After rebirth, I found out that I have a childhood sweetheart

Chapter 228 Yuanyuan's Sense of Crisis

Xia Yuan recently composed two pieces of music under the guidance of Mei Fang. After being reminded by Lin Youxi in the morning, he hurriedly gave his creative results to Mei Fang for inspection.

"How is it? It's pretty good, isn't it?"

With the foundation of the song, Xia Yuan is obviously very confident in his work.

"First of all, the song is definitely nice to listen to, but it feels too intense. The theme of our game is more light and dreamy, and I feel it's a little lacking."

"Hey...but I think it's already very light and graceful." Xia Yuan's voice sounded very aggrieved, "So what kind do you want?"

"First of all, you can't use songwriting thinking to make a game. This song needs to be a theme song. You can't let the players hear a prelude of so many syllables as soon as they come in, especially piano music, which should be slower."

"But I think it's already too slow... This is already a piano solo. If it gets any slower, I won't be able to hear what it is."

"I know you really want to express that dreamy feeling, but I've already told you that Cloud Journey is a healing story that emphasizes themes of self-change and redemption. If the atmosphere at the beginning is too strong, it will make people feel that there are many desires to express, which is inconsistent with the protagonist's introverted style at the beginning."

"Hmm... I think I understand."

Xia Yuan nodded, "Then I'll try again."

"It's okay, don't worry, it's okay to take your time... This thing just takes a long time to polish."

"Forehead."

Xia Yuan continued to create with Mei Fang's encouragement, and just when she put on headphones to concentrate on composing the theme song, she saw Lin Youxi walking up to Mei Fang and discussing technology-related topics with her.

She slowly took off her headphones and listened to them curiously for a while. She felt that the two of them were talking and laughing and seemed to have a good relationship. There was almost no problem in communication, and she couldn't help feeling envious.

Ever since the affair was exposed, Xia Yuan no longer felt so indebted to Youxi, but she still felt a sense of distance between them.

Although the two still eat together, sleep together and stay close to each other, Youxi is obviously more proactive when facing Afang. And whether in her eyes or in the eyes of the elders, Afang and Youxi look more like a couple.

call……

Why am I doing this again?

There was a time when Xia Yuan studied very hard in order to catch up with Youxi and Mei Fang's grades. Because she had experienced the feeling of falling behind before, and had also had a conflict with Youxi over this issue, she was very sensitive to the emergence of such signs.

Although they were always affectionate and cuddling, it was she who took the initiative every time, and she had never asked Ah Fang if he was getting tired of her.

Including the first kiss...

Sometimes, even the closest childhood sweethearts seem to have topics that they can't discuss together.

Because if I tell Ah Fang Youxi, they will definitely think I am being pretentious...

In this case.

So Xia Yuan found some time to call her best friend Peng Xue.

After the call was connected, the tone of voice on the other end was full of surprise.

"Hey, come on! How come our Miss Xia has the leisure to contact a little country maid like me today? Are you unhappy with your childhood sweetheart?"

"Xiaoxue, you are such a jerk! Why are you talking to me in such a weird way? I haven't contacted you for a long time. I just want to show my concern for you."

Xia Yuan pouted and said, "Besides, Xiaoxue, you are the same. You haven't paid much attention to me recently."

"Oh, what you said is actually my fault as a sister. We have a lot of homework and exams in school, and the only time I have left is to learn bass, so I am really busy."

"There's no need to rush to learn bass, right?"

"That won't work. If I don't see any progress, my sponsor will be unhappy."

"No, you are not allowed to call Ah Fang dad." Xia Yuan grumbled, "Just call him by his normal name."

"Haha! You're still the same... Just kidding. If he doesn't invest in me, I don't know who to find to support me... Although Xiao Yizi is also very rich, I don't think she loves me that much."

"Afang is not that kind of person, and that investment is not... not a lot of money. I can afford it. You can come to me."

"Yeah, I know, it was just a joke."

After a brief greeting, Peng Xue started to get serious. "So why did you come to me today?"

"I just want to ask about your recent situation, how your studies are going, how your life is going, and whether there are any boys you like..."

"I just try my best to study, but as for my life... there are a few boys chasing me, but I don't like them all."

"Are they writing you a love letter or a confession?"

"Yes, there are some, but... well, they are all quite childish and not very interesting."

"Wow, Xiaoxue is still a popular girl in No. 1 Middle School."

"How can you compare with our big star Yuanbao? If I wasn't worried about your identity being leaked, I would have advertised everywhere that I am Yuanbao's best friend..." Peng Xue paused on the other end of the phone, "We are still good friends now, right?"

"What are you talking about? Of course..."

"Then can you share with me the progress of you and Ah Fang? You have been living together for almost a year, where are you now?"

"We are still students, we should focus on studying, how can we think of weird things... premature love is definitely not allowed."

Xia Yuan paused, then continued, "But——"

"But? There is progress!"

"Well... yes, there must be..."

"Wow, you guys slept together?"

"It's not that exaggerated!"

Xia Yuan thought about it and realized that it was true, but it was difficult to explain it to Peng Xue. "It's just... we kissed each other."

"ohohohohohohoh!"

Peng Xue was even more excited to hear this than Xia Yuan was after they had made out that day. "When and where! Did they really kiss on the lips? It wasn't just a kiss on the cheek, was it? Hmm?"

"It's Bo's mouth."

"Awesome! Miss Xia is getting serious now."

Xia Yuan found a long-lost happiness in the conversation with Peng Xue. It would have been great if he had shared this feeling with her earlier.

"So, are you two officially together now? But what did Youxi say? Did she give you her blessing?"

"Um... this is a little complicated to explain... I don't know if I can say it... you have to promise me not to tell anyone, okay?"

"You are my only good friend. The others, including Xiao Yizi, are secondary people. Why are you still worried about this? You look down on our friendship, don't you?"

"No, no! Then let me tell you."

Xia Yuan thought for a moment and said, "Actually, Youxi and Ah Fang have also kissed each other."

"Ah, what's going on?"

"That's why I said it's a bit complicated... Anyway, we're not dating yet."

"You three have kissed each other even though you haven't been dating. What does that mean? Does Boss Mei want to be a scumbag and have two girlfriends at the same time?"

"It's not Ah Fang's fault. I was wrong first... or rather... oh... it's so complicated——"

"Hey, the relationship between the three of you is complicated to begin with. As long as you don't mind, it's fine. As an outsider, I can't say anything."

Peng Xue sighed and then asked, "By the way, who was Boss Mei's first kiss?"

"Uh, this is mine. Ah Fang admitted it himself."

"He didn't say that to Youxi, did he?"

"Our Ah Fang is not that kind of person!" Xia Yuan retorted angrily to protect the image of his childhood sweetheart.

"Is this a girl in love... Oh, forget it, I won't say anything. Seeing you like this, I don't want to fall in love anymore. I feel like I'll become stupid."

Peng Xue thought for a moment, "Well... you should be very happy. Although both of them ran away, at least you got the upper hand."

"Yeah...but recently I feel a little...well, how should I put it, I just feel like I'm not as good as Youxi when it comes to making games. I wonder if Ah Fang will dislike me for not being able to keep up."

"Fuck, what did he do to you? He scolded you for not making a good game? Who cares about him? You worked so hard to make games for him, wasn't it to help him realize his dream?"

"Oh, I want to do it myself, and it's not like Ah Fang dislikes me..."

"But didn't you just say you disliked it?"

"That's my subjective judgment. Ah Fang himself would definitely not dislike me."

"You really do... think that Boss Mei has done something wrong, but you don't want to slander him... I can only say that you should handle your thoughts well."

Peng Xue sighed on the other end of the phone, "So, you want to discuss with me how to make Boss Mei aware of your grievances?"

"I'm not feeling wronged... I just want to talk to you about this feeling."

"You are still insecure, you are worried that Boss Mei is tired of you and may prefer You Xi who can help him more, but he is worried about your relationship and can't tell you."

"I don't know much about the rest, but I feel like I'm losing a little bit of my sense of security..."

"You just like our Boss Mei so much that he doesn't have much room to show his love for you. Since you want Boss Mei to like you actively, you should try to be less affectionate. You know the principle of playing hard to get? If you are really important to him, he will be able to detect this change and take care of you."

"I understand...but I don't want to test Afang. It's not because I'm afraid of the result of the test. I just think it's unfair to Afang. After all, he didn't do anything wrong. Why should I punish him..."

"Ahhhh Xia Yuan, you're such a free woman!" Peng Xue was almost driven crazy by Xia Yuan's love-brained attitude. "Since you can't bear to punish him, then just continue to reward him! Take the initiative to do some intimate things that you haven't done or dared to do before, and see if he's interested. This will also help deepen your relationship."

"Hmm... This feels good... I have an idea in mind. Thank you, Xiaoxue, bye!"

"Hey, don't be so partial to your Ah Fang in your relationship... Don't you know that being partial is a blessing in disguise? Even if he loses you, he still has You Xi to comfort him. If you lose him, what are you going to do—"

Xia Yuan hung up the phone before Peng Xue finished speaking.

Tsk.

This woman who values ​​love over friendship.

call……

If she gets hurt by a scumbag in the future, she will definitely come to me and cry.

Peng Xue sighed deeply, then leaned back in her chair and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

This Mei Fang...

Although I gradually felt that he was planning to play two women at the same time, but he was able to be intimate with two people and still know each other without getting angry. It was his ability.

Of course, this is also due to the friendship between Xia Yuan and Lin Youxi since childhood...

It is understandable that you don't want to leave your childhood sweetheart, after all, you have been together for so many years, but it is also very rare for such childhood sweetheart feelings to turn into love.

Peng Xue bit her finger, and suddenly her mind emerged the scene of him accompanying her to watch a concert at a music festival during the Chinese New Year last year.