I, who was killing God, became a knife crusher

"After arriving in Xialai, you provided us with comfortable beds, delicious and nutritious meals, hot showers, convenient mobile phones, and pocket money, while the work we put in was easier than before. I have always had a sense of unreality, thinking that I am dreaming for a long time. Perhaps one day when I wake up, I will still sleep on the cold floor, and the princess' life may still be threatened by that woman."

"Every time this happens, I will try to hurt myself to get pain, to remind myself that this is reality, but there is still an illusion that I am dreaming, because we have not paid enough work value. Everyone actually has this kind of uneasiness."

"So if you don't mind, please... use us more, so that I can feel more at ease."

Saori Joumae began to talk about her recent situation.

"I see. It seems like you have some PTSD. I have a friend who is good at psychological counseling. How about introducing her to you some other day?"

Moyin asked with concern.

“What is PTSD?”

Saori Joumae asked doubtfully.

The Arius branch only teaches the technique of destroying auras, which is the technique of killing, so she didn’t understand most of what Moyin said, but she just felt that Moyin knew a lot.

"Post-traumatic stress disorder is an abbreviation for post-traumatic stress disorder. It is a type of stress disorder caused by abnormally strong mental stress, such as natural disasters, wars, and other accidents, which may cause brain damage. For you, your childhood at Arius was the mental stress you suffered."

"Generally speaking, this may lead to depression, insomnia, alcoholism and suicide, and you keep suspecting that you may have something to do with this disease in your dreams."

Moyin began to explain PTSD to Saori Jyouzen.

Because he usually saw that the students of Arius and Hiyori were living happily, he didn't notice that Saori Joumae and the others had PTSD.

It looks like Ramy Chow will have to come over to provide psychological counseling to the students at Arius.

With the strength of Mi Zhou, the main god of the spiritual system, he can easily solve this kind of mental and psychological illness.

"I happen to know a very good psychologist. You can ask her to give you some psychological counseling when the time comes."

Moyin asked.

"This is going to cost a lot of money, right? It feels like it's just a nightmare, not a big deal. I'll just wait for it to heal on its own. Otherwise, I feel like all psychiatrists are liars."

Saori Joumae shook her head and said that she didn't want to receive psychological counseling, mainly because she didn't want to spend more money.

She had often been injured in battles before, but she had always recovered by self-healing. So she felt that there was no need to spend money to see an expensive psychologist for such a small matter. Even if he was an acquaintance, it was impossible for him to do good deeds for free like Moyin, right?

"Don't worry, that psychiatrist is technically my sister. I won't charge you a penny for treating you. Besides, PTSD is not like a physical injury that can heal on its own."

"Because those who can heal on their own are not PTSD patients. Only those who cannot heal will be diagnosed with PTSD. Although I am not a professional psychiatrist, I can still judge that you have PTSD. Therefore, a doctor must see you, and all students in the Arius campus must see you."

Moyin made a very serious request.

"Okay...if that's your order, then we'll meet the doctor."

Saori Sakura nodded.

The main reason is... Moyin said that the doctor was his sister and it didn't cost any money, so Saori Jozen thought it was worth a try.

Who would say no to free healthcare?

"Teacher, I heard there is a security job today!"

Chui Yongrihe, carrying a huge gun box on his back, ran over quickly from the other side of the corridor, then held his knees and gasped.

"Well, I'm a little sorry, but please come with me to the Holy Trinity Union Academy and have some jelly?"

Moyin took out a bag of jelly from his pocket and handed it to Tsuchiyonaga Rihe.

"Thank you, teacher."

Tsuchiyonaga Rihe took a deep sip of the jelly, and only then did he feel his throat, which was dry from running at full speed, being moistened.

"There's no need to run so fast..."

Moyin couldn't help but complain.

"This is an important guarding job. How am I going to apologize if I delay your work because of my lateness?! Delaying things because of someone like me, ugh, just thinking about it makes me feel super stressed. A worthless trash like me really deserves to die..."

As Tsuchinaga Rihe spoke, he fell into a depressed state again.

"No, no, no, Hiyori can be of great help. Snipers are indispensable combatants for special forces, don't you think? Saori?"

Moyin looked at Saori Jyouzen for support.

Chapter 1707 Xiaochun: You! Don’t tarnish my innocence!

"Yes, Hiyori is an indispensable member of the Arius team in all tactical deployments. If you were useless, I would not have trained you to be a sniper in the first place. Even if you don't believe in your own abilities, you must trust my judgment. You are an important combatant for the Arius team."

Saori Saori also strongly affirmed the value of Tsuchinaga Hikaru's existence.

"Look, Hiyori, I didn't fool you, did I? You are actually very important, don't always look down on yourself."

Moyin said while touching Chui Yongrihe's head.

"Hehehe, yes, is that so? I can also help the teacher and Saori-san, hehe."

Hearing the affirmation from Mogin and Saori Jozen, Hikaru Tsuchinaga's mood gradually calmed down, and he sucked the jelly with a somewhat innocent smile on his face.

"Call me Captain during work hours."

Saori Dingqian emphasized seriously.

"Yes, yes, Captain."

Chui Yongri and Ruo Ruo repeated it again.

"Speaking of which, Saori, why do you keep emphasizing that Hiyori and the others call you captain? Didn't you two grow up together? Isn't it good for you to be closer?"

Moyin asked with some curiosity.

"Wow! Teacher! Is it possible to ask this question?!"

Tsuchi Yongrihe complained in surprise. At least she herself didn't dare to ask, but she was also curious.

"…………In order not to let emotions interfere with my judgment."

"The Arius Squad is a combat unit created to deal with extremely vicious incidents in the Arius Autonomous Region."

"To fight against us, you need at least a squadron of troops to suppress us."

"This means that every mission we carry out is extremely dangerous. Any mistake could result in serious injury. Therefore, we must crawl in time and complete our assigned tasks. Only in this way can everyone survive."

"I can't give such orders to my sisters. Only when I treat them as members of the team can I issue cruel combat instructions. When they are injured in battle, the title of captain can also make me calmer and focus on what I can and should do at the moment."

Saori Sakurai explained calmly.

If someone asked her such a question, she would definitely not say it.

But after all, Moyin liberated the princess, liberated them, and gave all the students of the Arius Branch a future, so she didn't intend to hide anything from Moyin.

“Wuuuuuuuu, Saori-san is so nice to us. It turns out you’ve always been worried about us. I’ve always misunderstood you.”

Tsuchiinaga Hikaru hugged Saori Jozen and cried. She felt that Saori Jozen had not changed... Well, it didn't seem right to say that. It should be said that she had become a little less frank. After all, she couldn't hear these words normally.

"Even if you cry, you have to complete the task for me. There can be no mistakes in today's task."

Saori Dingqian reminded seriously.

"I will complete it well! I will definitely work hard!"

Tsuchiyonaga Rihe promised while crying.

"Ah, Hiyori is crying again."

At this time, Misaki Kaino and Atsuko Kyou also walked over from the stairs with their own weapons.

"I can't help it. Sister Saori, she has really been worried about our safety. I am so happy."

Tsuchiyonaga Riwa cried loudly and shouted at Kaino Misaki.

"Yes, yes, the captain cares about us a lot. It's better to say that she dragged me back from suicide so many times. Isn't this an obvious thing?"

Misaki Kaino complained speechlessly.

"I'm not as smart as Misaki. If Saori-san didn't tell me these things, I wouldn't understand them."

Tsuchiyong Rihe wiped away his tears.

"Well, that's great, Saori, thank you for always worrying about us."

Cheng Yazuko also thanked her.

"No, Princess, this is what I'm supposed to do."

Saori Joumae answered modestly.

"Okay, Hiyori, stop crying. Let's take a break. Since today is a guard mission, it means the teacher has something to do. If you want to cry, wait until the break time and then hug the captain and cry."

Misaki Kaino pulled off Tsuchiyori who was clinging to Saori Joumae's body. Tsuchiyori wiped the little pearl and gradually stopped crying violently.

"This, this thing has a pause function..."

Moyin, who was standing aside, complained speechlessly.

"If it's Hiyori, she can do it. She can cry whenever she wants."

Misaki Kaino answered with great confidence.

"Yes! I can definitely do it! So, carry out the mission first! Come back to see Sa at night... The captain is crying!"

Tsuchiyonaga Rihe nodded vigorously.

"Haah, whatever you want, as long as the mission is successfully completed."

Saori Joumae let out a sigh that sounded a little tired.

In the past, she didn't have the time to pay attention to the mental state of her teammates, and she had already tried her best just to keep everyone alive. So now that the environment is better, she wants to make up for her past debt to Chui Yongri and the others.

To prevent the nihilistic and depressed personality of Misaki Kenno from appearing again.

It's rare that her life has gotten better. If she loses someone because of depression, she really won't be able to bear it.

Afterwards, Moyin and Arius's team picked up an off-road vehicle in the underground garage and left Xialai for the Holy Trinity United Academy.

"It's snowing."

Sitting in the co-pilot seat, Chui Yongrihe looked at the snowflakes falling outside the window with a complicated expression on his face.