Sunshine Sasuke, from the forum to the strongest in the ninja world

"I really never thought that you would be so dissatisfied with my style of conduct. But you have to know that I am not a fool and I know what I am doing."

Hinata Neji was speechless.

In Uchiha Sasuke's words, he himself gradually came to his senses.

Yes, everything is just wishful thinking.

It was he who forcibly attached too much meaning to Sasuke.

In Neji's opinion, the most important thing is the final result.

So unknowingly, his demands on Sasuke had crossed the boundary of interference that a "friend" would accept.

But what Neji didn't know was that for Uchiha Sasuke, the boundary of personal will was what the other party cared about most.

"so."

Neji opened his mouth, he wanted to say something harsh.

I can take my destiny into my own hands.

He wanted to tell Sasuke that he was wrong from the beginning.

I shouldn't look for the other person and pin my hopes of relief from the heavy burden of life on him.

But on second thought, given his own identity and political environment, it is impossible to influence the fate of the Hyuga clan through normal means.

Not to mention "taking your destiny into your own hands" and becoming Hokage or something.

Is it possible that he really wants to defect to Orochimaru?

Hinata Neji clenched his fist tightly.

Unconsciously, the nails were embedded into the flesh, and traces of dark red blood oozed out.

"Some of the words may be a bit unpleasant to hear. But I really think they might be helpful to you. I also want to tell you from the bottom of my heart."

Just as Neji was thinking wildly, Uchiha Sasuke's voice came to his ears again:

"That day, in the open space in front of Ganli Gandian, you once asked me.

"'Which is more tragic than having everything and then losing it all, or being born and imprisoned in a fate that is completely irresistible?'

"I thought about it for a long time after I went back, and finally I came to the conclusion that the question you raised is actually meaningless.

"So what if you're miserable? So what if I'm miserable?!

"Ignoring myself, let's talk about my teacher Hatake Kakashi. His heroic father was forced by rumors in the village to commit suicide. All his classmates in the same period died in the war.

“How miserable should he be?

"And Uzumaki Naruto. He has no father or mother. He was born with a demon fox sealed in his body. He has been isolated and neglected by the village since he was a child. Is he more miserable than you?

“And Iruka whose parents were killed by Kyuubi;

“All of his clan members were killed, and he was imprisoned by Orochimaru for several years;

"And the Fourth Mizukage Gotachibana Yagura, who was controlled by illusions and died at the hands of his subordinates. Ranking them, which one is more miserable?

"Why bother with these issues? Why wallow in your own pain?"

Uchiha Sasuke's tone changed again and he solemnly said:

“It’s useless to compare ourselves to the miserable, we have to look forward!

"Ningji, you are right, I am indeed different from you, but it is not the difference in birth, but the acquired attitude towards the pain.

“The difference between us does not lie in the depth or severity of each other’s misery.

"For me, I don't want to live in the past anymore! Even looking back at it is a huge waste of my life.

“I want to look forward and live in the future that I built with my own hands!

"But you have been stuck in self-pity and can't extricate yourself!

“Even though I have decided to move forward, I still feel that my suffering is superior to others. I even admire my tattered wounds with sorrow, hoping that a flower will bloom on them!!

"But Neji, I want to tell you! Never pity yourself, that is the behavior of a despicable coward!!"

In the illusion space, Uchiha Sasuke suddenly appeared in front of Hinata Neji.

He grabbed the giant nail, leaned forward, and stared straight into the other person's eyes.

Almost roaring, he yelled the last words.

Hyuga Neji stared at the other person in a daze.

I just felt that Sasuke's words turned into a drumstick, constantly knocking on the door of my heart.

Those frozen emotions.

Those dark consciousnesses that are unknown to others, or even unknown to everyone, feel like they have been split open by a giant ax at this moment.

The ice is cracking and the waters of the soul are turbulent.

"I have given you the method to break the illusion. As for the rest, you can do it yourself."

After saying these words, Uchiha Sasuke disappeared in this illusion space again.

Neji thought back to everything that had just happened.

Carefully savor the meaning of these three sentences: "Don't compare your misery with others'", "Don't feel sorry for yourself", and "Look forward".

For a long time, compared with Sasuke, Neji always felt that the burden and shackles on his body were too heavy.

Although, the two people's movements followed each other and in the same direction.

But compared to Uchiha Sasuke, he always seems to be a light-weight, dragging his feet, and struggling.

Now that I think about it, the reason behind this difference may be contained in the nine words just mentioned.

Thinking of this, Ningji once again felt something in his heart.

At the same time, all over his body, he felt the severe pain of being penetrated by giant nails.

It struck again, causing Neji to grit his teeth in pain.

He no longer hesitated and followed Sasuke's instructions, trying to suppress and control the curse seal.

After several attempts, Neji finally mastered the method of retracting and releasing the curse seal. At the same time, everything was just as Sasuke said.

When he actively triggered the curse seal for the second time, he was able to break free of the terrifying Sharingan Gold Binding Illusion as he wished.

The surrounding scene once again changed from the bright red purgatory back to the scene of an ordinary cabin.

"I see.

"Thank you for speaking truthfully to me. Although it hurts, it is beneficial to me."

Hyuga Neji suppressed the curse seal once again and spoke sincerely to Uchiha Sasuke in front of him.

However, Sasuke showed no reaction.

Ningji went forward to check, only to find that the other person was leaning against the head of the bed with his eyes closed and asleep.

Neji sighed, slowly laid Sasuke down on the bed, and covered him with the quilt.

After doing all this, he only felt out of breath, standing in the middle of the room with his hands on his hips.

Looking around, there was no place where I could rest. Thinking about it, it would be better to go back to the room I had before.

Just as he was about to leave, Neji seemed to remember something.

He reached out to Sasuke's waist and held the "soul doll" in his hands again.

"Don't sleep! Sasuke-nii!!!

“Can’t sleep anymore!

"Killing people!!"

As soon as he was caught by the opponent, Suigetsu Kizuki screamed with all his might.

However, Sasuke only moved slightly, without any unnecessary reaction.

Suigetsu stared at Hyuga Neji, waiting for his fate in despair.

But he saw that Neji just smiled mockingly and put Suigetsu back on Sasuke's bedside again.

However, his eyes were still fixed on the rag doll.

Neji raised his right hand to his mouth and made a zipper gesture.

Then he made a threatening gesture, turned around and strode away.

"No, Brother Sasuke, can you really sleep like that to death?

"Are you that sleepy?

"Can you finish the aftermath before going to bed?"

Hozuki Suigetsu kept chattering in Uchiha Sasuke's mind with a crying voice.

After hearing the sound of the door closing, Sasuke did not open his eyes, but stretched out his hand to put the "mind puppet" on his chest again, and murmured in his mind:

"Don't make any noise, I'm very sleepy.

"Let me get some sleep."

Shuiyue was speechless for a moment.

After a while, he carefully whispered again:

"What, can you touch this doll? Why do I feel like I peed just now?"

"Shut up! It's so noisy."

Uchiha Sasuke turned over angrily and fell into a deep sleep again.

-

I really slept for a long time this time.

Waking up naturally, Sasuke felt that all the lingering fatigue in his body had been smoothed away by sleep.

Sometimes, the best bridge between exhaustion and hope is a good, restful night's sleep.

Uchiha Sasuke turned over and sat up, looking at the lotus water clock in the corner of the room, and calculated in a daze how much time had passed.