After rebirth, I found out that I have a childhood sweetheart

"I don't believe you! That's enough... Stop talking nonsense to me. There should be a limit to how much you can joke with."

"If you don't believe it, then don't believe it. If you believe it, it exists. If you don't believe it, it doesn't exist."

He then said seriously, "In short... my experience in Uknan taught me that being alive is better than anything else. Only when you are alive do you have hope."

"Um... why are you telling me this—"

"What I mean by this is that I'm going to save your life now!"

“Ah, it hurts, it hurts—”

"Bear with it."

After a while of acupuncture, Zhang Ming continued to give Mei Fang acupuncture, while explaining, "From now on, do this twice a week, once every three days, for three consecutive months, and your life will be safe from now on."

"Is this true? Are you such a miracle doctor?"

Mei Fang found it unbelievable, "A few injections can cure my stubborn disease?"

"Listen carefully. I'm not curing you. I'm just trying to stop the deterioration. Whether or not the disease will recur is up to you."

"Look at me...myself?"

"Ah."

Zhang Ming nodded. "You should know where your chest pain comes from, right?"

"Anyway, I just can't be too tired... I've been trying to improve my rest and sleep recently."

"You better really be."

Zhang Ming helped Mei Fang remove the needle and then continued to massage Mei Fang.

“Ah ...—”

Mei Fang was given a good beating by Zhang Ming, but after the beating, his body did not feel so heavy anymore——

He loosened his arms, followed Zhang Ming to the pharmacy, and continued to tease Zhang Ming:

"Dr. Zhang, even though I was beaten badly by you just now, I have to admit that you are indeed quite capable... In addition to these physical therapies, do you have any other expertise? For example, mental illnesses..."

"Bipolar disorder? I'm not a god. I'm working here to earn money. What do you expect me to do for you..."

Zhang Ming turned around and searched for some medicine. "Heart disease needs heart medicine to treat it. It is impossible to cure it by relying on external forces."

"So, there is indeed a way to cure it?"

Zhang Ming shook his head. "The question you asked is beyond my knowledge. I can't give you a definite answer."

"No, no, no, you must know some way. You stayed in Wukenan for three years during the war and still managed to come back. You must have a lot of stuff..."

He sighed deeply, and then continued:

"I have already said it, and you know it."

Zhang Ming handed the medicine to Mei Fang:

"Divide this medicine into five portions and boil it for five days. It will be good for your health."

"Um...thank you."

Mei Fang took the Chinese medicine from Zhang Ming. Zhang Ming continued, "Now, let's not talk about these metaphysical topics. As an outsider, I think if you two continue to be together, you will only torture each other to death in the end."

"Listen carefully, it's not just you being tortured by her, this is mutual."

"The deeper your love for her, the heavier the backlash will be for her."

"I think this is why she was able to live well alone before she met you."

"But you let her live."

"She would be afraid of death if she were like this."

"As the fear of 'death' grows, her emotions will only become more and more unstable..."

Listening to Zhang Ming's explanation, Mei Fang also fell silent.

"So what you mean is that only by separating from her... can we both survive, is that what you mean?"

Zhang Ming shook his head. "I can't give you an answer to this question."

"Although I have always believed that being alive is better than anything else."

"After all, even if we continue to live like this, it will probably be very painful, right?"

"That's the question of which is more painful, separation or death."

“I have seen many answers to this question in Ukonnen, but none of those who survived thought that their choice was right.”

"After all, humans are creatures that always regret the path they didn't choose. I have said all I can. Everyone has their own destiny. I will not advise you any more. You should take care of yourself."

"..."

Mei Fang couldn't help but fall into deep thought as he listened to Zhang Ming's words.

I could have endured the darkness...if I had never seen the sun.

This sentence not only applies to Lin Youxi, but also to Mei Fang.

He could have endured living alone for the rest of his life, but now, because of the appearance of Lin Youxi, he has someone he wants to be with for the rest of his life.

If we separate, we will lose the meaning of life.

But when you die, there is nothing left.

call……

It’s hard for me to say.

Hard to say.

Mei Fang returned home with a nervous mood and saw Lin Youxi's mobile phone on the coffee table, with the interface next to it showing FIN, a thank you for passing the level.

Lin Youxi played the leading female role in "White Plum Blossom Time" today.

The hero and the heroine finally get together, and they have a well-behaved and obedient daughter. This is exactly the CG scene of the heroine passing the level, with her pink hair swaying in the wind in the golden sea of ​​flowers.

The male protagonist in the picture lets his daughter ride on his head, and holds the female protagonist's hand with his other hand as they run in the sea of ​​flowers. The faces of the three are filled with happy and bright smiles.

The introverted second female lead chose to silently wish her childhood sweetheart and her childhood sweetheart a happy birthday, and then went to live overseas alone. Since then, there has been almost no news about her.

Mei Fang ended the "White Plum Time" application, then picked up Lin Youxi's phone and entered his birthday to unlock the password.

He opened the chat interface with the HR of Shanghai, stood there thinking for a while, then held the phone tightly, went into the bedroom, gently opened the wardrobe, and sat next to Lin Youxi.

At this moment, Lin Youxi was sleeping with her head down and her knees hugged, doing the same movements as she had been doing during this period of time.

Mei Fang leaned on Lin Youxi's shoulder, her voice and tone extremely gentle.

"Youxi, do you want to go to the Magic City?"

Lin Youxi suddenly shuddered.

"If you want to go, I'll let you go, okay?"

Lin Youxi slowly raised her head, rubbed her sleepy eyes, looked at Mei Fang who was looking at her lovingly, and then nodded.

"Ah."

She stood up with Mei Fang and stood by, watching Mei Fang help her pack her things.

Mei Fang helped Lin Youxi pack everything that belonged to her and carried her large suitcase. He stood in front of the door of the living room and checked everything again.

Clothes, jewelry, couple's toothbrush cups, slippers, pajamas, photos taken together on the coffee table, and even game saves played together on the console.

Lin Youxi was watching Mei Fang clean up from the side, his expression was indifferent and lifeless.

After Mei Fang finished packing, she stood up and handed the suitcase to Lin Youxi.

"I won't send you off this time."

"Ah."

Lin Youxi nodded, took the phone from Mei Fang, felt the strength transmitted from Mei Fang, and then slowly let go.

She carried her heavy luggage and gently opened the door.

The evening glow shone on Lin Youxi.

At this moment, she turned around and looked at Mei Fang, smiling and asking him:

"Are we going to meet again in the next life?"

Mei Fang pursed her lips and paused, then asked her back:

"Do you want to see me in the next life?"

"not sure."

Lin Youxi paused, and then made up his mind: "Maybe you don't want to, your love is too tiring."

"Why are you still saying hurtful things to me at this time... You love to torture me too much, don't you?"

The light of the setting sun was particularly dazzling. Mei Fang covered his forehead to block his vision, but the hot tears kept sliding down his face.

He had wanted to cry many times before, but he held it back every time.

He didn't want to expose his vulnerable side in front of Lin Youxi.

Only this time, he could no longer control his emotional collapse. The extreme grievance and strong unwillingness made him completely break down.

After hearing Mei Fang's sobbing, Lin Youxi gradually raised his head.

Seeing that Mei Fang finally stopped using a false smile to warm herself, Lin Youxi finally smiled after a long time.

"I'm really leaving this time."

"I probably won't go back to Pengcheng."

"We will never meet again."

"So that we can all survive—"

"Although, I really want to...I really want to say this."

As Lin Youxi spoke, she also began to cry, with hot tears streaming down her cheeks.

Obviously, she was also dominated by extreme grievance and strong unwillingness, and her defenses were completely broken.