After rebirth, I found out that I have a childhood sweetheart

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"Okay...I'll go find it for you."

Lin Youxi seemed to be more conscious now.

Although the words are still hurtful, at least it is no longer cold violence.

It’s already very good…

There is a volunteer service stall offering free medical consultations at the entrance of the snack alley, but there is no doctor at the stall. There are also many empty snack boxes on the stall. It seems that the doctor in charge of the free consultation is a super foodie.

Mei Fang and Lin Youxi entered from the alleyway. There were gradually more passers-by inside, and the sound of hawking could be heard along the street.

"This place feels a bit like our hometown. Do you remember the main street in Baimei County?"

"Yes, I remember..."

"When I was a kid, Yuanyuan often took me out to play. I had no money at that time, so Yuanyuan always treated me to food, especially the small potato chips."

"Do you only remember going shopping with Yuanyuan?"

Mei Fang frowned and pretended to be aggrieved, "We went there together last year."

"is it?"

Lin Youxi patted his head and said, "I only remember what happened with Yuanyuan at that time... ah, that stall seemed to be making fried potato chips!"

Mei Fang and Lin Youxi went to buy some potato chips and started eating.

"Wow, just so-so."

Lin Youxi sighed in disdain, "It doesn't taste as good as the one back home."

"Then we'll go home and eat after a while."

"Forget it." Lin Youxi rejected Mei Fang's proposal. "Even if I go back to my hometown, it won't be as delicious as when I was a child."

"Then we can try cooking together. It's not a big deal anyway—"

At this moment, Lin Youxi suddenly interrupted Mei Fang's words.

"Mei Fang."

The two walked together to an empty part of the street, with the edge of the river bank in the distance.

Lin Youxi raised his head and looked at Mei Fang with a smile.

"do you hate me?"

Mei Fang shook his head, "No."

"I hate you."

I don’t know if it was because I didn’t expect Lin Youxi to say that, or because I didn’t know how to respond. Mei Fang was stunned for a moment and could only respond with a smile and pursed her lips.

"Um……"

"I hate you so much."

"sorry."

"I really regret meeting you."

"..."

"It would have been better if I hadn't met you before."

"Well……"

"If I hadn't met you, I would definitely be living a better life than I am now."

Lin Youxi looked up at the setting sun.

The setting sun was as red as blood, infinitely lengthening the figures of the two people.

"If I hadn't met you, at least I wouldn't be in such a state of life and death like I am now. Instead, I would enjoy life while I can... Live happily every day, and go to the hospital when I get sick—"

Lin Youxi said as he walked with his hands behind his back, "Then suddenly one day, I will be found dead in my own rental house, or in a hospital bed. Then there will be no need to build a tombstone for me, and no one will come to see me anyway. My ashes will be burned and scattered into the sea. Hmm - it's good like this, what do you think?"

Lin Youxi was already quite a distance away from Mei Fang at this time. When she turned around and looked at Mei Fang, she found that his eyes were red and tears were streaming down his cheeks.

He cried very sadly.

Looks very sad.

But even though he looked very sad, he tried hard not to make any sound of crying.

Holding back tears was Mei Fang's last bit of stubbornness as a man.

At the same time, he also kept in mind what Zhang Ming said before he left, and tried to calm himself down.

"So, do you regret it now?"

"I am speaking these words soberly."

"Our relationship has come to this point. There is no need to hide my thoughts anymore..."

Lin Youxi seemed to be enjoying the pleasure of torturing Mei Fang. She did not step forward to comfort her, but quietly watched Mei Fang cry, and then watched Mei Fang wipe away her tears and continue to be stubborn:

"No...what are you regretting..."

Mei Fang sniffed and smiled, "I chose it..."

"I'm the type who won't turn back until I hit the wall, you know."

“I think our meeting is a wonderful thing.”

"At least, that's how it feels to me..."

"Before I met you, I lived alone in Pengcheng."

"I always feel that I will never meet someone I like in this life."

"Until I met you at that convenience store."

"Although it is painful now, I will remember the happiness we had."

"I will remember it for my whole life... No, I will remember it for several lifetimes... Really."

Mei Fang choked up as he spoke. His voice was not loud, and he didn't know if Lin Youxi heard it clearly.

But no matter whether she heard it clearly or not.

Lin Youxi is no longer the girl who would be moved by Mei Fang.

While Mei Fang was crying and telling her story, Lin Youxi had already walked up and stood in front of Mei Fang.

Her expression was relatively peaceful and calm, with a hint of a smile on her face.

She stretched out her hand to Mei Fang, hooked his hand, and placed his hand on her heart.

"Okay, don't be sad. It's rare for us to come out and play. Let's find a place to rest, shall we?"

Lin Youxi and Mei Fang intertwined their fingers, and he took Mei Fang's hand and left the alley, and sat down on a bench on the embankment along the coast.

In the evening when the sun sets, there are more and more people on the embankment. Many families who have just finished dinner come here to take a walk hand in hand.

When the children saw Mei Fang, who still had tears on her face, they would stop and watch curiously, and then be urged to leave by the adults.

Lin Youxi leaned on Mei Fang's shoulder, quietly watching the afterglow of the setting sun fall on them.

Neither of them spoke, and neither of them started a conversation.

Lin Youxi played with the jade bracelet on her hand, reflecting light back and forth.

Then when she got tired of playing, she put her hands down, sat on Mei Fang's body, and stared at Mei Fang.

"..."

There was loneliness, fatigue, sadness and pain in Mei Fang's eyes.

But there is no hatred and disgust for Lin Youxi.

Lin Youxi held Mei Fang's cheek and kissed him gently on the lips.

"Afang."

Lin Youxi said softly.

"sorry."