After rebirth, I found out that I have a childhood sweetheart

But if she's here -

Lin Youxi sent all the words he had prepared for Liu Xiaoyu to Liu Xiaoyu.

After Liu Xiaoyu called him on video, he rejected her and blocked her.

It's a bit self-indulgent to do this.

It seemed as if I gave Ah Fang to her...

There's nothing I can do, I'm mentally ill.

It is understandable to do something outrageous.

Unconsciously, Lin Youxi's tears had already begun to fall.

No matter how hard she tried to wipe her tears, even if she raised her head, the tears would always keep falling from the corners of her eyes.

Why would I do this.

Why should I push Alfang, who loves me so much and whom I love so much, to others?

Forget it...

it does not matter.

After boarding the plane, everything about Pengcheng, everything about him, had nothing to do with me anymore from then on.

So be it.

Ok……

Lin Youxi sniffed the snot that was about to flow out and searched for a tissue in her bag, but found nothing.

what……

In the past, he always brought tissues to help me, haha…

Now I have to get used to life without him.

Ok……

Just as Lin Youxi lowered her head and rubbed her eyes, a tissue suddenly appeared in front of her.

"Wipe it."

"Or... I'll help you wipe it."

Lin Youxi looked up in disbelief, and saw her entire world appear in front of her when she needed it most.

Although his tone was calm, the sweat on his forehead showed that he had run here for his life.

"How...how did you know I was here?"

Mei Fang was not angry yet and still had a smiling face towards her.

"I've told you before, even if you run to the ends of the earth, I will find you."

Mei Fang tapped his temple as he spoke, "You're not the only one with a mental illness."

After listening to what Mei Fang said, Lin Youxi seemed to remember something. Then she unbuttoned her clothes, revealing the sapphire pendant hanging around her neck that Mei Fang had given her a while ago.

"You installed a location tracking system in the pendant, right? Only in the pendant?"

Mei Fang did not directly answer Lin Youxi's question, but said softly, "I know you can't bear to throw away my things."

Mei Fang gently wiped the tears from the corners of Lin Youxi's eyes, helped her wipe away her nose, and then handed a brand new small jewelry box to Lin Youxi.

"Open it and take a look."

Lin Youxi opened the jewelry box tremblingly.

Inside is a ring.

Mei Fang took the ring out of the box, and then carefully put the ring on Lin Youxi's hand, knelt on one knee, held Lin Youxi's hand, and made a gesture of request. There were some onlookers around, but Mei Fang was not at all nervous, and continued to confess to his love.

"Ms. Lin Youxi, the one I love most in my life, I am here to formally invite you to form a team to get married!"

"You can't leave me in this life anyway."

"I hope you can marry me and give your life to me."

There was applause and laughter from the crowd.

However, Lin Youxi does not intend to present the audience with the plot they expect.

"don't want……"

Lin Youxi smiled and shook her head, then shook her head violently, and finally burst into tears again.

"I do not want it……"

"I don't want to..."

"I don't want to marry you."

If line extra chapter Yuan Ding Fang Xi·25

Although Lin Youxi rejected Mei Fang's proposal, she was still taken home by Mei Fang.

During this period, there was no resistance or any behavior of resistance.

Mei Fang carefully put Lin Youxi's things back to their original places, then picked up Lin Youxi's mobile phone, added her back as a friend on WeChat, helped Lin Youxi take a bath, and fed Lin Youxi antidepressants.

While operating Lin Youxi's mobile phone, Mei Fang accidentally saw the offer Lin Youxi received from Shanghai, and the HR was asking when Lin Youxi could start work.

Mei did not directly reject the other party, but told the other party that he needed a few days to consider it.

Mei Fang returned the phone to Lin Youxi, and during this period Lin Youxi and Mei Fang did not have much conversation.

After crying bitterly at the airport, she is now like a doll at the mercy of Mei Fang. No matter how Mei Fang talks to her or jokes with her, she has no energy and the only responses she gives are simple “hmm” and “ah”. She seems to be in a state as if her soul has been hollowed out.

In a sense, "White Plum Blossom Time" is indeed her obsession.

The only obsession is to continue living with Mei Fang with a thick face.

This obsession comes from the lifelong longing for his childhood best friend Xia Yuan.

Once this obsession is achieved, Lin Youxi will no longer have any burdens or concerns, and there is no need to force herself to "harm" Mei Fang.

Mei Fang waited for Lin Youxi to return home and rest. After watching her slowly close her eyes and fall asleep, she breathed a sigh of relief and returned to sit on the sofa in the living room.

He lowered his head, opened the engagement ring he had carefully prepared, and then covered one eye and rubbed it.

His lips were slightly open and trembling, and he let out heavy and rapid gasps, and his vision became moist and blurry again.

At this moment, Mei Fang's cell phone suddenly vibrated.

It was a call from Liu Xiaoyu.

Mei Fang stood up, opened the door, squatted at the doorstep, and talked on the phone with Liu Xiaoyu.

"What's wrong?"

"Youxi... How is Youxi? She said she was leaving and sent me a lot of messages. I called her but she hung up. She wouldn't run away by herself after finishing the game, would she?"

"It's okay, it's okay." Mei Fang said softly, "It's just the symptoms of depression. I've recovered. I'm sorry to have troubled you."

"No, no! How can it cause trouble? As long as she is okay... Can I go see her?"

"You don't have to come for now. I'll take care of it."

"Well... you..."

Liu Xiaoyu thought of the messages Lin Youxi had sent her, "You should also take care of yourself. If you have any problems, you can contact me."

"It's not difficult. I'm used to it."

"Anyway...anyway, don't be so stubborn, Ah Fang." Liu Xiaoyu said seriously, "I am your and Youxi's friend. If you have any troubles, I am willing to listen to you."

"..."

Mei Fang paused, then complained with a wry smile.

"She said that her symptoms had never been as severe as they are now before she met me."

"Sometimes I really feel that it is me who caused her to become like this."

"Don't doubt yourself like that! She said that on purpose to push you away! You can't hide the look of love in someone's eyes. As a bystander, I can see clearly how much she loves you..."

"I'm not doubting whether she loves me or not. I know she definitely loves me. I just..."

Mei Fang thought about it, then paused and said, "Looking back now, perhaps this love has become a mental burden for her—"

"Mr. Meifang!"

Liu Xiaoyu suddenly called out Mei Fang's name and interrupted him, "You were just frightened by what Yuqi Youxi said! Didn't you tell us before that what Yuqi Lin Youxi said was not her true words? Why are you suddenly doubting yourself?"

"Your relationship has reached this point, you can't be stage frightened first. This is not the fearless Mei Fang I know. The dreams you have been dreaming about all those years have come true now, haven't they?"

Liu Xiaoyu was so excited that she realized she had been a bit presumptuous after she finished speaking, but having said so much, she couldn't take it back.

Mei Fang was silent for a short while, then he groaned in thought, and finally he let out a long sigh.

"Well, you are right, Xiaoyu, thank you for reminding me."

Mei Fang's voice and tone sounded much more cheerful than at the beginning. "It's great to meet you again. It feels like we are good friends again, talking about everything."

"Yeah...right, that's right, you just care too much about your reputation and love to show off. If you have a burden in your heart, you must find someone to talk to, like me, Xiao Yizi, anyone can talk to you, you must speak it out, you will feel better after you speak it out."

"I'm mainly talking to you. I always feel uncomfortable talking about these topics with other people."

"After all, I studied psychology in college, so naturally I have this kind of affinity, haha..."

"I think you're the same as you were ten years ago. You haven't changed much."

"Nothing has changed. We've all grown older. We..."

Liu Xiaoyu chatted with Mei Fang about some things that happened in high school, and they started talking about Mei Fang's best friend in high school.

"Come to think of it, I haven't seen Zhang Ming for a long time. Have you contacted him?"

"As for him... we kept in touch for the first two years after we graduated. Then he passed the postgraduate entrance examination and went to Huaxing. Three years ago, he was assigned to Wukenan. I haven't seen him update his WeChat account since then."

"Ukonan? Isn't there a war going on there?!"

Liu Xiaoyu was a little worried when she heard this. "You haven't updated your WeChat account for three years. Did you change your account number? You should update your Moments anyway."