I'm a fox girl, I took over the job of the Night Demon Queen

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This reminded Jiang Lan of a plot in a comic book he had read in his previous life. The father was a super-powerful god, and the mother was a very powerful monster. Then the daughter they gave birth to was an ordinary girl after the god and the monster neutralized each other. Would it be the same for Mona?

Although Philomena did not reveal who the father of the three little ones was, Jiang Lan privately thought that it was most likely an angel. The forbidden love between an angel and a devil was very exciting to think about.

But she still feels a little jealous. Compared to angels, Jiang Lan still prefers her forbidden love with Philomena.

I just like widows and I just want to take over. What's wrong with that? Humph!

Well, let’s walk away. Let’s get back to the question of whether my father might be an angel.

This is reflected in Yazi and Lilith. Lilith is good at magic. Although Jiang Lan forced her to practice fire magic, she actually has the highest affinity for dark magic. She also once unconsciously activated the charm, perfectly inheriting the nature of Philomena's succubus.

While Yazi and Lilith have comparable talents, Yazi is currently much stronger than her sister. After all, unlike Lilith who is forbidden by dark magic, Yazi can move forward on the path that suits her best. Her fighting spirit attribute is light. Although she is a succubus, her adaptability to light is explosively strong, to the point where it is easy for her to become the Saint of Light and listen to oracles.

This is sufficient evidence that the father is an angel.

If there is any further evidence, it would be Mona. As the daughter of the Demon King, her talent is ridiculously poor. The reason why her body has always been weak is that Mona follows the path of magic. She has affinity with most elements, but not with light and darkness. Instead, she has a higher adaptability to milder elements such as wood and water, which is in line with her gentle temperament.

It's like the balance of talents mentioned earlier, the talents of her father and mother combined in one person has made her useless.

Jiang Lan once calculated her limits. According to the talent she has currently demonstrated, she might only be able to reach the fifth level in her lifetime.

The strength in the other world is divided into levels one to seven, and then the holy level, forming a pyramid. The higher you go, the fewer people there are. Mona will eventually stop at the upper middle level.

It’s not that this is bad. It’s more like saying that in a different world where everyone is level two, Mona’s talent is pretty good, a level that many people can hardly reach.

But compared with Ako and Lilith, they are still too bad. If Mona's talent is one in a million, then the other two are one in a million.

"Did I really do something wrong?" Jiang Lan sighed.

It may sound arbitrary to divide people into different levels of status based on their strength, but it is an indisputable truth in this strange world where strength is respected and death is possible at any time. Here, money and power are not as important as in the past life. What is important is personal strength.

Force is above all else!

So according to the current situation, it was the most reasonable choice to make Lingmona the youngest daughter, rather than Lilith, who was most like Philomena. She was not in a position to protect others, but in a position to be protected.

Compared to the other two, Mona is too weak both in talent and character.

Today's scolding of Ayako was not only a punishment for her taking risks alone, but also a polishing of her character. Ayako always wanted to be a sister.

Maybe it was her competitive nature coupled with the influence of the environment, but Yazi grew up to be a proud child. She was proud of her superhuman talents but would not allow the weak to stand on a higher position than her.

It's not that she has a bad nature, but she is too young. She is only five years old and does not have a mature mind like Lilith to carefully take care of her sisters' emotions. Although Yazi has the idea of caring for others in her little head, she can't think too far ahead.

She thought that as an older sister, she could protect the weaker Mona, but she never considered that doing so would embarrass Mona and hurt her little self-esteem.

Mona has been trying very hard to be a big sister. When Azi Lilith is playing, she will try her best to help her share some housework (Lilith is happy to let her sister do these things that can maintain Mona's self-esteem and she plays the role of a five-year-old child). Although she has the least talent in learning, she is the most serious one and she always brings back the full score test papers.

Also, when it comes to food, she would intentionally give more to her younger sisters. For example, when she was eating shrimp just now, she found that there were the least shrimp shells on her side when she was cleaning up, and that was even though Jiang Lan would add some for her from time to time.

As a sister, she really tried hard.

But sometimes, just two words "talent" are enough to wipe out everything she has.

With two talented younger sisters following behind her, the pressure Mona bears is beyond description.

"Mom?" Seeing Jiang Lan frowning and in a daze, Mona walked into the bathroom and tugged at the corner of her clothes.

When she came to her senses, what she saw was naked Mona. She was so small that she couldn't even reach Jiang Lan's waist. Her slender arms and hands were tender and smooth, and her snow-white body had a small belly that was typical of children. Jiang Lan was not worried about this because it would disappear when she grew up, and by then her Mona would have become a beautiful girl.

Then, there was the rosy little face, with blue hair just covering the neck, and a pair of big eyes full of anticipation - it was finally time to be alone with her mother.

Jiang Lan's heart almost melted, damn, angel-demon hybrid, I declare that Mona is a little angel!

Seeing Mona like this, all the previous melancholy disappeared. Jiang Lan smiled and kissed Mona's fair forehead. He turned his back and began to undress.

Standing behind Jiang Lan, Mona stared at her in fascination. The ignorant girl had no sense of love, and there was no lust in her eyes. The little girl just felt that every part of Jiang Lan was so beautiful and fascinating.

Unlike herself, Mona looked down at herself and pouted her lips in frustration.

Jiang Lan quickly took off her clothes. Since she took a shower every day, she was very clean. Jiang Lan just roughly washed Mona's hair under the shower, rinsed her body with water, and then picked up Mona and put her into the bathtub.

It was Mary's stupid idea to build a very large bathtub. If they were not careful, the three little ones would be buried in the water. So there was no choice but to bury her daughter in her chest to prevent her from being buried in the water.

She sat on the edge of the bathtub and put Mona on her lap. The five-year-old was just the right height. Mona sat on her lap, her little head just slightly brushing the lower edge of Jiang Lan's big white rabbits. To use Yazi's dirty words, it was a [brain pad wave].

Poor Mona, she was only five years old but had to bear a burden that her life could not bear.

But what on earth is this envy that is swelling to the point of wanting to burst out of my body!!!

Neither mother nor daughter spoke a word, quietly enjoying this warm and peaceful time.

After a while, Mona broke the silence with a crying voice.

"Mom, I kind of hate myself."

#The joke about the harmony between gods and demons comes from the "Chinese Diary" on Bilibili. It's very interesting! #

24. Ideal Self

"Mom, I kind of hate myself."

Jiang Lan's heart suddenly skipped a beat when her always lovely daughter said such words in the bathroom.

Sure enough, it still had an impact.

Jiang Lan poked Mona's little face. She had actually wanted to say these words to Mona for a long time.

“No one likes themselves.”

"Haa~" Mona made a small sound of confusion. She raised her head, her hair rubbing against the snow-white rabbit ball. When she looked up, she could only see a sea of white and could not see Jiang Lan's expression.

It’s so big, she exclaimed again, she is worthy of being a mother, can I be like her in the future?

After all, he was just a child, and his attention was diverted the moment he raised his head.

There was rare seriousness in her mother's words. For reasons that could not be seen, Mona twisted her body uneasily. After thinking for a while, she pressed her hands on the stone wall of the bathroom for support and slowly turned around. After turning around, she put her little head on Jiang Lan's lower abdomen.

Mother's skin was very white and warm, and it rose and fell slowly with her breathing. This made Mona feel at ease, and she continued to listen to what she said.

"Because you are an adult, you know that so-called humans, so-called intelligent creatures, cannot fall in love with themselves."

“No matter how careful you are in this world, you can’t live without regrets.”

Ah, isn't this a little too profound for a child? I wonder if Mona won't understand. Never mind, I'll just treat it as a way to vent my complaints.

“So we all have an ideal self in our hearts, but often, we simply cannot reach that ideal self.”

Just like the ideal self that Mona sees as an older sister who protects her younger sisters.

"That's it."

Unexpectedly, I understood. There was a hint of loss in Mona's words as she lay on Jiang Lan's belly.

Jiang Lan patted her back gently.

“But it is precisely because of this that people have room to grow and work hard for tomorrow. So, there is no need to feel sad and lost for your current powerlessness. Instead, you should work hard to look forward and work hard to grow into the ideal person you want to be.”

Although Mona will never be able to surpass her two younger sisters due to her limited talent, Jiang Lan always believes that one day Mona will find her own place.

Because she is a gentle and kind child.

Even if her own strength is too weak to find it, Jiang Lan will help her find it.

"I understand." The little head rubbed Jiang Lan's big white rabbits, and Mona kissed her lower abdomen. This sudden attack made Jiang Lan tremble a little.

But even so, Jiang Lan still wanted to shout out loud, being able to pull her daughter back from her loss - Ai Yi-chan wins big!

"Although Mona is still very young and plain and not pretty, she will eventually become a great beauty like her mother, right?"

eh?

Although what he said was true, as Philomena's daughter, Mona would definitely not grow up ugly, but this seemed a little different from what Jiang Lan wanted to say in her consolation.

After all this time, it turns out that she is not frustrated because she feels that she cannot be a good sister? Rather, it is the little troubles of a girl's growth period?

Ah, Ai-chan failed miserably!

Lying on her lower abdomen and feeling Jiang Lan's anger suddenly dissipate, Mona giggled.

Is it that no one can like themselves and become the ideal self? I have to keep working hard as a sister.

There must be something that only she can do to help her sisters.

Thus, the tiny seed sprouted.

After Mona and Jiang Lan finished their shower, it was time for Yazi and Lilith to take a shower. Urging the two little ones to go into the bathroom, Jiang Lan took Mona back to her room. She would sleep with her tonight.

Because of Countess Meili's various amazing actions, Jiang Lan's house is very large. The two houses in front and back are connected. The front flower shop leads to Meili Street, and the back leads to another street, Kraft Street. Because it is big enough, every child has his or her own room.

There is a single bed in the room, which is not very spacious, but Mona is a child, so she doesn't feel crowded even if she hugs her. In addition, Jiang Lan's attribute is ice, so her body is cool all year round and she never feels hot. She is like a human air conditioner.

I have to say, Jiang Lan is really convenient, in every sense.

After blow-drying her hair, Jiang Lan hugged Mona, and put her little head close to her neck. Her whistling breath made her feel a little itchy, but it was within tolerable range.

That’s the breath of a super cute little girl. If you can’t even tolerate that, are you still a human being?

The night lights were not very bright, but it was quiet. In this quietness, Jiang Lan started telling a story again. This time, it was about a magical girl who could control a dragon.

"In far, far away..."

Jiang Lan spoke in a distant voice, and Mona's consciousness became distant as well. Soon she fell into a deep sleep immersed in the gentle words.

Kissing her cheek, Jiang Lan whispered softly.

"Good night, sweet dreams."

Then Mona really had a good dream.

"Mommy mommy......"

Jiang Lan thought she had woken up again, but when she looked again, she found she was still dreaming.

Not only during the day, but even in her dreams Jiang Lan was with her.

"I like you the most."

Jiang Lan couldn't help but laugh when she heard the soft and sweet dream talk.

Normally, Mona is too shy to say such things. It is better to say that it is only a few times in a long time.

Bit her thin lips.