I am the former civilized hero.

At that moment, he seemed to understand why Eden did not enter the sleeping chamber, but chose to end his life by singing one last song in the wasteland.

When the people you love are annihilated and the things you love are shattered, the pearl of the era has no meaning of existence and would rather be buried in this era.

Alicia smiled quietly, bounced her legs on the ground, jumped up, and then her skirt flew up. Ryan, who was standing behind her, seemed to see a little bear pattern.

"Ryan, don't be shy."

The girl held up her skirt and looked at him with a smile. Fortunately, that person was very thick-skinned and shook his head to indicate that he saw nothing.

"I lost, Ellie, you can punish me however you want." Ryan raised his head, with a determined look as if to face me head-on.

"I decided... not to punish!"

"You'll let me go so easily? This battle must have taken a lot of effort on your part."

"Of course. I've been thinking about it since I got on the plane. Ryan, you're so stubborn. All the plans I came up with were useless. It really made me feel helpless and furious for a long time. If it weren't for Mobius' help..."

As Alicia was speaking, she quickly covered her mouth and met Ryan's angry eyes.

Someone was very proud at first, because no matter how scary it was, it was still in the field of psychology, and at most neurology. But then he heard that name and suddenly he lost his composure.

"Mobius, it's her. I was wondering who has such high attainments in psychology. It turns out she has already defected to your side."

No, she was scared by me first, and then she joined me to cover up her own embarrassment.

Alicia thought so in her heart, but she didn't dare to say it out loud. She didn't need to offend two people at once, so she just cleared her throat and said, "It's not important."

"This is very important. It concerns who I'm going to take revenge on. My damn desire to win is still burning." Ryan clenched his fists, looking aggressive.

"Well, okay, remember to be a gentleman when you take revenge. What was I just saying?" Alicia couldn't persuade him, so she could only apologize to Mebius silently in her heart. It took her several seconds to remember it.

"By the way, the reason for not punishing you is that you lost, but you also won."

"What do you mean?" Ryan didn't quite understand. He was planning a more cruel and terrifying revenge game.

"Even though you lost, you still found the gift."

Gift?

Ryan looked at Alicia suspiciously, sweeping across her bright face, delicate collarbone, deep cleavage, flat belly, and long legs in white stockings.

The mountain breeze blew by, lifting the knee-length skirt, and the faint traces of flesh outlined by the white silk could be seen.

"The gift won't be you."

"I told you not to be shy!" Alicia blushed immediately, shaking her finger and saying, "You have found your 'true self', this is a gift."

Tsk, that’s it.

Ryan felt regretful for some reason, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that what he said was right.

He finally cleared the fog and saw his 'true self', and understood what he really wanted besides his pioneering instinct.

"I want all of you to get through the end together and move towards a happy and hopeful future, at least for the people of the Golden Court."

Alicia listened quietly, her eyes reflecting the moonlight, appearing as bright as stars. She did not speak, but just listened quietly to Ryan's explanation.

"Mei and I are somewhat similar, but also different in many ways. What she wants is to preserve civilization, so she is cruel and selfless; while I am more vulgar, and my friendship is more important."

"You... don't want to be a savior?"

“Ha, this is actually an extension of self-help. You can look at it as a priority. I will do as much as I can, and the last resort is you.” Ryan seemed very simple, and had nothing to do with greatness.

He doesn't think he is such a great person. He can only say that he has tried his best, just like the "wandering human" plan that is being quietly implemented now, but he puts friends above civilization.

Alicia smiled and did not correct Ryan's "selfishness". She hooked her finger and asked him to walk with her in the sea of ​​flowers, her palms gently brushing over the flowers swaying in the wind.

I always feel at ease. In this way, I can also feel at ease.

No one spoke, they just quietly walked into the depths of the sea of ​​flowers. Ryan looked at the figure quietly. While enjoying the tranquility, his heart gradually became as cold as ice, and he even had the urge to turn around and run away.

Because Alicia suddenly stopped and turned her head, her smile looked lonely in the moonlight.

"Ryan, I recently thought of something. I might, probably, possibly be a..."

Before she could finish her words, her eyes gradually widened and a hand covered her mouth so tightly that she could not utter the rest of the words.

The man had his back to the moon, his expression more determined than ever before.

"It's impossible. You just need to enjoy the present and forget about all these crap, because when that day really comes——" Ryan straightened his chest, like a straight cedar on the top of the valley.

"I will bear it, I will solve it, I will bear it, I will cross the fate!"

After loosening her hands, Alicia was speechless for a long time, but her face turned slightly red, and the loneliness in her eyes disappeared without a trace. After a while, she lowered her head and gently poked the soil with her black leather boots.

"Ryan, I'm going to like you if you act so cool."

"Does that mean you don't like me now?"

"It's different. I can't tell what's different, but..." She suddenly raised her head, and her fair skin seemed to be covered with a layer of silver gauze.

"I will trust you for now and stop doubting myself for now."

......

"Where did they go? Why can't I even see their shadows?"

On the other side of the sea of ​​flowers, all the expedition members were looking forward to it. Except for Grayshu who was weaving a wreath nearby, the rest of them were there to watch the fun.

Ryan actually lost, and the roar of authority could not be hidden from anyone, but now no one laughed, and most people were somewhat moved.

"Brother used his power to protect us. No one is allowed to laugh at him." Hua said in a loud voice. He glanced at the big devil Mebius. He was so insidious that he actually took him hostage.

Humph, he was not just trying to protect you. He was obviously the only one left and was just overwhelmed by loneliness.

Mebius sneered in her heart. Ryan's psychological fluctuations did not escape her eyes at all, but there was no need to be sarcastic. Since that guy took her seriously, she would forgive him for now.

The only drawback is that this "care" is not only directed at her, but also includes these idiots who know nothing, especially this Hua, who always stares at me for some reason and even stays nearby when Ryan goes to the toilet.

"Do you want to follow? There's no shadow in sight."

"Don't disturb your teacher." Mebius warned coldly. He was not as sarcastic as usual, but instead seemed silent. Eden saw this expression and could only sigh softly.

Nothing will happen.

She raised her slender neck and looked into the distance, feeling a little uneasy. She wanted to rush out right now, but finally she restrained herself.

You have to believe Ryan, he won't make Alicia sad.

Just then, a small rotorcraft flew back and was swinging up and down with the airflow. Weiwei recognized it as her own work at a glance.

"Alisa sent a reply letter. Hey, it's addressed to Mebius."

Eden was a little surprised, but also a little relieved. Since it was for Mebius, it couldn't be a farewell. Ryan should have persuaded him to stop.

"What are you looking at me for?" Mebius raised his eyebrows, took it casually, and with just a glance, his towering chest kept rising and falling, and he even crushed the paper.

You are so good, Alicia. I was trying to help you out of kindness, but you dared to betray me!

Mebius was furious. Alicia didn't say anything sad, she just told her to run away quickly because the furious Ryan was coming back to settle the score with her.

She quickly tore the letter into pieces, looked at the puzzled people, and puffed out her chest in defiance.

"What are you all standing there for? Go home immediately. Also, don't mention what happened tonight!"

Chapter 6 He is the World, He is God (K)

"Mobius, get out here and die!"

Ryan pushed open the wooden door and looked into the house with red eyes. He had lost face tonight and wanted to make up for it.

It was already early morning. He had been strolling with Alicia in the sea of ​​flowers all night. He was in good spirits now. Finding his 'true self' was a kind of self-development.

But revenge still had to be taken, but when he came back, there was no sign of Mebius, only Pado raised his hand weakly.

"Mebius said he had something urgent to do and went back to headquarters."

"Did you tell her the news?" Ryan immediately turned his head and looked at Alicia with a smirk on her face.

"No, I've been with you the whole time, so I don't have the chance to tip you off."

"But you spent too much time in the bathroom. Isn't it said that beautiful girls don't go to the bathroom?"

"Nonsense, I was afraid you would peek, so I ran a little further away." Alicia stuck out her tongue, looking like a shameless person.

Ryan was also speechless, but when Vivi and Eden saw this scene, they both breathed a sigh of relief. That's great! It's still the original Alicia.

They had guessed something and were confused about Alicia's future. For both public and private reasons, they could only leave it to Ryan to solve. After all, he was Alicia's friend and the leader of the Fire Moths.

"Ryan, please keep your voice down. Gray and Ling are already asleep." Aponiya made a gesture for silence and stroked the girl's hair on the sofa with her hand.

She was full of maternal love, which made Ryan lower his voice: "Humph, the monk can escape but the temple cannot. I don't believe she will keep hiding."

Calm down? Not possible. Unlike Mebius, he never liked to keep accounts. He would take revenge immediately if he had any.

Walking into the cabin, Ryan saw a burning bonfire in the room. He felt a little hot, so he simply took off his coat and looked around.

"Where did Qianjie and Su go?"

"On the mountain, I heard that they went to have a snowball fight. I'm sorry that I couldn't stop Qianjie." Aponiya shook her head gently. She knew that Su was forced to do the business, but she promised not to use the precepts, so her ability as a therapist was limited.

I am really impressed by these people, they are as noisy as children.

Ryan was also a little speechless, looking at Alicia with a look of despair, it seemed that the 'game' was not over yet.

"This has nothing to do with me. I'm already satisfied. But can you ask Aponia for help with Qianjie's matter?" Alicia stuck out her tongue, knowing that Ryan was being persecuted by her.

Everyone is out to make trouble for him tonight. This interpersonal relationship is too bad.

"Forget it. It's better to let Qianjie vent his anger than to block him. Besides, he's been unlucky lately and missed several major battles. It's good for him to vent his anger."

Ryan felt a little sorry for Brother Jie. Ever since he joined him, the great war maniac had been feeling very depressed and had been on standby.

"I'm going to take a walk. You guys go to bed early. Don't gang up on me tomorrow."

"Hey, don't fight with Qianjie."

Ryan had already sunk into the snowy night and just waved his hand silently. He was not a madman. Why should he go to find Qianjie tonight? This guy was in high spirits.

He is not afraid of fighting, but it would be bad to destroy the flowers and plants, and it would also embarrass everyone.

"Tsk, when did I start to worry about embarrassing others?"

Realizing this, Ryan felt helpless, but as Alicia said, the 'true self' cannot be changed, and his temper is also very simple.

Now that you have decided to do it, don't think about anything else and just do it to the end.