with determination, and her eyes looked straight at Chen Zhiguo. Although tears were still falling, her expression was very serious!

Chen Xueru really wanted to get a marriage certificate, who wouldn't want to get one, so that she could be affectionate with Chen Zhiguo every day, and be spoiled by Chen Zhiguo openly! However, it was precisely because of Chen Zhiguo's deep love that he dared to bring it up, letting Chen Xueru see his heart, and also made Chen Xueru determined not to let Chen Zhiguo be criticized, not to affect Chen Zhiguo's career! She also couldn't let people point fingers at Chen Zhiguo because of her selfishness!

She knew that since Chen Zhiguo had said this, it meant that he didn't care about it and that he had considered it all! But as a woman who loved him, she would never allow herself to make such a mistake, as long as Chen Zhiguo expressed his feelings! In her heart, Chen Zhiguo was like a god, and she was only worthy of living under his light, not with him!

"I won't let you leave!" Chen Zhiguo gently wiped the tears from Chen Xueru's cheeks, but he couldn't stop them. He used his arms to hold them back, but they still couldn't be stopped. Couldn't I stop them?

After a passionate kiss, both of them were breathless, "Marry me!"

"no!"

Come again! Chen Xueru was almost losing herself, "Marry me, let me hug you like this every day!"

Chen Xueru really wanted to agree. Countless thoughts surged in her mind, and countless voices were shouting, promise him, promise him!

She bit her red lips tightly, looked at Chen Zhiguo with resentment, and stroked Chen Zhiguo's face with one hand, "Don't force me! I will obey you in everything else. I will agree to whatever you want, but I can't marry you!"

"Why?" Chen Zhiguo couldn't control his emotions. He became a little furious and his voice got louder!

Now it was Chen Xueru who was comforting Chen Zhiguo, and all her words were expressed with her bitten lips, love that could not be obtained!

Chapter 268 Reflection! What is the meaning of rebirth?

Chen Xueru quietly got up and returned to the bedroom. Jiang Xiaohua was curled up on the kang. "Why aren't you asleep yet?"

"Sister Xueru, why don't you agree to his request? Zhiguo likes you so much!" Jiang Xiaohua, who had been listening, asked in confusion.

Chen Xueru touched her head and said leisurely, "He has a bright future and cannot be dragged down by me. I am not qualified and I am not worthy. The only help I can give him is money!"

"Is it not good to have money? If you have money, you won't have to worry about food and drink. Isn't life good?" Jiang Xiaohua asked puzzledly.

"Silly girl, the competition in today's society is not about who is rich. Even if you are rich, what's the use? What matters now is status. The class I classified is not right. Not only can it not help Zhiguo, but it will be a burden to him! Moreover, Chen Zhiguo is a college student and a cadre. He is so young, and I am so old and divorced. I can't let him be tainted because of me! Being pointed at and gossiped by others is sometimes very scary!"

Jiang Xiaohua seemed to understand, but when she saw Chen Xueru's determined expression, she knew that Chen Xueru was serious.

"Hurry up!" Chen Xueru took a bowl and

"Ah! Aren't you asleep?"

"Aren't you feeling uncomfortable? You can't drink after sleeping. Why don't you go there yourself?"

"Sister Xueru, you!" Jiang Xiaohua's defense was broken on the spot. Sister Xueru was sometimes outspoken and what she said made her very shy!

"Sister Xueru, here!"

"You go, I'm tired!"

"Sister Xueru, go ahead!"

"He's a tiger, he can eat you! Go quickly, it won't taste good if it gets cold! I'm sleepy, I want to go to bed!"

"Oh!" Jiang Xiaohua knew that Chen Xueru was in a bad mood, so she could only get up by herself and walked out of the room with the bowl in her hand, feeling aggrieved!

Looking at the sleeping Chen Zhiguo, he was at a loss, but he couldn't delay any longer. If it got cold, it would not taste good! He could only go up and push Chen Zhiguo, "Zhiguo, Zhiguo!"

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The next day, the sun rises as usual, I eat and go to work as usual, get off work and eat as usual!

"Xue Ru said she had to go out to buy some goods, and it would take several days!" Wang Meihua said during dinner.

"Oh! Got it!" Chen Zhiguo buried his head in eating, with no other expression!

"Brother, are you unhappy today?" Chen Xiaoli asked, sensing that Chen Zhiguo was in a bad mood.

"It's okay. Big brother is thinking about work and is a little distracted! You eat!" Chen Zhiguo picked up a piece of meat for Chen Xiaoli. Of course, Chen Xiaoyue and Chen Xiaomei were not forgotten!

A few days passed quickly and Chen Xueru still didn't come back. Chen Zhiguo didn't say anything. He went to Chen Xueru's shop but didn't find anyone. He asked Xu Huizhen but didn't get any information either!

Chen Zhiguo didn't expect Chen Xueru to be so resolute and walk so firmly!

He became silent. When his family members asked him about his work, he would say he was thinking about something. When his colleagues at work, Jiang Yuehua and Jiang Yuechen asked him about his work, he would say he was thinking about a design.

Life began to become depressing. Although Chen Zhiguo tried hard to appear cheerful, almost everyone knew that Chen Zhiguo was in a bad mood!

At night, Chen Zhiguo took a box of wine and wanted to get himself drunk. One bottle, two bottles, three bottles, four bottles, five bottles. Without using the space or meditation and breathing methods to dispel the drunkenness, Chen Zhiguo barely managed to make himself a little confused!

Jiang Xiaohua, who had been watching him, was already terrified. Was he drinking to his death? She had seen men drinking before, and she had also seen her family drinking before. One bottle of wine could make one or two people drunk! How much did Chen Zhiguo drink? Could he bear it?

So, she quickly brought out a bowl and said, "Zhiguo, drink some of this to sober you up!"

Jiang Xiaohua had never seen anyone drink five bottles of liquor at once, and he didn't drink it slowly, but gulped it down one bottle at a time. She was terrified, fearing that something might happen to Chen Zhiguo. But now, the Chen Zhiguo in front of her, except for looking a little confused, didn't show any other changes!

She carefully held the bowl and fed Chen Zhiguo, as usual. Chen Zhiguo drank it in a few gulps, then fell asleep on the Arhat bed!

Jiang Xiaohua quietly covered Chen Zhiguo with a blanket and turned back to her room. She must go and call Sister Xueru back tomorrow. If she doesn't come back, Chen Zhiguo will be ruined. Now he has started drinking! He has also started to smoke. Jiang Xiaohua smelled a faint smell of tobacco on him!

With something on her mind, Jiang Xiaohua couldn't sleep and would get up every once in a while to check on him. At first, Chen Zhiguo slept well. In the middle of the night, Jiang Xiaohua planned to come out and check again. If there was no problem, she would go back to sleep!

I saw Chen Zhiguo kicking over the quilt, his body rolling unconsciously, "Zhiguo, Zhiguo, what's wrong with you? Zhiguo!"

Jiang Xiaohua leaned on Chen Zhiguo's side and asked softly, but Chen Zhiguo hugged her and pressed his face against her chest. "Xueru, Xueru, I missed you. You're back!" After a shaking head, he hugged Jiang Xiaohua tightly and fell asleep in a daze!

Jiang Xiaohua blushed and felt numb all over. Except for her man, no one else had ever hugged her like this. Occasionally, she would see Chen Zhiguo hugging Sister Xueru, which made her blush and at the same time, she felt a little bit of anticipation!

Everyone has dreams, but no one would have thought that the dreams would become reality. And the only person who appeared in her dream was Chen Zhiguo!

Jiang Xiaohua twisted a few times, but Chen Zhiguo held her so tightly that she almost couldn't breathe! Unable to break free, Jiang Xiaohua gave up and carefully checked Chen Zhiguo who was clinging to her chest. In the past two days, Chen Zhiguo, who had no smile, looked a little haggard. Jiang Xiaohua gently stroked his forehead, trying to soothe the depression in his heart. Hey! Sister Xueru, why are you doing this? If you saw Zhiguo like this, wouldn't you feel distressed?

Jiang Xiaohua just looked at Chen Zhiguo like this, and Chen Zhiguo's arms never loosened. She just slowly held Chen Zhiguo and leaned against the Luohan bed!

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In a daze, I heard Chen Zhiguo mumbling that he was thirsty! Jiang Xiaohua was used to...

Jiang Xiaohua suddenly woke up and asked, "What am I doing?"

She didn't dare to move and adjusted her body. She waited until she heard a slight snoring sound. Only then did Jiang Xiaohua breathe a sigh of relief and her tense body finally relaxed!

She got up slowly and quietly, looking at Chen Zhiguo who was sleeping soundly. Jiang Xiaohua blushed, covered him with the quilt, and walked back to the bedroom barefoot. Only then did she feel her heart beating like thunder and she was so nervous that she was about to collapse!

I quickly changed into pajamas and curled up in the quilt, not moving at all!

Jiang Xiaohua didn't get up for breakfast. She waited until Chen Zhiguo went to work before she got up. She ate a simple breakfast and hurried out the door! Grandma looked at her back without saying anything, but Wang Meihua was muttering, "This child doesn't even get fed. He ran out so early in the morning!"

"She's out for something, I arranged it, you make the milk powder for the child!"

"Oh! Got it, Mom!"

Wang Meihua was always obedient in front of her grandmother and never dared to raise any objections!

"Sister Xueru, please go back soon! You scared me to death last night!" In a small courtyard, Jiang Xiaohua held Chen Xueru's hand and said nervously,

"What's wrong? What happened?"

"Zhiguo, you drank five bottles of liquor last night, and you just gulped them down like that!" Jiang Xiaohua imitated Chen Zhiguo's actions, "You should go back soon! Zhiguo has lost weight and doesn't smile anymore!"

"Hey!" Chen Xueru pulled Jiang Xiaohua to sit down, "Did he vomit last night?"

"No! I just kept calling you! I kept calling you even when I was sleeping!"

Chen Xueru's tears flowed down. She thought that if she hid for a while, Chen Zhiguo would forget about her. Unexpectedly, she hurt him deeply!

"Sister Xueru, go back! If you don't go back, what if he drinks at night? If he keeps drinking like this, will Zhiguo's body be able to bear it?"

"Okay! Let's go back now!" Chen Xueru is a decisive person. Just like when she decided to leave, she did it without any hesitation, and the same is true now!

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Chen Zhiguo locked himself in his office and fell into deep thought. As a time traveler, he felt that he was a failure. In other novels, people could do whatever they wanted. But what about himself?

It is true that he has his own moral standards, and he is too young to do anything. But now, he has to face what he has to face. Where should he go?

Chen Zhiguo has always been cautious, trying to integrate into this society and restrain himself with the current moral norms, but he found that he became more and more timid, and he had to look before and after before doing anything. Life was really tiring!

He can provide his family with food and clothing, he can provide his grandparents, parents, and sisters with a good life, but he himself feels like a failure. He can't even marry Chen Xueru. Has he brought shame upon himself by traveling through time?

Should I blame this era? I can't change it! Chen Zhiguo couldn't help but wonder, is this how the first half of my life is going to be? Do I have to wait for more than 20 years before I can let go and have fun?

But by that time, the person he likes will have entered middle age. Is it really necessary to have a twilight romance? Late love? Who else will wait for him until that time? Or destroy her original family for love? Obviously, Chen Zhiguo is too proud of himself to do such a thing!

So, after 20 years, a more open-minded generation will emerge, and they will surf just for the sake of surfing? But obviously, that is not the lifestyle they like?

Chen Zhiguo gave himself a negative answer. That kind of fast-food pleasure was not what he wanted. Before he was reborn, he had watched movies and videos, but he had never had a foot bath, massage, or any major health care! This was not what he liked, not what he wanted! He had his own code of conduct!

He just wanted to spend his life with the one he loved, it was that simple! However, Chen Xueru's rejection dealt him a heavy blow. He couldn't even handle a woman, wasn't it embarrassing! Or, how could he have the halo of a time traveler? He was really a loser! If he lived such a miserable life after rebirth, then what was the meaning of rebirth?

Chapter 269: If a man doesn’t smoke and doesn’t get drunk a few times, is he still a man?

Chen Zhiguo locked himself in the room for a whole day and didn't leave until long after get off work! At this time, everyone in the office had left and there was no one there!

Just as Chen Zhiguo was about to lock the door, he heard hurried footsteps behind him, "Zhiguo, what happened to you these days?"

Ma Huihui ran in breathlessly, "You were off work, why are you back?" Chen Zhiguo stopped what he was doing and looked at her.

"It's you. You seem absent-minded these days. What are you thinking about?" The empty corridor gave Ma Huihui the courage to speak out boldly. Otherwise, why would she sneak back home after work?

Chen Zhiguo pushed open the door, pulled Ma Huihui in, and directly pushed her against the wall behind the door! Without any hesitation, Chen Zhiguo lowered his head. After a brief panic, Ma Huihui hugged Chen Zhiguo with her arms and responded enthusiastically!

After a long while, "It's too late, let's go back!" Ma Huihui pressed Chen Zhiguo's hand and said coquettishly, "It's not enough!"

"Not enough, it will take a lifetime!" Chen Zhiguo chuckled.