After rebirth, I found out that I have a childhood sweetheart

Mei Fang searched for Lin Youxi along the trail. He walked slowly at first, then began to mutter something, and finally gradually quickened his pace, and his roars became louder and louder.

"Lin Youxi—where are you?"

"Lin Youxi!"

It is around three o'clock in the afternoon and there are not many people on the trail. Mei Fang will deliberately lower his voice when he sees someone passing by. After he went back and forth and didn't find anyone, his steps became heavier and heavier. He no longer cared about the strange looks from others and shouted Lin Youxi's name loudly.

"Lin—you—xi—"

Oh my God……

I didn't sleep all night yesterday.

Mei Fang, who could no longer walk, was gasping for breath. He felt a trembling pain in his heart.

I can’t keep running like this… If I keep running like this, Lin Youxi will die suddenly before she finds me.

But she is not here, nor at home. Where did she go?

How far can you go barefoot?

How come no one has seen it yet!

Mei Fang, anxiously waiting, walked on the way home under the setting sun, looking at the lights of thousands of houses and the curling smoke from cooking fires. The only thing accompanying Mei Fang was the afterglow of the sunset.

Gradually, a sour feeling began to emerge in Mei Fang's throat.

If only I hadn't hugged her.

She's fine if I don't hold her.

There wouldn't be so many things.

I shouldn't have gone to work today since she was so unstable.

I should just stay with her.

If I lose her like this, and if something really happens, how can I explain to her parents - her parents' spirits in heaven?

I, I don’t know…

Mei Fang, distraught, returned to the house where Lin Youxi was not.

Lin Youxi’s message could not be retrieved and the phone call still could not be reached.

He felt thirsty, so he went to the refrigerator and got a bottle of drink.

He had just opened the refrigerator when he suddenly fell to his knees weakly. He held onto the refrigerator door as an unprecedented feeling of weakness and paleness invaded his whole body. He lowered his head and his body kept twitching.

No one could see the sadness on his face.

Just as he wiped his eyes and was about to turn on his phone to dial 110, a noise suddenly came from Lin Youxi's bedroom.

……

?

Mei Fang, alert, immediately got up and went to check Lin Youxi's room.

There was no one on the bed.

The bunny slippers were still lying next to the bed.

It was still a scene where Lin Youxi was not there.

Mei Fang turned around and was about to leave when the wardrobe in front of him caught his attention.

……

Mei Fang swallowed, put his hand on the closet door handle, and slowly opened the closet.

Gradually, the afterglow outside the window shone through the window onto Mei Fang's back.

It also fell on Lin Youxi, who was squatting in the closet with her knees hugged, looking up at Mei Fang.

She was still wearing her pajamas, her clothes were disheveled, her hair was unkempt, and she looked dazed.

Only the eyes are still clear.

She stared at him somewhat blankly.

Mei Fang tried hard to swallow his saliva and talk to Lin Youxi, but it took him a long time to finally swallow it. Then, he used a trembling voice with a hint of tears, and tried to force a smile to ask Lin Youxi:

"What are you doing here?"

"Playing hide and seek... huh?"

Lin Youxi just shook his head blankly:

"You can just scold me or hit me, there's no need to force yourself."

"I'm such a disgusting wretch when I'm ill."

"Sometimes... I'm even more disgusting and outrageous than I am right now."

"It would be better if I were dead."

"I'm just a burden anyway."

"Do not you think so?"

"No, I didn't feel that... I never felt that..."

Mei Fang, exhausted, tried to support his body, stretched out his hand to Lin Youxi and said, "Come out to eat, you must have not eaten or drunk water for a day."

"Also, you haven't taken your medicine today...you'll feel worse if you don't take it."

"Leave me alone."

"I'm a sick psychopath, I don't deserve this."

Lin Youxi hugged her knees and didn't move. "You don't have to play the game anymore. Before that, I will torture you to death."

"I don't want to see you like this."

"It's okay... I really don't care... I will take good care of you... I said it's okay..."

Mei Fang gently coaxed Lin Youxi to come out of the closet. The churning feeling in his stomach made him feel extremely uncomfortable, but he kept encouraging Lin Youxi.

"I am a masochist to begin with. I like being tortured by you like this. It's okay... It's really okay... But you can't do this. You haven't eaten anything yet... You keep doing this..."

"Please, just treat it as a plea from me... come out and eat something..."

Mei Fang's body couldn't hold on and he almost collapsed to the ground, and in the end he just knelt down.

But at this time he had already fallen into Lin Youxi's arms.

There was not a single extraneous thought in his mind.

He hugged Lin Youxi again.

Kneeling and hugging Lin Youxi.

No matter how hard Lin Youxi pushed him away, he wouldn't let go.

"Will you just listen to me and come out to eat? Please."

Mei Fang hugged Lin Youxi tightly, and all his remaining strength was used to hug Lin Youxi tightly.

"What's so good about me? I've already blocked you twice, and you just keep chasing me? You want me so much, don't you?"

"Do you want to hurt me?"

"is not it?"

"I'll let you fuck me once, or play until you're happy, can you leave me?"

"Ok?"

Lin Youxi teased Mei Fang with words that were ambiguous, but she only felt the trembling and sobbing of the man on her shoulder.

what……

After many attempts, Lin Youxi finally gave up.

"Mei Fang, you idiot."

"If you fall in love with me like this, you will definitely regret it later..."

She leaned close to Mei Fang's ear and whispered:

"Afang, I'm hungry."

"I want to come out."

This sentence was the password for Mei Fang to let go of Lin Youxi. He simply wiped away his tears and then continued:

"You figured it out, right? I'll go make you something to eat. Or if you want to eat something, I'll order takeout for you."

"Just the fried dumplings you made during the day will do. That was my breakfast anyway."

"Okay, I'll go warm it up..."

Mei Fang was about to get up to clean up the food, but Lin Youxi grabbed his arm and pulled him back.

Just when Mei Fang didn't know what she was planning, Lin Youxi suddenly came forward and became intimate with Mei Fang.

Although it was a very clumsy way of kissing, she tried very hard.

very hard.

Holding Mei Fang in his arms, he kept working hard.

This was the only way for her to express her gratitude to Mei Fang.

Or...

Another emotion?

Mei Fang, who was kissing someone for the first time, also seemed clumsy and shy. She could only obediently endure Lin Youxi's attack during the intimacy, and finally held Lin Youxi's hand to continue the action.

After more than ten minutes, the intimacy between the two came to an end.

Phew…

After that, Lin Youxi held Mei Fang's cheek, her eyes full of the tender smile from before.

"Afang."